Endjoy

I seriously can't recall the last time i had a good time, and i just had a good time, and weirdly, it's not from any activities or going to movies, i kinda did it at home, okay now it's unclear, well for the past hour, i was reading Jin's blog from hitz, and frankly, i find his blog really entertaining, maybe because his life is actually awesome, being a radio DJ on Malaysia's no. 1 English Radio Station, meeting with local celebrities and overseas celebrities, and there's the other part with his photography, tech, and other stuff.

I kinda wish my blog was that cool as well, i mean, i hope people enjoy reading my blog as much as i read his blog, but i don't think that would happen any time soon, i don't think i'm even close, but it's really fun watching hitz.fm video, they never cease to amaze me and made me laugh, which is one of the reason why i love that station, maybe it's one of my dreams to work with them, like be the next generation of hitz.fm announcer, i know that there's a KK live station, but i was wondering if it's possible even though there's a station here that i could work there, not really, i can't even talk straight, but maybe this would give me some kind of inspiration, to talk more better to achieve kinda like a goal, but i seriously can't compete with them, most of their radio announcers are mixed, and lots of them get to go overseas and diversified in other culture which is cool.

Yeah, i'm just blocking my mind right now, today is probably the most horrible days, and it has something to do with a movie called The Human Centipede, i don't even feel comfortable talking bout this, if you wanna watch this movie, WARNING! Don't, unless you have a strong stomach, i thought i was strong, until i watched that movie, that movie was actually worse than Saw, and Saw was already worse to begin with, seriously, don't watch it, i don't recommend it!.

Yep, i'm off eating my mexican bun, not a bun from mexico, but a bun with chocolate topping on it which usually use a coffee but this one is a little bit strange and instead of butter in the middle, chocolates!, that's just amazing, okay off now.

Working On Something

I'm working on something, but it's not what i should do, instead i'm finding ways to avoid what i should do with something that i'm interested in, anyway, i'm actually writing a story, nothing big, it's just short story, feel useless doing nothing, so i decided to turn my misery into a story, maybe it would worth while, but i'm still at the thinking stage, i don't know what the story is gonna turn into, but i know what's it's about and it's gonna be fiction, it's not gonna be based on a true story or anything like that, and i'm starting, just a few words i've put into just to picture how it would be, i mean i had lot of stories but i never actually finished it or published it in my blog, so i would very much hope that this would be my first and actually finish it, so wish me luck, anyway the story is gonna be called "My Mechanical Heart", so look out for it next week or the week after next week, or next month, i don't know when it's gonna finish, but i am working on it. So yeah.

Yesterday Once More

Yes, yesterday, the confusing day i've said in my last post, well here it is, yesterday, meaning the day before today, was the day i went to run some errands, actually i was about to go to sleep before i actually went outside, i have trouble sleeping lately and still struggling with procrastinating, by sleeping, i'm not having trouble sleeping at night anymore, but i have a friggin trouble when it comes to waking up, i seriously can't i would sleep at 8pm and wake up at 4am, seriously, WTH, i wasn't even tired, why the hell did i sleep that far, i don't know if it's better than waking up till 8 am in the morning, but i still can't function!, there's still stuff that i haven't done yet, man, i wish we could do our works when we're asleep so that we could work in both reality and in our sub-conscious.

So i was about to go to sleep at noon because i was afraid that i would fall asleep in the evening and wake up at 4am (which i did.. again..) but my mom called me to go outside to run errands, which i hesitate at first but i thought to myself, "Let's torture yourself by not sleeping and running errands at the same time" so i bought my book hoping to write something along the way, and note-to-self, your handwriting is uglier when you're on the road, seriously, it's as bad as my left handwriting, but yeah i didn't actually torture myself, it was more of a figurative speech.

The errands that i were running was my Test, actually my BM paper, i didn't do so well in my exams and i re-sit for the exam but i get the same results, but i didn't realize this until that moment ago when my mom say why i needed to take the retest to the people over the people who are in charge of it, anyway she said that it was for my Degree, i'm like "Holy crap, that's right, i only have one year and it's all over, or is it, i know that i'm ending my Diploma in a year, overall though, i like the first 2 semester, and i hated the third semester and the current practical, but i'm hoping that the fifth and sixth semester would be better, if it's not, i'm gonna make it better, i'm gonna force it to be better, and i'm gonna make things do it my way instead of giving life take the wheel, i'm gonna be the driver, well you get what i mean.

