Names

Wait! it's still January! am i in a time warp or something?

Names.. hmm, i don't know but do most people keep their real name or change it, cause both my parents change their name, and i didn't even know that they could even do that..

Back in the days, names were very important, if you have a chinese name, you could almost have a less better future.. something like that, it was a time when races didn't get along but now times change and people still discriminate each other sadly..

Anyway both of them change their name and i was like "What"? why would you do that? okay they have their own reason, but i don't know, i don't think i would ever change my name, cause that's like the one thing my parents gave me, oh and life obviously..

I don't even know what name i would choose if i would have to change my name, if the only way to save the world is to change my name like my life is hanging on a thread if i don't change my name. Okay being a little over dramatic there..

Anyway.. for those who actually knew my name, no my name is not Ash and i will certainly not choose Ash if i would change my name.. i didn't get the name Ash from Pokemon or from smoking and leaving the ash in the ashtray, oh wait.. i don't smoke.. hmm thinking bout it.. Ash isn't really a good name for an alias.. literally it means burned to nothing.. yeah maybe later.

Anyway number 3! those who knew my name my parents name me that name because they want me to be smart and have good grades which is why my name starts with A in fact they even added another A just to make sure.. but unfortunately i didn't turned out to be the child they wanted, not that they despise me or anything.. just that i tend to disappoint them much more than they expected, maybe i was a born failure..

And i don't think names reflect on how the person is being perceived, well maybe sometimes.

You are who you are and no one can change you for who you are, well maybe not instantly, but sooner or later, what i mean is that people do get mold by their surrounding, like if a person is being raised by a group of gorillas i think that person would actually act and talk in a gorilla sentence, thus ending the need for us to understand gorilla but we could actually facing a problem when that person is trying to talk to us cause he don't speak our language..

Okay i don't know if any of those is true, but let's take Tarzan for an example, sure it's not real.. but it could be.

Yeah that was strange..

How To Avoid Getting Summon

Okay.. this is my first How To blog, i don't usually do How To, but i think it's great to do something different, something that i've never done before, something that people always do but i neglected to do the same cause i would feel like i'm following what they're doing and that's not cool.

Anyway, i think How To is like an awesome guide and half true, it might or might not work on you, i was actually thinking of doing this tomorrow, but what's the point of waiting?

First of all, this is only applied if you're actually driving a car and hate getting summon..

Like the first thing when you get a summon, usually people get summon when they're not near they're car and a police would actually sneak right up to your car and right a ticket, like they know that the spot that you're parking on isn't a parking spot, they're like psychic man!

So with that being said, they usually put the ticket on your viper, well.. disarm your viper and the police won't have anywhere to put your ticket, like seriously, most of the summon ticket are being put in the viper and if you have no viper, you have no summons.. okay i don't know if that would actually work, but one can only imagine..

Step 2, this is actually a true story and it only applies if you're in a moving vehicle and got stopped by a policeman.

So my mom and my dad was driving through the streets, and there's like this traffic light, and it was actually a short distance, after that traffic light, there's another one up ahead, and at that time, there was no car around, in fact.. i don't even know why they put a traffic light there, the road was straight up, but a lot of people walk though it, okay this scene was taken at Wawasan Plaza, there's that one street across the bus point.. but seriously people only walk during the day and my mom was driving during night time.

There was no car in sight but the light went read, and you as a driver understand perfectly what red means, and the light was long before it turn green, so my mom went through it and just ahead, again sneakyly a policeman stops my mom in the middle of nowhere, he like predicted that she would run through a red light in the middle of the night where there is no car or people walking around trying to get on the other side for that matter.. like seriously? what the??

So this is according to my mom, the police stop her and predicted that she ran through a red light.. but my mom said she was having a stomach ache and it works like gold!

So yeah.. MOTS, moral of the story? make an excuse that's actually believable, i don't have any.. but stomach ache sure works fine..

I don't have a third step, but i'm sure this would help a lot.. stop getting into troubles!

So that was my first of many How To blog, i think i like it, i think i would make more of How to..

It's February!

Okay so January has been a slow month but we made it through! we made it through 31 friggin days and there's 365-31= *getting calculator* 334 days to go!

I have so many things in my mind right now and i wanna blog about it all but i'm too friggin tired man, my eyes.. and one more thing.. i spent 10 friggin days doing nothing.. i was trying to do my report for the first day in that 10 days, damn you procrastination, every single day i tell myself that i'll do it tomorrow.. and tomorrow became tomorrow and you see where i'm going right?

Yeah.. think i'm gonna keep this one short, i'm sure you're bored of reading my long post, don't even know why i did that.

So ever heard of Bruno Mars Just The Way You Are? i kinda realize that it's actually a wedding song, if you don't believe me, listen to it and you can hear the wedding bells, and the lyrics kinda gives that off..

So end..

Movie Time

Have you ever been to one of those long movies that you know that it's gonna take time before The End is gonna show up anytime soon... speaking of The End.. it's been a while since i saw any movie that put The End in the ending of a movie.. seriously.. and i just realize that now..

So long movies... I'm talking about movies that lated more than 3 hours.. yes.. that's how long an epic movie takes time.. movies like King Kong, Lord Of The Rings, The Matrix Revolutions, okay there's lots more but that's how much i can think for now..

Not only these movies are long, but these movie makes you think! like most movies that last only bout less than 2 hour doesn't really make you think that much.. but if you're seeing a movie that last more than 3 hours.. you're gonna start to think.. like how is this gonna end? if i go to the toilet, would i miss the important part? should i finish this drink? i'm just afraid that i might go to the bathroom again.. okay.. i mean not really..

But when the movie starts to end.. like it's almost time.. but the movie doesn't seem like it's ending.. and you'll be screaming in your head.. what the hell are you doing fighting with noobs when the leader is up there waiting? there's like 15 minutes left!.. how the hell are you gonna kill the leader? okay something like that.. but then magically they won.. cause that's just how movies are.. they happen with the most ridiculous solution to end things..

It's been a while since i've been to the movies.. i don't know anything that's good out there right now.. What's so great about cinemas anyway.. The comfort of the folding chair that turns into a chair as soon as you hit your butt in it.. the drinks and the food.. okay maybe not the food.. i mean popcorn? it's delicious but i don't think it's heavy.. also the cinema is rather cold.. not really a problem for me.. i just like the sound system.. man.. i remember watching Harry Potter.. i don't know which one.. but it's when he ride the broom and just comes right at you and the sound of the swooshing of the broom.. you can hear it coming from the front to the back.. that's awesome.. at home you can only listen to a car that moves right to the left.. which isn't really that surround..

I just wish movies could be portable.. i mean like original movies.. no that pirated crap.. pirate is okay but it's not nice for the eyes.. the one thing about original movies is that you're not certain that the new movie is gonna be that good, and it's not really cheap.. and what if you buy it, and you saw it and it's not good.. man that would be a waste of time.. and like seriously.. most people would watch one movie.. and if you're gonna watch an expensive movie just one time, ain't that gonna be expensive? like watching in the cinema would rather be worth it..

Okay, different people different opinion but.. yeah..

Lots Of Things Coming On

Tis' the season to be jolly.. oh wait.. that's Christmas..

So a while back i was drooling for a Blackberry Torch 9800, but then, i decided not to buy anything for the next 5 years.. and guess what? just couple of months after the release of Blackberry Torch, there's gonna be a new one, the Torch 2, it's kinda like the Nokia N95 all over again, people were busting their pocket to buy the N95 just to know that a few months later the N95 8GB was announced..

Other than the Torch 2, there's also lots of things coming like the Nintendo 3DS, currently i'm reading about the Sony PSP 3, which is codenamed NGP.. i'm still not clear but it does look awesome..

Well i don't know much about new things, but movies there's gonna be lots and lots on 2011.. and i'm just gonna wait for better things to come.. 5 years!.. i think that's the appropriate time to hold on buying things, i mean i bought lots of stuff from last year, why do i need anymore stuff.. oh yeah.. there's the desire and new things are better than old things.. but bear in mind.. current new stuff will be old stuff in just a matter of time.. well i know that so what's the point of waiting if everything is gonna be old.. well i'm not sure bout that... well i just wanna see how things progresses.. cause i know if i buy anything right now i'm gonna regret it..

And i need a new word on openings..

Oh and one last things.. Happy Chinese New Year!.. i used to do that on Christmas.. so why not Chinese New Year?

Latest Addiction

Yeah, sleeping late is not my addiction anymore, okay i still sleep late, but there's this thing called, okay it's not a thing, it's a food, i don't normally get addicted to food, and i only mention thing that's worth mentioning, well.. most of it anyway..

So the food is actually fish cracker, no.. not that lamo fish crackers for babies, but a fish that's being made into a cracker.. okay not following? i don't know but if they say a picture paints a thousand words, i'm gonna try if that's gonna explain clearly to you..

The one on the left is normal, by normal i meant it's not spicy and on the right as you can see through the color it's pretty obvious that it's spicy, well it's not that spicy it's actually added with honey which makes it sweet..

