First, it's minutes away from September, so HAPPY NEW MONTH.. sad..
I'm really convinced that I can think a lot better when I'm near water, mostly because I think a lot when Im in the shower, I would think these great things to write about in my blog, but after I'm done, when I'm sitting down, ready to write, the thought just disappear, I don't know, maybe I'm like Percy Jackson, my thought is clearer when I'm near water, of course his case is when he's actually in the water.
I've been listening to this song by HelloGoodbye called Two Weeks In Hawaii, simply cause it sounds so emo, but not too emo though, it's like in the middle, plus, it's a little funny, and the rhyming works for me, Hellogoodbye is actually a song by the Beatles, for some reason these guys took the song name and make it to their band name, personally, I think the band is great, most of their songs are about love, my personal favorite are Oh It Is Love, Here(In Your Arms) and Two Weeks In Hawaii.
Seriously it's a great song, okay maybe not that great, but I like it, see the words,
"You've got your airplane, and I've got the plane air of here", okay nothing special, he just turn some words, but he's stating that he's far from her, I don't know why Im doing this, maybe Im bored, although I do have some work, okay next there's this part of the song which doesn't make sense which is "Caught us eating ice cream in your room at 3 in the morning" I guess they're doing something bad and the ice cream is a metaphor, who knows maybe I'm wrong.
And he screams in this part, "And I hate for her for not want me around her daughter", he's mad at her mother after the ice cream incident, and the last part of the song is "My heart stops every time" come on, isn't that emo enough..
so yeah, im totally bored, gimme something fun to do.
I have this great idea for a piano, okay maybe not a piano, a Keyboard.
I really like playing the keyboard, but I'm just gonna say it as a piano, cause I'm used to it, although it's not a piano, who cares..
I miss the piano, laying my finger in each keys while listening to the melody that it made, pressing to some keys simultaneously to make a tone, seriously, I wish I could play it right now.
But one of the problems that I'm facing is that it's to friggin big to bring around..
My piano is almost as tall as me, so here's what I'm suggesting, a fold out keyboard, i don't know if it has been made of not, but if it has then good, but if it hasn't, I'm on to something here..
So yeah, I could bring it around cause I can fold it, so it's easier, probably I could even bring it while traveling too, so the keys would be hard so it's feels a little bit like a real piano, then there would be a hard plastic cover to protect the keys from scratches and all sorts of crap, and you can use the speaker or just use a pair of headphones or earphone, whatever works, well that's just and idea..
I'm feeling lonely so here's
My desperate attempt to write a love note
You were there when I was alone
You would came of we would talk on the phone
We would walk while eating ice cream cone
And we wouldn't care for the sound of the car horn
You were beside me for a year
For all those times you've been a dear
Losing you is my biggest fear
cause when I'm with you, my sight is clear
Okay it's not that great, sounds like a little kid wrote it, it's a start, though I don't think I'm a person who writes love notes, especially when they're are not for anyone, it's just for fun, isn't that what love is suppose to be? fun?, maybe not..
okay so I'm just gonna head out and work on my errands, and study for a test tomorrow..
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Last Day OF August
Merdeka, surprisingly quiet, i know it's not KL of, well mostly KL, in KL they have this annual countdown where people would gather around and watch live performance either by band or solo artist, of course they were local, but it's still great, i never been one of those count down though, the only count down i've been through is new year, hey that's an annual thing too, like seriously it's quiet, there was couple of fireworks, then there's some people shouting Merdeka, but that's it, through out the whole night, for god sake's i've woke up till 8 in the morning and that's the only thing i've heard, yeah but seriously, i played games with some friends till 4 in the morning, then coincidentally it was time for the Muslim to Sahur, last meal before fasting, so we followed, yeah nothing much except that i had a big supper, damn, but it will be my last time cause it was on holiday, and it is the last week i'll be here, this Saturday i'll be flying back home, yipeeeeee
Yesterday my cousin safely give birth to her daughter named Isabelle Jaenadee? it's like that i guess, she has two children now, grats to her, it must have been hard, though i'll never know cause i'm not a girl, but then again, there's always been these question, which will be more painful, giving birth to a baby or getting kick in the groin, well i think it's humorous, and giving birth make sense, and getting kick in your private parts is just stupid, seriously who came up with that??.
Here's my musical experience, very confusing, even for me..
Firstly, i really like Keane when they're single Somewhere Only We Know came out, i even describe it as a song for dead people, i don't know to me the song just scream sadness to my ears, more sad song listen to starcrossed by ash, actually don't just listen, also watch the video, don't know if it works for you, but it is a sad video, anyway, shortly after that Keane had released their second album which is called Under The Iron Sea, then i heard this band on the radio it was actually a really good song, and he sound like Keane so i assumed that it was Keane singing that song, but actually it was The Fray, and now i like The Fray even more than Keane, then after a year, i thought The Fray had released a new album or something, i also heard this on the radio and it really sounds like Isaac Caleb voice, so yeah i thought it was The Fray, but it was actually OneRepublic with Apologize, and i like those two bands, The Fray is more on Rock Piano and OneRepublic is don't have any word for it, but it's awesome, especially Stop And Stare.
I have couple of other misleading band..
Like Panic At The Disco, if you don't listen carefully, they actually sound like Fall Out Boy, but they're both awesome, but i like Fall Out Boy more cause, let's face it, they have awesome song like Sugar, We're Going Down, Dance Dance, American Sweet Heart and She's My Winona, amongst my favorite, not saying that Panic At The Disco is not great, Panic has lots of awesome songs too, but i only like a few, and they're are 9 in the Afternoon, Northern Downpour, that's pretty much it.
And other bands also include, Boys Like Girls, they're awesome right?, come on they're friggin awesome, when i first heard The Great Escape, i thought to myself, damn this guy have a really high voice, And the band is great, lots of great songs like as stated, The Great Escape, Hero/Heroine, Thunder, Holiday, Learning To Fall, and who could forget, Two Is Better Than One.
But there's the other band called We The Kings, their first single Check Yes Juliet, i seriously thought that it was Boys Like Girls singing, cause of the High Voice and the song actually sound alike, but when i tried searching on Boys Like Girls Album, the song was nowhere to be found, till i search the internet and knew that it was from the band We The Kings, they also have great songs but i prefer Boys Like Girls...
So yeah, that's pretty much it, what else can i say
when all all i wanna do is lay
Yesterday my cousin safely give birth to her daughter named Isabelle Jaenadee? it's like that i guess, she has two children now, grats to her, it must have been hard, though i'll never know cause i'm not a girl, but then again, there's always been these question, which will be more painful, giving birth to a baby or getting kick in the groin, well i think it's humorous, and giving birth make sense, and getting kick in your private parts is just stupid, seriously who came up with that??.
Here's my musical experience, very confusing, even for me..
Firstly, i really like Keane when they're single Somewhere Only We Know came out, i even describe it as a song for dead people, i don't know to me the song just scream sadness to my ears, more sad song listen to starcrossed by ash, actually don't just listen, also watch the video, don't know if it works for you, but it is a sad video, anyway, shortly after that Keane had released their second album which is called Under The Iron Sea, then i heard this band on the radio it was actually a really good song, and he sound like Keane so i assumed that it was Keane singing that song, but actually it was The Fray, and now i like The Fray even more than Keane, then after a year, i thought The Fray had released a new album or something, i also heard this on the radio and it really sounds like Isaac Caleb voice, so yeah i thought it was The Fray, but it was actually OneRepublic with Apologize, and i like those two bands, The Fray is more on Rock Piano and OneRepublic is don't have any word for it, but it's awesome, especially Stop And Stare.
I have couple of other misleading band..
Like Panic At The Disco, if you don't listen carefully, they actually sound like Fall Out Boy, but they're both awesome, but i like Fall Out Boy more cause, let's face it, they have awesome song like Sugar, We're Going Down, Dance Dance, American Sweet Heart and She's My Winona, amongst my favorite, not saying that Panic At The Disco is not great, Panic has lots of awesome songs too, but i only like a few, and they're are 9 in the Afternoon, Northern Downpour, that's pretty much it.
And other bands also include, Boys Like Girls, they're awesome right?, come on they're friggin awesome, when i first heard The Great Escape, i thought to myself, damn this guy have a really high voice, And the band is great, lots of great songs like as stated, The Great Escape, Hero/Heroine, Thunder, Holiday, Learning To Fall, and who could forget, Two Is Better Than One.
But there's the other band called We The Kings, their first single Check Yes Juliet, i seriously thought that it was Boys Like Girls singing, cause of the High Voice and the song actually sound alike, but when i tried searching on Boys Like Girls Album, the song was nowhere to be found, till i search the internet and knew that it was from the band We The Kings, they also have great songs but i prefer Boys Like Girls...
So yeah, that's pretty much it, what else can i say
when all all i wanna do is lay
Monday, August 30, 2010
The End Of August
I'm just gonna sum up what i've been through the month of august.
Not much happens, First Week, can't recall anything except for my birthday, i was a little paranoid cause my friend threaten to splash me with water on my birthday, well nothing happened, so yeah, then there's couple of other stuff, i found a cheap laptop, still thinking whether to buy it or not, seriously it was a great month for me cause there new stuff, and im getting it, like the thumb drive and the A-pad, stop my from being happy, i dare you, yeah it was a short month, and for the first time, i play game against other people, people i hardly knew, well people had been doing that since last semester, but who cares, i did it this semester, though we lost, we learned something, never underestimate people even if they don't look that good, that's actually their advantage..
Found couple of new music, like Port Blue, Andy McKee, and lots of other stuff..
What else, haven't really thought this out that well, so yeah, even it it's short, that's what i did for the month of august.. seriously not that much..
Not much happens, First Week, can't recall anything except for my birthday, i was a little paranoid cause my friend threaten to splash me with water on my birthday, well nothing happened, so yeah, then there's couple of other stuff, i found a cheap laptop, still thinking whether to buy it or not, seriously it was a great month for me cause there new stuff, and im getting it, like the thumb drive and the A-pad, stop my from being happy, i dare you, yeah it was a short month, and for the first time, i play game against other people, people i hardly knew, well people had been doing that since last semester, but who cares, i did it this semester, though we lost, we learned something, never underestimate people even if they don't look that good, that's actually their advantage..
Found couple of new music, like Port Blue, Andy McKee, and lots of other stuff..
What else, haven't really thought this out that well, so yeah, even it it's short, that's what i did for the month of august.. seriously not that much..
Sunday, August 29, 2010
A Surprising Turn Of Event
Today, okay today was suppose to be the exam day for one of my subject called Database, i was suppose to study last night, but procrastination seems to be in the way, so i slept instead of study, i lay all my fate on sleeping, well i thought it was gonna be hard, but let's not get into that yet, i was about to get ready to go to class, and i was putting my shoe one, but before i could, i saw a dead bird head, what the hell, i was freaking out, okay maybe a little, but seriously why me, out of all the shoes in the room, why mine?, okay might have to do with my side, cause it the only fan on the room that's functioning, somehow the bird head got cut off while flying through the fan, sad story, oh well, life goes on.
Anyway, i thought the test was gonna be friggin hard, but i manage to answer it accordingly, hopefully i'll pass, but one thing for sure i can't ace it, okay that's a little problem for me, i can't settle for pass right now, cause my grades is going down, sooner or later it's gonna get worse if i don't do something and there's this thing in the paper that i have absolutely no idea of, it's called ANSI-SPARC, i don't know if you know, but i sure don't know what it is till the lecturer show it to us after the exam, but it was too late, one thing though, even if i study, i don't think that i would catch that, even the lecturer didn't push on that..
So the day goes on with two classed canceled, and tomorrow's holiday, gonna be a pretty long day, and next week is semester break, gonna be a long week, and history goes on.
Anyway, i thought the test was gonna be friggin hard, but i manage to answer it accordingly, hopefully i'll pass, but one thing for sure i can't ace it, okay that's a little problem for me, i can't settle for pass right now, cause my grades is going down, sooner or later it's gonna get worse if i don't do something and there's this thing in the paper that i have absolutely no idea of, it's called ANSI-SPARC, i don't know if you know, but i sure don't know what it is till the lecturer show it to us after the exam, but it was too late, one thing though, even if i study, i don't think that i would catch that, even the lecturer didn't push on that..
So the day goes on with two classed canceled, and tomorrow's holiday, gonna be a pretty long day, and next week is semester break, gonna be a long week, and history goes on.
Waiting For September
Yes, September is coming, and August is ending, sadly, it's been a month since im 19, and lately, i don't feel anything, im still the same person aren't i, still here, waiting, patiently, okay, like in movies, they exaggerate too much about growing up like, owh, im 20, damn it im gonna be 30 in about 10 years, well 10 years is a long time, lots can happen in that time alone, anyway it's just age, sure you might look older, for some people it works, like people who just can't wait to drink alcohol legally, not that im a drinker or anything, but that's mostly the reason that most people wanna grow up, okay not all the reason, also have a driving license, able to date seriously, i don't know, it's like school they push you on studying, saying that it's not the right time to see anyone, then you study some more, same thing happens, just the wonders of living.
Anyway September, im psyched for this month, well one of the highlights of September is that probably, Apple is gonna release new line of iPods, i don't know probably, but they always have, i just wanna see what's next, i mean for the past years, the iPod Classics hasn't change a bit, except for the storage part, over the years it has change 3 times, firstly 80GB and 160GB, then they released the 120GB capacity, after that the latest is 160GB, so i don't know, hopefully they have a new design for the iPod Classic, one thing i wish though is that, if the iPod Classic could act as an external hard drive, i think that would be excellent, you would have all your music and files in one device, plus you will bring your iPod more than you'll bring your hard disk.
Fact
-People would love to listen to music
-You can actually do that with an iPod
-Hard disk is pretty much useless without a computer
-iPod useless for storing drag and drop data
-Excellent for storing lots of media files
-gonna need iTunes though.
So yeah, and the other part of iPod im curious about is what they're gonna do with the new iPod touch, since the iPhone 4 has a new design, it's pretty uncertain if they're gonna stick to the original design or follow the iPhone 4 design, probably be even more slimmer, more capacity and seriously hoping on cheaper price, the current iPod Touch is pretty considerably cheap for a 8GB capacity, so here i am just waiting..
Not looking forward for the iPod Shuffle and Nano, doesn't really catch my eye..
Might be cheaper than their brother, but how much can u use it except for the portability part.
Okay so that's it for tech stuff.
Just heard a new song today, called Believe by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, you know the band who sang Face Down, that song is awesome, Believe is a pretty good song, i like it cause it reminds me of an old song, i don't know what the old song is, but there's something about it that caught my ears, and his singing is like pretty old, where he sings it soulfully at the chorus, but not that soulful though, just high..
Can't wait for Sara Bareilles new album, also coming in September, on the 7th if im not wrong, heard of King Of Anything and it's okay, still in love with Love Song and Gravity, Her new album is called Kaleidoscope Heart, wow can't believe i spelled that one right.
Here's to hoping that the new album would be great, been so long waiting for her, still waiting for MCR, it's been a while since i heard any of their new songs, mostly live songs called The World Is Ugly, pretty awesome song.
So yeah, September is gonna be a great month, in a week i'll be back, to my home land, and im gonna indulge myself on all the instant noodles, i've been craving for it, well not really, hopefully it's gonna change my taste bud after a month of not eating it, it's healthy and save lot's of cash.
It's weird, stop it!
Anyway September, im psyched for this month, well one of the highlights of September is that probably, Apple is gonna release new line of iPods, i don't know probably, but they always have, i just wanna see what's next, i mean for the past years, the iPod Classics hasn't change a bit, except for the storage part, over the years it has change 3 times, firstly 80GB and 160GB, then they released the 120GB capacity, after that the latest is 160GB, so i don't know, hopefully they have a new design for the iPod Classic, one thing i wish though is that, if the iPod Classic could act as an external hard drive, i think that would be excellent, you would have all your music and files in one device, plus you will bring your iPod more than you'll bring your hard disk.
Fact
-People would love to listen to music
-You can actually do that with an iPod
-Hard disk is pretty much useless without a computer
-iPod useless for storing drag and drop data
-Excellent for storing lots of media files
-gonna need iTunes though.
So yeah, and the other part of iPod im curious about is what they're gonna do with the new iPod touch, since the iPhone 4 has a new design, it's pretty uncertain if they're gonna stick to the original design or follow the iPhone 4 design, probably be even more slimmer, more capacity and seriously hoping on cheaper price, the current iPod Touch is pretty considerably cheap for a 8GB capacity, so here i am just waiting..
Not looking forward for the iPod Shuffle and Nano, doesn't really catch my eye..
Might be cheaper than their brother, but how much can u use it except for the portability part.
Okay so that's it for tech stuff.
Just heard a new song today, called Believe by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, you know the band who sang Face Down, that song is awesome, Believe is a pretty good song, i like it cause it reminds me of an old song, i don't know what the old song is, but there's something about it that caught my ears, and his singing is like pretty old, where he sings it soulfully at the chorus, but not that soulful though, just high..
Can't wait for Sara Bareilles new album, also coming in September, on the 7th if im not wrong, heard of King Of Anything and it's okay, still in love with Love Song and Gravity, Her new album is called Kaleidoscope Heart, wow can't believe i spelled that one right.
Here's to hoping that the new album would be great, been so long waiting for her, still waiting for MCR, it's been a while since i heard any of their new songs, mostly live songs called The World Is Ugly, pretty awesome song.