I mean like yeah, another year and i would end my 3 year crash course, crash course, i got that from Psych, i don't know if it's applies in this, but Crash Course is a Police Academy training to be a cop, well i'm not but i thought that it suited. I don't even know what i'm gonna take in my Degree, but i am interested in Communication since i saw KevJumba vid and saying that he's taking communication in College, i thought that it was cool, but it doesn't really go with my Diploma since it's in Technology, do i wanna pursue my education in Technology? yes and no, yes if it involved in making stuff like hardwares cause i'm more interested in that rather than software, no if it's software, i'm just clueless i can't learn anything new, i seriously hate programming, programming is like add-math, or maybe harder, or maybe the equal, programming is add-math evil big brother.

So, my BM test, i didn't get credit cause BM is not one of my favorite subject, i don't know why, maybe it has something to do with the teachers, or maybe just the subject, or both, i don't like BM because it's hard to understand but i do use the language everyday in my life, but it differs when you're taking the test, like seriously, the test just wants you to talk in a flowery kinda way which is just awkward, and in English, you just have to speak it directly which is more comfortable, i mean i've seen the sign that i don't like BM especially on my test that i would get just pass fail, but most of the time i did fail, cause it was confusing, and i didn't do so good on my oral test, my english however was the opposite, it's like i don't even have to try in English to pass, maybe that's why i'm into english, but i would really love to test that on a higher level, i mean why stop just because you're good in something, don't you wanna be great.

The errands were sending out the registration for the July Paper and the Disember Paper, for most people that don't know, July Paper is the test for those who failed their BM paper and have to re-sit so they can pursue their study in public college rather than private, well i don't have to go through all this if

1. My parents were rich and sent me to a private college or overseas.

2.I actually studied and into BM for some reason which i highly doubt that i would.

3. Some miraculous way i would pass it.

Currently i took 2 exams but i still get the same result, i mean i didn't fail, but it was one gred to be credited, both times!, what the friggin? is it life treating me bad or just plain the people who did the corrections, so now i'm taking 2 more times before i'm giving up, hopefully it would be the last, the July paper was for the BM paper, and the Disember was also for the BM but i took the English too, because i have some unfinished business to attend, i got a B on my last exam, a friggin B, i wasn't satisfied with a B, i got a B when all this time i got an A, but i knew why i got a B, so i hope i could correct my mistakes in the Disember paper, cause i know i could do it, not being proud here, but seriously, it's the only subject that i could Aces, do you seriously not want me to get an A at all, okay i got one A and it was Science, strangely, i never got an A in Science when it was a regular test but i got a friggin A on the exam, but the exam was easy, a lot of people got an A, you just have to know stuff.

Oh crap, i didn't talk about yesterday at all, yeah, my title is very misleading, maybe i should write first before i put the title up there, cause i would usually put the title before i would write, i don't know how most bloggers do it, or maybe i should just stick to the topic. okay then, see you next time.

Can Chef's Read The Future?

So i was watchin' Restaurant Makeover in AFC right, so it was the part when they we're cooking, if you seen the show, you'll know that the owner of the restaurant cooks first to give taste to the chef, so here's what bothers me, the chef knew right from the moment that the owner starts to cook that he won't eat it, like some magical way he knows that the food isn't good to eat, what's up with that? is that just screwed up or cool, i mean, i'm 95% sure that he's right, then again he is a chef, the chef was that bald guy who wears spectacles and has long mustache, weirdly he reminds me of Mr. Potato.

Anyway, that really opened my eyes on what chef could really do, i mean firstly they know when food is good or not, but secondly, they can imagine all different kinds of taste and put it in some food and make it delicious, i don't know, but i think that's the definition of a real chef i guess, trying to alter the ingredients of the food to try make something new or better.

Yeah, but the not eating part is just seem rude to me, i mean people cooked for you and you don't eat it, i think that's offensive, just imagine what the person is going through, i haven't really gave much though into being a chef, but seeing what they can do with their eyes, they're senses of smell, their taste buds in their tongue, man those people can imagine things, sure i love cooking, but only when it's not me, and only when i see other people cook or maybe in the television, i can't cook, i've tried, plenty of times, and most of the times i come up with burned fried rice or unsalted fried rice, the only thing i'm proud with my cooking ability is to be able to cook instant noodles with hot water, but everyone can do that.

Anyway speaking of Futures, i'm currently watching Psych, what's Psych, well it's about these 2 dude who were childhood best friends, and as they grow up, they happened to be a fake psychic detective to the Santa Barbara Police Department or SBPD, it's a really good show, it's hilarious, it's creative, but mostly it's humorous. I'm onto season 5 right now, they're gonna release season 6 this year or maybe next year i don't know, this show is actually from USA network channel, i mean it's really rare to like shows from their channel but it's really good, while most people prefer shows NBC, ABC, CBS, or maybe The CW, but the CW is mainly for teens. If you've seen Monk, the chances of you liking the show is high.