I don't know why, but for the last 3 days i've been eating it like crazy, okay maybe not that crazy, just enough to finish the whole packet, and they don't really sell them in lots of supermarkets, and my parents say that it's very limited..

The thing is that my parent say that's it's hard, like hard to eat cause yeah i guess it's hard, but today i ate a thing like it, it's called Lekor and Lekor is way harder than these crackers.. okay but the taste is kinda similar.. think it's called Keropok Lekor..

Holy crap! i seriously hate fish but this is like the only thing that made me like fish.. I seriously hate fish and they should go back where they came from.. The SEA! not on my plate..

The thing i hate about fish is that it's smelly.. man hate those smells, and secondly.. it's considerably dangerous to eat cause of the tiny bones, and they don't really taste that good..

So yeah..

4 More To Go

Okay.. so my highest post right now is 38.. and i'm currently at 36.. this would be 37.. and i wanna break a new record.. well my record that is, i've been slacking the last 2 month.. bare made 20 post in november and december.. so this is like trying to make up for it.

And i don't really have a topic right now, so i'm just gonna say whatever is in my head.. ooh vlogging, so recently i've only made like 3 videos and i realized that i sucked, yeah no surprise there, but it's okay i guess, not saying that being sucky is okay, but for a first time, everyone has their flaw, my flaw turn out to be not being able to talk, well today i did another video and i think it's a little better, i could hear myself, i can understand what i'm talking about, i think..

So bout Vlogging, i thought it was the most simplistic thing that could ever be done, mostly because they just talk, turns out talking is harder than it seems, and trying to figure out a great topic to talk about, well that's actually what makes a great vlogger.. so in my attempt to be a Vlogger which is an epic fail, for the moment, i learned that

-Talking is hard

-Trying to talk about something is hard

-Trying to talk about something interesting is hard

-I can't talk with lots of tones

-Uploading video into youtube is a big pain in the ass

-Theres this thing called Copyright, okay i haven't done anything wrong yet.. but i got notified..

-Editing is not really a pain, but if you have a good editing software, you can be an awesome vlogger, like making two people out of one, looks fun, kinda looks like you have a twin.

-Sound proof room is great if you have one, so that your neighbor or your parents don't think you're crazy cause you're talking by yourself..

-Get a good camera, my camera is good i guess cause it takes HD video, oh wait.. that's my dad's camera.. yeah my camera sucks..

-HD video is actually awesome, the picture, the sounds.. man i need to get one.

-Kinda open my eyes a little bit, i mean if you have no jobs and you're bored you can go around the world and talk in front of a camera and talk about the places you've been.. actually sounds awesome.

Okay that's a lot of things i've learned from trying to Vlog.. of course don't take my word for it cause i'm not a certified Vlogger, i'm just a blogger trying to be a vlogger.

so yeah, if you wanna take your blogging skills to the next level Vlog!

okay it's a little different, but it's there..

Chinese New Year

No.. i'm not being racist.. they literally call it Chinese New Year.. okay not much of a joke..

So.. Chinese New Year is just around the corner and i know you're grinning cause you're getting paid for no reason.. okay.. probably.. i mean.. these days.. it's like so hard to be happy for a reason.. remember the good ol' days when you were a kid.. nothing really matters.. you just stay happy.. for no reason.. and it's like even if you have a reason to be happy.. you're not technically happy.. oh yeah.. i'm dead inside.. i've been dead inside for lots of years.. there's this time when i was in school.. the kids tease me cause i can't smile.. they said.. is your motor for smiling failing.. yeah.. cause i'm not a happy kid.. i barely talk.. can't really tell why.. all those kids sitting with their friends.. i just sat on the corner.. waiting for someone to talk to me.. okay i'm not that sad.. but sometimes.. yeah..

Okay.. Chinese New Year.. the best part of it is probably.. Ang Pao.. i just spelled it the way i hear it.. but i know it's spelled Ang Bao.. chinese words are very confusing.. but still i wish i could've spoke chinese.. chinese are cool.. i mean the people.. i mean i don't know.. i see chinese people and they always have their little gang hanging out in YoYo Cafe.. and there's a feeling inside me that wants that.. laughing with your friends, conversing with each other.. having a good time.. wow my life is sad..

Oh yeah.. man i'm having a though time staying focus.. so Ang Pao.. technically what it is, is a red packet with money that people give you for no reason.. okay the reason is because it's Chinese New Year and all that prosperity thing.. i don't mind getting free money.. it's like getting paid without working.. of course it only happens one time in a year.. so in later years when i finally have a real job.. or maybe work something out.. every time i get paid.. i'ma think that i got lots of Ang Bao and feels like it's Chinese New Years every pay day..

But other than getting Ang Bao.. there's also food.. food man.. Chinese New Year food are probably the greatest Chinese Cooking Food i've ever tasted.. oh yeah.. i actually wanna make a Vlog about this.. explaining what Chinese New Year is about through my definition.. yeah.. but talking is not really working out so well for me right now..

Foods.. there's like Foo Chook... yeah i have no idea what proper name it is.. so i'm just gonna spell the way i hear it.., there's Shitaki Mushroom.. and no i'm not cursing.. the mushroom is literally named Shitaki.. and there's Fried Chicken, there's other food.. and Shark Fin.. used to have a lot of those back when i was a kid.. but somehow.. i don't know.. people are against it or anything.. and it's kinda hard and i barely had any on Chinese New Year..

I don't know what it is about food.. but i guess every big celebration theres always gonna be food.. no matter what, no matter when.. doesn't matter if it's New Year, Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, Christmas, Deepavali.. there's always gonna be food..

Oh yeah.. in New Year you'll get Fireworks.. in Chinese New Years.. you'll get Firecracker.. see the irony? unfortunately.. Firecracker are banned.. cause of those kids who are really stubborn.. and end up losing their hands.. man.. yeah.. but it is dangerous and shouldn't be tried at home.. i think i'll stick to virtual Fire Crackers for now... at least nobody will ever get hurt..

Fireworks.. yeah i burned my hand one time when i was kid when i was playing Firecrackers.. but the weird thing is that it didn't left a permanent scar.. it was just that my hand were swollen for quite sometime.. then i put it in some water.. and i can't really feel my arm at that time.. but after few hours.. it's like brand new man.. nothing there.. kinda feel like i have healing powers..

So Chinese New Year.. like yeah.. it's so hard to be so happy right now.. i don't know.. i'm not depressed or anything.. but what's the purpose.. i don't feel like it's require for me to be happy when i'm not.. same goes for Christmas.. okay.. i had a moment at Christmas.. but after that.. pretty much same old....

So Happy Chinese New Year.. may your day be prosper and.. lemme check.. here's what i got from McDonald...

hapPiness

fRiendship

lOve

Satisfaction

Peace

abundancE

shaRing

famIly

affecTion

joY

So.. since it's Chinese New Year.. think i'll give a shot at a Chinese New Year Poem.. so here it goes..

This the time when we all Red for once in a Year

And probably the only time that we're able to light Firecrackers with Fire

And drove all the way from home to that one place with a Car and four Tires

With one year to say it.. I'm wishing you a Happy Chinese New Year..

wee.. yeah.. i don't think i'm getting better at this..

1st Time Waking Up Early

In a very long time.. i wasn't able to wake up early.. and today i was successfully able to wake up at 6am.. yeah.. it wasn't much of a sleep.. in fact.. i'm still sleepy now.. but at least i wake up at 6am rather than sleep at 6am..

It's one of those things that you're kinda addicted to.. and sadly.. i'm addicted to sleeping late.. like seriously.. why can't addiction be like good.. most addiction leads to destruction like alcohol, drugs, smoking.. can't it be change.. let's make addiction good.. like addicted to helping people, addicted to helping people out.. wow.. my definition of good addiction is helping people.. there's probably more good things out there right? let's make the good thing an addiction rather than the bad thing.. why does everything that feels good has to be a bad thing..

I kinda wish that i was doing something right now.. like a job or maybe something in my interest.. rather than wasting my time at home.. doing nothing.. but the weird thing is when i was actually in class or doing something that i didn't like.. i was actually complaining about how great it would be just to lie in my own bed while sleeping and wait for time just to pass by.. i mean what's that all about? this is seriously confusing.. why can't i enjoy pain? and why can't i be grateful when i have an opportunity?

Struggling.. i wish my life has some kind of struggle.. i think struggling are good.. cause struggling actually helps a person to push him or herself from her current state to being more productive i guess.. like i'm not productive.. in order for me to be productive.. i have to be struggle.. it doesn't necessarily have to be bad.. but i can't think of anything about struggling that is good.. my dad always tell one of his story about when he was little how his family were always struggling to make ends meet.. like he would go door by door and sell vegetables, food, wish i had an experience like that.. and he partly blames the kids these days for not being adventurous, kinda felt like he's judging me.. hmm.. well i seriously don't know.. i can only imagine.. but aren't dad suppose to take their kids to camping or fishing in the lake?