So yeah, September is gonna be a great month, in a week i'll be back, to my home land, and im gonna indulge myself on all the instant noodles, i've been craving for it, well not really, hopefully it's gonna change my taste bud after a month of not eating it, it's healthy and save lot's of cash.
It's weird, stop it!
Friday, August 27, 2010
Songs With No Voice
So recently i've been listening to a different type of music than i usually do, mostly songs with no voice, yeah there's no singer, don't know what's it's call, cause there's lots of genre like ambient, acoustic, great stuff none the less.
First off
Port Blue, a project from Adam Young, you know the one who created Owl City, the one who sings Fireflies, i mention before that he has lots of projects, and this is one of his projects that he does not sing in, but it sounds really great, with the piano, it's kind of peaceful, really like it, i like the first 3 songs in the album The Airship called, Up! Ship, Over The LionsGate City, the others are okay i guess, but really like Sky Sailing, another project by him, but he sings in that, which made me like that even more, i wish i could listen to all his project, currently i've heard of Owl City, Sky Sailing, Port Blue and Swimming With Dolphins.
Andy Mckee
Heard him a while ago, and listening to him now, my cousin introduce his music couple of years back, his songs are really impressive, and what's more impressive than his songs, the way he plays it, he's an acoustic guitar player by the way, seriously like his song called Drifting, just watch his video, with 32 million hits surely gonna swoop you right in, the part i love the most is how he use his two hands to play guitar, normally people would, but his style is different, instead of using one hand to strum and one hand to hold cord, he picks with one hand and he plays bass with another, on the same guitar though, anyway just waiting to listen to his songs more..
Roger Wang
Another acoustic guitar player, a Sabahan i think cause he has a studio back there, and i did learn drums from his studio, and my dad just happens to buy his CD, and on that day he got an autographs, anyway his songs are awesome, though i never actually seen he plays, but he plays lots of acoustic songs, with no voice also, point of my title, there are several songs i like from his album Journey Home, The song i like the most is Arirang and While She Sleeps, the rest are okay but those two are my favorites.
But here's my problem with songs that has no voice, i'm listening to it right?, and i was feeling, wow this song is amazing, then i thought about it, how the hell am i gonna know who the artist is, since there's no voice, i do great on recognizing voice, but not so great on recognizing how the person plays the music, hmm maybe i should learn that, seriously, all my life i've been trying to search for the music i've like, like when you're in a mall, and you're listen to this great song, then you don't know who the artist is, and you're kinda stuck with words that he or she is singing, worst case scenario, the song is chinese, can't really find it, but eventually i did found the song, it's actually a song by Jay Chou, both of them i've searched for a pretty long time, anyway the song is called, Orange Jasmine something and Sweetness, don't know the chinese names for that song..
Songs with actual voice,
I don't know but, im a little bit on korean songs right now, damn influences..
The 2 most popular korean female group are probably Girls Generation and Wonder Girls, probably i don't know, first there was Wonder Girls, and they realize, what the hell five girls ain't enough, put on some more, than there's Girls Generation, what the hell there's nine girls how the hell am i gonna focus, anyway both of them are great, don't know why im saying that, but yeah they're girls what's not to like, girls who loves to move their body while singing their songs.
Another great artist, is Ingrid Michaelson, i think she's great personally, she has lots of weird song which makes her great, kind of her identity, but her songs are really awesome, from her first album called Girls And Boys, i like the songs titles Die alone, Overboard and of course, The way i am, she has lots of other great songs, but those are the best from the first album, she has lots of album, still waiting though..
First off
Port Blue, a project from Adam Young, you know the one who created Owl City, the one who sings Fireflies, i mention before that he has lots of projects, and this is one of his projects that he does not sing in, but it sounds really great, with the piano, it's kind of peaceful, really like it, i like the first 3 songs in the album The Airship called, Up! Ship, Over The LionsGate City, the others are okay i guess, but really like Sky Sailing, another project by him, but he sings in that, which made me like that even more, i wish i could listen to all his project, currently i've heard of Owl City, Sky Sailing, Port Blue and Swimming With Dolphins.
Andy Mckee
Heard him a while ago, and listening to him now, my cousin introduce his music couple of years back, his songs are really impressive, and what's more impressive than his songs, the way he plays it, he's an acoustic guitar player by the way, seriously like his song called Drifting, just watch his video, with 32 million hits surely gonna swoop you right in, the part i love the most is how he use his two hands to play guitar, normally people would, but his style is different, instead of using one hand to strum and one hand to hold cord, he picks with one hand and he plays bass with another, on the same guitar though, anyway just waiting to listen to his songs more..
Roger Wang
Another acoustic guitar player, a Sabahan i think cause he has a studio back there, and i did learn drums from his studio, and my dad just happens to buy his CD, and on that day he got an autographs, anyway his songs are awesome, though i never actually seen he plays, but he plays lots of acoustic songs, with no voice also, point of my title, there are several songs i like from his album Journey Home, The song i like the most is Arirang and While She Sleeps, the rest are okay but those two are my favorites.
But here's my problem with songs that has no voice, i'm listening to it right?, and i was feeling, wow this song is amazing, then i thought about it, how the hell am i gonna know who the artist is, since there's no voice, i do great on recognizing voice, but not so great on recognizing how the person plays the music, hmm maybe i should learn that, seriously, all my life i've been trying to search for the music i've like, like when you're in a mall, and you're listen to this great song, then you don't know who the artist is, and you're kinda stuck with words that he or she is singing, worst case scenario, the song is chinese, can't really find it, but eventually i did found the song, it's actually a song by Jay Chou, both of them i've searched for a pretty long time, anyway the song is called, Orange Jasmine something and Sweetness, don't know the chinese names for that song..
Songs with actual voice,
I don't know but, im a little bit on korean songs right now, damn influences..
The 2 most popular korean female group are probably Girls Generation and Wonder Girls, probably i don't know, first there was Wonder Girls, and they realize, what the hell five girls ain't enough, put on some more, than there's Girls Generation, what the hell there's nine girls how the hell am i gonna focus, anyway both of them are great, don't know why im saying that, but yeah they're girls what's not to like, girls who loves to move their body while singing their songs.
Another great artist, is Ingrid Michaelson, i think she's great personally, she has lots of weird song which makes her great, kind of her identity, but her songs are really awesome, from her first album called Girls And Boys, i like the songs titles Die alone, Overboard and of course, The way i am, she has lots of other great songs, but those are the best from the first album, she has lots of album, still waiting though..
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Feeling Good
There's a couple of thing that could make us feel good, for example, getting good grades on your education, meeting your love ones, and lots of other things, but it wouldn't last long, at some point, they will fade away, filling you with loneliness and hopeless, okay that's just depressing.
So today, what happened? i spent RM10 on foods, i shouldn't have, and i ate at night, i wouldn't normally do so, don't know what made me wanna eat at night, anyway, what's done is done, there's always tomorrow right?, didn't went to class due to laziness, actually it was a mistake, there's was a little bird who told that class was canceled cause of the whole meeting the head department, which we didn't go, thus we we're the only ones who didn't go. Damn, seriously ruining my perfect attendance..
Wish we could still get those, like my old school, i have a friend who was very high spirited, yet seem depressing, he was nice, and he always go to school like every friggin day, so he got a certificate for a perfect attendance, and the sad part is he didn't go to school to learn, just to waste time cause apparently, home was boring, yeah i think he's weird, i rather be home than school, don't get me wrong, i love school, sure there's friends, teacher and all sorts of crap, but there's also bullies, not that i was bullied till i get a traumatic experience, just hate that they had to do that, why can't we live amongst each other in peace and harmony?, Where's the humanity??, okay at some point they might have lost it, come one, smoking?,Drinking?, bullying?, friends manipulating you to do something you don't wanna do.
So yeah i rather be at home, you can eat whenever you want, don't have to deal with teachers, rather than bullies, well those days are over.
Still hoping so..
Just watched The Clash Of The Titans, to be honest, i prefer Percy Jackson, cause he's the same level, being a teenager and all of that, facing through the crisis, we face for being a teenager, okay might not be as cool as him, being a Demigod and all, but it's pretty cool i guess, it's like opening your imagination for us teenager, plus, Gemma Arterton looks so pale on TCOTT, seriously, i seriously prefer her on POP, cause she looks so tanned, and hot, come on, she's seriously hot tanned *Not a pervert, just admiring her*..
There's lots of things i would wish for,
like having the ability to download files faster, perhaps,
like my crazy idea, exercising to get the speed you need, like the more faster you exercise, the more speed you gain, it's an alternative to being stuck at your fixed internet connection.
Or my other crazy idea, don't work for life, don't have a career, just work whenever you need the money, like there's an agency to give you some work to do, nothing dirty though, give cool stuff like being a spy or something that out of the ordinary.
Remembering: Sheila On 7, Dan which means And, ahh, childhood... such painful memories.
So today, what happened? i spent RM10 on foods, i shouldn't have, and i ate at night, i wouldn't normally do so, don't know what made me wanna eat at night, anyway, what's done is done, there's always tomorrow right?, didn't went to class due to laziness, actually it was a mistake, there's was a little bird who told that class was canceled cause of the whole meeting the head department, which we didn't go, thus we we're the only ones who didn't go. Damn, seriously ruining my perfect attendance..
Wish we could still get those, like my old school, i have a friend who was very high spirited, yet seem depressing, he was nice, and he always go to school like every friggin day, so he got a certificate for a perfect attendance, and the sad part is he didn't go to school to learn, just to waste time cause apparently, home was boring, yeah i think he's weird, i rather be home than school, don't get me wrong, i love school, sure there's friends, teacher and all sorts of crap, but there's also bullies, not that i was bullied till i get a traumatic experience, just hate that they had to do that, why can't we live amongst each other in peace and harmony?, Where's the humanity??, okay at some point they might have lost it, come one, smoking?,Drinking?, bullying?, friends manipulating you to do something you don't wanna do.
So yeah i rather be at home, you can eat whenever you want, don't have to deal with teachers, rather than bullies, well those days are over.
Still hoping so..
Just watched The Clash Of The Titans, to be honest, i prefer Percy Jackson, cause he's the same level, being a teenager and all of that, facing through the crisis, we face for being a teenager, okay might not be as cool as him, being a Demigod and all, but it's pretty cool i guess, it's like opening your imagination for us teenager, plus, Gemma Arterton looks so pale on TCOTT, seriously, i seriously prefer her on POP, cause she looks so tanned, and hot, come on, she's seriously hot tanned *Not a pervert, just admiring her*..
There's lots of things i would wish for,
like having the ability to download files faster, perhaps,
like my crazy idea, exercising to get the speed you need, like the more faster you exercise, the more speed you gain, it's an alternative to being stuck at your fixed internet connection.
Or my other crazy idea, don't work for life, don't have a career, just work whenever you need the money, like there's an agency to give you some work to do, nothing dirty though, give cool stuff like being a spy or something that out of the ordinary.
Remembering: Sheila On 7, Dan which means And, ahh, childhood... such painful memories.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Is Waiting The Answer?
No im not talking bout the weird thing your thinking, talking bout stuff to buy, you see,i always like to buy stuff, if i could, the moment that thing released i would go ahead and snatch it, but i have another problem, i'm not that rich, nor am i that poor, i'm just normal, i buy stuff accordingly to my needs, but i seriously like stuff that can actually make me happy, momentarily, seriously, i have lots of experience based on stuff that you long for, and the moment you have it, it's like you could live knowing that you don't have it, but when you we're longing for it, feels like you're dying in some weird way. Example, My current phone is a Nokia 5530, reason for buying it, cause it's a touch screen phone, the price is reasonable, there's wi-fi, so yeah, i thought that that's the phone that i would love forever, wrong, at the moment i bought that phone, i learn some thing, that phone uses a resistive phone, meaning the touch experience gonna be sucky, and it has, kinda like the iPhone, cause of the capacitive thing, but i had a taste of the iPhone, and it seem so cool till you hold it, moments passed, and just like that, it's gone, the iPhone is a better phone for lots of reason, but after trying it, i mean i though i was suppose to feel something, like it's the incredible thing that has ever been made, maybe my expectation is too high, cause of the review people has given, my mind was set that it was suppose to be the greatest phone in the world, yeah so i though, i was gonna buy the iPhone 4, haha just a probability, after reading the review, knowing that it has dropped calls cause of the antenna being on the out side, i have second thoughts.
So here's something that is actually related to the title, Waiting, my mom always said this when im rushing on buying things, she says "There will always be more better and newer stuff if you wait", on some point she's right, like the Nokia N95, what the hell were they thinking?, After a couple of month of the release, Another phone called N95 8gb, came along, i mean, people who just bought the N95 is gonna be seriously pissed, don't know if they're still pissed, i could only imagine, but my uncle said some things too, he said "So till when are you gonna wait", that's a really good point, if you wait longer, things eventually are gonna get better, but old thing are gonna get cheaper, example time, The Nokia N97 was debut at RM3k, or less, what's the price now? i've lelonged it and i could get it as low as RM1.2K, that's like more than half the original price for the same friggin phone, yes it was predicted, kinda wish the iPhone would do the same, DAMN.
I'm not saying you should waste your money on every single thing you like, just wait, and wait for the right moment, wait for the right amount of time, and buy it, if you're rushing things, you're just gonna get sad after it's all over, our hearts can't control us!, can believe how my mom did it, but she's not naive, she's not materialistic, maybe i'm too much on my dad side..
Then again.
So here's something that is actually related to the title, Waiting, my mom always said this when im rushing on buying things, she says "There will always be more better and newer stuff if you wait", on some point she's right, like the Nokia N95, what the hell were they thinking?, After a couple of month of the release, Another phone called N95 8gb, came along, i mean, people who just bought the N95 is gonna be seriously pissed, don't know if they're still pissed, i could only imagine, but my uncle said some things too, he said "So till when are you gonna wait", that's a really good point, if you wait longer, things eventually are gonna get better, but old thing are gonna get cheaper, example time, The Nokia N97 was debut at RM3k, or less, what's the price now? i've lelonged it and i could get it as low as RM1.2K, that's like more than half the original price for the same friggin phone, yes it was predicted, kinda wish the iPhone would do the same, DAMN.
I'm not saying you should waste your money on every single thing you like, just wait, and wait for the right moment, wait for the right amount of time, and buy it, if you're rushing things, you're just gonna get sad after it's all over, our hearts can't control us!, can believe how my mom did it, but she's not naive, she's not materialistic, maybe i'm too much on my dad side..
Then again.
Craps I've Learn From The Internet..
I guess so, the internet has given us so many things that we didn't even dream of was possible till we seen it for ourselves, of course there's the bad part like, scam, virtual bullies and all sorts of crap, im just here to talk about what i've learned from the internet, okay it's not much but at it's something, like internet is basically sharing all across the globe, if we look carefully we might learn something, okay i learn this on youtube, it's call cubing, first time i saw it, don't have a clue how to solve it, then i watch it on youtube how to solve it, first day, epic fail, i couldn't get it solve so i kinda stopped learning it for a couple of days, after that i tried again, and this time i solve it, then i started stating down the formula to solve it, overall i learn how to solve a cube in a week, that's pretty impressive if you ask me, and im among the fastest cube solver in my class, not the school though, then again, i could probably beat those guys if i had a better cube, at that time i only had a crappy cube which used Vaseline to smooth it up, till nearly the end of school, i learn there's better stuff, called silicon spray, 10 times better than Vaseline, well that's about it.., although my cubing days is over, cause there's no one for me to compete here, but it was fun while it lasted, i remember browsing through google and youtube trying to find better and faster way to solve a cube, yeah it was fun, then there's the bigger cube, im not braggin but i learn how to solve that in a day from a friend, come on that's friggin fantastic, then i bought my own bigger cube, and yeah i got good at it, sadly i stopped it all, what else can i do, the only thing that made it fun, is sadly friends..
Well other than cubing, i also learn playing guitar on the internet, might sound hard but i did it, like the first time i hold a guitar, i can't really hold it properly, my finger can't even press the right strings, though im not as great as the other guitar player, but it's really cool to learn something by yourself through the internet. There's this site called Ultimate-Guitar.com, go ahead who knows maybe you'll learn something there too, basically, the site teaches you what string to press, it's a pretty cool website, just hope there's a site like that which teaches me piano, i've been trying to learn it since i layed my hands on it, and when the chance came, i had to go somewhere, CRAP, can't life be more easier?, sure im leaving for better stuff, but that's like my passion, music is... some would say their life, but yeah, i guess it is, if you can't feel anything anymore, listening helps, maybe not for everyone, but it sure helped me.
There's no other feeling like getting depressed while listening to depressing songs..
Well other than cubing, i also learn playing guitar on the internet, might sound hard but i did it, like the first time i hold a guitar, i can't really hold it properly, my finger can't even press the right strings, though im not as great as the other guitar player, but it's really cool to learn something by yourself through the internet. There's this site called Ultimate-Guitar.com, go ahead who knows maybe you'll learn something there too, basically, the site teaches you what string to press, it's a pretty cool website, just hope there's a site like that which teaches me piano, i've been trying to learn it since i layed my hands on it, and when the chance came, i had to go somewhere, CRAP, can't life be more easier?, sure im leaving for better stuff, but that's like my passion, music is... some would say their life, but yeah, i guess it is, if you can't feel anything anymore, listening helps, maybe not for everyone, but it sure helped me.