Brain Killer

Well, today was a complete waste of time, but strangely, i feel time moving slowly, i feel like it's in the evening, but the clock states 9 am, how weird is that? i've been sleeping a lot lately, but i've been waking up early too, every single day 6 am, i don't even need the alarm to wake me, but the off side of it is that i would sleep at 2PM till 9PM, i can't even be waken up by my alarm, something you call dead sleep, but seriously though, i want those kinda sleep where you sleep for a minute, or maybe 10 minute at least but you feel like hours, that's incredible to be feeling that way, i don't really know how, but i did it sometimes few months, years back, something to do with, i forgot..

So today, today i practically tortured my brain with Sudoku, i use to play it but just a bit never too seriously till today, i think i played like hours, each game consist from 10 minutes to 20 minutes, yeah that's just how slow i am, i don't know what's the fastest record is, but i kinda feel that sudoku is kinda like Rubik's cube for some reason, but i learned 2 new skill today, which is fine but i'm still in 10 minutes. Sudoku is a great game, but it's not when you're under a lot of stress, you need patience to play this game, i'm like semi addicted to it right now, i wanna play it, but i'm kinda frustrated because i can't really get it all done, but once i'm in the zone, i'll hit the refresh buttons till who knows when will i stop, maybe till i get an aneurysm or something, but seriously it's a brain killer, literally make your head hurt, but it's fine, they say if you do it everyday, you'll get smarter, well i'm not losing anything anyway, if it makes me smarter, well good, cause i'm not that smart, i need to be smart!

Well other than doing sudoku there's others, like studying, yeah well let's call that plan B.

Lizzie Mcguire

Lizzie Mcguire is probably one of the best show that i've seen in my childhood years, it literally change my life dramatically, Lizzie Mcguire is the main reason why i kinda love English i guess in the first place, because i know just by watching it, i can pass an English test. But sadly it's over due to Disney Channel strict contract of 65 episodes.

But i heard it both way, the other one says that they tried to do more episodes, but Hilary Duff mom was greedy and Disney Channel decides to drop it, but look at shows right now, in terms of Disney Channel, currently there's 2 of em that's famous which is Hannah Montana and Wizard of Waverly Place, it's kinda funny reading other people appeal, by appeal i meant comment, anyway, they compare Lizzie Mcguire to Hannah Montana and Wizard Of Wavely Place and of course, Lizzie Mcguire won the hearts of millions of kids-teens out there, including mine, i couldn't even process the two shows, anyway they say, Lizzie Mcguire didn't have to pretend to be someone else(Hannah Montana) or do Magic (Wizard Of Waverly Place) and i couldn't agree more, but who am i to say, maybe that's the types of things that kids nowadays watch, yeah i'm a 90's kid.

But seriously though, if it wasn't for Lizzie Mcguire, i don't think i would got better in English, somehow that affects my life for the better, no matter how small it is or how shallow it may sound, but those were some good times, i remember watching it every night and i would stay up late just to see if there's a new episodes showing, cause they always do that, they don't show you the new episode after they just shown you the new one, they wait till midnight or maybe later then they show you, reason?

1. They probably have nothing else to show

2. I don't know, but it's really killing me knowing that there's a new episode airing just hours away, but they probably do that so that kids don't stay up late, and watching a show straight kinda gets boring, believe me i tried it, i rather have variety rather than watching a whole season straight on, you may feel like you need to know it now or maybe watch it, they do it for a reason, so you won't get bored, i watch CSI the first season and i was bored!, not because it's boring, CSI is the least boring show, but if you're watching it too much, it will be dull and you won't have the strength to go on.

But, even though Lizzie Mcguire has run it's course, i'm so glad there's youtube, cause they're showing it on youtube, all 65 episodes of it, too bad i can't download it, friggin slow internet, but believe me, if there's a DVD selling, i would buy it, the original one that is, cause that's just how much it's worth to me, and i'm not the usual guy who buys expensive stuff, yeah original things are expensive, but they're probably worth it.

I even bought the book, sadly i lost it, But, there's a rumor going on saying that they might bring Lizzie Mcguire back, well not back showing re-runs, but a whole new series, the next level, Lizzie Mcguire:College Life, i don't know how much of it is true, cause there's some people saying it's a hoax, pretty much like the 15 march closing down Facebook, well it's 16! and it's still ON!, and i lose a bet, well, it's a pretty small bet anyway, now i owe someone a Zinger.. But i really really do hope that they will make Lizzie Mcguire:College Life cause i would love to see how her life goes on after high school and after Rome in her movie, but i don't wanna put my hopes up too high, it may not be as good as the initial one, or worse, it might not even be made. But i'll keep my fingers crossed and see this till it comes true.

And that's pretty much it, From Lizzie Mcguire - Acing English Tests - Blogging - Vlogging -?? what's next, i don't know, maybe start a show or something..

I Missed The PC Fair!

