What I Missed

You know what missed the most? Going to church every Sunday and breakfast after praying. It's been a long time since i've gone to church, the only time i went to church is during Christmas, i wish i could've gone to church a little bit more, and be voluntarily instead of being force to go because of a celebration or something, but maybe the only reason i used to go to church every Sunday when i was a kid was because i had Sunday classes, Sunday classes are probably my favorite class, not because they teach about religion and stuff, okay maybe a little bit bout that, but because, it's the only class the speak in the English Language the entire time, but sadly i didn't join the conversation due to my insanity of being shy, but most of the kids who went to the Sunday classes are from private school, and you know how private school are, they don't talk in Malay, their primary language is English, so it made it easier for them to be better at speaking, i kinda wish that i was sent to a private school instead of public school, but in public school they say that the teacher in private school don't really care about the students that they only care about the money, cause private school are expensive and all, but i'm starting to think that they're lying.

But i hardly even go to church after Sunday classes, maybe a few times, but that was involuntarily, i only went because my parents can't pick me up at that time so i have to wait, well it's better to go to mass rather than wait outside, but before Sunday class, i used to go with my parents, but i did hate the Liturgy part, where all the little kids go to the back of the church, i don't really know why they divide them, but i hate it because i was going alone, i had no one to go with, i think i would be okay if i had a friend or someone..

So, usually after mass we would go to breakfast, which i do miss, we rarely had anymore family breakfast, i remember when i was a kid, all the family members would gather around for breakfast after Mass, somehow i think that's a great memory.

And now, we're all lazy, i didn't even went to church for the past 3 months, i kinda swore that i would go to church, but let's face it, i have no one, my parents are busy with school, i just wish i'll changed in the future.

Maybe one day, one glorious day, all of my family members would miraculously be free and go to church together and have breakfast feast one day. I'll be waiting for that day to come, in the time being, i guess i'm stuck with dreaming.

Breakfast, i don't really do breakfast, mostly brunch, and i didn't get in the habit of eating something to cover my stomach in the morning which is the purpose of breakfast, strangely i don't get gastric, cause most people would get gastric if they don't eat anything early in the morning which is the point of breakfast, to break the fasting that you did from after dinner till the sun rises.

Eating breakfast was a little hard when i was a kid cause i ride the bus school to go to school and they would usually pick me up 5 in the morning, still can see the dark blue sky without the sun, and i woke up late cause it's 5 in the morning, who would wake up that early? school bus sucks not only does it takes you to school, but you get stuck with other kids which is pretty uncomfortable, and i remember one time when the bus is already full, the bus driver still insist that we squeeze in to let more people in, which is a horrible experience.

Oh, look at that my downloading is done, i'm only writing this to waste some time so that my downloading will be done, looks like it's done.

Last words, don't have any..