Lazy Monday

It's the first day of the week, and today my head was just so heavy, probably from all the massive sleeping i've been doing on the weekends, i sleep like a baby on the weekends, feeling like there's nothing that can scare me away, but seriously i shouldn't be sleeping that much, my life isn't that busy, should use it for something important like watching movies and read crap from the internet, okay joking aside, like use my time wisely and all sorts of crap, maybe i should, if only i could force my self to do so, nothing much happened today, just that we were informed that all the friggin exams are coming up soon before the holiday, anyway they just wanna take the thrill of holiday away from me, seriously don't know what im gonna do when i come back later, wish there was something to look forward to back home, okay seeing your parents is something to look forward to, spending time with them, knowing how they are, but maybe i play it too safe, i didn't have lots of friends back at school cause i didn't wanna get in to any of the bad things that i saw lots of people are easily influenced by their friends like smoking, hanging out, and lots of other crap, so i've just been a good boy and stay home for the most part, looking back, i should've found a friend that was always there i guess, yes it's weird not to have friends, but that's life, for me for the very least..

I seem to write lots of stuff, and sometimes i got carried away.. and write stuff that isn't what i meant to type..

Oh yeah, almost forgot, today i had tons of fun surfing the internet in my school lab, the internet was friggin fast, and they use Linux OS, which im still not sure but there's a high possibility that their internet connection is making it fast, im just assuming that Linux OS made it fast, but i could be wrong, the last time i tried to install a Linux OS, i end up losing all my files in my laptop, that's because i don't how to install the friggin thing, but Linux is pretty awesome i guess, and mostly it's free, so if you don't mind not using Windows go ahead use Linux..

so the line of the day would be, just thought of this today..

All you wanted is to make me happy
But all you've done is making me feel crappy

Yes crappy, like the jokes in one of Friends episode, it was christmas and they say "Have a lousy Christmas and a Crappy New Year"
yeah that makes me laugh.