So there was this PC Fair being held in 1Borneo on the ground floor, something about LG, does that mean lower ground or the electronic brand LG, i don't know, anyway, i Missed it!, it started on the 11th of March till 13th of March, that's just 20 minutes ago! The reason i put a lot of Exclamation Mark - !, is because i'm semi pissed, i mean PC Fair doesn't happened often, in fact, they only do it 3 times a year, and i haven't been on one this year!, maybe it's good for me, i am taking sort of self sworing anyway, swore not to buy anything for next 5 friggin year, i know i'm pressing a lot of pressure on this, but it's just that i don't i can do it, especially with all the new things that's out right now seriously, things like the iPad 2!, Macbook Pro,Air!, Sony PSP NGP!, Nintendo 3DS!, and one that i'm seriously considering buying, Asus A42JP, you can check it out Here!

Or you can hear me rant about it, here's what it's got

-Intel Core i5 Processor (Don't really care about the processor, as long as it's not slow and it's usable)

-500GB Hard Disk (I guess i could live with more storage, 320Gb isn't that bad, but it's frustrating sometimes.)

-Altec Lancing Speakers (Yeah, they're the best speaker for a laptop)

-4GB DDR3 RAM (Don't really care bout that either, even when i have a 4 GB RAM, i could only use 3GB for 64-bit and 2GB for 32-bit, frankly i don't see any difference in performance)

-2GB DDR3 ATI Radeon 6570 (Yeah, you heard me right, this is the only reason i'm seriously considering about buying this, i have no interest in playing games what so ever till i step my foot in college, all the friggin students are playing games, and i'm stuck with a crappy graphic card, which makes me feel like dying to buy a gaming laptop, but not a real gaming laptop, just good enough to run moderate to high performance game, i seriously can't afford Alienware, 7K man, anyway, 2GB, currently my graphic card is only 512MB, i mean it's good, but it's not great, but actually it's great, i don't even know what i'm talking about)

And all of this for 2.5K, that's affordable right? unlike some laptop, yeah i do mean you Alienware, yeah, but i think i'm gonna hold on for now, i might consider waiting for this specs if it's available in the future years.

-At least 15" screen with Full HD 1080P resolution

-1TB hard drive, although i could live with 500gb

-3-4GB DDR3 GPU

-4GB DDR4 RAM, yeah i know it's not out yet, but what's wrong with a little imagination

-Altec Lancing Speakers please.

Okay back to topic

Anyway, they use to held PC Fair at Centre Point at the Palm Square, Sabah Trade Centre opposite Likas Square, and now 1Borneo LG, i don't really get why they're doing it 1Borneo, 1Borneo is a Mall, it's not appropriate for a PC Fair, Pc Fair are suppose to be held in somewhere big and a place that is meant to held for events like this, Awesome.

But the one thing i hate about going to PC Fair is that there's a lot of people going there, in other words, you can barely move around without hitting people or squeezing in, it's seriously that hard, and it's only in Sabah, i can't imagine if i went to the KL PC Fair, but someday i'm gonna go to a KL PC Fair, just to see the difference between Sabah PC Fair and KL PC Fair, in other words to waste money while looking around searching for stuff that's probably gonna sell at your own place but at a cheaper price because everything that sells in KL tend to be cheaper than they are selling in KK because of two reason that they're bringing it in here by postal service which cost money and they're trying to gain profit, that's as long as i can do without a coma.

I realized something, i spent 3 months doing nothing!, and my practical time is almost over, and i'm just starting now, and i'm gonna be observed next week, why am i telling you bout my personal life, then again i thought i never had a personal life, and i could be lying to you now, but if you really know me personally you'll know that i'll never lie, in fact i'm probably to most honest person you'll ever met, unless you're asking me about personal question, in fact people call me innocent, what's that about? what does that mean?, i know i'm innocent because i haven't done anything wrong, but what does it means when you call me innocent? i have no friggin idea, it's like you're telling someone the most confusing thing ever that you don't know is it a compliment or just being sarcastic.

Well anyway, thanks for reading, have a good Monday everybody.

I'm A Magazine Freak!

It's been a while since i've done Plogging here (Photo Blogging) in my daily blog, usually i would do it in my other site, but, this one has been filled with words lately, so i guess it's about time to do something different.

Magazines, who can remember the first magazine they eve bought, i sure didn't, growing up life was filled with people who read comics and stuff, well i didn't really join their fascination with comics, but i rather buy something grown ups would read, well not really, mostly girls, grown up read Time, Reader Digest and all sorts of crap, but i tried reading Digest, i can't even made it through the whole book, it's a good magazine, but i didn't get hooked on it, i don't know why, i can't say it's boring, but it's not interesting, maybe when i grow up i'll understand.