There's no other feeling like getting depressed while listening to depressing songs..
Monday, August 23, 2010
Stop Biting My Ass Off!
These couple of days has been the worse days of my life, well not much actually, life's pretty well, the only thing that's been bothering me is that, the stupid blood sucking insect kept biting me for couple of days now, and im seriously pissed off cause there's like four people in the room, why bite me when you can bite them? screw you mosquito, i friggin hate you, firstly you're itchy, secondly i actually have a chance to be murdered by insect, see how pathetic that is?, people got killed my knife or gun, i just don't wanna die by an insect bite, just being sarcastic, so, how's it's going, my life is, well same old same old, seen new movie though, it's called Tekken, might recognize it from the game, yeah i used to play it on my PS2, one of the best game i've played, even at that time it was still enjoyable, with Jin Kazama, the protagonist of the whole friggin movie, though the casting kinda suck, maybe the casting crew is the same as the Last Airbender, just saying random stuff here, haven't really seen The Last Airbender, don't know how it goes, but i heard lot's of people didn't quite like it, well just have to see for my self don't i?, i seriously wanna watch it, but i didn't have a chance, oh well, there'll be other movie.
Okay Tekken, firstly, some of the character does fit, like Eddie Gordo and Yoshimitsu, Yoshimitsu probably he had a friggin mask on..., but the other is just plain weird, Jin, he have this strange accent, i thought he was suppose to be asian, he kinda sound like Australian, then Heihachi, he supposed to look friggin scary, in the movie he just looks funny, an old guy with hairs on his side.., Okay one of the actress is hot, but that's just about it, yeah im bored..
Watching Bleach, one of my favorite anime, yeah i watch anime, most like any other anime watcher, but not a big fan of Naruto though, not such a fan of Bleach also but it's like the first Anime that i like, i've seen it when i was a kid, and it was kinda funny, that's what brought my attention to it, well naruto is also funny, i remember watching it, but nowadays it's kinda hard to get the source, not because i can't, but because, yeah i can't the internet is friggin stupid here, why can't you change?, i though the world is suppose to change? you call this change???...
Love, what is love, love is only a feeling - The Darkness.
Love can kill you, emotionally, love is what you have when you're with someone you care about, love is what drive you crazy, some people say love is blind, without a warning, you're falling, some say love is a cure, a cure for the heart, a cure for the feeling of missing someone, probably, not entirely sure of that...
So what is love?
is it when some says "I love you", some people say it, but i never actually heard people say, maybe it's not a big thing, but series tend to be overwhelming when it comes to love, they made us believe that saying the L word is friggin impossible, don't know what's that about, has something to do with their feeling or some sort.
Getting desperate then say "I can't live without you, i need you", damn it's just kills me, doesn't it?, How could something like that make someone as miserable like that, what's the world been into?
People fall in and out of love all the time.
When it's done, it's done, i'm outta here..
Okay Tekken, firstly, some of the character does fit, like Eddie Gordo and Yoshimitsu, Yoshimitsu probably he had a friggin mask on..., but the other is just plain weird, Jin, he have this strange accent, i thought he was suppose to be asian, he kinda sound like Australian, then Heihachi, he supposed to look friggin scary, in the movie he just looks funny, an old guy with hairs on his side.., Okay one of the actress is hot, but that's just about it, yeah im bored..
Watching Bleach, one of my favorite anime, yeah i watch anime, most like any other anime watcher, but not a big fan of Naruto though, not such a fan of Bleach also but it's like the first Anime that i like, i've seen it when i was a kid, and it was kinda funny, that's what brought my attention to it, well naruto is also funny, i remember watching it, but nowadays it's kinda hard to get the source, not because i can't, but because, yeah i can't the internet is friggin stupid here, why can't you change?, i though the world is suppose to change? you call this change???...
Love, what is love, love is only a feeling - The Darkness.
Love can kill you, emotionally, love is what you have when you're with someone you care about, love is what drive you crazy, some people say love is blind, without a warning, you're falling, some say love is a cure, a cure for the heart, a cure for the feeling of missing someone, probably, not entirely sure of that...
So what is love?
is it when some says "I love you", some people say it, but i never actually heard people say, maybe it's not a big thing, but series tend to be overwhelming when it comes to love, they made us believe that saying the L word is friggin impossible, don't know what's that about, has something to do with their feeling or some sort.
Getting desperate then say "I can't live without you, i need you", damn it's just kills me, doesn't it?, How could something like that make someone as miserable like that, what's the world been into?
People fall in and out of love all the time.
When it's done, it's done, i'm outta here..
Saturday, August 21, 2010
When The Moon Blocks The Sun
Is it too late to do a review now?, anyway im gonna start with what someone says on youtube, his name is Peter Chow or Chou, i always get confused, anyway couple of weeks back i saw his youtube, and he says this, The best part of Eclipse is when it's OVER, The best scene of Eclipse is THE HARRY POTTER TRAILER, im just capitalizing the letter to show the joke, come on that was funny.
So yesterday i went to some blogs, and it intrigue me to watch the movie, even if it was laying around in someone else place, anyway the part that intrigue me to watch it was the part when there was a flashbacks in the other character in Twilight, so yeah i did watch it yesterday, probably posted it on the last blog but i'll say it again, one of the best installment of Twilight.
Okay the beginning started just like the book, i haven't read the whole book though, i almost finish reading the second book which is New Moon, but i stopped at the Volturi, the i decided to watch the Movie instead, the same friggin thing, only that New Moon isn't as good as Twilight or Eclipse for me, but i did try to read Eclipse, but i only read few line, the starting line that is, Some say the world would end in fire, some say it would end in ice, kinda sounds like that, and when i saw the movie, well it wasn't the start, but it was after the start, the first scene was bout that kid Riley becoming a vampire, then she said in in the fields of flower with Edward.
Eclipse was generally better cause there was more action and a little bit of comedy,
But i seriously think Jacob does try a little too hard to prove his love to Bella, come one man, there's tons of chicks in the world, why do you have to pick the girl with a Vampire girlfriend??, okay it's just a movie, and that part is what makes the movie exciting, i don't wanna describe the whole movie so im just gonna talk bout some of my favorite part.
So this isn't my favorite scene, but i just don't understand it, it was the scene between Bella and her father, when he asked her to break up with him so that she could spent time with he other friends, i thought her father and Bella end up in good terms, so there was a lot of scene where Edward was unliking Jacob, Jacob does try his best to piss Edward off, and probably the best scene was on the hill where Jacob says "I am hotter than you", well that one thing but the other thing i like bout that scene is, after Bella is sound asleep, Jacob and Edward have their little moment between war, where there is a little part of Edward could still like Jacob even if he's a werewolf, but Jacob don't have the slightest.. Well they're working together anyway.
The flashbacks, yes i agree with some of it, it is good to see the other cullens flash backs, but too bad only two flashbacks are shown in Eclipse, Rosalie and Jasper, wish the other 4 could be shown, i don't know if they're doing it in Breaking Dawn or not, but i hope they do.
Jasper
he was different in Eclipse, so very different than both of the past installment.
Twilight, Jasper was silent, rarely said a word, so people don't have a clue bout him, New Moon, Jasper tried to kill Bella, so i guess everyone hated him there, But in Eclipse, he organize the battle strategies and he opened up his feelings and let Bella know how he was transformed to a Vampire, he was a soldier in the Confederate army, it was a little funny cause he speaks with a Texas accent, plus he has long cool hair.
The Jacob and Bella kiss
I guess there are a lot of misunderstanding in the scene, first of all, Bella didn't cheat on Edward, she was trying to take care of Jacob feelings i guess, he is one of her best friend, and Jacob is kinda pushing her to the edge, like she says these sweet words, and Jacob just kept repeating "Still Not Good Enough", what else could she do, at least she tried..
Kay, guess that's all i can remember, but one thing for sure, it's not gonna be my last time watching Eclipse, gonna watch it lots more probably, just like i watch Percy Jackson, the most awesome Teen Movie Series after Harry Potter, i do like Harry Potter for the first four installments, after that i just kinda lost it, cause after Goblet of fire, it was plain confusing and i can't remember it, plus there's nothing exciting anymore, magic remains magic.
So yesterday i went to some blogs, and it intrigue me to watch the movie, even if it was laying around in someone else place, anyway the part that intrigue me to watch it was the part when there was a flashbacks in the other character in Twilight, so yeah i did watch it yesterday, probably posted it on the last blog but i'll say it again, one of the best installment of Twilight.
Okay the beginning started just like the book, i haven't read the whole book though, i almost finish reading the second book which is New Moon, but i stopped at the Volturi, the i decided to watch the Movie instead, the same friggin thing, only that New Moon isn't as good as Twilight or Eclipse for me, but i did try to read Eclipse, but i only read few line, the starting line that is, Some say the world would end in fire, some say it would end in ice, kinda sounds like that, and when i saw the movie, well it wasn't the start, but it was after the start, the first scene was bout that kid Riley becoming a vampire, then she said in in the fields of flower with Edward.
Eclipse was generally better cause there was more action and a little bit of comedy,
But i seriously think Jacob does try a little too hard to prove his love to Bella, come one man, there's tons of chicks in the world, why do you have to pick the girl with a Vampire girlfriend??, okay it's just a movie, and that part is what makes the movie exciting, i don't wanna describe the whole movie so im just gonna talk bout some of my favorite part.
So this isn't my favorite scene, but i just don't understand it, it was the scene between Bella and her father, when he asked her to break up with him so that she could spent time with he other friends, i thought her father and Bella end up in good terms, so there was a lot of scene where Edward was unliking Jacob, Jacob does try his best to piss Edward off, and probably the best scene was on the hill where Jacob says "I am hotter than you", well that one thing but the other thing i like bout that scene is, after Bella is sound asleep, Jacob and Edward have their little moment between war, where there is a little part of Edward could still like Jacob even if he's a werewolf, but Jacob don't have the slightest.. Well they're working together anyway.
The flashbacks, yes i agree with some of it, it is good to see the other cullens flash backs, but too bad only two flashbacks are shown in Eclipse, Rosalie and Jasper, wish the other 4 could be shown, i don't know if they're doing it in Breaking Dawn or not, but i hope they do.
Jasper
he was different in Eclipse, so very different than both of the past installment.
Twilight, Jasper was silent, rarely said a word, so people don't have a clue bout him, New Moon, Jasper tried to kill Bella, so i guess everyone hated him there, But in Eclipse, he organize the battle strategies and he opened up his feelings and let Bella know how he was transformed to a Vampire, he was a soldier in the Confederate army, it was a little funny cause he speaks with a Texas accent, plus he has long cool hair.
The Jacob and Bella kiss
I guess there are a lot of misunderstanding in the scene, first of all, Bella didn't cheat on Edward, she was trying to take care of Jacob feelings i guess, he is one of her best friend, and Jacob is kinda pushing her to the edge, like she says these sweet words, and Jacob just kept repeating "Still Not Good Enough", what else could she do, at least she tried..
Kay, guess that's all i can remember, but one thing for sure, it's not gonna be my last time watching Eclipse, gonna watch it lots more probably, just like i watch Percy Jackson, the most awesome Teen Movie Series after Harry Potter, i do like Harry Potter for the first four installments, after that i just kinda lost it, cause after Goblet of fire, it was plain confusing and i can't remember it, plus there's nothing exciting anymore, magic remains magic.
Friday, August 20, 2010
I'm So Friggin Tired
I just finished watching Twilight Saga: Eclipse, like finally, i mean the movies been out for couple of months now and i've only been watching it now, i was like whaaaaaa???
anyway, i do enjoy the movie, i really really do, i think it's great, and i do agree that it's the best installment so far, personally, Twilight and Eclipse are the best installment i've seen, Twilight mainly because it was the beginning, and you kinda learn about what they are and what they can do, Eclipse mainly cause there's more action, romance and a little bit of comedy, Jakob: "I am hotter than you ", yeah that is hilarious, though i think Jacob is trying a little too hard to make Bella love him, talk about unconditional love..
But it was pretty enjoyable, im pretty sure everyone who seen it agrees with me, as for the fourth installment Breaking Dawn, i kinda understand about why Jacob like Edward and Bella daughter, there was a scene in Eclipse which is important to that part, the part where he says the destiny part, where he is destined to be with Bella, probably the thing happened to him and their daughter..
Overall, the movie was easy to understand, there's no hidden part, all truth and nothing but the truth, it's a shame though that Victoria actress was changed, don't know what happened to the original actress, maybe something happen, but the new actress played by Bryce Dallas Howard, wow i remembered her name, mostly cause she also acted in Spiderman 2, she just look strange, the old actress was better i think cause when you see her face, you know that she's a villain, or a bad person, but the new one you kinda pity her face, she looks sad.
Well im off to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Gonna post full review tomorrow, till then.
anyway, i do enjoy the movie, i really really do, i think it's great, and i do agree that it's the best installment so far, personally, Twilight and Eclipse are the best installment i've seen, Twilight mainly because it was the beginning, and you kinda learn about what they are and what they can do, Eclipse mainly cause there's more action, romance and a little bit of comedy, Jakob: "I am hotter than you ", yeah that is hilarious, though i think Jacob is trying a little too hard to make Bella love him, talk about unconditional love..
But it was pretty enjoyable, im pretty sure everyone who seen it agrees with me, as for the fourth installment Breaking Dawn, i kinda understand about why Jacob like Edward and Bella daughter, there was a scene in Eclipse which is important to that part, the part where he says the destiny part, where he is destined to be with Bella, probably the thing happened to him and their daughter..
Overall, the movie was easy to understand, there's no hidden part, all truth and nothing but the truth, it's a shame though that Victoria actress was changed, don't know what happened to the original actress, maybe something happen, but the new actress played by Bryce Dallas Howard, wow i remembered her name, mostly cause she also acted in Spiderman 2, she just look strange, the old actress was better i think cause when you see her face, you know that she's a villain, or a bad person, but the new one you kinda pity her face, she looks sad.
Well im off to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep
Gonna post full review tomorrow, till then.
Instant Noodles
There lots of instant noodles out there, the most notable instant noodle is for sure Maggi, don't know when it is made, but i heard from my dad that it was created by a man from japan, thus, the creation of instant noodles is directly from Ramen only that Ramen serve more better than an instant noodle can, haven't taste real Ramen though, but i tasted the generic and it's the best friggin Instant Noodle i've ever tasted, so i don't know, maybe one day i would have the chance to eat a real Ramen, hopefully in japan too, Just looking through someone's blog and there's a picture of Ramen, sure looks delicious, feel a little bit guilty, cause i want it so bad, but i can wait, at least for another week or more, when i go back, im gonna release my hunger to all the instant noodles, im sorry but i have to, i haven't ate instant noodle for over a month, since the water heater incident, so i think i owed it to my self to at least eat couple of instant noodles before i come back to Mukah, just hope that my weight don't gain much more than it should.
Anyway speaking of instant noodles, im gonna talk bout some of my favorite brands and flavors of instant noodles, don't have a reason, just feel like doing it, and im out of topic to talk about..
First of all, Maggi, some of my favorite are curry flavor, i remember when i was still in school, after finish school i would cook two packets of curry flavored maggi, with eggs, that was when i still live in my old house, when i still have a wok to cook in, after leaving the house, the only thing that can be cook in is a convention oven, oven, heater and a steamboat that also act as a cooker, in other words you can fry anything you want in it, only that it's a lil bit slower though it does work, my mom cooks in it and it still taste delicious, really love my mom soup, used to eat a lot when i was a kid, i would finish all the rice and add it with the soup, the best friggin food i've ever ate.
So curry, i like it cause of it's taste, and when i cook in a wok, the soupy maggi kinda became fried noodle, but it still taste good though, other than that i also like Tom Yam Flavor, although i just liked it last semester, i kinda hate it at first cause i remember when i was a kid i use to visit my cousin grandmother house, and her aunt cook me the exact maggi with Tom Yam flavor, cause it was the only flavor left, and i ate it, but i couldn't handle the taste, i was friggin sweating cause it was too spicy, but i don't know why but i tried it last semester, and all is good, and it's one of my favorite, i remember last semester i cook it with an egg then i would put some fried red onion, taste delicious.
There are lots of other brand, and one of my favorite is none other than Pama, it's is my favorite thin type of noodle, it's a soft noodle i guess, taste great cause there's black pepper, dried chilli, and i would cook an egg and the most awesome noodle i've ever tasted, okay i like it so much is that a crime?
Ramen, it's kinda new to me too, but i like it the first moment i tasted it, i like the Myojo Kim-chi Ramen, my favorite part of it was it's noodle, the noodle is far more bigger than your regular instant noodle, and i like it with the right amount of water volume, when it's just right with the noodle flow, when the noodle is all big, and you take a sip of the soup, damn i missed eating them..
I hardly notice any Americans eating instant noodles, like in movies or in any video, maybe it's only people of Asia eating instant noodles, but they taste great no doubt, the only type of noodle i saw American eat is Spaghetti, i don't think Spaghetti count as noodle, obviously cause it's harder to cook, you seriously need real hot water to cook it and it's a lil bit hard to prepare, it's not as easy as instant noodle, thus the name of instant noodle is because it's easier to prepare and it's cheap. But i do like spaghetti cause of the sauce, like the tomato sauce, i remember during one of my birthday my mom would cook spaghetti, and it's the greatest home made spaghetti i've tasted so far, in the sauce was tomato sauce, chilli sauce, sausages, button mushrooms, corn beef, black pepper, and onion i guess, wish i could just taste it one more..
guess that much about my favorite instant noodle, as for spaghetti, it's just one of my favorite Italian cuisine, maybe i post other favorite Italian cuisine some other time..
