I've been feeling like this for a while, like i can't feel anything, like when you're a kid you realize that you're happy running around in the fields, but i don't have those feelings anymore, and what's worst is that, i kinda feel like life is pointless, i don't really mean that, but it feels like it, i'm grateful to be here today, but the truth is i feel useless, like i'm not making anything in my life to contribute to my time and generation, i mean in the older days, people do things not because they're force to do it, but because they love doing those things, and things that we do with love is the things that's gonna last long, but now, it seems like love is lost, and i don't think we can get it back, in other words, love is dead.
You know in those movies, where the guy is sitting there and just let people pass him by and he just watches life pass by with time, i kinda feel like that, like i'm the only one who realize that everything is pointless and what better way to waste life and sit there and just waste time.
I know it seems like i'm depressed, but i'm not, i just need to figure what life is all about, and i haven't find it, maybe that's why i feel like this, but i did read something and it kinda describe what i'm going through, but it doesn't really solve my problems..
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