But i didn't evolve right from the start, like there's a phase, i remember when i was a kid i would buy magazines like Gempak, Utopia and K-Zone, but as time pass by, i grew up and read other stuff, like Galaxie, Galaxie has come a long way since then, they used to be this big ass magazine that was so hard to read, it's literally like reading a newspaper, maybe even bigger, i remember reading it on the floor because the table just didn't fit for that type of magazine, but now it's smaller, i mean finally, who thought of that?, but there was a gap, i didn't even realize that they had change size till i was in Mukah studying, a lot has change while i was in Mukah, most of the new magazine i discovered there, i still remember the first Magazine i bought there was Stuff, it was the August Issue, it was read all over the background.

But as i bought my magazine there, i realized something, i can't bring it back home cause it was too heavy, my own stuff was already heavy as it is, and i'm not gonna lie to you, i bought a lot of magazines, there was a whole box of magazine which i had to leave it there, couldn't possibly bring it back home, i mean i could, but can you imagine how much that would cost me?

Anyway back to my title

My magazine For The Month Of February

List Of Mags

-T3 (Tech)

-Stuff (Gadgets)

-Hot + The Score (Celebrity gossip + ??, bought in KL after failing to find Galaxie Magazine.)

-Digital Camera Magazine (Well, Digital Camera Magazine!)

-Stuff (February Issue)

-Galaxie (Malaysia celebrity magazine)

That's just for one month, what can i say? i like to read. Okay more honesty, most of the magazine i bought are techs and gadgets, maybe i'm a geek or a nerd, but it's really fun to read stuff in it, it's not boring, you would even be entertain, when's the last time you were entertain while reading a magazine?

From Another Angle

Latest Addition Digital Camera Magazine

I bought a lot of magazine in KL, mainly because it was cheaper there, if you buy it here, it's not really expensive, but you can still feel the fire burning in your pants, it's not lovely. So i was really busting my money out in that books and magazine store, sure i did wanna buy a book, there's discount if you buy more than one book, but how do you know which book is good, i can't even get through one book, let alone novels, i didn't even finish reading my novel when i was in High school, but i went for the magazine instead.

The newest magazine i bought was Digital Camera Magazine, cause i was bored, and a little bit interested in photography, i know i'm late in my game, while everyone has already snap a picture and won prizes, i'm only starting to buy a magazine about cameras, i will buy a camera, in the next 5 years. Don't get me wrong, i do want one now, but it's not like i could buy it even if i wanted to, or maybe i could, but i still need that fire burning my heart filled with passion kinda of thing before i buy it, cause i know if i buy it now i would probably take some photos and leave it in the corner waiting for it to covered with the dust.

I have my eye on the Canon 60D, when i read the magazine, like 80% of the people are using the Canon 40D, that must've been a good camera, with good cameras, comes with friggin expensive price, i guess in a sense it is worth it, cause the images that were taken with the Camera are just magnificent, and it's not like your average crappy compact/camera phone camera, but you would look weird when you're holding it on your neck, cause it's too friggin big.

Anyway, here's some pictures

Looks great doesn't it? but then again, it looks exactly like every friggin DSLR out there, the only difference is the specification of the camera which differ from others, i guess this is one of the things where "it's what's on the inside that matters" applies

And it got a swiveling screen, much like the Nikon D5000 which i considered buying, but as long as i'm burning my money, why wouldn't i burn my money more and get a better Camera, so yeah, it's on my wish list, especially with the swiveling screen which is better than the Nikon D5000, cause you open it on the side instead of the bottom

See, it just doesn't make sense, if you're using a Tripod, you can't see yourself, okay, but first why would you wanna see yourself anyway in the first place, unless you're taking shots of yourself, okay yeah, but i learned something about Vloggers, they don't vlog using a Camcorder, they used a DSLR which is better for some reason i guess, but yeah, it's one of the two things that i wish to do with the camera when i buy it which is to Vlog, maybe even better than before, i'm trying something new, talking with headphones on, maybe it would be better for me to speak in a silent environment.

Okay that was a long post, Thanks For Reading!

What I Missed

You know what missed the most? Going to church every Sunday and breakfast after praying. It's been a long time since i've gone to church, the only time i went to church is during Christmas, i wish i could've gone to church a little bit more, and be voluntarily instead of being force to go because of a celebration or something, but maybe the only reason i used to go to church every Sunday when i was a kid was because i had Sunday classes, Sunday classes are probably my favorite class, not because they teach about religion and stuff, okay maybe a little bit bout that, but because, it's the only class the speak in the English Language the entire time, but sadly i didn't join the conversation due to my insanity of being shy, but most of the kids who went to the Sunday classes are from private school, and you know how private school are, they don't talk in Malay, their primary language is English, so it made it easier for them to be better at speaking, i kinda wish that i was sent to a private school instead of public school, but in public school they say that the teacher in private school don't really care about the students that they only care about the money, cause private school are expensive and all, but i'm starting to think that they're lying.

