So.. Chinese New Year is just around the corner and i know you're grinning cause you're getting paid for no reason.. okay.. probably.. i mean.. these days.. it's like so hard to be happy for a reason.. remember the good ol' days when you were a kid.. nothing really matters.. you just stay happy.. for no reason.. and it's like even if you have a reason to be happy.. you're not technically happy.. oh yeah.. i'm dead inside.. i've been dead inside for lots of years.. there's this time when i was in school.. the kids tease me cause i can't smile.. they said.. is your motor for smiling failing.. yeah.. cause i'm not a happy kid.. i barely talk.. can't really tell why.. all those kids sitting with their friends.. i just sat on the corner.. waiting for someone to talk to me.. okay i'm not that sad.. but sometimes.. yeah..
Okay.. Chinese New Year.. the best part of it is probably.. Ang Pao.. i just spelled it the way i hear it.. but i know it's spelled Ang Bao.. chinese words are very confusing.. but still i wish i could've spoke chinese.. chinese are cool.. i mean the people.. i mean i don't know.. i see chinese people and they always have their little gang hanging out in YoYo Cafe.. and there's a feeling inside me that wants that.. laughing with your friends, conversing with each other.. having a good time.. wow my life is sad..
Oh yeah.. man i'm having a though time staying focus.. so Ang Pao.. technically what it is, is a red packet with money that people give you for no reason.. okay the reason is because it's Chinese New Year and all that prosperity thing.. i don't mind getting free money.. it's like getting paid without working.. of course it only happens one time in a year.. so in later years when i finally have a real job.. or maybe work something out.. every time i get paid.. i'ma think that i got lots of Ang Bao and feels like it's Chinese New Years every pay day..
But other than getting Ang Bao.. there's also food.. food man.. Chinese New Year food are probably the greatest Chinese Cooking Food i've ever tasted.. oh yeah.. i actually wanna make a Vlog about this.. explaining what Chinese New Year is about through my definition.. yeah.. but talking is not really working out so well for me right now..
Foods.. there's like Foo Chook... yeah i have no idea what proper name it is.. so i'm just gonna spell the way i hear it.., there's Shitaki Mushroom.. and no i'm not cursing.. the mushroom is literally named Shitaki.. and there's Fried Chicken, there's other food.. and Shark Fin.. used to have a lot of those back when i was a kid.. but somehow.. i don't know.. people are against it or anything.. and it's kinda hard and i barely had any on Chinese New Year..
Foods.. there's like Foo Chook... yeah i have no idea what proper name it is.. so i'm just gonna spell the way i hear it.., there's Shitaki Mushroom.. and no i'm not cursing.. the mushroom is literally named Shitaki.. and there's Fried Chicken, there's other food.. and Shark Fin.. used to have a lot of those back when i was a kid.. but somehow.. i don't know.. people are against it or anything.. and it's kinda hard and i barely had any on Chinese New Year..
I don't know what it is about food.. but i guess every big celebration theres always gonna be food.. no matter what, no matter when.. doesn't matter if it's New Year, Chinese New Year, Hari Raya, Christmas, Deepavali.. there's always gonna be food..
Oh yeah.. in New Year you'll get Fireworks.. in Chinese New Years.. you'll get Firecracker.. see the irony? unfortunately.. Firecracker are banned.. cause of those kids who are really stubborn.. and end up losing their hands.. man.. yeah.. but it is dangerous and shouldn't be tried at home.. i think i'll stick to virtual Fire Crackers for now... at least nobody will ever get hurt..
Fireworks.. yeah i burned my hand one time when i was kid when i was playing Firecrackers.. but the weird thing is that it didn't left a permanent scar.. it was just that my hand were swollen for quite sometime.. then i put it in some water.. and i can't really feel my arm at that time.. but after few hours.. it's like brand new man.. nothing there.. kinda feel like i have healing powers..
So Chinese New Year.. like yeah.. it's so hard to be so happy right now.. i don't know.. i'm not depressed or anything.. but what's the purpose.. i don't feel like it's require for me to be happy when i'm not.. same goes for Christmas.. okay.. i had a moment at Christmas.. but after that.. pretty much same old....
So Happy Chinese New Year.. may your day be prosper and.. lemme check.. here's what i got from McDonald...
hapPiness
fRiendship
lOve
Satisfaction
Peace
abundancE
shaRing
famIly
affecTion
joY
So.. since it's Chinese New Year.. think i'll give a shot at a Chinese New Year Poem.. so here it goes..
This the time when we all Red for once in a Year
And probably the only time that we're able to light Firecrackers with Fire
And drove all the way from home to that one place with a Car and four Tires
With one year to say it.. I'm wishing you a Happy Chinese New Year..
wee.. yeah.. i don't think i'm getting better at this..
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