Okay.. so that was my 6am rant.. and i made a poem.. since my last poem.. it's actually for mother's day.. and i don't know when mother's day is.. but since i sent out a message for my mom last mother's day.. i thought that i would write a poem to her.. and make it annually..

so it goes like this

Dear mother,

You were always there to show me the way

You were always asking me if i'm okay

I've always used your money but you never asked me to pay

So from my heart and the words from my mouth, i'm wishing you a Happy Mother's Day

Yeah.. i think it was good.. and from self experience.. more poems to come.. i wish..

Priority Report

Wow.. it's almost been two months.. and i've still haven't written anything.. i'm doom!

Nah not really.. but on the other hand it is scary knowing that at any moment the lecturers are gonna be roaming through my spot.. probably.. i don't know.. some say they won't... but then again.. what if they did?

It's not that i don't wanna do it.. it's just that.. it's terribly hard for me to do cause i got no example.. i don't even know how to start it.. sure i got some titles.. but what if i'm wrong.. that means i have to do it all over again.. i tried asking a friend.. but it didn't help me that much.. tried asking my parents.. even though they're the one who's pushing me.. man people these days are just way too pushy.. okay.. it's time to make a deal with myself..

in the next two days i'll be done with my..

- current report which is 60.. and i have to be done at 120 by the end of my.. you know..

- make up some titles.. i'm not even sure if everyones report is as true as they say..

- done with writing as well as the titles and the friggin conclusion.. i don't know make up some stuff..

Next 2 days will be the 25.. oh crap.. i need to get a boost..

at the 25th.. i need my parents to review all my writing.. since it's all in my primary language.. which isn't English.. and i don't know.. hopefully.. it would be done in two days.. and in that time.. i will be writing more report on my laptop and making up more titles.. man if only i was good at lying.. damn you honesty..

after two days since the 25th.. it will be the 27th.. and if i'm right and all my reports has been review and greenlighted.. i will start writing like crazy.. filled those friggin empty pages.. oh man.. i need to do some technical report..

Other things.. well the report aren't the only thing that's a priority right now.. in a couple of months there's gonna be a Cisco online assessment which is pretty much hopeless.. like what's the point of reading if you know you're gonna fail hopeless.. yes it's that hopeless.. almost all the class failed.. and by almost.. i meant that only one person passed the online assessment..

So.. well.. i'm just gonna read something about Networking and Programming.. Networking for obvious reason.. and Programming for.. i don't know.. it kinda looks fun once you know how things are going.. you can easily make a program.. and who knows.. maybe i'll develop a software.. and the thing about the apple app is pretty much dead.. well.. there's more things to look for in 2011... cause 2010 was so lame..

okay.. i'ma start writing ma report.. man.. this is like the earliest hour i've been up.. mostly i'll be awake at noon..

Report!

Just Another Bored Day

So.. i've never been good at writing.. i don't mean writing blogs.. although.. i don't know.. am i good at writing blogs? well i don't have a lot of feedback.. so i can't really tell.. anyway.. i tried to be a writer.. but it was an epic fail.. it was the time when the Twilight craze started.. and somehow.. i think all the people are inspired how their stories could be written and later be made into a movie.. of course that's only being able in some crazy fantasy world.. and some lucky people....

Okay.. i barely gave it a shot at writing.. but i did had lots of ideas.. but the moment when you start to write those ideas.. they just fade away.. and halfway writing on your first chapter.. you thought to yourself.. what the hell am i doing? this is crazy.. yeah.. those things always gets in my way.. anyway.. so i can't write.. but i did write this little poem.. okay it goes like this..

Some things are hard, some things are easy..

But none of those things even combine can make us that busy..

And if we don't do anything, we're just being lazy..

However, if we do all those things, we'll become crazy

yeah.. i don't know was that any good.. i know some of it make sense.. maybe i should do more of it so i can be better.. know the phrase practice makes better.. yeah.. i'm trying to apply that in all i do.. writing, blogs, vlogs, watching CSI.. playing instrument..

Well that's it for me.. see ya later..

I'm A Considerate Thinker

Okay.. i was Blosing.. confuse? Blosing.. i think it's a new word.. that i invent.. wait.. let me google it..yay.. it's not out there yet.. okay so Blosing is short for Blog Browsing.. come on.. you gotta give me credit for that..

So i was Blosing and there's one blog that hit me.. it says about PersonalDNA.. i decided to try it out for myself.. cause the blogger said there's lots of truth in it.. well i tried it and it says that i'm a Considerate Thinker.. okay let's split them up...

Considerate

- i would like to think that i am considerate.. but mostly on families and close friends.. okay it doesn't hurt to think about other than yourself.. but one time when i was small.. my cousin sort of taught me about selfish.. it goes like this.. imagine yourself in a sinking boat.. and you only have one life jacket.. would you save your life or the other person.. well.. she kinda clarifies me what selfish is all about.. if you chose yourself.. you're being selfish.. but if you chose other.. you're being considerate.. but the bad news is that you might be dead.. but it's just an example..

Thinker

-As for thinker.. yeah i can't argue with that.. i spent more time thinking than i spent my time talking.. but when i was a kid.. i talk like a lot.. but mostly to my parents.. i was this obnoxious anxious kid.. okay i was a little noisy back then.. but i sort of realize that.. so i tend to shut myself up sometimes.. and over the years.. it got easier and i barely talk.. even in my class my teacher consider me one of the quiet student of all time.. kinda wish there's an award for that...

okay.. let's see what it says..

Read it here if you have a spare time.. >> http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=HJCyjIHXwIOFSVV-AG-CDDCA-1869&u=e1fcb96a2efe

And i'm working on something in my old blog.. also check it out if you have more time.. i think it's worth while.. >>http://brightlightfightnight.blogspot.com/

Maroon 5 Got Me Hooked

Who doesn't know Maroon 5?.. okay seriously.. they're one of the best band i've ever heard.. of course i didn't start liking them by their first Album which is entitled Songs About Jane.. but they got lots of good songs there.. but i started liking the band probably after the second album which is It Won't Be Soon Before Long.. and not just long ago.. they released their latest album which is entitled Hands Over..

One thing about Maroon 5 is that.. lots of their song is about.. let's say making out.. but we all know it's more than that.. seriously.. just listen to any of their song.. okay maybe not all.. but there are the obvious like Makes Me Wonder, This Love, i think there's lots more regarding to that..

But other than making songs that are kinda uncomfortable for the early ages.. they also make lots of love songs.. like She Will Be Loved is most favorite.. The second album they didn't had many singles.. but the first was like lots of them.. songs like Harder To Breathe, This Love, Sunday Morning and She Will Be Loved..

I'm talking bout the latest album.. they're first single off the album is call Misery which i think is a great song.. the song is like.. i don't know, but it's amazing.. you can mostly hear their bass which is always awesome.. kinda sounds funky.. but lately.. i got hooked on their song Just A Feeling which is from Hands All Over.. it's a slow love song.. i just heard it and it really got me hooked.. it's better to get hooked by music rather than.. bad stuff i guess.. it's new.. i don't think it's been released yet.. so i'm starting to feel the song out.. trying to blend in with my emotion.. and so far.. i got nothing.. but it's a nice song to listen.. but it's definitely bout love.. can't missed that..

that's pretty much what i wanted to talk bout.. oh yeah.. X-Men Origin: First Class is coming.. can't wait.. i don't think there's gonna be Wolverine though.. like seriously.. finally an X-Men movie without Hugh Jackman.. i mean no offense.. but he's been through so many X-Men movie.. like seriously.. X-Men Origin is like a totally different movie if compare to X-Men but they still use Hugh Jackman.. of course he's awesome.. and he's one of 3 Hugh that are awesome.. like Hugh Laurie.. he's amazing in house.. Hugh Grant.. don't have any on him.. but he's great too i think..

Anyway.. Bye..

We Need A Reboot!

Okay.. it's a new year.. and there's lots of movies and series that are being made from the old days movies like Gulliever's Travels, i was actually gonna say Tron: Legacy but that's actually a sequel.. i'm pretty sure there's lots more and Drama's like Hawaii Five-0, 90210.. oh wait.. 90210 isn't the same as Beverly Hills 90210.. crap.. and i've been thinking.. there's like lots.. but i can't recall any of it now.

And i'm just browsing through facebook and something caught my eye.. Power Rangers.. yeah.. it's been a long time.. i used to enjoy those.. you know they say how colors can actually make your brain work.. maybe that's what Power Rangers were aiming to do.. there's the Red ranger, pink, black, blue, yellow, green and white.. Ironically the black ranger is being played by a black guy.. racist much? no actually..

And i used to miss how i used to watch the movies with my cousin back when i was a kid.. sitting down on the floor with our eyes open wide infront of the TV.. yeah.. ol' times..

So.. i'm kinda having this feeling like i wanna watch it again.. maybe once more.. i know i'm old.. but who knows maybe those old feelings would come back.. yeah.. definitely..