But i hardly even go to church after Sunday classes, maybe a few times, but that was involuntarily, i only went because my parents can't pick me up at that time so i have to wait, well it's better to go to mass rather than wait outside, but before Sunday class, i used to go with my parents, but i did hate the Liturgy part, where all the little kids go to the back of the church, i don't really know why they divide them, but i hate it because i was going alone, i had no one to go with, i think i would be okay if i had a friend or someone..

So, usually after mass we would go to breakfast, which i do miss, we rarely had anymore family breakfast, i remember when i was a kid, all the family members would gather around for breakfast after Mass, somehow i think that's a great memory.

And now, we're all lazy, i didn't even went to church for the past 3 months, i kinda swore that i would go to church, but let's face it, i have no one, my parents are busy with school, i just wish i'll changed in the future.

Maybe one day, one glorious day, all of my family members would miraculously be free and go to church together and have breakfast feast one day. I'll be waiting for that day to come, in the time being, i guess i'm stuck with dreaming.

Breakfast, i don't really do breakfast, mostly brunch, and i didn't get in the habit of eating something to cover my stomach in the morning which is the purpose of breakfast, strangely i don't get gastric, cause most people would get gastric if they don't eat anything early in the morning which is the point of breakfast, to break the fasting that you did from after dinner till the sun rises.

Eating breakfast was a little hard when i was a kid cause i ride the bus school to go to school and they would usually pick me up 5 in the morning, still can see the dark blue sky without the sun, and i woke up late cause it's 5 in the morning, who would wake up that early? school bus sucks not only does it takes you to school, but you get stuck with other kids which is pretty uncomfortable, and i remember one time when the bus is already full, the bus driver still insist that we squeeze in to let more people in, which is a horrible experience.

Oh, look at that my downloading is done, i'm only writing this to waste some time so that my downloading will be done, looks like it's done.

Last words, don't have any..

A Macbook Pro For Dad And Future Possible Job For Me

My dad probably is the only one who is not using an intermediate or a high-end laptop, or a mobile phone for that matter, most dad would probably be using an iPhone or HTC by now,but my dad simply just use a Sony Ericsson w995.

But seriously though, my dad needs a new laptop, currently he's using a Compaq laptop, which i don't recommend any of you to buy, Compaq looks good but it doesn't serve justice, on the left hand it seriously get hot, probably where the hard disk is, but it's really uncomfortable since it's on the palm rest, i don't know but if you're on a budget, you should go with Acer, there's lots of cheap laptop by Acer, but bear in mind that Acer entry model speaker are not good, by not good i mean, it seriously sucks, even my Acer Ferrari speaker sucks, i mean, you can't expect much from a small laptop, then again, i thought big things come in small packages.

Before my dad actually bought his Compaq, okay it's not entirely his fault, i might have given him the idea to buy the Compaq laptop, like all my life hall i wanted was a laptop, maybe to do some writing on my own, but here i am, with my laptop, and honestly, doesn't feel like anything has change, my life is still crappy, back to the point of my story, before the current laptop my dad is using, he bought Hyundai, yeah i know, Hyundai makes car not computer peripherals, it's a strange world out there, and Samsung is kicking up in the Laptop industries aren't they?

Well, the Hyundai didn't last long, it kinda died, it was already faulty, but that was my dad first laptop, and now it's resting somewhere, my dad didn't actually clear things up about the laptop.

So, i was acting paranoid, obnoxious if you will, i kinda feel like in Inception, like i'm planning things in my dad head, only verbally instead of sub-conciously, i was blabbering about stuff how good they were, how you must have it, i might have led my dad to buying the iPad, which is barely use now, and since the price was slashed!, anyway, my new blab was the Macbook, actually i intended for myself cause i saw the Macbook Air advertisement and i was astonished, that dude open the Macbook Air with literally a lift of a finger, i can't even do that to my laptop, plus, that laptop is friggin skinny, you can totally expect that from Apple, to make anorexic products, somehow, one thing led to another, i told my dad that he should buy new laptop, but not right away, maybe in the distant future say 2-3 years, and that laptop would be a Macbook Pro, i don't know what is it with that laptop but it is mighty fine, with an Alloy Unibody, that thing is like 10 times more better than my dad crappy current laptop. Of course, then i told him bout the features of the laptop, like seriously, Apple laptops are probably have the best features, but not the greatest, like the screen for example is maybe the most awesome laptop screen in the world with IPS technology, but the lame part is the price, the hard disk, graphic cards, and the limited things that you can do with the laptop. But other than that i think it's pretty great.

