This Vlogging Thing

Vlogging is actually cool.. i watch those people do them and they seem amazing.. and it really has inspire me to do Vlog, i mean.. blogging is cool and all.. but i think Vlogging would help me in another level.. Like blogging.. i'm just gonna be good in writing stuff and probably be a writer someday or maybe write songs.. damn.. writing is cool.. but vlogging is much cooler.. cause with vlogging.. you're not only training your English in writing.. but when you talk as well.. seriously.. what's the point in writing when you can talk.. seriously.. people will know you better when you're talking to them.. people don't get to know you when you're writing.. oh wait.. that's what chat is all about..

See how confuse i am.. anyway.. my troubles with trying to start a vlog is that..

- i can't record myself.. who knew that would be hard.. and those actor who was recorded every single day and say those line out loud.. i seriously don't know how they do it..

- I can't speak out loud.. i do notice that my voice is very low cause every single presentation that i made in class.. the lecturers always ask me to speak louder.. i guess i do have problems.. so i kinda have to know the appropriate level of volume i should use when i'm speaking.. hell i've scream before.. why is it so hard to speak..

- I can't speak a sentence in a line.. i do notice that vloggers do make mistakes.. but that actually turn out to be bloopers and actually made it even funny.. i seriously have to try to speak.. cause i know that's what gonna help me get better in speaking..

And who know.. speaking can actually help me in the future..

For Education

- i can talk in front of the whole friggin class without feeling scared and i can actually speak with a proper volume..

- i can talk normally like how i would normally talk instead of feeling scared and just stopped talking.. cause that's embarrassing and just pointless.. seriously.. why the hell am i scared.. it's not like they're gonna eat me, or maybe kill me.. seriously get it out of your system..

- Other than noticing how low my voice is.. i tend to move around feeling nervous.. my friend actually took a video of my moving around while i do my presentation.. and i do wish to stop that.. instead of moving around stand up.. and look everyone in the eye and scare them instead of them scaring you.. YEAH!

For Career

- there's seriously lots of career involving talking like.. i could be a Radio DJ.. it's one of my ambition i guess to be able to talk in radio while playing the newest and favorite songs of mine and as well as everyone.. i can be a TV host.. how cool is that.. i can be an Emcee they call it.. i forgot what it stands for.. i know it doesn't mean MC which stands for "Minta Cuti" which means asking for a day off.. seriously.. Emcee get paid lots of money to talk in a wedding or party..

Actually that's pretty much what i would like to do if i could talk in confidence..

End Of The Line..