Oh yeah.. i've almost forgot what my post is all about.. so Reboot.. yeah i've mention lots of reboot lately.. okay maybe not a lot.. but i think it would be great if Hollywood would make a movie Reboot based on Power Ranger.. i think it would be awesome for kids as well as grown ups that used to watch them as a kid, i mean it would be a great tribute for those who stick to them.. i know i haven't but i think it would be Frawsome.. i mean seriously.. with all the special effect that Hollywood have now.. i think it would be an international success.. like all the kids watch em' all over the world.. sure there's Hannah Montana, Wizard.. yeah don't know much bout that.. No Astro..

So here's to five years hoping that Hollywood would make a Power Ranger Reboot Movie.. yeah!

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Weird Names

Okay, first of all.. i'm not attacking anything here, i'm just speaking my mind out loud.. and it's just that i find it humorous and strange..

Anyway.. it's not even somebody's name.. it's kinda like.. err... i'm not sure.. anyway it's Consfood and Firefly.

Consfood

-It's a shop that sells food.. well not really.. but really is.. actually.. it's a shop that sells food like from outer country that most supermarkets don't have.. other than that.. it means that the shop sells you expensive imported food.. wait.. i'm not sure bout that.. but they do sell stuff that you rarely see on the supermarket.. in supermarket i meant KK supermarket.. but i don't know.. most of the supermarket these days are selling pork.. anyway.. they sell raw foods that you rarely see like salami, pepperoni, ham, bacon.. seriously.. you don't see these type of food on most supermarkets.. other than that they also sell baking goods, other stuff i guess..

So seriously.. the name Consfood.. well in my definition.. Con means bad guys who are convicted of doing something bad, isn't that why they're name Cons? Cons-Convict.. anyway.. Con also can mean deceiving.. like a scammer.. so anyway.. i know that Consfood doesn't use people who are criminal as their sales representative neither are they scamming us by selling their food.. so yeah.. i find it funny.. Consfood.. or maybe it means it's food for cons..

Firefly

-Firefly is this airplane company which sells cheap tickets.. in fact.. i'm gonna go to KL next month by Firefly.. it's gonna be my first time riding a Firefly Airplane.. so far i've used AirAsia and MAS..

So seriously Firefly.. that's just sounds bad.. though it sound like a cheering thing.. kinda like fireflies.. fireflies are good.. but Firefly? kinda sounds like you're burning while you're flying.. i'm sure it's not that.. but it is strange..

Last words

As i mention earlier.. it was not my intention to attack.. i mean.. it's not even an attack.. it's just a thought on weird names.. and it would be great if anyone can clarify that.. to explain my curiosity.. so have you heard any weird names lately?

Done.

To My Mom

My mom is probably the hardest person that is so hard to convince, like i always ask my mom to buy things for me when i was a kid, and almost every single and each of them rejected it, she never buy anything that i wanted, instead she focus on things that i needed instead of what i wanted like clothes, foods, medicine, but mom, i want a new laptop, i want a new phone, i want it all.. yeah but that's what dads are for isn't it? i don't know, some people say i'm spoil, does spoil means getting everything you want or just a nosy brat, i'm neither getting what i've always wanted or a nosy brat, i can't even bother people unless it's someone i know, and as for stuff that i got, i earned it okay, for the first time in my life, i'm actually getting good stuff cause i worked for it, which kind explain why i didn't get all those stuff that i wanted back when i was a kid, my grades we're crap, i remember when i was a kid, i got so bad at math that my mom tore up my paper, and my dad had to put it all back together with a cello tape and i had to give back that paper to my teacher the next day, well fortunately, my teacher didn't say anything when she looked at my paper all tored up and being put back together..

Yeah that's my mom, but after i grew up, a little bit, my mom never scold me and my dad never beat me again, okay i was joking.. they never do those stuff, but i think that made me a better person, rather than those parents beating their kids and instead of discipling them, they've become what their parents doesn't want them to be, yeah peer pressure.. i don't know what i'll do when i'm a parent..

So, recently my mom got her result back from her final and she got 3.4 gpa.. i mean grats mom, but it makes me a little bit jealous and a lot inspired by her, i mean the highest i got is 3.3, and then it dropped, and dropped more than i can ever imagine, so i think my mom kinda inspire me to get a better grades, and not only that, i wanna beat her, and instead of getting 3.4, i wanna get 3.5 or higher, yeah, and i'm not just saying this, i'm gonna prove it, i'm gonna do it, i'm gonna.. run out of words..

But yeah, if your parents do tend to inspire you, take it, take that inspiration and make something, that's like making something out of nothing, PLUS.. i mean as in another plus..

but seriously, my grades are becoming crap right now, and it's time to pumped up my brain, i mean for once in my life, i wanna use it instead of storing things into it which i can't even remember, what's the use of your brain if you're not using it right? it's a waste.. and i've been wasting it for most part of my life, so let's use my brain, study till the break of dawn, reading till my eyes can't read without glasses, make my eyes look like a panda, but i think i've done the eye things already.. but not in a good way.. seriously i can't sleep at night.. i tried sleeping at 12 last night.. but i got up involuntarily and watch CSI.. seriously what the?

But tonight i'm gonna try something.. i'm gonna force myself to sleep, no i'm not gonna take any medication.. i'm just gonna plug off all the things in my room, the power source to my computer, the juice to my TV.. i'm gonna turn it off.. as soon as the clock strikes 12.. or maybe i could use my special button.. you know bout the one button that can turn off my whole house right? no?

Well.. i have a switch in my room, and if you turn it on.. my whole house goes off.. i feel powerful.. but seriously.. don't think i'm gonna do that.. think my parents will be mad..

Anyway.. congrats mom on your result, as your son, i'm inspired and thankful to have a mother like you.. and you are the most greatest and most conservative mother a boy could ever ask for.. wait is it mothers day yet? well i'll think of something later..

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This Vlogging Thing

Vlogging is actually cool.. i watch those people do them and they seem amazing.. and it really has inspire me to do Vlog, i mean.. blogging is cool and all.. but i think Vlogging would help me in another level.. Like blogging.. i'm just gonna be good in writing stuff and probably be a writer someday or maybe write songs.. damn.. writing is cool.. but vlogging is much cooler.. cause with vlogging.. you're not only training your English in writing.. but when you talk as well.. seriously.. what's the point in writing when you can talk.. seriously.. people will know you better when you're talking to them.. people don't get to know you when you're writing.. oh wait.. that's what chat is all about..

See how confuse i am.. anyway.. my troubles with trying to start a vlog is that..

- i can't record myself.. who knew that would be hard.. and those actor who was recorded every single day and say those line out loud.. i seriously don't know how they do it..

- I can't speak out loud.. i do notice that my voice is very low cause every single presentation that i made in class.. the lecturers always ask me to speak louder.. i guess i do have problems.. so i kinda have to know the appropriate level of volume i should use when i'm speaking.. hell i've scream before.. why is it so hard to speak..

- I can't speak a sentence in a line.. i do notice that vloggers do make mistakes.. but that actually turn out to be bloopers and actually made it even funny.. i seriously have to try to speak.. cause i know that's what gonna help me get better in speaking..

And who know.. speaking can actually help me in the future..

For Education

- i can talk in front of the whole friggin class without feeling scared and i can actually speak with a proper volume..

- i can talk normally like how i would normally talk instead of feeling scared and just stopped talking.. cause that's embarrassing and just pointless.. seriously.. why the hell am i scared.. it's not like they're gonna eat me, or maybe kill me.. seriously get it out of your system..

- Other than noticing how low my voice is.. i tend to move around feeling nervous.. my friend actually took a video of my moving around while i do my presentation.. and i do wish to stop that.. instead of moving around stand up.. and look everyone in the eye and scare them instead of them scaring you.. YEAH!

For Career

- there's seriously lots of career involving talking like.. i could be a Radio DJ.. it's one of my ambition i guess to be able to talk in radio while playing the newest and favorite songs of mine and as well as everyone.. i can be a TV host.. how cool is that.. i can be an Emcee they call it.. i forgot what it stands for.. i know it doesn't mean MC which stands for "Minta Cuti" which means asking for a day off.. seriously.. Emcee get paid lots of money to talk in a wedding or party..

Actually that's pretty much what i would like to do if i could talk in confidence..

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Waiting For So Long

It's been a long week.. and i've missed all the shows that used to be playing like How I Met Your Mother, Two And A Half Men, The Big Bang Theory, Chuck, Smallville, Gossip Girl, 90210, The Vampire Diaries, Hawaii Five-0, and lots more..

Not that i've missed watching them.. and by missed i don't mean that i didn't get a chance to see it.. oh.. i've seen it all.. but it's the holidays.. actors are human too.. they need a break.. and they are on a break.. i mean it's so long.. it's like you've been watching it for so long and suddenly it stopped.. you just hang.. not knowing what's gonna happen.. and for the longest time.. well at least the shows aren't cancelled or anything.. cause that would be a bummer..

Anyway.. it's been a long time.. and i think the shows are starting to pop up again.. so i'm a lil bit happy.. but the recent episode are boring.. i don't know why.. but they're just aren't as good as before.. so it's kinda disappointing cause you've been waiting for a fair amount of time just to be shattered.. it just feels like all those waiting aren't worth it.. but i'm sure they'll get better.. they always do..

