Feeling Good

There's a couple of thing that could make us feel good, for example, getting good grades on your education, meeting your love ones, and lots of other things, but it wouldn't last long, at some point, they will fade away, filling you with loneliness and hopeless, okay that's just depressing.

So today, what happened? i spent RM10 on foods, i shouldn't have, and i ate at night, i wouldn't normally do so, don't know what made me wanna eat at night, anyway, what's done is done, there's always tomorrow right?, didn't went to class due to laziness, actually it was a mistake, there's was a little bird who told that class was canceled cause of the whole meeting the head department, which we didn't go, thus we we're the only ones who didn't go. Damn, seriously ruining my perfect attendance..
Wish we could still get those, like my old school, i have a friend who was very high spirited, yet seem depressing, he was nice, and he always go to school like every friggin day, so he got a certificate for a perfect attendance, and the sad part is he didn't go to school to learn, just to waste time cause apparently, home was boring, yeah i think he's weird, i rather be home than school, don't get me wrong, i love school, sure there's friends, teacher and all sorts of crap, but there's also bullies, not that i was bullied till i get a traumatic experience, just hate that they had to do that, why can't we live amongst each other in peace and harmony?, Where's the humanity??, okay at some point they might have lost it, come one, smoking?,Drinking?, bullying?, friends manipulating you to do something you don't wanna do.
So yeah i rather be at home, you can eat whenever you want, don't have to deal with teachers, rather than bullies, well those days are over.
Still hoping so..

Just watched The Clash Of The Titans, to be honest, i prefer Percy Jackson, cause he's the same level, being a teenager and all of that, facing through the crisis, we face for being a teenager, okay might not be as cool as him, being a Demigod and all, but it's pretty cool i guess, it's like opening your imagination for us teenager, plus, Gemma Arterton looks so pale on TCOTT, seriously, i seriously prefer her on POP, cause she looks so tanned, and hot, come on, she's seriously hot tanned *Not a pervert, just admiring her*..

There's lots of things i would wish for,
like having the ability to download files faster, perhaps,
like my crazy idea, exercising to get the speed you need, like the more faster you exercise, the more speed you gain, it's an alternative to being stuck at your fixed internet connection.
Or my other crazy idea, don't work for life, don't have a career, just work whenever you need the money, like there's an agency to give you some work to do, nothing dirty though, give cool stuff like being a spy or something that out of the ordinary.

Remembering: Sheila On 7, Dan which means And, ahh, childhood... such painful memories.