A little note i wrote, hey that rhymes..
depression is like having nothing to care about, you're already depressed, what else can you care about?
Happiness is like, having a care for the world, in other words you're kinda selfish.
Conclusion, i think i'm gonna choose depression, cause it's easy and you're not selfish or anything, it's just better i guess, probably not for everyone.
And one mans happiness is another man misery..
Anyway speaking of instant noodles, im gonna talk bout some of my favorite brands and flavors of instant noodles, don't have a reason, just feel like doing it, and im out of topic to talk about..
First of all, Maggi, some of my favorite are curry flavor, i remember when i was still in school, after finish school i would cook two packets of curry flavored maggi, with eggs, that was when i still live in my old house, when i still have a wok to cook in, after leaving the house, the only thing that can be cook in is a convention oven, oven, heater and a steamboat that also act as a cooker, in other words you can fry anything you want in it, only that it's a lil bit slower though it does work, my mom cooks in it and it still taste delicious, really love my mom soup, used to eat a lot when i was a kid, i would finish all the rice and add it with the soup, the best friggin food i've ever ate.
So curry, i like it cause of it's taste, and when i cook in a wok, the soupy maggi kinda became fried noodle, but it still taste good though, other than that i also like Tom Yam Flavor, although i just liked it last semester, i kinda hate it at first cause i remember when i was a kid i use to visit my cousin grandmother house, and her aunt cook me the exact maggi with Tom Yam flavor, cause it was the only flavor left, and i ate it, but i couldn't handle the taste, i was friggin sweating cause it was too spicy, but i don't know why but i tried it last semester, and all is good, and it's one of my favorite, i remember last semester i cook it with an egg then i would put some fried red onion, taste delicious.
There are lots of other brand, and one of my favorite is none other than Pama, it's is my favorite thin type of noodle, it's a soft noodle i guess, taste great cause there's black pepper, dried chilli, and i would cook an egg and the most awesome noodle i've ever tasted, okay i like it so much is that a crime?
Ramen, it's kinda new to me too, but i like it the first moment i tasted it, i like the Myojo Kim-chi Ramen, my favorite part of it was it's noodle, the noodle is far more bigger than your regular instant noodle, and i like it with the right amount of water volume, when it's just right with the noodle flow, when the noodle is all big, and you take a sip of the soup, damn i missed eating them..
I hardly notice any Americans eating instant noodles, like in movies or in any video, maybe it's only people of Asia eating instant noodles, but they taste great no doubt, the only type of noodle i saw American eat is Spaghetti, i don't think Spaghetti count as noodle, obviously cause it's harder to cook, you seriously need real hot water to cook it and it's a lil bit hard to prepare, it's not as easy as instant noodle, thus the name of instant noodle is because it's easier to prepare and it's cheap. But i do like spaghetti cause of the sauce, like the tomato sauce, i remember during one of my birthday my mom would cook spaghetti, and it's the greatest home made spaghetti i've tasted so far, in the sauce was tomato sauce, chilli sauce, sausages, button mushrooms, corn beef, black pepper, and onion i guess, wish i could just taste it one more..
guess that much about my favorite instant noodle, as for spaghetti, it's just one of my favorite Italian cuisine, maybe i post other favorite Italian cuisine some other time..
A little note i wrote, hey that rhymes..
depression is like having nothing to care about, you're already depressed, what else can you care about?
Happiness is like, having a care for the world, in other words you're kinda selfish.
Conclusion, i think i'm gonna choose depression, cause it's easy and you're not selfish or anything, it's just better i guess, probably not for everyone.
And one mans happiness is another man misery..
Something To Look Forward To
So it's gonna be bout 2 more weeks till i go back, not for semester end break, but just plainly semester break and Raya break, like there's so much to look forward to especially when you're a tech lover, i love technology mainly cause it's keeps growing every 3 month, there's always gonna be something new, something better, and something to look forward to, that's technology, anyway im just happy to know some of the things that i'll be able to own, firstly im gonna ask bout that laptop, hopefully i could get it cheap, not that i need it, but i just think it's a great opportunity to buy one, cause of it's specs, and i'll be giving my old one to my mom, that way we could video chat, plus mine is small so my mom could bring it anywhere she goes, then there's the A-pad, not exactly your iPad per se, but it does the job just perfectly, plus it's cheap, sure the memory is only 2GB, but functions bout the same i guess, only less greater, just be thankful for what you've got, gonna bring that wherever i go cause it's small, then there's the 256GB thunmbdrive, think it's the best for me since im running out of storage both on my netbook and hard disk..
Plus, that's a friggin big thumbdrive, so be proud a little bit.. life don't go easy on all occasion.
And the last thing is that im gonna meet my parents, surely i miss them and they missed me to, i think that's about that, ooh yeah, there's gonna be a wedding in Labuan and hopefully i would go there since it's break and it's been a while since i went to Labuan, the land of Alcoholics and Choco Addicts go. Seriously the island of suffering, just joking, i think my family rarely goes there because it's an island, meaning it's near the sea, meaning it's gonna be hot all the friggin time, To be honest i don't really feel that hot when i used to go there, but who knows, maybe Global warming is getting worse and i'll get the chance to feel what they're feeling, the same reason why my family doesn't like to go to Lahad Datu, per se, maybe if it was snowing there, my whole family would go there every chance they got, kinda like Kundasang only that place is cold, guess that's it, mission accomplished.
Plus, that's a friggin big thumbdrive, so be proud a little bit.. life don't go easy on all occasion.
And the last thing is that im gonna meet my parents, surely i miss them and they missed me to, i think that's about that, ooh yeah, there's gonna be a wedding in Labuan and hopefully i would go there since it's break and it's been a while since i went to Labuan, the land of Alcoholics and Choco Addicts go. Seriously the island of suffering, just joking, i think my family rarely goes there because it's an island, meaning it's near the sea, meaning it's gonna be hot all the friggin time, To be honest i don't really feel that hot when i used to go there, but who knows, maybe Global warming is getting worse and i'll get the chance to feel what they're feeling, the same reason why my family doesn't like to go to Lahad Datu, per se, maybe if it was snowing there, my whole family would go there every chance they got, kinda like Kundasang only that place is cold, guess that's it, mission accomplished.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Slapped!
There's no greater physical pain than the pain of getting slapped on the face, i don't even know why the hell im doing this, i guess it's boring, so im gonna try my best to try to describe the best i can how bad it feels to get slapped in the face.
I'm pretty sure everyone has their fair share of getting right on the face, i surely don't remember mine, okay maybe i do, see when i was small, you know when you were a kid and you didn't know any crap about anything, so i was with my uncle at that time, and he was calling someone, and i don't know what, this story goes back couple of months before or more, i have this friend you see, you could say he's a lil bit crazy, and probably the bravest kid i've know, his name is Anderson, don't know where he is now, but he's also strange, any way he thought me one chinese word, don't know what it means, but somehow i remembered, but i don't remembered that word now, anyway my uncle was calling someone, and i was bored, looking around the walls beside me, so out of nowhere unintentionally, i've said the word, then my uncle look straight in my eye and slapped me, okay it was painful cause i remembered storming down stairs and crying, but later my uncle came to apologize for slapping me, and he kinda explain to me why he slapped me, but can't remember.. I've probably got slapped more times after that but i don't remember, well anyway...
So the feeling of getting slapped, Firstly your cheek is very big i guess, it's the biggest part of your face probably, and it's pretty clear, you can even pinch you cheek, so when someone put their hands on your face by swinging it so friggin hard, your veins inside you cheek tends to burst with blood flowing fast and, eventually turn red and leave a slap mark, the pain is surprisingly hurt till you can cry, seriously you see any bad kids do something bad, then their parents immediately slapped them? What they do after that, surely they will cry, and that's just a kid, even for us it's painful, so can you imagine how much more powerful pain a slapped could be to a child? You do the math, but i'm pretty sure it's painful, some children even hate their parents after getting slapped, so to all parents, have patience, don't slap you child for every single thing they've done wrong, im sure you've done something wrong too in your past, the best way is to advice them i guess, but if they step on you head, i guess you don't have any choice but to slap your child.. Just don't slap them if they're innocent..
I'm pretty sure everyone has their fair share of getting right on the face, i surely don't remember mine, okay maybe i do, see when i was small, you know when you were a kid and you didn't know any crap about anything, so i was with my uncle at that time, and he was calling someone, and i don't know what, this story goes back couple of months before or more, i have this friend you see, you could say he's a lil bit crazy, and probably the bravest kid i've know, his name is Anderson, don't know where he is now, but he's also strange, any way he thought me one chinese word, don't know what it means, but somehow i remembered, but i don't remembered that word now, anyway my uncle was calling someone, and i was bored, looking around the walls beside me, so out of nowhere unintentionally, i've said the word, then my uncle look straight in my eye and slapped me, okay it was painful cause i remembered storming down stairs and crying, but later my uncle came to apologize for slapping me, and he kinda explain to me why he slapped me, but can't remember.. I've probably got slapped more times after that but i don't remember, well anyway...
So the feeling of getting slapped, Firstly your cheek is very big i guess, it's the biggest part of your face probably, and it's pretty clear, you can even pinch you cheek, so when someone put their hands on your face by swinging it so friggin hard, your veins inside you cheek tends to burst with blood flowing fast and, eventually turn red and leave a slap mark, the pain is surprisingly hurt till you can cry, seriously you see any bad kids do something bad, then their parents immediately slapped them? What they do after that, surely they will cry, and that's just a kid, even for us it's painful, so can you imagine how much more powerful pain a slapped could be to a child? You do the math, but i'm pretty sure it's painful, some children even hate their parents after getting slapped, so to all parents, have patience, don't slap you child for every single thing they've done wrong, im sure you've done something wrong too in your past, the best way is to advice them i guess, but if they step on you head, i guess you don't have any choice but to slap your child.. Just don't slap them if they're innocent..
Imaginary
When you were small, as a kid, have you ever had an imaginary friend? I don't know if imaginary friends are real or not, cause you see them in cartoons when you were small and you wish that you do have an imaginary friend, someone to talk to whenever you want..
Growing up i don't have an imaginary friend, but i do have my thoughts, i remember i constantly talk to my thoughts, just like regular talking, the weird thing is that it actually talks back, probably just me, i remember calling my thought Sonic, cause i was in to Sonic the hedgehog at that time, can't recall what i talk about with my thoughts, but now it's gone..
But seriously, have you heard your thought yourself? I've heard mine and it sounds like a guy, as im typing i could hear him talking what im typing, i just wish i could talk as good as my though does, cause i think i would speak better if my thoughts can talk, it's really depressing when you don't sound like your thoughts, kinda wish that i sound like my thoughts but i sound nothing like my thoughts.
So have a try, listen to your thoughts, who knows maybe he/she would be your friend, yeah i'm talking like im depress or something, maybe i am, maybe im not who knows??.
So just found something interesting, there's this Thumbdrive from Kingston, the capacity is quite awesome, it's 256GB of storage, my current Thumbdrive only holds 16GB of storage, see the big difference, but the price is kinda expensive too, i look into it at Lelong and it cost about RM2k, but yesterday my dad called me and told me that i could get it much cheaper, i don't know but that made my day, and im ordering 2, okay enough.
Growing up i don't have an imaginary friend, but i do have my thoughts, i remember i constantly talk to my thoughts, just like regular talking, the weird thing is that it actually talks back, probably just me, i remember calling my thought Sonic, cause i was in to Sonic the hedgehog at that time, can't recall what i talk about with my thoughts, but now it's gone..
But seriously, have you heard your thought yourself? I've heard mine and it sounds like a guy, as im typing i could hear him talking what im typing, i just wish i could talk as good as my though does, cause i think i would speak better if my thoughts can talk, it's really depressing when you don't sound like your thoughts, kinda wish that i sound like my thoughts but i sound nothing like my thoughts.
So have a try, listen to your thoughts, who knows maybe he/she would be your friend, yeah i'm talking like im depress or something, maybe i am, maybe im not who knows??.
So just found something interesting, there's this Thumbdrive from Kingston, the capacity is quite awesome, it's 256GB of storage, my current Thumbdrive only holds 16GB of storage, see the big difference, but the price is kinda expensive too, i look into it at Lelong and it cost about RM2k, but yesterday my dad called me and told me that i could get it much cheaper, i don't know but that made my day, and im ordering 2, okay enough.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
I Need Something
I need a song to cheer me up, feeling down is another thing, but it's empty, today it rained, i slept in the afternoon after class, it was freezing, probably a good chance to sleep, after afternoon, it became hot again like always, just wish that the rain won't leave me, i seriously need you right now, i don't care if it floods, i just need your comforting weather, i feel safer when im cold, i don't even care if i got sick from bathing in your water, i was bothered for awhile there.. So yeah, even if you spit at me i wouldn't close the windows, cause i love how it waters,
talking bout rain back there..
I've been doing nothing but slacking and sulking off my agony..
can't say anything more, just gonna make me wept in my own sorrows.
talking bout rain back there..
I've been doing nothing but slacking and sulking off my agony..
can't say anything more, just gonna make me wept in my own sorrows.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Breathe After Cry
Taylor Swift is a good artist isn't she?, i don't know but if she isn't, then why the hell did she won all those Grammy awards? i guess that proves one thing, that she is, anyway from her Sophomore album called Fearless, her songs are all great if you're really into her, like she has lots of good music in that album, and they all sound good, my favorites are Breathe which is written by her and Colbie Caillat, i think they are great combination, The Best Day, she talks about having the best day with her father, her father has always been supportive and taken care of her when she got bullied..
Can't wait for her next album i guess, probably be even better... she's amazing no doubt..
Kelly Clarkson, she's the 1st American Idol winner, and she has lots of album now, and the latest is All I Ever Wanted, listened to it and i do like few of her songs, not all like Taylor Swift right there, but Kelly does have superior voice, I like her song called cry cause she sings so heavily in there, she put so much emotion on that songs, one of the reason that i like her and her songs, also she does have fun to listen songs like I Do Not Hook Up and My Life Would Suck Without You, but one thing is weird though, on her video for My Life Would Suck Without You, she's pretty weird cause she kept shaking like she got Parkinson disease or something, i don't know what it is, is it intentional or unintentional, but it's weird, just pointing that out...
Okay, works done, guess there's nothing left to do but sleep..
Can't wait for her next album i guess, probably be even better... she's amazing no doubt..
Kelly Clarkson, she's the 1st American Idol winner, and she has lots of album now, and the latest is All I Ever Wanted, listened to it and i do like few of her songs, not all like Taylor Swift right there, but Kelly does have superior voice, I like her song called cry cause she sings so heavily in there, she put so much emotion on that songs, one of the reason that i like her and her songs, also she does have fun to listen songs like I Do Not Hook Up and My Life Would Suck Without You, but one thing is weird though, on her video for My Life Would Suck Without You, she's pretty weird cause she kept shaking like she got Parkinson disease or something, i don't know what it is, is it intentional or unintentional, but it's weird, just pointing that out...
Okay, works done, guess there's nothing left to do but sleep..
Lazy Monday
It's the first day of the week, and today my head was just so heavy, probably from all the massive sleeping i've been doing on the weekends, i sleep like a baby on the weekends, feeling like there's nothing that can scare me away, but seriously i shouldn't be sleeping that much, my life isn't that busy, should use it for something important like watching movies and read crap from the internet, okay joking aside, like use my time wisely and all sorts of crap, maybe i should, if only i could force my self to do so, nothing much happened today, just that we were informed that all the friggin exams are coming up soon before the holiday, anyway they just wanna take the thrill of holiday away from me, seriously don't know what im gonna do when i come back later, wish there was something to look forward to back home, okay seeing your parents is something to look forward to, spending time with them, knowing how they are, but maybe i play it too safe, i didn't have lots of friends back at school cause i didn't wanna get in to any of the bad things that i saw lots of people are easily influenced by their friends like smoking, hanging out, and lots of other crap, so i've just been a good boy and stay home for the most part, looking back, i should've found a friend that was always there i guess, yes it's weird not to have friends, but that's life, for me for the very least..
I seem to write lots of stuff, and sometimes i got carried away.. and write stuff that isn't what i meant to type..
Oh yeah, almost forgot, today i had tons of fun surfing the internet in my school lab, the internet was friggin fast, and they use Linux OS, which im still not sure but there's a high possibility that their internet connection is making it fast, im just assuming that Linux OS made it fast, but i could be wrong, the last time i tried to install a Linux OS, i end up losing all my files in my laptop, that's because i don't how to install the friggin thing, but Linux is pretty awesome i guess, and mostly it's free, so if you don't mind not using Windows go ahead use Linux..
so the line of the day would be, just thought of this today..
All you wanted is to make me happy
But all you've done is making me feel crappy
Yes crappy, like the jokes in one of Friends episode, it was christmas and they say "Have a lousy Christmas and a Crappy New Year"
yeah that makes me laugh.
I seem to write lots of stuff, and sometimes i got carried away.. and write stuff that isn't what i meant to type..