So i've finished watching Friends the whole 10 season for the fourth time i think.. i don't think it gets old.. but i don't think it's getting any better also.. but they are still funny.. and i just kept watching it.. i don't know when the fifth time would be.. but i'm sure it won't be anytime soon.. cause i've just spent a month watching it.. i've been awake till 5 am watching it.. well not recently.. cause recently i've been awake till 5 or more am cause i've been watching KevJumba... man he's hilarious.. yeah.. but he doesn't really make a lot of vids.. but all his vids are totaly worth watching..

And.. i don't do this a lot.. in fact i don't think i've ever done this before.. but to whoever you are.. who's reading this blog of mine.. i just wanna thank you for stopping by.. it really means a lot to me.. back then i thought no one read my blogs and i just kept writing knowing that it doesn't really matters.. but now that i know.. i just wanna thank you so much..

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The Fall

Humpty Dumpty Sat On A Wall

Humpty Dumpty Had A Great Fall

Seriously? Humpty Dumpty.. sounds dirty..

And i didn't sat on a wall.. but i did had a great fall.. actually it was 2 great fall.. but seriously though.. how can one sit on a wall.. most wall have ceilings.. that means it's friggin high and it's not even possible to sit on it cause of the ceilings.. but you can however lean on it.. think that's possible rather than sit on it.. if you want to sit so friggin badly.. just take a chair or maybe sit on the ground.. it isn't really that bad..unless the ants starts crawling into your pants then you got some issues..

Great Fall..

I have my fair share of falling.. let's see if i can remember some of my fall.. I fall when i was a kid after taking shower.. and it was slippery so i fell.. and the feeling after you fell sure is strange.. you feel blank.. like what the hell just happened? How did i fell?.. other than that.. i've also fell on a basketball court while trying to catch a ball.. it was actually after rain and the court was just starting to dry up.. but there's a algae is it?? the green thing that sticks with most things.. anyway that what made me fall and not just fall.. i slip.. and i got a knee and it was bloody.. Then i fell after trying to get on a skateboard.. try to move forward but all i got is that i slip back and fell on my back...

So this week.. fell like twice.. seriously.. does that mean i'm getting lucky or something? i don't know is it two weeks or week.. cause it happened during these seven days but it happened on different week.. i'm confused..

Anyway.. the first fall occur just when i was about to have breakfast with my parents.. but during those week.. it was rainy.. and i step out of the car.. then i've accidentally step on the grass without knowing that it was wet.. and i fell.. and i didn't get breakfast.. not there anyway.. my jeans was wet and filled with mud.. but my dad did buy food and we ate it at home.. and my parents was really scared that i would break any bones.. cause my mom actually fell years ago and she broke her ankle.. i guess it was scary for her and worried that i might break something..

Then tonight.. wait.. it's past 12.. okay so last night.. i went down to get some cereal.. yeah.. i ate cereal during night time.. you know how most people ate cereal for breakfast.. yeah that's for another time.. so the first time i went down to get a cereal.. i notice that the light going down was dying.. it kept blinking like crazy.. but it was still visible.. i was able to see the stairs heading down.. then i went for the second time due to my unsatisfied.. come one.. i haven't had cereal for months.. and i ate it at night.. that's just how desperate i am.. and cereal are starting to taste good for me.. i didn't actually like cereal last time.. cause of the milk.. milk has a different smell that i seriously don't like smelling.. but after one or more you get used to it.. then for the second time.. the light died.. so i was unable to see the stairs.. so i just felt that i was reaching ground then suddenly i'm on my knee.. and i actually stayed there for few seconds.. i don't usually fall so i'm kinda getting it all in.. i mean who knows when will i fall again.. after few seconds of minor pain and surprise.. i got up and took another bowl of cereal..

Yeah.. falling.. it's great as long as you don't hurt yourself.. i mean who knows when will i fall again.. i hope not soon.. i just fall twice this week.. how many times did you fell this week?

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Friggin Crap

Wow.. third post in 3 minutes.. yay but it's a short one..

So i've already post like 2 post.. the second one isn't really a post.. just like an update on that Frawsome.. then i got bored and play speedtest... and damn.. i'm friggin close.. how close am i?

Yeah.. that's how close i am.. one more word to 90 words per minute.. sadly that last word was something.. literally.. the last word is something.. and it's a lil' bit longer.. and i have like a split second.. i can't even type "some" in 0.5 second.. well it's not over... at least i raised the bar a little higher.. Next up 90 Words Per Minute

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Oh Crap..

Frawsome is actually out there.. there's this Urban Dictionary that actually states that.. but my definition is Friggin instead of Freakin.. well it's a first.. i'm sure i'll come out with new and more original ones..

Mixing Words

Well.. you know those things that they put together into one words.. i don't have many example.. cause they don't really do it a lot.. and it looks easy but it's really not.. and they're always smart words.. i don't know if it's a thing out there.. but it's awesome..

Words... like.. Possimpible.. actually got that from How I Met Your Mother..

And Possimpible means.. it's like after impossible where it becomes possible.. i'm still not sure bout that.. i forgot bout it..

And i don't know if this is out there.. but my new word is Frawsome.. yea.. it doesn't really mean anything... but my definition of it is the combination of Friggin and Awesome.. i always like to say friggin when i'm psyched bout something or i'm pissed at something.. as for awesome.. i don't use it a lot.. so i'm thinking of a word... that is able to use those both words and say one word instead of one.. so i made Frawsome.. so instead of saying.. I'm Friggin Awesome.. i'm just gonna say I'm Frawsome.. but seriously though.. i'm not awesome.. i'm not even close to awesome.. i'm just some awe..

Well that's short..

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Twins VS Doppelganger

What's the difference anyway between them?.. basically they're the same and one of it is born on the same day as you are only a couple of seconds or minutes away.. and the other one just comes out of nowhere and freaks the hell out of you..

Googling their definitions..

Twins

-There's lots of science words in it which i'm not familiar with..

-One of two offspring produced in the same pregnancy..

Doppelganger

-A double or a look-alike of a person..

-One of them is evil.. What the??

So.. few days back.. i'm trying to vlog.. and it's sad to say.. i'm not even getting close.. i tried to record myself and it's very difficult.. words barely came out of my mouth.. and it's not just that.. my voice isn't that loud as well as it is clear.. see i'm definitely having problems with speaking.. so i kinda need this more than i thought.. so i tried more today.. back then i can't actually record on my Laptop web cam cause the quality sucks and i can't find the record button anywhere.. sucks.. and i tried my Sony T-200 but that kinda blows.. i mean it's usable but it's broken.. and i think it's haunted cause it turns itself on every now and then.. so today.. i decided to take my dad Canon cam.. which i think is better cause the camera is able to take HD video and that's what i see a lot in Vloggers nowadays.. instead of those boring 4:3 format.. most of them are using HD which is 16:9 format on youtube.. but still.. i can't do anything with it..

So i saw many pictures in it.. and most of it are cakes.. and i'm trying to help my parents sell their cakes.. so i made them a Facebook page which i haven't show them yet.. but if you're interested in buying cakes.. log on into >>http://www.facebook.com/pages/FAM-Bakery-Cakes-And-Cookies/164852193561497

That's my site man.. i made it myself.. yeah.. but it's only a Facebook page.. it's not really a site..

Thinking bout Vlogging.. most vloggers have ideas on how to attract people into watch their Vlogs and almost all of their videos hit 1 Million.. that's amazing.. i think i would be glad if my video just hit 1 view.. yeah.. so ideas.. they really have lots of ideas on their vlog.. and so far i had none.. but i do somehow had an idea back.. but it was actually intended for a writing.. yeah i was trying to write a story.. but i haven't even started writing it.. but i do know what the plots gonna be.. so it's actually call Split.. which kinda connects to what my title is actually about which is two people.. either Twins or Doppelganger.. but split is none of that.. cause those two are actually individual person.. what Split is about is that it's a bout 1 person splits himself into two.. which in reality is impossible.. but everything is possible if it's in your mind.. so i'm thinking about making that into my Vlog.. but that's gonna be a long time before i'll start.. most of the Vloggers are doing it anyway.. but what they're doing is actually record them twice and put it on the same video which kinda looks like their twins or something.. but actually they're just recording twice so that it seems like they're talking to someone else..

It's not that hard.. i just need to learn how to edit videos..

Who knew editing video would be cool.. back in my time... editing video means.. making a CD for someone wedding.. basically it's a video of a couple wedding ceremony and they're being edited.. meaning all the boring stuff are cut and only the good parts being show..

Guess that's bout it

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I Can't Stop Laughing

Okay, recently.. wait, it's just few minutes ago..

Anyway.. i found a new Vlogger.. he's not actually new.. and i don't think he's a Vlogger.. but

he's friggin funny.. actually when i first saw his video.. i wasn't actually that interested.. cause he didn't had any gimmick.. like Peter Chao gimmick would be his Asian accent which made him funny, and Natalie Tran gimmick would be that she's Australian and very pretty.. some people might even drool just by looking at her.. oh and yeah she's funny.. i don't know.. but most of these Youtubers that i like seems to be asian.. and they're awesome..