So currently, the price of a Macbook Pro is RM3699, that's pretty cheap i guess, okay who am i kidding, that's not like Acer price, but then again Apple product are premium product and i'm thinking in some fantasy world that if you pay that much for something you will never be disappointed, i don't know, my dad seems interested on the Macbook Pro as well, maybe he'll buy it, it would be great to try something different and maybe i'll can get started on building my app since trying to run Mac OS X into a non-Apple product seems impossible.

Which concludes to the second part of my story, since i like to talk to people into buying things, like my dad, he thought that it would be great if i would be like a product consultant, i don't really know a lot about that, but it seems to be like telling someone who is confuse about buying things, like giving advice, i don't know, it seems like the perfect job for me, i like stuff, but i can't buy it, so what i'll do? ask people to buy it, seems simple enough, like seriously, i think there are about 5-6 people that bought the things that i want, and they got the word from me, like my friend who bought an Asus laptop, i've initially wanted to buy an Asus laptop, but he kinda crushed that dream for me.

So yeah, maybe i'll be a product consultant, seems like a cool job since i'm into stuff and other crap, i use to have a similar idea when i was slightly younger, only not on products, but more on mobile phones, even thinking of making my own website and people could go through and i could consult them using messaging,voice, maybe video calling, but product consultation would be a wider range for me, and maybe i have some slogan to go with that site, this is just the top of my head.

"Hi, i'm your product consultant, i'm here to help you consult, not to insult"

Yeah that was a bit of a joke.

Thanks For Reading!

Dogs For Thief

So, this happened really recently, we we're going to my aunt house for taking shower, cause there's a problem with water in our house, anyway, my slippers were stolen, not by human, but by dogs, there's dogs living outside of my aunt house.

We we're done taking our shower and just as i put my foot outside, i realize, where's my other slippers, my aunt told me the dog ate it, so i walked to the car with one slippers on, i didn't even bother looking for the slippers cause there's a high possibility that the dog might slobber all over it, luckily it wasn't an expensive slippers, then again what a waste it would've been if it were Crocs or something more expensive than a Crocs.

Then today, i went to Giant Hypermarkets to look for some slippers, then i bought one, then we went to my aunt house to shower, and it happened again, the dog took a slipper, but this time i was cautious by putting my slipper inside the house, but my mom wasn't so lucky cause it was her slippers this time that the dog took, and not only did the dog took it, it ate it, the dog tore my mother's slippers to pieces.

But i guess the dogs were hungry, those dogs are street dogs with no owner and just wander around there waiting for food from the trash.

Lesson Learned:

Don't put your slippers or shoes outside, cause they might be eaten.

A Visit To The Dentist

Now, there's a sentence i thought i'll never say.

So, i've been trying to get my teeth fix for a while now, i notice that it's kinda broken, by broken i meant cavities, it's not that i don't like brushing my teeth, but it's just that, brushing teeth are boring, but i do enjoy early morning brush, to get rid of the fresh from bed smell out of your mouth, but at night, it's kinda boring, which kinda cause my cavities, i think it's pretty bad, that's why i decided to go to the dentist, but it wasn't easy to get appointments, even if you have, you would have to wait a long time before you get your teeth done, fortunately my mom is a nurse, so she could sneak-me-in in the hospital for an appointment, cause the hospital doesn't do dental work anymore, you have to go all the way to Luyang Clinic which is very far from where i'm living, and Lintas is a busy road, it's not easy to get parkings there.. but i did try to go to Luyang, but turns out, they only open from 7-11 am, i wasn't even awake yet.. and that's just the appointment, it's not the treatment yet, treatment? i don't know what you call it, it's just that i'm here at a very limited time, i'm not here long doing my practical, and it's hard to get medical attention at Mukah, i mean there's a hospital there, but i never went to the hospital.

Funny thing, when i was a kid, i kinda like being sick so that i don't have to go to school, you know how school are, crappy with bullies and teachers who only care for giving you a hard time instead of really educating the future generation leaders, i'm sure that there's plenty smart kids out there to the job, but as for our school, i don't think a lot of student will achieve that high, and the funny thing about it is that i always get sick to skip going to school, but on some occasion my mom would force me to go to school even when i'm sick, unless i'm really sick, but my mom would force me if i have the flu, fever, diarrhea, leg cramps and all other sickness that i have to dealt with, okay maybe not all of it. And the funny thing about it is that, hold on i'm getting to it, when i'm in college, it's like terrifying to get sick, cause of the attendance is pretty screwed up, even if you're sick and have a doctor's note, you'll still be count absent from class, like seriously what the hell?, but i guess it's a good thing so that i would learn not to skip class, i have to say though, college is a little bit better than school, but it's not great i give you that, maybe i just leave that hoping for University.