Oh yeah, almost forgot, today i had tons of fun surfing the internet in my school lab, the internet was friggin fast, and they use Linux OS, which im still not sure but there's a high possibility that their internet connection is making it fast, im just assuming that Linux OS made it fast, but i could be wrong, the last time i tried to install a Linux OS, i end up losing all my files in my laptop, that's because i don't how to install the friggin thing, but Linux is pretty awesome i guess, and mostly it's free, so if you don't mind not using Windows go ahead use Linux..
so the line of the day would be, just thought of this today..
All you wanted is to make me happy
But all you've done is making me feel crappy
Yes crappy, like the jokes in one of Friends episode, it was christmas and they say "Have a lousy Christmas and a Crappy New Year"
yeah that makes me laugh.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
The All-American Approves
One of my favorite band is The All-American Rejects, i'm just sorting songs right now, cause for the past few days just have been listening to all sorts of songs, old and new, hip and pop, High and low, so today i picked The All-American Reject cause i heard my friend listening to them, so i decided too, but he's listening to the second album, and im listening to the First which is their self-titled album, you can notice the difference between the first and second album, cause the first album, Tyson Ritter sings like a British guy, and the second is American, but hey that's just my opinion, All the great songs like Swing Swing,My Paper Heart, Time Stands Still.
As for the third album i like lots of songs in that album like I Wanna, Mona Lisa, Where The Wind Blows, Back To Me, yeah cool songs they have.
Gives You Hell is high, i mean Tyson singing, he sings so high in that song, lots of people say he's a good singer and honestly i agree, but i prefer I Wanna more to Gives You Hell, cause I Wanna just speaks Love, and Gives You Hell is hatred, plus i love I Wanna rhyming, and i like the ending of that songs, where the whole part he sings it moderately and at the end he sings it high, yeah like it that way.
Kami, it's not the greatest show but it's okay, it's a show from Malaysia bout friends, teenage friends that is, wish i had friends like that, One guy and 3 girls, okay so one of the girls is his cousin, im cool with that, then it's family and friends, which is more better i guess, kinda like we're looking for each other, but the only friends i got is me, myself and i, okay so i have some friends, guess i'll take what i got..
I like it cause they speak english, well not a lot that is, plus the girls are kinda cool, hot and that's pretty much what i got..
Going study now, pretty much wasted the whole day watching useless crap..
life as it is, is life itself..
As for the third album i like lots of songs in that album like I Wanna, Mona Lisa, Where The Wind Blows, Back To Me, yeah cool songs they have.
Gives You Hell is high, i mean Tyson singing, he sings so high in that song, lots of people say he's a good singer and honestly i agree, but i prefer I Wanna more to Gives You Hell, cause I Wanna just speaks Love, and Gives You Hell is hatred, plus i love I Wanna rhyming, and i like the ending of that songs, where the whole part he sings it moderately and at the end he sings it high, yeah like it that way.
Kami, it's not the greatest show but it's okay, it's a show from Malaysia bout friends, teenage friends that is, wish i had friends like that, One guy and 3 girls, okay so one of the girls is his cousin, im cool with that, then it's family and friends, which is more better i guess, kinda like we're looking for each other, but the only friends i got is me, myself and i, okay so i have some friends, guess i'll take what i got..
I like it cause they speak english, well not a lot that is, plus the girls are kinda cool, hot and that's pretty much what i got..
Going study now, pretty much wasted the whole day watching useless crap..
life as it is, is life itself..
Saturday, August 14, 2010
Chillies? GIMME SOME!
Chillies are the best vegetable i've ever had, aside from cabbage, eggplant, and lots of other.
Here's why i like chilli, from all those vegetables that we eat, it's the only vegetable that can make you cry if you eat too much of it, probably the only vegetable that could even kill you, hmm dangerous, anyway i like it cause it gives a strike in your tongue when you eat it, just came back from lunch and there was chilli in my food, LIKE.
Also during weekdays on break, i have fried rice with anchovies and CHILLIES, LIKE.
I LIKE CHILLIES, just wanna point it out, i remember when i was at school, and i bought a fried noodle, and i pour some of crush chillies, don't know what it's called, but it's chillies being crush and it's watery, and taste a lil bit sour, i guess you can say that it's a home made Tobasco, only that Tobasco add lots of vinegar, like Pizza with Tobasco, serious thrills in my lips, ate it till can eat no more..
Anyway as i pour the chilli, i dropped it too much and the fried noodle end up being "Mee Goreng Basah Pedas", i remember i force myself into eating it, infront of some people and my face imediately turn red, i was still okay but after i finished it, tears just went down my face, and i was sweaty as hell, you could say that it was tears of joy, and every time i eat Fried Noodle, i always put crush chillies in it, cause of the taste, there's like no other.
And for our school ICT week, some of the student put out some ideas of Eating King, which is the person who eats the most is the king, but there's a catch, they have to eat Donut, usually people use corn or hot dogs, but i guess we're under budget, so Donut, no big deal right?, there's a secret, they will put chillies in them, sounds tempting, but the slot is only open for 30 people, don't think i'll join, cause that screams out suicide very loudly to me, eating chilli??, Chillies with food = Good, chillies stuffed in donut and eating a lot of it = Suicide..
yeah so okay now
Here's why i like chilli, from all those vegetables that we eat, it's the only vegetable that can make you cry if you eat too much of it, probably the only vegetable that could even kill you, hmm dangerous, anyway i like it cause it gives a strike in your tongue when you eat it, just came back from lunch and there was chilli in my food, LIKE.
Also during weekdays on break, i have fried rice with anchovies and CHILLIES, LIKE.
I LIKE CHILLIES, just wanna point it out, i remember when i was at school, and i bought a fried noodle, and i pour some of crush chillies, don't know what it's called, but it's chillies being crush and it's watery, and taste a lil bit sour, i guess you can say that it's a home made Tobasco, only that Tobasco add lots of vinegar, like Pizza with Tobasco, serious thrills in my lips, ate it till can eat no more..
Anyway as i pour the chilli, i dropped it too much and the fried noodle end up being "Mee Goreng Basah Pedas", i remember i force myself into eating it, infront of some people and my face imediately turn red, i was still okay but after i finished it, tears just went down my face, and i was sweaty as hell, you could say that it was tears of joy, and every time i eat Fried Noodle, i always put crush chillies in it, cause of the taste, there's like no other.
And for our school ICT week, some of the student put out some ideas of Eating King, which is the person who eats the most is the king, but there's a catch, they have to eat Donut, usually people use corn or hot dogs, but i guess we're under budget, so Donut, no big deal right?, there's a secret, they will put chillies in them, sounds tempting, but the slot is only open for 30 people, don't think i'll join, cause that screams out suicide very loudly to me, eating chilli??, Chillies with food = Good, chillies stuffed in donut and eating a lot of it = Suicide..
yeah so okay now
Clueless About Life
Remember when you're young? you were probably clueless, you didn't know anything, what you were, and what you're doing most of the time, as you grow you learn, from time to time, being human as they say, then you do some bad things, which is called mistakes, then they try to tell you not to do it again, somehow it slips, things happen or as they say Crap happens, but you promised yourself that you wouldn't do it again, that's the most important thing, knowing what's wrong and what's right, that's what differentiate us from Animal and Human Being, but somehow, some people behave like animal by doing all the wrong thing which eventually people called them animals, That mistakes is big and unforgivable, so all im saying is be careful for your life, the life you once know might be taken by one mistakes, one big miss is all it takes.
I was clueless too when i was a kid, not that i did anything wrong back then or now, im normal, live a normal life, going to class, but here's what i remember when i was clueless, when i was a kid probably 3 or 4, i used to watch television with my mom, we sat on a chair while watching a cartoon, don't remember what the cartoon is called but there was a big red shoe where everyone lives in, i also remembered mimicking Chef Wan on his show cause he always says "Pompuan" which means girls, i kinda got mad cause he says that even though im not a girl, little did i know that most people who watch his shows are woman, see clueless..
I remember trying to stop doing wrong things, i used to argue a lot with my parents, so i tried to stop my mouth from opening, cause every time i opened it, that's when the arguing starts, cause normally i would disagree with my parents, i have one cousin, and she listens to her mother well, but i kinda feel sad for her cause her mother likes to scold her every time she made a little mistake, it's not much of a mistake only that she did thing slower, i guess that made her mother mad, i guess all mothers are mad when they're children don't listen to them, sorry mom..
I remember making my mom cried by giving them bad result in my exams, i remember her tore up my paper in front of me in pieces, at that time i don't know what to feel, i wish i could say that i will try better, but even if i did, i'll never do better, i could never better, im not undermining myself, im just pointing what's out there, after that my dad put the paper back together with tapes, later that day i had to send back the paper, thankfully the teacher didn't ask me why, guess she kinda understand...
Crying,i guess it runs in the family, when i was small i like to watch Chinese Drama with my cousins and mother, but the problem is they understand it and i don't, but there's subtitle so no problem there, still wish that i could speak Chinese though, cause my Chinese blood would go to waste if i can't speak it, and it weirds me out that how Chinese people are smart right, and im half Chinese, why am i not smart, yeah just a random thought..
Anyway, i remember my mother used to cry a little bit when she watch drama that made her sad, her eyes turns a little red as the veins started to show up, tears flowing down her face.
I kinda remember this, when i was a kid whenever i would cry, my mother ask me not to, if i cry, she would too, and i remember, after i cry, my parents would always give me a glass of water to drink, i guess it was a peace offering..
okay im starting to cry now..
I was clueless too when i was a kid, not that i did anything wrong back then or now, im normal, live a normal life, going to class, but here's what i remember when i was clueless, when i was a kid probably 3 or 4, i used to watch television with my mom, we sat on a chair while watching a cartoon, don't remember what the cartoon is called but there was a big red shoe where everyone lives in, i also remembered mimicking Chef Wan on his show cause he always says "Pompuan" which means girls, i kinda got mad cause he says that even though im not a girl, little did i know that most people who watch his shows are woman, see clueless..
I remember trying to stop doing wrong things, i used to argue a lot with my parents, so i tried to stop my mouth from opening, cause every time i opened it, that's when the arguing starts, cause normally i would disagree with my parents, i have one cousin, and she listens to her mother well, but i kinda feel sad for her cause her mother likes to scold her every time she made a little mistake, it's not much of a mistake only that she did thing slower, i guess that made her mother mad, i guess all mothers are mad when they're children don't listen to them, sorry mom..
I remember making my mom cried by giving them bad result in my exams, i remember her tore up my paper in front of me in pieces, at that time i don't know what to feel, i wish i could say that i will try better, but even if i did, i'll never do better, i could never better, im not undermining myself, im just pointing what's out there, after that my dad put the paper back together with tapes, later that day i had to send back the paper, thankfully the teacher didn't ask me why, guess she kinda understand...
Crying,i guess it runs in the family, when i was small i like to watch Chinese Drama with my cousins and mother, but the problem is they understand it and i don't, but there's subtitle so no problem there, still wish that i could speak Chinese though, cause my Chinese blood would go to waste if i can't speak it, and it weirds me out that how Chinese people are smart right, and im half Chinese, why am i not smart, yeah just a random thought..
Anyway, i remember my mother used to cry a little bit when she watch drama that made her sad, her eyes turns a little red as the veins started to show up, tears flowing down her face.
I kinda remember this, when i was a kid whenever i would cry, my mother ask me not to, if i cry, she would too, and i remember, after i cry, my parents would always give me a glass of water to drink, i guess it was a peace offering..
okay im starting to cry now..
Koreans Movie Are Depressing
Seriously, im not joking, I've seen lots of Korean Movies and not one of them fail to make me depress, well not entirely, just enough to make me feel sadness, there's always that one point where it makes you cry, in a way it's good cause not a lot of movie do it like that, I remember watching a Korean Movie, don't know what it is called, but it's about a kid who plays a piano, he has a grandmother who takes care of him but he was trouble so his grandma always beat him up, so that kinda make him hate her, but she only do that so that her grandson won't miss her when she's gone one day, then he learn how to play the piano with a teacher, i can't remember the whole story but it did make me cry, so yeah...
There's like more movie that make me cry, what crying is okay if you do it sometimes, just not every single time, then you'd get called a cry baby, but if you're crying for a good reason,then it's okay i guess.
Other movies i cried for is Bridge of Terabithia, which starred AnnaSophia Robb and Josh Hutcherson, the movie was okay i guess, the story unfolds about a boy who is mostly alone, so one day he met a girl who turn his world upside down, not bout love though but made him more adventurous, she kinda open up his imagination to believe things that doesn't exist like just for fun, life is fun if you can imagine, but they're imagination are too severe, like we can't do it if we try, but it's just a movie, anyway the boy kinda had a crush on his teacher, so the part that made me cry is when he got a ride with his teacher, the girl went to their secret place and drown, she died cause he wasn't there, he could have saved her probably, after she died, the boy kinda blame her teacher a lil bit, so that part made me sad.
Guess that's what i remember bout movies that made me cry.....
Making your self tears is like letting your feeling out..
There's like more movie that make me cry, what crying is okay if you do it sometimes, just not every single time, then you'd get called a cry baby, but if you're crying for a good reason,then it's okay i guess.
Other movies i cried for is Bridge of Terabithia, which starred AnnaSophia Robb and Josh Hutcherson, the movie was okay i guess, the story unfolds about a boy who is mostly alone, so one day he met a girl who turn his world upside down, not bout love though but made him more adventurous, she kinda open up his imagination to believe things that doesn't exist like just for fun, life is fun if you can imagine, but they're imagination are too severe, like we can't do it if we try, but it's just a movie, anyway the boy kinda had a crush on his teacher, so the part that made me cry is when he got a ride with his teacher, the girl went to their secret place and drown, she died cause he wasn't there, he could have saved her probably, after she died, the boy kinda blame her teacher a lil bit, so that part made me sad.
Guess that's what i remember bout movies that made me cry.....
Making your self tears is like letting your feeling out..
Path Of A Psycho
Yesterday i watch a movie called Halloween, i've seen it couple of years back, only i wasn't focus on it, i saw it while staying in a hotel, so i didn't actually know the name, but somehow i got the name, and couple of years later, got the movie and decided to watch it yesterday, all i can say is that the movie is confusing and i don't really get the point of it, i mean he kills everybody without a reason, and there the scene like the show Dexter where when a child kills harmless animal for no reason, it's an indication that the child would be a psychopath one day, yeah bit like that, Halloween started when a kid called Michael killed his family members on Halloween night, he was 10 Years old, so he was still a juvenile i guess, but they take him to a psychiatric ward to treat him, he acts so innocent like he didn't even killed anyone, but years later he got stressed out somehow and he screamed, shortly after he screamed after he cries to his doctor, asking permission to go back to his house, then there's the scene when he kills the Nurse and her mother just cried.
After that her mother sort of killed herself, then the story revolves 15 years later, when he is big, but there's another part, in that 15 years, he has been silent, he never said a word for 15 years, then there's the part when he got out, how he got out is entirely the guards fault, the guards were plain stupid, he took a girl patient to rape in Michael's room, trying to persuade Michael to join, the guards got killed instead, serves you right..
Then he killed lots of other people, then there's the part where he met his sister and his sister tried to kill him cause his sister had no idea who the hell he is, all she know is that he killed her friends.
Okay im done, i wouldn't recommend it but if you got time, hell don't watch it, it's pointless.. but if you want to go a head, maybe you have different point of view than mine.. Seas
After that her mother sort of killed herself, then the story revolves 15 years later, when he is big, but there's another part, in that 15 years, he has been silent, he never said a word for 15 years, then there's the part when he got out, how he got out is entirely the guards fault, the guards were plain stupid, he took a girl patient to rape in Michael's room, trying to persuade Michael to join, the guards got killed instead, serves you right..
Then he killed lots of other people, then there's the part where he met his sister and his sister tried to kill him cause his sister had no idea who the hell he is, all she know is that he killed her friends.
Okay im done, i wouldn't recommend it but if you got time, hell don't watch it, it's pointless.. but if you want to go a head, maybe you have different point of view than mine.. Seas
Friday, August 13, 2010
When Words Are Your Only Friend
I love reading, reading is my number one hobby, probably a lie cause im lazy to read, here's what i read mostly... Crap, useless stuff, things that make you go owh, and "Hey i didn't know that", okay lots of crap but honestly i love reading, especially magazine, been reading it since i was a kid, but i seriously don't know what my problem is with studying, if i like reading so much, getting in A shouldn't be a problem for me right? WRONG, it's a serious problem cause i hate to study, not so much as hate but im just lazy, i don't know what it is but studying doesn't intrigue me, here's my choices, studying boring stuff and be successful one day or watch lots of shows on empty times and feel better bout yourself, probably learn couple of thing on the way and end up clueless in class and exams, hmm tough decision, i guess last minute is the answer, yes im a last minute man, always doing things at the last minute, then again who isn't, i guess at some point we all do the same friggin thing, it's like a disease, you can't friggin avoid it, that's just the way it's meant to be, like water and the sun, they won't change for some reason, imagine the sun being a water, we would burn while taking a bath, imagine if water is the sun, it would definitely be dark and people would die in flood, okay that's a load of crap..