Anyway... he's KevJumba.. look him up in Youtube.. and it's pretty slow.. but once you get a hang of his video.. you'll be looking for more.. i think my cheeks are sore from laughing.. i seriously can't stop laughing.. and i've wiki him.. and wait.. there's another guy.. oh yeah.. his name is Ryan Higa.. also a Vlogger i guess... and they made a video together.. they actually made a parody based on the song by Far East Movement Featuring Ryan Tedder entitled Rocketeer which they took and named it Shed A Tear.. and it's funny as well..

So i wiki him.. and basic facts is that he's chinese.. and it says that he's dead pan.. actually it's a term that when someone says something and people took it to be funny without that person intention.. well yeah i kinda get that...

But one thing i've notice about these vloggers are.. still not sure what they are but for the time being i'll call them vlogger..

is that they're

-Seriously good at video editing

-They have a friggin Macbook.. and not just any Macbook.. a friggin Macbook Air.. the only thing i got close to a Macbook is a Sony Vaio and that's only the appearance of it.. cause of they black keyboard and the silver body.. actually.. the body is not even titanium.. well i guess you don't get what you paid for.. make sense?...

-And i'm pretty sure that they got paid.. cause in their olden days which is they're video cam without the HD capabilities.. they got the 4:3 format.. and recently.. they got a 16:9 format.. and not just that.. those video are friggin clear and they didn't hurt my eyes by being blurry..

-And none of them are from Malaysia.. i mean that's pretty sad.. i mean not for them.. but for us.. i mean.. wow i said i mean a lot.. anyway.. i mean if anyone of us would step up.. i think we can do it.. i mean these people are talented i guess... i mean not just that.. they can speak.. of course they can.. they're primary language is English.. i guess i can do it also if my primary language is English.. but that pretty much screwed up for me.. well anyways... i won't stop trying.. but i think i still need few stuff like

-a DSLR.. it's a nice cam and a video recorder.. but i'm still not sure if the video quality is just as good as the picture... but i'm still wondering.. do those Vlogger have a DSLR camera for recording their video or just good ol' video cam.. i don't know.. but i'm just guessing..

-Serious need for practicing my English.. i don't think i'm getting better.. i mean of course.. it's been only three days.. i've saw this add for an Intensive English Course.. i mean is seriously wanted to go for it since i didn't had a chance to pursue my study in English.. instead.. i have to go for a course that i didn't even like to begin with.. well that's not entirely true.. i did wanted to go for the English course.. but turns out that it takes 4 Years to get a diploma.. that's just as long as a degree... so my parents thought that it would be a waste of time.. and mostly about the money.. i'm so seriously sick of people saying they have no money cause seriously.. if you say you don't have money.. how the hell did you eat? did you magically found money on the ground and pay for it? oh yeah.. yesterday.. wait yesterday yesterdays.. my mom actually found ten bucks on the ground... sure it happened.. but not every single day.. so stop saying you don't have money.. cause i know you're lying.. instead.. say i'll think about it.. at least i know that what i've just said isn't just a waste of my time.. seriously..

So... i'm thinking after i'm finish my diploma.. i'll just take a course in English.. which takes me to degree.. which means i have a diploma and i'm taking a degree.. well i don't know.. that is if i passed my diploma.. which recently kinda fell down.. and it really bums me out.. i mean i understand that i failed in the pass.. but i seriously wanna change.. i can't even stand thinking of the fact that i'm failing.. even though i didn't actually fail.. but i can see my results.. and it's dropping..

-Oh yeah.. last thing.. and it looks like all those vlogger have exceptional skills in video editing.. i just thought that i might take a hit on it and practice the art of editing video.. oh yeah.. i think i'm also addicted to saying "The Art Of".. i mean who knows.. this could even be my career.. i mean talking and all.. i seriously doubt that i'll be working.. and by working i mean.. work in an office from 9-5.. every single day.. i think that's work.. other than that is doing what you love.. like this.. i mean it can still happen..

And i think that's about it and i'm gonna continue my laughing addiction till i feel so friggin tired that i just lie flat on my bad...

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The Weather Is Cold!

And i'm serious.. i went to Centre Point today.. and usually i would swear even when there's air conditioning all over me.. but today was friggin strange cause i actually felt cold, and i didn't sweat.. well except at the bottom cause there's less air conditioning goin on there.. but from the entrance till the whole upper floor it's friggin cold oh.. and there's weird people in costume.. crap that really made me laugh.. there was this two guy in a costume.. one of em is wearing a Barney suit.. you know the purple Dinosaur.. and the other one is this bumble bee.. the Barney really made me laugh.. but the Bee.. not so much.. The Barney is probably one of the most awesome people in costume.. cause he dance.. i mean he literally dance in front of people.. there was this techno music so i guess he was kinda in the mood.. but man.. he just dance.. putting his hands in the air.. moving his ass around.. i mean he's just awesome..

I have a writing on my dad's birthday.. but this is as much as i can do right now.. it's almost 2 o'clock, i haven't take a bath.. and it's friggin cold! how can i possibly? erm.. didn't they invent water heater or something.. oh yeah.. they did.. but i don't really like water heater.. it sucks..

Anyway.. i'm watching Fred right now.. you might think it's pointless.. and i'm already kinda thought about that already.. but he's friggin hilarious.. his screaming.. i mean most of it anyway.. one way to waste time anyway.. hey that rhymes..

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Can You Speak English?

I tried something strange today.. i spoke English to my dad.. sure big deal.. you see it is a big deal.. i can write english.. but i can't really speak properly.. mostly just words that i put together into sentence.. i mean it's not that easy.. cause BM has been my primary language for 19 years now.. i didn't choose it to be my primary language.. but everyone is speaking it.. so i'm kinda forced into it.. cause i don't think everyone is comfortable in speaking english to everyone.. like me for example.. i can't remember the last time i have a long conversation in English..

So.. i don't know.. today might be my starting point.. cause i talk to my dad.. and still i don't think he takes me seriously.. cause i've been trying to get him to talk English to me.. but he does sometimes.. but not all the time.. i mean numerous times i tried.. and tonight i tried again.. hopefully it would stick..

It's really hard.. even my little cousins are speaking english and i'm kinda disappointed in myself for not being able to talk it comfortably.. but they're kids.. they haven't develop embarrassment yet.. and they have like probably the lowest level of shyness.. and that is a problem for me.. and you know how people talk.. i mean if you try speaking english to them.. then they will instantly start to judge you that you're trying to show off by speaking English.. so.. i'm taking a stand.. to not be afraid of what other thinks and instead.. just be comfortable and know that you're not doing anything wrong.. if speaking English is wrong.. then sue me.. i don't care.. okay that's a figurative speech.. but still i wanna be those person who don't give a rat's ass.. i've always wanted to use that.. but never really had the chance..

And i'm putting Not Speaking In BM in my five year plan.. that's how i'm serious about this stuff.. but i don't know if i could make it not speaking BM in 5 years.. although it's worth a try..

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My Five Year Plans

I haven't thought this out well.. but all i wanna do for the next five years is not to buy things.. and by things i mean like stuff, and by stuff i mean Techs, Gadgets..

I already have lots of it.. only that it's old.. people have some serious problems when it comes to new things.. but why wouldn't they? i mean new things are always better, more expensive.. new features.. stuff like that.. but the thing is.. even after you get that new stuff.. in a couple of years.. the new stuff will be old stuff.. and the new new stuff would be the next old stuff.. and i don't think that this cycle will ever end..

Cause.. for years.. i don't think i regretted things that i've wanted so much but never had the chance to buy.. but i do regret buying those things that i wanted so much.. cause they will always be new ones in a couple of years or months..

So for the next five years.. i'm gonna try and control my urge to buy new things and just be thankful for the things that i do have and finally use it instead of leaving them there like dust..

And that's 2016 till i'll would be able to buy new stuff.. and the date today is 13 January 2011.. if i am successful.. just imagine the new things that would be coming in that year.. and i will not regret for not buying stuff through 2011-2016.. that is if i'm successful on keeping my urges to myself..

And it would not only benefit me in terms of regrets.. but also financially.. i also have this plan to have 100K by the age of 25.. let's see if i'm right.. 2016-1991 = 25.. oh crap.. it fits just right in.. right now.. i'm about 1/5 from the total amount i'm hitting.. but i'm pretty sure i'll be able to get in before i'm 20.. damn i'm gonna be 20 in 7 more months.. what the hell.. i'm not an adolescent anymore..

But look on the bright side.. i would actually be able to see the iPhone 10.. if it ever comes out..

and i don't know.. maybe the first 1 Gigapixel DSLR Camera.. or maybe an unlimited Hard disk..

Or even better would probably be..

A 3D video calling.. or Holograms are always nice..and fully wireless internet connection.. so where ever you go you will always have fast internet services.. instead of getting crappy GPRS and EDGE connection which is always a bummer..

And i've read this in an article and it's pretty amazing i guess... which is about the Xbox 360 and it's Kinect which allows user to use motion recognition as a future to gaming controls.. instead of using controllers.. we would actually be able to wave our hands in the air and get the feeling like we're holding our swords against our enemies.. yeah always cool..

