To My Mom

My mom is probably the hardest person that is so hard to convince, like i always ask my mom to buy things for me when i was a kid, and almost every single and each of them rejected it, she never buy anything that i wanted, instead she focus on things that i needed instead of what i wanted like clothes, foods, medicine, but mom, i want a new laptop, i want a new phone, i want it all.. yeah but that's what dads are for isn't it? i don't know, some people say i'm spoil, does spoil means getting everything you want or just a nosy brat, i'm neither getting what i've always wanted or a nosy brat, i can't even bother people unless it's someone i know, and as for stuff that i got, i earned it okay, for the first time in my life, i'm actually getting good stuff cause i worked for it, which kind explain why i didn't get all those stuff that i wanted back when i was a kid, my grades we're crap, i remember when i was a kid, i got so bad at math that my mom tore up my paper, and my dad had to put it all back together with a cello tape and i had to give back that paper to my teacher the next day, well fortunately, my teacher didn't say anything when she looked at my paper all tored up and being put back together..

Yeah that's my mom, but after i grew up, a little bit, my mom never scold me and my dad never beat me again, okay i was joking.. they never do those stuff, but i think that made me a better person, rather than those parents beating their kids and instead of discipling them, they've become what their parents doesn't want them to be, yeah peer pressure.. i don't know what i'll do when i'm a parent..

So, recently my mom got her result back from her final and she got 3.4 gpa.. i mean grats mom, but it makes me a little bit jealous and a lot inspired by her, i mean the highest i got is 3.3, and then it dropped, and dropped more than i can ever imagine, so i think my mom kinda inspire me to get a better grades, and not only that, i wanna beat her, and instead of getting 3.4, i wanna get 3.5 or higher, yeah, and i'm not just saying this, i'm gonna prove it, i'm gonna do it, i'm gonna.. run out of words..

But yeah, if your parents do tend to inspire you, take it, take that inspiration and make something, that's like making something out of nothing, PLUS.. i mean as in another plus..

but seriously, my grades are becoming crap right now, and it's time to pumped up my brain, i mean for once in my life, i wanna use it instead of storing things into it which i can't even remember, what's the use of your brain if you're not using it right? it's a waste.. and i've been wasting it for most part of my life, so let's use my brain, study till the break of dawn, reading till my eyes can't read without glasses, make my eyes look like a panda, but i think i've done the eye things already.. but not in a good way.. seriously i can't sleep at night.. i tried sleeping at 12 last night.. but i got up involuntarily and watch CSI.. seriously what the?

But tonight i'm gonna try something.. i'm gonna force myself to sleep, no i'm not gonna take any medication.. i'm just gonna plug off all the things in my room, the power source to my computer, the juice to my TV.. i'm gonna turn it off.. as soon as the clock strikes 12.. or maybe i could use my special button.. you know bout the one button that can turn off my whole house right? no?

Well.. i have a switch in my room, and if you turn it on.. my whole house goes off.. i feel powerful.. but seriously.. don't think i'm gonna do that.. think my parents will be mad..

Anyway.. congrats mom on your result, as your son, i'm inspired and thankful to have a mother like you.. and you are the most greatest and most conservative mother a boy could ever ask for.. wait is it mothers day yet? well i'll think of something later..

End Of The Road