I seriously do, i realy realy do like reading, but no im trying to cutback buying magazine cause i don't wanna mention it again.., so my only words to read is in the internet, i do read back the last issue that i bought, but new stuff is still the best, speaking of Stuff, it's my favorite magazine about tech, second best is Mobile World, and Initial D, although it's in Malay but the info i got is very direct, so gonna miss reading magazine for this sem, my pockets is seriously burning, as my Mom says, my money flew out of my wallet.. And reading blog, i read every blog in this world if i could, but seriously though, i have several that i keep track, kinda feel like a stalker, but don't worry though im harmless, i promise..
I like reading girls blog, reason= DON'T REALLY HAVE ONE,guess cause they're pretty, and the way they write is, i don't know it can't be describe through words, i guess i like to see what girls do, cause i don't get a lot of experience on girls, i know that reading their blog wouldn't make any difference, i would read a guy blog, but i don't know any good ones, and the only one that i read kinda stopped, okay it was my friend i encourage him to write a blog, and he did, but he stopped now, so he got links so i decided to read links blog, and there are several that i read, okay that's all, what else can i say, well surely there are lots of blogs out there with lots of ways to describe their feeling, okay running out of words, have to gooooooooooooooooooooo
I seriously do, i realy realy do like reading, but no im trying to cutback buying magazine cause i don't wanna mention it again.., so my only words to read is in the internet, i do read back the last issue that i bought, but new stuff is still the best, speaking of Stuff, it's my favorite magazine about tech, second best is Mobile World, and Initial D, although it's in Malay but the info i got is very direct, so gonna miss reading magazine for this sem, my pockets is seriously burning, as my Mom says, my money flew out of my wallet.. And reading blog, i read every blog in this world if i could, but seriously though, i have several that i keep track, kinda feel like a stalker, but don't worry though im harmless, i promise..
I like reading girls blog, reason= DON'T REALLY HAVE ONE,guess cause they're pretty, and the way they write is, i don't know it can't be describe through words, i guess i like to see what girls do, cause i don't get a lot of experience on girls, i know that reading their blog wouldn't make any difference, i would read a guy blog, but i don't know any good ones, and the only one that i read kinda stopped, okay it was my friend i encourage him to write a blog, and he did, but he stopped now, so he got links so i decided to read links blog, and there are several that i read, okay that's all, what else can i say, well surely there are lots of blogs out there with lots of ways to describe their feeling, okay running out of words, have to gooooooooooooooooooooo
Im Busy Doing Nothing
well, nothing interesting, im doing my assignments, after a hard day of playing games, interesting isn't that interesting, i have a new sight on living, this one is positive, well the last one i post is negative and a lil bit cheaper to do, this one is kinda expensive to do so, anyway the life im talking about is Traveling, going to concerts, meet celebrities, eat the most famous food in the world, meet important people, living in a big house, lots of money, got a steady girlfriend, looks like nothing can go wrong there, well this is my definition of living in a positive way..
I'm just clueless about everything, i can't figure out on my own, not that i ever do, but it kinda sucks that i have to depend on someone, wish that i could do it on my own, stand on my own feet as they say or plainly Just Do It, seriously if there's a way i would give anything to do it.
I feel nothing, i think im dead inside, it all started when i was young, i use to be bright, in studying that is, i use to like math, i remember doing my homework on my cousin house, sitting there with my grandma and my aunt who is taking there, i was just sitting there doing my math home work while waiting for my aunt to prepare me a meal before i go to school, i use to remember that she always cook fishcakes, that's exactly what i had before going to school, and the softest rice i have ever tasted, of course there is the occasional vegetables, but if she's lazy she'll just cook me instant noodle with eggs, still taste good, probably the best, and there one argument i had with my aunt with my homework, i was suppose to do a line on example of using a word and somehow i thought about "I ate 10 eggs today", and she just didn't agree with me, she says that it's not logical, well of course it isn't but then again it isn't real.
Then Primary 3 started, maths got harder, and i hate hard things, which lead to my hatred against mathematics, seriously i wish i didn't had that feeling such a regret, after that i just stop thinking, eventually i died inside, i feel nothing, sometimes i forgot that i even exist, that i had parents who love me, who cared about me, who are worried if im sick or doing fine, For several years i tried to get the feeling of being alive again, but i don't exactly know how to, i tried studying again, but still i feel nothing, but i have couple of theories on why im dead inside.
First of all, i mention that i use to watch lots of television, somehow i guess that the television kinda burned up most of my neutron cell so that i can't think anymore, but it gives me other things like better in english and remembering useless crap, oh well i take what ever i can get.
Then there the factor number 2 which is Mobile phone, i use a mobile phone at a very young age even though i have nothing serious to use it with, and i always kept it beside me every night i sleep, i guess that somehow also burned up my neutron cell, the radiation that it gives burned up half of my brain, and the other half is burned from watching television, i don't know if that makes any sense to you all but, then again that's my theory, who knows maybe it's true, maybe it's now, and i've google about trying to find answers, of like who you are, well im not really serious at looking at it, but sometimes i wonder why me, why am i the only one, who can see other people but not me, can feel what people feels but through my own eyes, yeah sometimes i do ask question about why, mostly is why here, there's lots of places in the world, im still searching though, but maybe im just scared of finding the answer that isn't fit for me, who knows maybe im better off not knowing the truth, i guess the truth is out there, and there's nothing else to do but search it, maybe when im older, when i get to understand life of what it is and what it can bring to you, this so called life is hard to deal with, it's hard to know what you're doing, maybe the right things you're doing are the wrong things.
Okay im rambling there but anyway who knows right? probably god..
I'm just clueless about everything, i can't figure out on my own, not that i ever do, but it kinda sucks that i have to depend on someone, wish that i could do it on my own, stand on my own feet as they say or plainly Just Do It, seriously if there's a way i would give anything to do it.
I feel nothing, i think im dead inside, it all started when i was young, i use to be bright, in studying that is, i use to like math, i remember doing my homework on my cousin house, sitting there with my grandma and my aunt who is taking there, i was just sitting there doing my math home work while waiting for my aunt to prepare me a meal before i go to school, i use to remember that she always cook fishcakes, that's exactly what i had before going to school, and the softest rice i have ever tasted, of course there is the occasional vegetables, but if she's lazy she'll just cook me instant noodle with eggs, still taste good, probably the best, and there one argument i had with my aunt with my homework, i was suppose to do a line on example of using a word and somehow i thought about "I ate 10 eggs today", and she just didn't agree with me, she says that it's not logical, well of course it isn't but then again it isn't real.
Then Primary 3 started, maths got harder, and i hate hard things, which lead to my hatred against mathematics, seriously i wish i didn't had that feeling such a regret, after that i just stop thinking, eventually i died inside, i feel nothing, sometimes i forgot that i even exist, that i had parents who love me, who cared about me, who are worried if im sick or doing fine, For several years i tried to get the feeling of being alive again, but i don't exactly know how to, i tried studying again, but still i feel nothing, but i have couple of theories on why im dead inside.
First of all, i mention that i use to watch lots of television, somehow i guess that the television kinda burned up most of my neutron cell so that i can't think anymore, but it gives me other things like better in english and remembering useless crap, oh well i take what ever i can get.
Then there the factor number 2 which is Mobile phone, i use a mobile phone at a very young age even though i have nothing serious to use it with, and i always kept it beside me every night i sleep, i guess that somehow also burned up my neutron cell, the radiation that it gives burned up half of my brain, and the other half is burned from watching television, i don't know if that makes any sense to you all but, then again that's my theory, who knows maybe it's true, maybe it's now, and i've google about trying to find answers, of like who you are, well im not really serious at looking at it, but sometimes i wonder why me, why am i the only one, who can see other people but not me, can feel what people feels but through my own eyes, yeah sometimes i do ask question about why, mostly is why here, there's lots of places in the world, im still searching though, but maybe im just scared of finding the answer that isn't fit for me, who knows maybe im better off not knowing the truth, i guess the truth is out there, and there's nothing else to do but search it, maybe when im older, when i get to understand life of what it is and what it can bring to you, this so called life is hard to deal with, it's hard to know what you're doing, maybe the right things you're doing are the wrong things.
Okay im rambling there but anyway who knows right? probably god..
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Life Is Hard
It's a quote that my friend love to use back in high school, he always say that live is hard, even when there is no reason to say it, yeah but that quote does make lots of sense to me, imagine for a second would you, have you ever taste life that was never hard, life will always be hard, and if it isn't, life is giving you a vacation, and it doesn't last long, it won't be soon before long until the next stress session begins.
Anyway im just having random thoughts here, For me:
Life is hard without printer
Life is more harder when you have a printer but you don't have the ink to print out your assignment.
Life is seriously harder when you want to buy ink for your printer but turns out that ink cost lots of money and you're quite short of money and you walk halfway to the town just to be disappointed while bathing in the hottest friggin sun..
Life is hard when you have tons of assignment due next week
It's harder when you're in a group where all your partners are lazy including yourself.
Conclusion,
Life could never be easier, life is just the way it is, there's no point in trying to make it better, just bare with it while you still can, for the assignment thing, just do it while you still have time, don't count on people, people are unreliable, people are unpredictable.
Here's my thought, all the time when we don't feel pain or sadness, it's not living, i don't know what it is, just imagine if you're hurting in some way, you can actually feel it, but what if you're not in it, what do you feel? nothing right, exactly, pain makes us feel alive, but just don't feel too much, some people who feel too much actually die for unexplainable reason, just do it in the right amount and i just wanna say circumstances...
Anyway im just having random thoughts here, For me:
Life is hard without printer
Life is more harder when you have a printer but you don't have the ink to print out your assignment.
Life is seriously harder when you want to buy ink for your printer but turns out that ink cost lots of money and you're quite short of money and you walk halfway to the town just to be disappointed while bathing in the hottest friggin sun..
Life is hard when you have tons of assignment due next week
It's harder when you're in a group where all your partners are lazy including yourself.
Conclusion,
Life could never be easier, life is just the way it is, there's no point in trying to make it better, just bare with it while you still can, for the assignment thing, just do it while you still have time, don't count on people, people are unreliable, people are unpredictable.
Here's my thought, all the time when we don't feel pain or sadness, it's not living, i don't know what it is, just imagine if you're hurting in some way, you can actually feel it, but what if you're not in it, what do you feel? nothing right, exactly, pain makes us feel alive, but just don't feel too much, some people who feel too much actually die for unexplainable reason, just do it in the right amount and i just wanna say circumstances...
You're Making Me Uncomfortable!
I have never been such a big fan of sport, except for World Cup, but that ended couple of years ago, yesterday i played football, and mostly i played defending position cause i tried to run and somehow my kidney felt strange, like it's gonna splurge out, so i just kept defending, i would say i did fine, but i let 2 goals through me, don't really know how to play football, most of the time when i got the ball, i would kick it straight away, most people would bring the ball, or dribble it before they kick it away, well it's my first time, there's always first time for everyone right?, today im gonna play some more, even though most of the players has started fasting but they are still enthusiastic to play.
My sporting habit has been change through the semester, for the first semester i play basketball, not that i was great or anything, i rarely play in a game really, mostly just been shooting some hoops, i kinda like the close range, when you shoot the ball and it bounces back and go in to the hoop, it's a really great feeling when you're able to throw the ball into the hoop, even more if it's a three pointer, not everyone can do it, it's really hard, i tried only a couple of it went in, and some of it didn't even make it to the hoop, and some of it went over board, but one of my friend manage to throw the ball from half the field and the ball went in..
There was an incident when i tried to get the ball, i slip, and my leg was all gory in blood, but after that it was fine, the court was slippery, well not all of it but some of it cause it was after raining and there were algae around those little green thing really can make you fall..
For the second semester i took Ping Pong as an Extra co-curriculum, but i do like ping pong, i remember when i was back home, my family would play Ping Pong together at my cousins house it was pretty great, i kinda like to serve fast, cause it's just so awesome, and not a lot of people could take my serve, but one of my friend can, and every time i serve fast, he manage to smash it back to my table, so i was a lil bit angry, and i lost, and i did entered the competition that we held, and i lost twice, well me and my partner, but at those 2 games our opponents were lecturer, so i guess they have advantages against us, plus my partner was a new learner, can't be too hard on him, and my serve work, they can't hit it back..
Wonder what the 5th semester sport would i be in to, still hoping.
Oh yeah, my birthday wish came true, i passed my Driving exam, weeeeeeeeee, i kinda jump for a moment when i heard the result then i stopped after noticing they were people out there, then i kinda duck to hide. Okay that's all i got for now.
My sporting habit has been change through the semester, for the first semester i play basketball, not that i was great or anything, i rarely play in a game really, mostly just been shooting some hoops, i kinda like the close range, when you shoot the ball and it bounces back and go in to the hoop, it's a really great feeling when you're able to throw the ball into the hoop, even more if it's a three pointer, not everyone can do it, it's really hard, i tried only a couple of it went in, and some of it didn't even make it to the hoop, and some of it went over board, but one of my friend manage to throw the ball from half the field and the ball went in..
There was an incident when i tried to get the ball, i slip, and my leg was all gory in blood, but after that it was fine, the court was slippery, well not all of it but some of it cause it was after raining and there were algae around those little green thing really can make you fall..
For the second semester i took Ping Pong as an Extra co-curriculum, but i do like ping pong, i remember when i was back home, my family would play Ping Pong together at my cousins house it was pretty great, i kinda like to serve fast, cause it's just so awesome, and not a lot of people could take my serve, but one of my friend can, and every time i serve fast, he manage to smash it back to my table, so i was a lil bit angry, and i lost, and i did entered the competition that we held, and i lost twice, well me and my partner, but at those 2 games our opponents were lecturer, so i guess they have advantages against us, plus my partner was a new learner, can't be too hard on him, and my serve work, they can't hit it back..
Wonder what the 5th semester sport would i be in to, still hoping.
Oh yeah, my birthday wish came true, i passed my Driving exam, weeeeeeeeee, i kinda jump for a moment when i heard the result then i stopped after noticing they were people out there, then i kinda duck to hide. Okay that's all i got for now.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Take A Look
Found something amazing on my phone, pictures, it's actually a picture of my school on a Rainy Day, it's pretty awesome considering that it's been taken by a middle budget phone so take a look. It's taking time as im uploading it, and my friends are arguing over who took the photos, still a mystery cause there's no sign, but one of my friend has lots of proof cause he knows lots of thing in the video, anyway here it is. Seriously taking a long time. Seriously Can't Update It!!..
AAAAAA, gonna post it some other time maybe tomorrow morning, the line is not so good, but i won't disappoint you, this picture is worth looking.
So i have a printer that my parents bought for me before i enrolled here, we bought the printer in Miri for 100 bucks, pretty cheap, so last semester the printer kinda broke, can't be used anymore, so thought of throwing it and buy a new one, but we decided to take a look and bring it to a service center, so we went, the first one didn't went so well cause they can't fix it and they say it was an internal problem, so i almost went back, but my parents insist on trying in another shop, so we went, and they actually fix my printer, there was actually a tiny pin hanging around in the printer which make it impossible to print, so a little problem does cause lot's of problem, anyway it's fix now, only there's no ink to use, so kinda layed it there, then tonight i went to a friends room to ask for printing for my assignment, and i found out that you can actually inject an ink which saves more money than you buy a cartridge, so tomorrow im gonna buy me some ink and some paper, and do some printing, probably gonna make a printing service, currently there are 2 printing service in the block around my level, but one of them produce virus and the other one kinda broke, so this is a good opportunity, yeah i fixed that thanks to Microsoft Words 2007, thought of using Google but my line isn't so good, plus using Words save more time,
Hopefully the ink would be cheap, and tomorrow i'm gonna find out my result, so yeah.
Heard new songs today, ever heard of Brooke Fraser? I heard her from Hillsong United with Hossana, it's a pretty great song, like her song called Shadowfeet, actually her songs is pretty great, and it's still maintain a christian genre.
Oh yeah, thinking of buying a new Laptop, called Asus, my Ferrari has served me well, but seeing people play high graphic games makes me envy them a lil bit, so im gonna buy a gaming Laptop and the best part is it's cheap, it doesn't cost more than 2k, The laptop is Asus A42DR, it's pretty great for a laptop that cost RM1899, it has great a great graphic card, an ATI 5470 1GB, that's pretty big considering the current capacity for a normal laptop is 512MB, and for this to cost this much is pretty incredible, and im gonna buy a hard drive which is gonna cost 200 bucks and another 200 bucks for 2GB DDR3 Ram, which overall would cost RM2300, i save like 700-1.5k, if i buy this, cause if i add those parts, it would be equivalent to a high end laptop, only mine cost much less, don't really care for the processor cause i've tried it all, and if you have a low processor and high Ram, it doesn't really matter, so yeah, gonna survey the price.
Android pad, gonna take it home after the Holiday, mostly gonna use it to read e-book, net surfing and listening to music i guess.
Just something short no biggie, hmm, missed Kim Possible, she used to say that, remember her, the cartoon you always watch when you were a kid with her best friend Ron and his Naked Mole rat name Rufus, i seem to remember things that are useless for me, well whatever makes me happy, here's to you.
AAAAAA, gonna post it some other time maybe tomorrow morning, the line is not so good, but i won't disappoint you, this picture is worth looking.