But here's what i think that's gonna happen.. they mention something about an empty room and able to visualize that room into a virtual office.. but i'm thinking more like that room would be fully hologram and that we are actually in that game instead of using a TV as a monitor.. we would actually be in it.. of course virtually.. and we could actually see the stuff going on around us in 3D instead of seeing it in a 3D television which is limited to viewing.. but with an empty room.. we can see all the things in 360 degrees..

And there's probably lots more we could start of with that... i mean it's technologies.. the possibilities are always endless..

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Understanding

I'm not that type of person who get things first hand.. and by get i mean understand.. and by first hand i mean instantly.. i'm just not that type of person.. sure i wish i was that person so that i wouldn't waste time watching the same old thing twice when i could use that time doing something that would benefit me.. or just watch something new..

But here's the thing.. i don't really mind watching something twice.. oo if this is too confusing.. i'm talking bout shows like series.. movies.. dramas.. not in a real life situation.. in real life situation you have to understand it first hand.. or maybe listen it from other people perspective.. reason them out..

Anyway.. there's lots of shows that i watch quite a lot.. i mean.. like the first time i watch it, i would say.. wow this is boring.. but the second time.. or third.. then i start to realize and understanding.. and know those reasons.. okay maybe not all the time.. but some times..

And maybe most of the time i don't understand them is cause i'm way too young when i watch them.. i'm talking bout watching what adults could only understand.. yeah.. but in few years time.. i understand them.. like recently i watch Catch Me If You Can.. it's a movie by Spielberg based on a True Story of the life of Frank William Albagnale Jr. It's a pretty interesting movie.. and i watch it way too young.. the movie was release in 2002.. i watch it probably at 2003 or 2004.. and at that time.. i just watch it.. i don't reason out on what really happen.. so i just stop there..

Then few days back.. my uncle talk to me bout that movie.. asking me if i had already seen it.. of course i've said yes.. then you know one of those times when you think you know something and you say all you know to try and impress people.. yeah i do that a lot.. but most of the time i think people would think i'm irritating or just a show off.. okay anyway.. so i said.. yeah i watch it.. long time ago.. but at that time.. to me that was just a movie.. then my uncle explain to me what the movie is really about..

It's about Frank William Albagnale Jr. Don't know him? well don't worry that's what the internet is for.. google him.. or better yet.. find him in Wikipedia.. also wiki the Movie Catch Me If You Can.. or buy it.. or you know.. get it from somewhere else..

Frank William Albagnale Jr. forged checks ( i did the liberty of checking it on the internet and check is valid and accepted in the US english.. instead of cheque) and has stolen more than 4 Millions from banks and he done it all before he turned 20.. that's pretty amazing stuff that he achieved.. but wrong none the less.. but still awesome..

Okay.. i'm just gonna explain based on what my uncle told me..

He forged checks for a living.. trying to remember what my uncle told me instead of telling from what i've observed.. And he disguise as a Pilot, Teacher, Doctor and a Lawyer.. and after he was caught he work with the FBI helping them to recognize Fraud Checks..

Then it got me intrigue and decided to watch the movie again.. then i started to understand the movie a lil bit more than when i was younger.. yeah gonna talk bout it later...

Also.. not only in movie that i've seen numerous times.. but also Sitcom like Friends.. when i watch it in Star World.. they used to show it every evening at 7.30pm.. and at that time.. i thought Joey was the funniest of em' all cause he do lots of stupid stuff like slow at realizing something, or eat a spaghetti off the floor.. yeah things like that.. but then i bough the DVD's yes the whole 10 Seasons of Friends.. and i start to realize that Chandler was actually the funniest guy in Friends.. cause he's funny verbally.. he's sarcastic.. and the way he talks is different..

Wonder what else would i understand if i watch back all the things that i've already seen..

I have more but this is the best i can do on such short notice..

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The Day Today..

Something interesting.. i saw a plate number that goes WTF.. literally.. i don't see that everyday..

So.. nothing much happen.. oh yeah.. another dentist appointment missed.. i was awake.. and i was getting ready.. but.. it didn't happened.. what's the word? Procrastination

Procrastination is awesome actually.. do you think other people would get rich if their competitor work just as hard as they are or harder?

Yeah.. but only on some things..

Anyway.. i got an office.. actually it's only a cubicle.. but still.. it's a stepping stone for me.. i haven't work a day in my life.. and even before i actually start working.. i can feel the stress that seriously wanna haunt me.. it's a big friggin wall.. and it's red.. kinda remind me of blood

I'm not really writing now.. cause there's lots of people texting me right now.. and it's weird cause i don't usually get crowds like this.. anyway..

Full Stop!

Waking Up Early Is Hard To Do

Wait.. ain't that a song? not sure but it kinda sounds like one..

Anyway.. after days of struggling to sleep early.. i finally did it.. well almost.. don't even know if it counts as sleeping early but it's the earliest i've ever sleep in for days.. like the first couple of days.. i don't even know what initiate my habit of sleeping late.. but at first i thought it was okay so i didn't actually do anything bout it.. then after a few days.. i started to look at the mirror.. and thinking to myself.. Holy Crap.. what happened to my eye?.. there were these black shading under my eyes.. i'm officially a panda.. crap..

So i tried lots of thing.. except taking drugs.. i tried sleeping early.. but my hands were just too damn itchy and kept pressing play.. and when the play button is hit.. the TV is automatically turned on.. Damn You HDMI..

And if it's not the TV.. then it's the laptop.. it's actually near me.. it's just beside me.. yea.. but don't think it's gonna bother me anymore.. cause the only thing that help me sleeping early is that knowing that tomorrow is a day that i've got to do something.. cause mostly i've spent my days doing nothing and have not planned anything to do anything the day after.. so today.. which i slept early last night was suppose to be the day i went to the dentist for an appointment.. i got this something in my teeth.. okay i'm not good at brushing my teeth.. if only they made brushing teeth more addictive.. or at least fun.. anyway.. it was my second appointment to the dentist.. at least it was.. i woke up at 8AM.. that's friggin early.. well considering my usual waking time is 1-2PM... and since i slept late at night.. it has been 4-5PM... yeah i know i got issue.. anyway.. woke my parents up at 9am.. but they're still sleeping.. then they said that we're going out at 11.30am.. so we went.. but the dentist was closed.. don't say i didn't get ready.. cause i did..

And.. wow.. i didn't know that.. i thought dentist work like all other people like 9-5.. and they're working 7-11.. oo.. 7/11.. seven eleven? ain't that a 24 hour market?.. anyway.. they only work like 4 days a week.. monday to friday.. you got to wonder what they're doing afterwards? either they got another clinic where they work.. or dentist could possibly be the best job in the world..

Yeah.. i missed it.. just another day worth wasting.. and there's lots of walking here and there.. not much happen today.. and i'm gonna try again tomorrow.. hopefully it all goes well..

Full Stop.

Go Bananas

Bananas.. the yellow fruit from a tropical island.. it's long, looks like a schlong.. oops.. just want it to rhyme.. banana taste great.. especially the yellow one.. and surprisingly there are lots of types of bananas.. but who cares.. they all look alike and they're all yellow.. put it with ice cream and you got yourself a banana split.. don't know why they called it that.. basically it's 3 scoops of ice creams with chopped bananas.. oo.. kinda answered my own question there..

Actually there's one time when i was small and i was staying at my cousin house.. so it was me, my cousin and her sister.. so we're at the living room watching TV.. he's actually eating some Banana Fritters.. and.. unfortunately.. all that's left was at his plate.. so his sister went to get some.. but then suddenly.. he just salivaed all the bananas.. so that his sister doesn't take it.. firstly.. eww.

come on that's hilarious.. so of course.. her sister didn't take it and put a face with disgust on him..

yeah.. good ol' times

Obsessione`

Ah.. crap.. can't do those swirly lines that i've always seen on spanish subtitles..

i know some other words like Por Favor means please.. and i got this from some show i've seen and it's funny.. it goes like this.. Tu Madres Esta Loca.. i think it means your mother is crazy.. come on that's funny.. for some reasons..

Anyway.. i think learning other language is fun.. you get to explore, learn new meaning, able to communicate in other languages.. always fun to do with someone.. although i don't everyone knows other language.. unless they do.. i would love to learn other language such as Chinese,Korea or maybe even Spanish.. i'm kinda rusty on my chinese though.. oh wait.. rusty means you do know those words but you forgot it.. well i know some of it.. i don't really know how to speak using it.. ah crap.. all languages except BM.. i don't know i'm not fond of it.. i don't like it.. and i wish i could stop using it period.. crap crap crap..

For the past couple of years.. one of my favorite things is to well.. collect things.. i don't quite remember what my first collection was.. but i remember having them beside my bed every night when i sleep.. that's just how much i loved them.. but sadly i lost them.. then there are couple of other things.. like Watches, Cubes, Yo-Yo, Cellphones, and so many friggin more..