So back to main topic, the dentist, so i was just sitting there, and the doctor asked me lots of things bout things i don't remember, hmm funny isn't it, asking people bout things you don't remember, and it's like she didn't give up, even when i saw i don't remember, she still pursue on asking, like when's the last time you went to dentist, and i've said when i was 8 or 9 i don't really remember specifically, then she ask again, but i don't really remember, but she talks kinda weird, i talk weird too, not really weird just low, but she's weird.

And it began, the most horrifying experience i've ever went through, like the last time i went to the dentist i was given anesthesia so that i didn't really feel the pain, but today i wasn't, so yeah, it was a horrible experience, she cleaned my whole teeth which is called scaling, and the worst part of it was that she went through my gums which friggin hurt, yeah but i try to stand it and say "OW" slowly, just to let her know it's hurting me, it took a while but it cleaned my teeth, MY GUMS MAN! MY GUMS!, even when brushing my teeth my gums already hurt, can you imagine how much pain i'm in when she's scaling my teeth? yeah but i'm just glad it's over, then she drilled my teeth to get the bad part out, it wasn't that bad at first, but then it goes deeper, you can actually feel the sensation of your skull moving, shaking a little bit, cause if i remembered correctly, our teeth is directly attached to our skull, so yeah, but then as deeper it goes it kinda hit my inner gums which doesn't really hurt that much, but it's uncomfortable.

The worst part of it all was probably when she asked me to relax, How can i? when i'm uncomfortable, but i did try, but tears did drop from my eyes, it's painful! i can't really control my tears at that moment, it just drop, i didn't even realize i was crying a little bit.

Then after we done, my mom went to her office and around the hospital which kinda give me an idea about something, feel like i wanna make a show about nurses, i don't know if there's a show about nurse already, but i do know medical shows like Grey's Anatomy, House, Scrubs, and others, but note this, they're all about doctors and patient, they don't really point it to the nurses, which kinda give me an inspiration to like produce a show, yeah i'm thinking bout being a producer for something, maybe the first step is vlogging, i don't know, but i do feel like i have a lot of things going in my mind to do something.

So yeah, Nurse, i'll be the executive producer of the show, maybe it's time for casting, in the next 5 or 6 years, i don't have a clue about writing, but i'm sure i'll do something with it.

And that's my experience going to the dentist, Thanks For Reading!

Crap!

I've just done a piece bout blogging earlier but i didn't save it mistakenly, so many words i've use, so many phrases i've put and damn, that was just heartbreaking, guess i just start a new one.

Blogging
So yeah, this week i've read alot of blogs written by people, i've read anoynomous blogs, it was pretty good, most of it anyway, what i've concured during my observation is that most people talk about their personal life in their blogs, i still haven't figured out what i would want to talk about in my blog, so many things to say, but this limitacy just fills in your head, thinking that you wouldn't be able achieve something.

See, im just a simple person, yeah right, im a complicated person, i don't know what the hell is wrong with me, im not gonna talk about my personal life but i will talk crap, it's just amusing.

How many blogs out there that don't talk about their personal life i wonder, but then again what else can they talk about if not their life, see, im having problems in writing, all the ideas i've collected just go down the drain.

so, other than blog, theres also this thing called vlog, well i don't do that, vlogs are only for pretty people, sadly enough im not pretty enough to be a girl.. well im a boy actually so that settles it pretty much.

Vlogs that i followed

If any of you don't know what vlogs is heres your chance to see what it is, well theres three vlogs i followed, well
actually two but the other one is an alternative if im bored to do anything, so bout vlogs i followed, they are:
- Community Channel, pyrobooby and ijustine, you can check these people by loggin to you tube, the name <<>

Bout Me

Bout me, I was born on the 6th of the eight month which is august in the year 1991, so i decided to use my birth date for my blog URL, i live in the land below the wind that is called Sabah, i used to lived in the main city but i moved cause im in college, I don't have a happy childhood hahahahaha, cause most of the time i would spent all my days watching tv, which i don't think it counts as wasting time cause watching tv actually helped me alot in understanding the english language, i remember i used to get A's in english during my exam, but my parents didn't seem to care cause i failed my other subjects, i guess i am a failure in some way, but i tried my best to be more better, now im in college and more opportunities will come up and challenges ahead for me, have to brace myself now that im a grown man. I don't have alot of friends which is sad but i never tried to find any cause i'm scared i might be influenced by them haha........ Being an only child, oo did i forget to mention that? Im an only child in case you dont know, and its not true about what people say that only child are spoiled, im not spoiled, i don't always get what i want, well not right away but eventually, cause i work hard for it, yea rite.... but there are seriously more worse people out there, i guess what im trying to say is that don't judge people too quickly and since this my 1st post im gonna say have a good day or nite.