So i have a printer that my parents bought for me before i enrolled here, we bought the printer in Miri for 100 bucks, pretty cheap, so last semester the printer kinda broke, can't be used anymore, so thought of throwing it and buy a new one, but we decided to take a look and bring it to a service center, so we went, the first one didn't went so well cause they can't fix it and they say it was an internal problem, so i almost went back, but my parents insist on trying in another shop, so we went, and they actually fix my printer, there was actually a tiny pin hanging around in the printer which make it impossible to print, so a little problem does cause lot's of problem, anyway it's fix now, only there's no ink to use, so kinda layed it there, then tonight i went to a friends room to ask for printing for my assignment, and i found out that you can actually inject an ink which saves more money than you buy a cartridge, so tomorrow im gonna buy me some ink and some paper, and do some printing, probably gonna make a printing service, currently there are 2 printing service in the block around my level, but one of them produce virus and the other one kinda broke, so this is a good opportunity, yeah i fixed that thanks to Microsoft Words 2007, thought of using Google but my line isn't so good, plus using Words save more time,
Hopefully the ink would be cheap, and tomorrow i'm gonna find out my result, so yeah.
Heard new songs today, ever heard of Brooke Fraser? I heard her from Hillsong United with Hossana, it's a pretty great song, like her song called Shadowfeet, actually her songs is pretty great, and it's still maintain a christian genre.
Oh yeah, thinking of buying a new Laptop, called Asus, my Ferrari has served me well, but seeing people play high graphic games makes me envy them a lil bit, so im gonna buy a gaming Laptop and the best part is it's cheap, it doesn't cost more than 2k, The laptop is Asus A42DR, it's pretty great for a laptop that cost RM1899, it has great a great graphic card, an ATI 5470 1GB, that's pretty big considering the current capacity for a normal laptop is 512MB, and for this to cost this much is pretty incredible, and im gonna buy a hard drive which is gonna cost 200 bucks and another 200 bucks for 2GB DDR3 Ram, which overall would cost RM2300, i save like 700-1.5k, if i buy this, cause if i add those parts, it would be equivalent to a high end laptop, only mine cost much less, don't really care for the processor cause i've tried it all, and if you have a low processor and high Ram, it doesn't really matter, so yeah, gonna survey the price.
Android pad, gonna take it home after the Holiday, mostly gonna use it to read e-book, net surfing and listening to music i guess.
Just something short no biggie, hmm, missed Kim Possible, she used to say that, remember her, the cartoon you always watch when you were a kid with her best friend Ron and his Naked Mole rat name Rufus, i seem to remember things that are useless for me, well whatever makes me happy, here's to you.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
FOOD
Yeah, im out of topic, actually im working on one now, only that i don't have enough material for the piece, i called it 7 Things I Hate About Windows 7, great a combination From Miley Cyrus and Windows operating system, not that im against Windows operating system, im actually using that OS now, just pointing weird problem i had with it, Just Miley Cyrus Song title for the hell of it, okay give her some credit, For some reason you get sued if you don't, that is if you're making money out of it, well im not, so i shouldn't have any problems there..
Any way, tonight was the night that i ate down stairs, at the cafe, for about a month, i haven't actually been eating at night anymore for couple of reasons, trying to see if it would actually cut some of my weight off, i don't look any different how ever, just that when im wearing my clothes it felt more room to it than before, guess that's a little sign, but today i sort of broke some of that code, been working hard not eating at night, and tonight i broke it, well i had too, i didn't eat for the whole friggin day, cause, two of my friends went to church which i haven't went this semester, and one of my friend didn't seem to wake up and slept through the whole day, anyway eating was suppose to be pleasant, but now im just fool, it's not likely of me to eat that much, well since July, but there's some part of food running out that make me and my friends take more food than usual, yeah the food was running cause 2 out of 4 stalls were closed, so it's really a mess, all the people lining up to buy some dinner, well i manage to get some rice, eggs, cabbage and a chicken wings, just hope that i can continue my No-Night-Eating, it's been going well till tonight, actually the weird part that i could get through it, usually i would eat for no reason, im glad to say that im a changed man, yeah but i do stock on junk food, it does get me through the night, but im cutting off all the instant noodles, i hadn't have any from the start of the semester and im pretty proud of that one too, and my expenses has been cutting down lately, but still i spent lots of money.. just not on food....
Well it's a bit of choice and forceful, firstly my friends bought a heater, cause theirs were locked up in some room and can't get it, but before they bought it, we kinda had an agreement that we would bought a Thermos as soon as the money comes in, well they didn't and they bought a heater instead, and i felt like back stabbed, till i only used that heater couple of times for water, but now i stopped, not eating instant noodles, drinking tap water, and living the good ol' life.
Okay back to posting,
There's so many food in this world that i would like to try, except for nasty things i saw on television like Rats, Crickets, Snake. Damn, that's just sick in my eye, but seriously i have probably the smallest experience in food tasting, would be on of my joy to be a food hunter, but im allergic to lots of things, kinda count that as a blessing cause i hate prawns, and that's one of the food im allergic too, if i ate it, my tongue would swell and be itchy, but different thing if i eat crabs, it's my mouth that swells, kinda like Angelina Jolie lips or Will Smith lips when he had an allergic reaction on hitch. Plus i hate seafood, they should go back where they belong, in the sea not on my plate...
Okay getting serious here, I like Yellow Rice and Squid as i mention before, but i also like other foods that this world has too offer, as far as i can remember, i like these cooked up white carrots which is cook with vegetables like beans sprout and long green leaf, don't know what the name is, then eggs is mixed with, and soy sauce, it's pretty delicious, don't take my word for it, go ahead and try, don't know where it would sell, but in KK they sell it below the bridge, near KK Plaza, there's one stall there that only cook this kind of food.
Other than that i also like Pan Mien, which is a really flatten noodle with soup, it's pretty simple to cook, the soup is chicken stoked and little biit of salt and pepper, then there's, shredded mushroom, sweet vegetables(Sayur Manis), and meatballs or just plain meat, to top it all off is Fried anchovies, the first time i ate it was when my dad just got back from the hospital and my mom bought them, at first i was really reluctant to eat it cause i'm not fond of new things, never tasted it before, then when they couldn't finish them, i had too cause it's food, can't waste it, and as my mom say "You should be thankful cause they don't have this in Africa", that's mostly what she would say when i didn't wanna eat, so i ate it, and kinda fell in love with it, haha... seriously like almost everyday i would ask my mom to buy it after school, then when she couldn't take no more, she cooked it herself, and it tasted better i guess.
Like Western food but nothing fancy or weird, just plain Chicken Chop with Mushroom Gravy and Black Pepper, sided dish by potato salad and French fries, Pizza, with Hawaiian chicken and Pepperoni toppings.
That's pretty much i could remember...
Any way, tonight was the night that i ate down stairs, at the cafe, for about a month, i haven't actually been eating at night anymore for couple of reasons, trying to see if it would actually cut some of my weight off, i don't look any different how ever, just that when im wearing my clothes it felt more room to it than before, guess that's a little sign, but today i sort of broke some of that code, been working hard not eating at night, and tonight i broke it, well i had too, i didn't eat for the whole friggin day, cause, two of my friends went to church which i haven't went this semester, and one of my friend didn't seem to wake up and slept through the whole day, anyway eating was suppose to be pleasant, but now im just fool, it's not likely of me to eat that much, well since July, but there's some part of food running out that make me and my friends take more food than usual, yeah the food was running cause 2 out of 4 stalls were closed, so it's really a mess, all the people lining up to buy some dinner, well i manage to get some rice, eggs, cabbage and a chicken wings, just hope that i can continue my No-Night-Eating, it's been going well till tonight, actually the weird part that i could get through it, usually i would eat for no reason, im glad to say that im a changed man, yeah but i do stock on junk food, it does get me through the night, but im cutting off all the instant noodles, i hadn't have any from the start of the semester and im pretty proud of that one too, and my expenses has been cutting down lately, but still i spent lots of money.. just not on food....
Well it's a bit of choice and forceful, firstly my friends bought a heater, cause theirs were locked up in some room and can't get it, but before they bought it, we kinda had an agreement that we would bought a Thermos as soon as the money comes in, well they didn't and they bought a heater instead, and i felt like back stabbed, till i only used that heater couple of times for water, but now i stopped, not eating instant noodles, drinking tap water, and living the good ol' life.
Okay back to posting,
There's so many food in this world that i would like to try, except for nasty things i saw on television like Rats, Crickets, Snake. Damn, that's just sick in my eye, but seriously i have probably the smallest experience in food tasting, would be on of my joy to be a food hunter, but im allergic to lots of things, kinda count that as a blessing cause i hate prawns, and that's one of the food im allergic too, if i ate it, my tongue would swell and be itchy, but different thing if i eat crabs, it's my mouth that swells, kinda like Angelina Jolie lips or Will Smith lips when he had an allergic reaction on hitch. Plus i hate seafood, they should go back where they belong, in the sea not on my plate...
Okay getting serious here, I like Yellow Rice and Squid as i mention before, but i also like other foods that this world has too offer, as far as i can remember, i like these cooked up white carrots which is cook with vegetables like beans sprout and long green leaf, don't know what the name is, then eggs is mixed with, and soy sauce, it's pretty delicious, don't take my word for it, go ahead and try, don't know where it would sell, but in KK they sell it below the bridge, near KK Plaza, there's one stall there that only cook this kind of food.
Other than that i also like Pan Mien, which is a really flatten noodle with soup, it's pretty simple to cook, the soup is chicken stoked and little biit of salt and pepper, then there's, shredded mushroom, sweet vegetables(Sayur Manis), and meatballs or just plain meat, to top it all off is Fried anchovies, the first time i ate it was when my dad just got back from the hospital and my mom bought them, at first i was really reluctant to eat it cause i'm not fond of new things, never tasted it before, then when they couldn't finish them, i had too cause it's food, can't waste it, and as my mom say "You should be thankful cause they don't have this in Africa", that's mostly what she would say when i didn't wanna eat, so i ate it, and kinda fell in love with it, haha... seriously like almost everyday i would ask my mom to buy it after school, then when she couldn't take no more, she cooked it herself, and it tasted better i guess.
Like Western food but nothing fancy or weird, just plain Chicken Chop with Mushroom Gravy and Black Pepper, sided dish by potato salad and French fries, Pizza, with Hawaiian chicken and Pepperoni toppings.
That's pretty much i could remember...
Friday, August 6, 2010
August 6th
Today is the day that i was born, not a lot going on here.. got sleepy during class not that the lecture was boring though, just felt tired
So i decided what my birthday post would be, i planned to do bout girls, but i don't seem to get any.. but that seem like a bad idea, so instead im gonna do about my favorite place to go and it's everyone dream to travel is it not? Kinda like Nicolekiss blogs cause it's all about travel, and it's really far from where i am, on the blog criteria, her blog is all bout these cool places and great country to travel and i just sit in my bed braggin bout how boring my life is, can't be bother, didn't do anything to deserve a better life, i'm convince that how you current life is brought from how you lead your life, same thing as if you work hard your life would be easier, not saying that my life is hard but could be better, not saying that im not appreciating life but fact, life is short so if we can, we do all the things that the world has to give before we give in.
And one of the place that i like to go is Lahad Datu, might seem an odd place for a favorite spot, it's not because of the town but what it represents. Lahad Datu was my dad hometown, my dad live in lot's of places because my grandfather was a Custom Officer, guess that has something to do with travel a lot, but they reside in Lahad Datu for a long period of time and till now the house is still intact, renovated and feels homely, one of the reason that i like to go there is because i always went there when i was a little boy, i remember every year after i'm done with school i would spent a month there just living after a year of studying and just feels like a great place to relax and let go of the tension, okay i was joking a kid shouldn't feel any tension. But it's a family place, it's like a tradition and after a month, my whole family would also go there to spent Christmas and New Year, i guess it started when i was a little boy, i remember that it was my cousin birthday and my grandfather birthday, they were celebrating it on the same day and we were singing happy birthday to them and i was standing in front of the cake and i accidentally blow out the candles, and they had to relight them.. haha i was a kid i didn't know what i was doing all i know that im happy blowing out candle for other people, but things changes after all of us grown up, that house actually became like a clubbing place on Christmas, the house would be crowded, serve everybody liquor or beers, people would gamble, but mostly it's a party so that had to be eat, there's food too and companies.
Things changed a lot, i kinda like that place cause it's homy, like a get away where you're out of the city but now that place is just awkward for me, and there's stranger, not a big fan of talking to stranger oh well, other memories of that place is the food, Lahad Datu was famous for 2 things "Nasi Kuning"(Yellow Rice) and Calamari.
Nasi Kuning is a dish served there, in it is Yellow Rice served with Chicken Or Fish, people prefer fish because of the gravy, the gravy is a mixture of ground nuts, chilli and all the seasoning, then it is served with half an egg. I like it cause it's delicious, but seriously though the rice is soft and when you mix it with the gravy, it's the best food you have ever tasted, and the Calamari, nothing fancy just a squid on a stick, but it's pretty famous, i guess it is delicious, the squid is marinated with black soy sauce and each stick has 3 little cut up squid, you can add chilli if you want more exotic flavor.
About the town, it's not a really big town, but there are lots of supermarkets, like The Mewah, Wisma Ramai-Ramai, that's just the name i remembered, but there's lots more, and there's more building now.
My other favorite place is Kundasang, it's located at Ranau and it's a very cold place, it's actually the feet of Mount Kinabalu, there's lots of resort there where families would go on weekend to spend it with their family, my family also used to spent lots of time there and we would rent a chalet for a night or two, and we would cook up food and eat together while talking, I remember, cooking chicken wings with a Convention oven and my aunt bought lots of Nasi Lemak and we ate all together, the chicken was pretty delicious, although it's not my first time cause the oven was actually mine and my parents always cook chicken wings for the night, it was night and i was out side the only thing that i did was breathe, it's kinda fun breathing there, when you exhale there's smoke coming out of your mouth, cause the place is cold, then in the morning my aunt cooked up sausages and scramble eggs, like an american breakfast, the only thing missing is toast, bacon and orange juices.
Currently my Aunt open up a resort there called Dreamworld Resort and it's pretty new and located near the Desa farm which produce fresh milk, but there's a problem on the management, and i haven't went there because of it...
About the town, it's a tourist attraction and in the little town there would be little stalls selling fresh vegetables, and along the road side there would be a little waterfall where people would stop by and take photos on the side of the road or wash their hands in the cold water, it's also a beautiful place i would say, when you're in the car, you'll see the clouds covering the mountain and feel like you could touch the cloud, but actually it's just a mist.
That's pretty much bout my favorite place, but other than that i like Labuan cause of cheap expensive chocolate, which is expensive chocolate sold at cheap price cause there's no tax there, but people normally go there for liquor and beers. Brunei, nice place to go, liked the Jerudong park the water ride and the Roller Coaster, the roller coaster looks scary and it's not the type that you ride in, you were hang on there and you feet are left tangling.
Singapore is a cool place, Went to the Merlion tower and saw the whole Singapore.
that's pretty much what i've remembered, guess my time is up.
So i decided what my birthday post would be, i planned to do bout girls, but i don't seem to get any.. but that seem like a bad idea, so instead im gonna do about my favorite place to go and it's everyone dream to travel is it not? Kinda like Nicolekiss blogs cause it's all about travel, and it's really far from where i am, on the blog criteria, her blog is all bout these cool places and great country to travel and i just sit in my bed braggin bout how boring my life is, can't be bother, didn't do anything to deserve a better life, i'm convince that how you current life is brought from how you lead your life, same thing as if you work hard your life would be easier, not saying that my life is hard but could be better, not saying that im not appreciating life but fact, life is short so if we can, we do all the things that the world has to give before we give in.
And one of the place that i like to go is Lahad Datu, might seem an odd place for a favorite spot, it's not because of the town but what it represents. Lahad Datu was my dad hometown, my dad live in lot's of places because my grandfather was a Custom Officer, guess that has something to do with travel a lot, but they reside in Lahad Datu for a long period of time and till now the house is still intact, renovated and feels homely, one of the reason that i like to go there is because i always went there when i was a little boy, i remember every year after i'm done with school i would spent a month there just living after a year of studying and just feels like a great place to relax and let go of the tension, okay i was joking a kid shouldn't feel any tension. But it's a family place, it's like a tradition and after a month, my whole family would also go there to spent Christmas and New Year, i guess it started when i was a little boy, i remember that it was my cousin birthday and my grandfather birthday, they were celebrating it on the same day and we were singing happy birthday to them and i was standing in front of the cake and i accidentally blow out the candles, and they had to relight them.. haha i was a kid i didn't know what i was doing all i know that im happy blowing out candle for other people, but things changes after all of us grown up, that house actually became like a clubbing place on Christmas, the house would be crowded, serve everybody liquor or beers, people would gamble, but mostly it's a party so that had to be eat, there's food too and companies.
Things changed a lot, i kinda like that place cause it's homy, like a get away where you're out of the city but now that place is just awkward for me, and there's stranger, not a big fan of talking to stranger oh well, other memories of that place is the food, Lahad Datu was famous for 2 things "Nasi Kuning"(Yellow Rice) and Calamari.
Nasi Kuning is a dish served there, in it is Yellow Rice served with Chicken Or Fish, people prefer fish because of the gravy, the gravy is a mixture of ground nuts, chilli and all the seasoning, then it is served with half an egg. I like it cause it's delicious, but seriously though the rice is soft and when you mix it with the gravy, it's the best food you have ever tasted, and the Calamari, nothing fancy just a squid on a stick, but it's pretty famous, i guess it is delicious, the squid is marinated with black soy sauce and each stick has 3 little cut up squid, you can add chilli if you want more exotic flavor.