The only reason that i even collect those stuff are.. well influence plays a big role in my obsessions.. seriously.. when you see all the kids playing around with all those fancy toys.. you just can't help yourself but to want one.. and when you do get that one.. then it all started with sleepless night thinking that nothing is ever gonna be fine till you get another one.. thus starts the collections that spurs all your money.... yeah i bought all those stuff like crazy.. thinking not.. i don't know why exactly i would waste my money on things that i might just end up throwing them in a couple of years after i grew up.. i mean those money could be spent on much better things like.. foods, charity.. i don't know.. that's my definition of giving away money for..

But i don't know.. i think one of those obsession might be coming back.. like watches.. i've always love watches since i was a kid.. i think i remember my first watch.. it was this small Dragon Ball watch that my dad bought for me and it has the Goku character inside of the watch.. and my dad would call me Goku cause i use to like it.. i know it sounds cheesy.. but i never even actually like goku.. my favorite childhood show was Power Rangers.. come one.. who doesn't love Power Ranger.. i mean they're powerful.. colorful.. and crapful.. i don't know i ran out of things that end with ful..

Watches.. it's one of my greatest collection.. but at that time, the only watches that i've collected are either crappy or free..but i got lots of them.. which i don't recall placing it.. somewhere..

But watches are essential.. you might say they last forever like diamonds.. in fact.. i think diamonds are the direct translation for a guy watches.. like they say diamonds last forever.. well for girls, i don't see any men wearing all those fancy diamonds around they neck.. unless they're hip-hop stars.. which is fine i guess.. but watches.. those.. can't make a words out of it..

Just hope that one day i would have the appropriate amount of income and i would finally buy a watch that doesn't need a battery.. i think it's called an oscillator.. it's actually build into your watch.. but mostly expensive watch.. like 200 bucks above.. but here's the thing.. they practically last forever.. or 3 days.. cause you have to use it every single day or it will die.. cause it requires the movement to generate the power consumption for the needles to move around..

cool eh?.. but i'm hearing that Nokia is adapting those technologies into their phone.. but it's far a head.. would be neat to have a phone that does not need charging every single week.. or another one.. a phone that could stand on it's on.. kinda like the clown.. don't know what it's called but when ever you knock it down it would always comes back up.. but instead of always coming back up every time you hit it.. the phone will only stand if there are messages or missed call or calls? still sounds cool

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Ambient Is Killing Me

Well that's what i get for watching too many CSI.. instead of feeling squimish and sick from the dead body.. doesn't really scare me so much.. well duh.. it's in TV, but can you imagine seeing a real dead body in front of you.. that might actually scare the crap out of me.. knowing that the person is no longer there.. probably gonna smell.. damn i just scared myself..

Anyway.. one of the things that i got from CSI are the music.. damn those people really know how to pick their music.. most of their music are ambient i guess.. i haven't sorted out what ambient really means.. but here's what i got so far.. it's this song.. it's much more than a song.. it kinda makes this great atmosphere from a song.. and there's this wave of sound but you can actually feels that it's moving towards your soul.. you can actually feel something.. you can't relate to it cause there's no words.. but they do make a great sentiment for a feeling.. probably used for relaxing.. but damn these music are incredible.. don't really know lots of ambient bands out there.. but the ones i know are practically great... anyway they are..

-Port Blue.. a side project of Adam young whose also the guy who made Owl City..

-The American Dollar.. got hook the first time i heard it in CSI:Miami.. the song was The Slow Wait Part 1.. the serenading sound of the synth just makes the atmosphere feels weird.. but at the same time.. something there.. that's just touches your heart.. don't know how much of that it true.. then the piano chirping into the little sounds accompanying the synth.. then suddenly the blast of the guitar and the drums..

-Hans Zimmer.. Time.. it's just amazing

-Ratatat.. don't know if they count as ambient.. but they're awesome to listen to..

half an hour to hibernate..

missing writing in the dark..

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Moderate Hibernating Day 1

Well.. it's a long shot.. but there's no harm in trying right? maybe there are.. or so is it?

Anyway.. just went back from a cousin birthday party.. not so much for a party but it's okay.. everyone seem to be enjoying my parents cake.. seriously don't know why they like it.. and yes... i am doubting my parents.. cause they gave me a reason to doubt them.. i remember they tried to cook me a chicken that taste like KFC... didn't remember how that went but not well i guess..

Anyway.. since my dad went to his six month course of pastrying.. they've been making, baking, cakes and cookies.. and surprisingly.. everyone love it.. well except me.. not that i don't like it.. i just didn't ate it.. cause i don't wanna get sucked into it i guess. wow i'm using sucked more right now.. hmm..

anyway.. here's to trying..

Inmoderate Hibernating

For days.. hell months.. i've been sleeping late.. not that i want to.. neither am i being force to do it.. it's not like i have a job that requires me to sleep at an inappropriate hour.. but.. it's like an addiction.. i can't sleep at an appropriate time.. i've tried.. but there's always that one thing that's always dragging my hand to grab the remote and press play.. hmm one thing i've realize bout HDMI.. not only that it's only in one cable.. but if you press play from your DVD.. the TV automatically turned on.. and if you turned off the TV.. the DVD player will automatically turned off.. that's pretty interesting.. cause your regular TV cables don't do that.. as for HD pictures.. don't really see lots of different.. probably cause my TV is only HD ready and not Full HD..

Anyway.. i've been addicted to TV for a long time.. and it's probably why i don't do much.. when kids were playing out in the streets.. i was watching TV.. when kids are going to school to learn.. i was watching TV.. when.. okay i'm out..

But at that time i was watching TV at a regular time.. but now.. it's like i'm getting sucked into it much deeper.. it started with the Holidays.. on school days.. all i wanted was the hours to go slow so that i could watch TV cause all the good shows are always on 12am.. and they're probably gonna end an hour later.. damn those commercials.. then the holidays came... i tried to not sleep as long as i could.. watch till i can't watch no more.. little did i know.. it became a habit.. no it was more than that.. it was an addiction..

But seriously though.. i do enjoy TV with Astro.. cause there's variety.. but now all i get is DVD and that's the only thing close that i get to an Astro.. Numerous times my parents applied for an Astro.. but numerous times also they've cut it.. well i don't blame them.. first it was when i was still in school.. i was doing.. well let's say poorly in school.. and i didn't study.. all i did was watch TV.. then they thought that if they don't pay the Astro bills and let the Astro cuts itself that hopefully that i would change.. but i didn't.. then i get the hang of Internet.. which is a bigger sucker than TV.. well.. but you can't really use the internet as long as the TV.. there's like a time frame for both.. but TV has the longest.. well since i have no TV with Astro left.. the internet was my substitute.. actually found out that shows on TV are a year older.. so in a way.. i'm getting the best of TV a year ahead.. and i found lots of shows on the internet.. so my interest became.. watching shows, searching shows, finding out details about the actors and actresses.. and now.. i'm pretty good at knowing the actors and actresses.. but it doesn't really help me.. obviously..

Then school ended.. my parents finally applied the thing i wanted the most.. Astro.. well for six months that is.. is where the Addiction starts.. due to my earlier situation.. knowing that one day i might never have this again.. meaning Astro.. it's not that i suffer from it.. but i do miss the variety.. there's only so much that i can handle watching the same thing over and over again.. well at that time.. it was holiday.. so basically i stayed up all night.. either till the good shows end or just watch till i can't watch no more.. and everyday during the holidays i've always stayed up late.. but there's like this feeling that if i don't see it as much as i can.. there's a chance that i might regret it.. don't know why i'm making a big deal out of this...

Anyway.. i got into college... and my parents decided that it's best not to have Astro anymore.. cause i'm the only one who watches it.. fair point.. and i'm off to college and probably means there's gonna be no one wathinc Astro.. well farewell my friend... till one day.. we'll meet again..

Wish those astro can convert them self into a Broadband dongle so that i can watch Astro in my laptop and watch it anytime i want and anywhere i want...come on that's good stuff

I just realize this

What Comes Around Goes Around

You Do Good Stuff You Get Good Stuff

You Do Bad Stuff You Get Bad Stuff

I've Done Nothing.. so I Got Nothing..

It Doesn't Get Any Better Than This

Wish List For 2011

For those who are hoping to get an iPad.. hang on to your trousers.. for two reasons.. well the first is obviously cause there's gonna be the next iPad releasing this year in a couple of month.. but if you're not into an Apple Product and looking for something extravagant, this one is probably for you

The Dell Inspiron Duo

What is it? What does it do?

Hang on.. cause i'ma show you lots of pictures..

Looks like an ordinary Netbook right?

Holy Crap! did you break it?

Relax.. I'm halfway there..

Wow.. That's awesome..

It's the first time i saw something like this and it's pretty incredible.. i have a similar concept.. only it sucked and isn't real.. anyway.. this could be a new turning point for both netbook and Dell cause it's a first for a netbook to have tilting screen instead of a swivel or detachable.. like this..

Not as classy as the Inspiron Duo..

OR

Looks great but once you detach it.. the Operating System changes

Suck it Apple.. But i still want you! damn..