So i was about to go to sleep at noon because i was afraid that i would fall asleep in the evening and wake up at 4am (which i did.. again..) but my mom called me to go outside to run errands, which i hesitate at first but i thought to myself, "Let's torture yourself by not sleeping and running errands at the same time" so i bought my book hoping to write something along the way, and note-to-self, your handwriting is uglier when you're on the road, seriously, it's as bad as my left handwriting, but yeah i didn't actually torture myself, it was more of a figurative speech.
The errands that i were running was my Test, actually my BM paper, i didn't do so well in my exams and i re-sit for the exam but i get the same results, but i didn't realize this until that moment ago when my mom say why i needed to take the retest to the people over the people who are in charge of it, anyway she said that it was for my Degree, i'm like "Holy crap, that's right, i only have one year and it's all over, or is it, i know that i'm ending my Diploma in a year, overall though, i like the first 2 semester, and i hated the third semester and the current practical, but i'm hoping that the fifth and sixth semester would be better, if it's not, i'm gonna make it better, i'm gonna force it to be better, and i'm gonna make things do it my way instead of giving life take the wheel, i'm gonna be the driver, well you get what i mean.
I mean like yeah, another year and i would end my 3 year crash course, crash course, i got that from Psych, i don't know if it's applies in this, but Crash Course is a Police Academy training to be a cop, well i'm not but i thought that it suited. I don't even know what i'm gonna take in my Degree, but i am interested in Communication since i saw KevJumba vid and saying that he's taking communication in College, i thought that it was cool, but it doesn't really go with my Diploma since it's in Technology, do i wanna pursue my education in Technology? yes and no, yes if it involved in making stuff like hardwares cause i'm more interested in that rather than software, no if it's software, i'm just clueless i can't learn anything new, i seriously hate programming, programming is like add-math, or maybe harder, or maybe the equal, programming is add-math evil big brother.
So, my BM test, i didn't get credit cause BM is not one of my favorite subject, i don't know why, maybe it has something to do with the teachers, or maybe just the subject, or both, i don't like BM because it's hard to understand but i do use the language everyday in my life, but it differs when you're taking the test, like seriously, the test just wants you to talk in a flowery kinda way which is just awkward, and in English, you just have to speak it directly which is more comfortable, i mean i've seen the sign that i don't like BM especially on my test that i would get just pass fail, but most of the time i did fail, cause it was confusing, and i didn't do so good on my oral test, my english however was the opposite, it's like i don't even have to try in English to pass, maybe that's why i'm into english, but i would really love to test that on a higher level, i mean why stop just because you're good in something, don't you wanna be great.
The errands were sending out the registration for the July Paper and the Disember Paper, for most people that don't know, July Paper is the test for those who failed their BM paper and have to re-sit so they can pursue their study in public college rather than private, well i don't have to go through all this if
1. My parents were rich and sent me to a private college or overseas.
2.I actually studied and into BM for some reason which i highly doubt that i would.
3. Some miraculous way i would pass it.
Currently i took 2 exams but i still get the same result, i mean i didn't fail, but it was one gred to be credited, both times!, what the friggin? is it life treating me bad or just plain the people who did the corrections, so now i'm taking 2 more times before i'm giving up, hopefully it would be the last, the July paper was for the BM paper, and the Disember was also for the BM but i took the English too, because i have some unfinished business to attend, i got a B on my last exam, a friggin B, i wasn't satisfied with a B, i got a B when all this time i got an A, but i knew why i got a B, so i hope i could correct my mistakes in the Disember paper, cause i know i could do it, not being proud here, but seriously, it's the only subject that i could Aces, do you seriously not want me to get an A at all, okay i got one A and it was Science, strangely, i never got an A in Science when it was a regular test but i got a friggin A on the exam, but the exam was easy, a lot of people got an A, you just have to know stuff.
Oh crap, i didn't talk about yesterday at all, yeah, my title is very misleading, maybe i should write first before i put the title up there, cause i would usually put the title before i would write, i don't know how most bloggers do it, or maybe i should just stick to the topic. okay then, see you next time.
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