About the town, it's not a really big town, but there are lots of supermarkets, like The Mewah, Wisma Ramai-Ramai, that's just the name i remembered, but there's lots more, and there's more building now.
My other favorite place is Kundasang, it's located at Ranau and it's a very cold place, it's actually the feet of Mount Kinabalu, there's lots of resort there where families would go on weekend to spend it with their family, my family also used to spent lots of time there and we would rent a chalet for a night or two, and we would cook up food and eat together while talking, I remember, cooking chicken wings with a Convention oven and my aunt bought lots of Nasi Lemak and we ate all together, the chicken was pretty delicious, although it's not my first time cause the oven was actually mine and my parents always cook chicken wings for the night, it was night and i was out side the only thing that i did was breathe, it's kinda fun breathing there, when you exhale there's smoke coming out of your mouth, cause the place is cold, then in the morning my aunt cooked up sausages and scramble eggs, like an american breakfast, the only thing missing is toast, bacon and orange juices.
Currently my Aunt open up a resort there called Dreamworld Resort and it's pretty new and located near the Desa farm which produce fresh milk, but there's a problem on the management, and i haven't went there because of it...
About the town, it's a tourist attraction and in the little town there would be little stalls selling fresh vegetables, and along the road side there would be a little waterfall where people would stop by and take photos on the side of the road or wash their hands in the cold water, it's also a beautiful place i would say, when you're in the car, you'll see the clouds covering the mountain and feel like you could touch the cloud, but actually it's just a mist.
That's pretty much bout my favorite place, but other than that i like Labuan cause of cheap expensive chocolate, which is expensive chocolate sold at cheap price cause there's no tax there, but people normally go there for liquor and beers. Brunei, nice place to go, liked the Jerudong park the water ride and the Roller Coaster, the roller coaster looks scary and it's not the type that you ride in, you were hang on there and you feet are left tangling.
Singapore is a cool place, Went to the Merlion tower and saw the whole Singapore.
that's pretty much what i've remembered, guess my time is up.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Another Cold Day
Hey, it's my birthday today, i kinda lied my birth date to my friends cause im afraid of being wash away by water and getting eggs all over my body, anyway this is just a regular post, probably gonna make a birthday post later on today.
Yeah it's so cold, but lately it's too friggin cold till im really freezing and im kinda convince that it has been freezing my heart off, my heart hurts whenever i move my body.
At least it doesn't hurt when i breathe so that's okay with me so im kinda hoping that my heart would melt soon, cause it kept hurting me inside.
There's a class but it's gonna start sooner, there's an assignment due today, so im gonna do that today, there's something i need to do, and i'll do that today too.
I always said this when im alone
"I need something" i don't really know what that means, but if i add something after "something" there's something here, Like "I need something new".
just a bunch of crap going on there so yeah that's pretty much about it.
Yeah it's so cold, but lately it's too friggin cold till im really freezing and im kinda convince that it has been freezing my heart off, my heart hurts whenever i move my body.
At least it doesn't hurt when i breathe so that's okay with me so im kinda hoping that my heart would melt soon, cause it kept hurting me inside.
There's a class but it's gonna start sooner, there's an assignment due today, so im gonna do that today, there's something i need to do, and i'll do that today too.
I always said this when im alone
"I need something" i don't really know what that means, but if i add something after "something" there's something here, Like "I need something new".
just a bunch of crap going on there so yeah that's pretty much about it.
5th Of August (Birthday Wishes)
Yeah tomorrow's the big day, planned out well for what i have to say.
Presents.
I have some and these are the memorable ones, or the ones i remembered, got a Keyboard, i remember i was 8, and i wanted a Gameboy color, and my dad actually bought one for me, that day i learned the word Warranty, and my dad joke with the guy about guarantee, which i don't get much, i remembered i have 2 birthday cakes for my 10th birthday with a Pokemon character, i remember having a Tarzan picture on my birthday cake, i remembered that my birthday used to be a lot of fun when i was a kid cause my dad actually planned the whole thing, and lots of kids would go into my house and play all these games that my dad made like fishing with a coin glued to a paper fish, and use a magnet pole to catch the fish.
And the most memorable one is that i got a Cellphone on my birthday, it was a Nokia 3310, which was famous back then, and i kinda begged my mom to buy me a Sim card cause i have a phone it was old and barely used but still usable, of course at that time sim card cost like 50 bucks, and i understand why my mother didn't let me buy it cause it's expensive, but i don't understand for why not letting me use a mobile phone, maybe i was a little too young to use one, but it's not like i got lots to do right now.
I also remembered sharing my birthday with my Two cousins from my mother side, of course we weren't born on the same date, but thought it would make it more special if three people share the same party and it saves cost, on that party my cousins friend did gave me a present of course it wasn't much, but it's the thought that counts, and some people didn't even gave present, don't really mind now but back then you do feel annoyed and your parents always pushing you to ask for presents.
This might sound depressing but every birthday party i had, i never showed my face in public, i was never a great greeter, always stayed in my bedroom with my cousin watching tele, the only time that i showed my face is when i wanted to take some food, mmm food nice memories there, i kinda used remembered here cause there's no other word i guess okay here it goes.
The Food, remembered my mother used to deep fried chicken wings at the back of my house, those chicken were friggin delicious, and my grandma always come by and help cook as a gift for me, and she cooks really great, kinda missed my mom curry chicken..
Don't know why but remembering these memories kinda makes me a little sad, remembering all those good times i had spent with my family, and now not being able to spend it with them, a little piece of my heart is shattered..
Today was the 3rd driving exam i took for the whole year, kinda felt good about this one, and as they say, third times the charm, hopefully, cause im really hoping on this one, cauase i don't wanna take another friggin exam, about driving anyway.
Not a lot of work to do but it's really great cause i sort of have a free time now.
Interesting fact, i share my birthday with M. Night Shyamalan, yeah the director of Sixth Sense, Unbreakable, Lady in the water, The Village, The Happening, and the latest The Last Airbender which im eager to watch, but there's lots of rants about him choosing the wrong actor for his latest movies, kinda like Avatar, it's a very good show and funny whats not to like.
Presents.
I have some and these are the memorable ones, or the ones i remembered, got a Keyboard, i remember i was 8, and i wanted a Gameboy color, and my dad actually bought one for me, that day i learned the word Warranty, and my dad joke with the guy about guarantee, which i don't get much, i remembered i have 2 birthday cakes for my 10th birthday with a Pokemon character, i remember having a Tarzan picture on my birthday cake, i remembered that my birthday used to be a lot of fun when i was a kid cause my dad actually planned the whole thing, and lots of kids would go into my house and play all these games that my dad made like fishing with a coin glued to a paper fish, and use a magnet pole to catch the fish.
And the most memorable one is that i got a Cellphone on my birthday, it was a Nokia 3310, which was famous back then, and i kinda begged my mom to buy me a Sim card cause i have a phone it was old and barely used but still usable, of course at that time sim card cost like 50 bucks, and i understand why my mother didn't let me buy it cause it's expensive, but i don't understand for why not letting me use a mobile phone, maybe i was a little too young to use one, but it's not like i got lots to do right now.
I also remembered sharing my birthday with my Two cousins from my mother side, of course we weren't born on the same date, but thought it would make it more special if three people share the same party and it saves cost, on that party my cousins friend did gave me a present of course it wasn't much, but it's the thought that counts, and some people didn't even gave present, don't really mind now but back then you do feel annoyed and your parents always pushing you to ask for presents.
This might sound depressing but every birthday party i had, i never showed my face in public, i was never a great greeter, always stayed in my bedroom with my cousin watching tele, the only time that i showed my face is when i wanted to take some food, mmm food nice memories there, i kinda used remembered here cause there's no other word i guess okay here it goes.
The Food, remembered my mother used to deep fried chicken wings at the back of my house, those chicken were friggin delicious, and my grandma always come by and help cook as a gift for me, and she cooks really great, kinda missed my mom curry chicken..
Don't know why but remembering these memories kinda makes me a little sad, remembering all those good times i had spent with my family, and now not being able to spend it with them, a little piece of my heart is shattered..
Today was the 3rd driving exam i took for the whole year, kinda felt good about this one, and as they say, third times the charm, hopefully, cause im really hoping on this one, cauase i don't wanna take another friggin exam, about driving anyway.
Not a lot of work to do but it's really great cause i sort of have a free time now.
Interesting fact, i share my birthday with M. Night Shyamalan, yeah the director of Sixth Sense, Unbreakable, Lady in the water, The Village, The Happening, and the latest The Last Airbender which im eager to watch, but there's lots of rants about him choosing the wrong actor for his latest movies, kinda like Avatar, it's a very good show and funny whats not to like.
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
4th Of August
Yesterday was friggin cold, and i didn't take a bath!!, wth?? well it's not intentional...
actually i wanted to take a bath around 11pm, but due to unexpected circumstances, i can't take a friggin bath, first, it rained so friggin unbelievable after class, then i got some rain on my head, tried to take a bath, but friends insist me to play a game with them, from afternoon, then it got darker and darker, it's 9PM, tried to study for the driving exam, ended up sleeping till today!!!, thank god it was cold, otherwise i would stink up like ass by now. so woke up, and tried to take a bath as soon as possible, but ended up waking 15 minutes later, then went down, just to find out that the bath room was filled with people, so i can't possibly take a bath with a room full of people can i? Running out of options wow this is getting bored change of subject*
Choices of friends,
My initial plan to write for this day, over the years i have little friends, and I've read on some blog that it's pathetic to have less friends, well i disagree, less friends means less manipulation over you, less friends mean you can't get in any trouble, if you have friends you'll either be bother by or the one who will bother.
Anyway, i don't have a lot of friends growing up, i remembered my first best friend, actually he was my neighbor, i remembered playing paper games on the porch..
the game was actually pretty lame, but that's all we got to play back then, there's no PSP, Nintendo or any cell.. The game was played with pencil and paper.. We drag the pencil to try to his their line so that we win, told you that it was lame.
We went to the same school after wards, i though that we would be good friends, but thing changed in school, we rarely even spoke in school, yeah i don't know what's that about but after few years, he moved out, and that was the end of our friendship.
Well i could talk more bout that but the thing is i have class so i'll continue afterwards.
actually i wanted to take a bath around 11pm, but due to unexpected circumstances, i can't take a friggin bath, first, it rained so friggin unbelievable after class, then i got some rain on my head, tried to take a bath, but friends insist me to play a game with them, from afternoon, then it got darker and darker, it's 9PM, tried to study for the driving exam, ended up sleeping till today!!!, thank god it was cold, otherwise i would stink up like ass by now. so woke up, and tried to take a bath as soon as possible, but ended up waking 15 minutes later, then went down, just to find out that the bath room was filled with people, so i can't possibly take a bath with a room full of people can i? Running out of options wow this is getting bored change of subject*
Choices of friends,
My initial plan to write for this day, over the years i have little friends, and I've read on some blog that it's pathetic to have less friends, well i disagree, less friends means less manipulation over you, less friends mean you can't get in any trouble, if you have friends you'll either be bother by or the one who will bother.
Anyway, i don't have a lot of friends growing up, i remembered my first best friend, actually he was my neighbor, i remembered playing paper games on the porch..
the game was actually pretty lame, but that's all we got to play back then, there's no PSP, Nintendo or any cell.. The game was played with pencil and paper.. We drag the pencil to try to his their line so that we win, told you that it was lame.
We went to the same school after wards, i though that we would be good friends, but thing changed in school, we rarely even spoke in school, yeah i don't know what's that about but after few years, he moved out, and that was the end of our friendship.
Well i could talk more bout that but the thing is i have class so i'll continue afterwards.
It is so...
Friggin cold today, the weather was really cold after the rain, i was freezing the whole time, my hands were colder than usual, kinda feel like a vampire... minus the blood sucking habit. Don't know how many degree it was but it was cold enough to make a hot cup of coffee cold, it even gave me a minor flu, kinda wish everyday could be like this, or at home, seriously at this rate, the sun could be burning a person into a dry shrimp, but the rain makes it for all of those hot days, it actually started since afternoon, after class i went out and the wind was blowing crazy, even my heavy bag felt like flying, partly it is a good weather, it's only good till something got wrecked by it and people start to blame it on the rain, well i love it as long as it keeps me safe and cold, don't get a lot of cold weather in Malaysia, so i would count this one as a blessing, although some people don't like rain cause hey get easily soaked and sick, yeah im not a fan of being sick also, but i love cold, how would it be if the world was actually on global freezing instead global warming.. that's what i got so far, still thinking what im gonna write about tomorrow or this midnight..
Here's to hoping the cold weather continues.
ooh yeah i just thought of this quote but it might sound strange so here it is.
Liquid from the body...
"Pee comes out yellow, Spit comes out murky but tears comes out clearest"
don't know what that is, but it's something.
Here's to hoping the cold weather continues.
ooh yeah i just thought of this quote but it might sound strange so here it is.
Liquid from the body...
"Pee comes out yellow, Spit comes out murky but tears comes out clearest"
don't know what that is, but it's something.
Monday, August 2, 2010
The Passion Of....
Well, it's a little bit old, but after all these years, i finally saw it, and it's a pretty crucial movie, especially when they torture Jesus, that was the part that made my hands and legs shaking, even as he was torture, my mouth was going down, didn't like how he was torture, you can actually feel his pain, in the movie, but his real pain im not sure, man those roman was just horrible people, even after Jesus was tortured, they forced him to carry his own crucifix, while he was carrying it, he was tortured more, he fell like couple of times, where's the Humanity??
Can't say i enjoyed the movie cause it's hard to say, now i know why i didn't see the movie when it was released, i was under age, and im not sure i could take it with the torturing and other stuff, but one thing i got from that movie was Jesus was strong, not strong like Hulk or anything but through the time he was tortured, he didn't scream once, sure he exhale heavily, but who wouldn't that was a painful tortured fill with blood, that was just hard to see, i would recommend the movie but only to the older people, don't think the kids would handle it so well...
can't talk much it's 3AM...
Can't say i enjoyed the movie cause it's hard to say, now i know why i didn't see the movie when it was released, i was under age, and im not sure i could take it with the torturing and other stuff, but one thing i got from that movie was Jesus was strong, not strong like Hulk or anything but through the time he was tortured, he didn't scream once, sure he exhale heavily, but who wouldn't that was a painful tortured fill with blood, that was just hard to see, i would recommend the movie but only to the older people, don't think the kids would handle it so well...
can't talk much it's 3AM...
3rd Of August
The day is drawing closer, still not psyched.. i heard this quote on Las Vegas "I keep my expectations low so that I'll never be disappointed" and so far i have none, so today I'm gonna talk bout life growing up, i guess we all had grown up at some point, it's one of those moments when people told you it's not cool to do that anymore, I remember growing up, growing up is like, can't really feel it physically, just felt that time pass by and suddenly you're old, you have a mustache that your mom doesn't ask you to shave it off, cause if you do it would grow more heavy, yeah my mom warns me bout lots of stuff, bout stuff i can't take, stuff i can't eat and stuff i can't do, she's only taking care of me, i guess all mothers are taking care of their children, however not all of them were successful at doing so, can't blame them anyway, the power of manipulation is pretty strong when you trust a person.
So growing up, i remember that everything is possible like you can do anything you want in your life, till reality hits you and hit you in the face and says you can't, it's really hard to dream now, i hallucinate a lot when i was a kid, believing that everything is possible and doable, don't get me wrong, that's a very positive attitude, till no one believes you and told you it's impossible, it just brings your spirit down, i still dream like great things when i was still 18, now it's closer to 19, i don't seem to dream anymore.. mostly bout stuff how it could be better than what it is now, especially things we use everyday. Of course the longer you wait, the thing is that your dream would be taken from you eventually, there's not stopping it, age conquers all.
I'm drawing blank here, there's not much i can say for the third post, i know i sound so enthusiastic about doing straight post, well I'm halfway there, so I'm just gonna shoot random words here.
-Things are better in the past than they are now.
*Thinking*
*Looking around the room for something to talk about*
*Still Drawing Blank*
And the crappiest thing is, i have nothing..
Gonna end this one with
"Great innovators Think Different, Great Minds think alike"
How's that for a quote?
So growing up, i remember that everything is possible like you can do anything you want in your life, till reality hits you and hit you in the face and says you can't, it's really hard to dream now, i hallucinate a lot when i was a kid, believing that everything is possible and doable, don't get me wrong, that's a very positive attitude, till no one believes you and told you it's impossible, it just brings your spirit down, i still dream like great things when i was still 18, now it's closer to 19, i don't seem to dream anymore.. mostly bout stuff how it could be better than what it is now, especially things we use everyday. Of course the longer you wait, the thing is that your dream would be taken from you eventually, there's not stopping it, age conquers all.
I'm drawing blank here, there's not much i can say for the third post, i know i sound so enthusiastic about doing straight post, well I'm halfway there, so I'm just gonna shoot random words here.
-Things are better in the past than they are now.
*Thinking*
*Looking around the room for something to talk about*
*Still Drawing Blank*
And the crappiest thing is, i have nothing..
Gonna end this one with
"Great innovators Think Different, Great Minds think alike"
How's that for a quote?
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