Wow, can you believe it, just a few more days and it's a new month.
Let me be the first to wish you a Happy New Month, that is if you're reading this.
Oh well, guess i'm alone for the moment.
So september, there's nothing much i can say, this month has been nothing to me, i don't feel anything, i don't get anything, i just can't understand things.
So what next month gonna bring me?
More pain and suffering?
Taking my soul and lit it up in fire?
Take my dignity and flush it down in the toilet?
Okay not joking..
Feeling down, depressed?
There's a word in Sean Kingston song Beautiful Girl, What was it?
oh yeah, suicidal..
Wow, i'm getting a little bit off here..
don't worry, see i have nothing to say, these are just my crazy moments..
i barely get crazy.. so why not lay off for a while.
Gonna sleep early today, tomorrows gonna be a new day.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
Time Does Fly Fast.. And It's Not Funny..
Okay, so i'm gonna be here in about a month more, so yeah, after that i'm gonna do my practical, which means working without getting paid, well i'm not in this for the money anyway, just to find experience and further my studies..
So yeah, it's been a fast semester, and this isn't the best semester i had to say, even though the subject was less than the semester before, but it kinda sucks cause i failed one paper, and what's suckier than that, getting told you'll be repeating the same subject next semester before you enter the final exam IF, you fail the first test.. I mean what the hell does that mean, am i gonna repeat the same subject next semester, cause i've already fail one paper, but it's not the same subject, so i'm seriously trying here, but trying isn't enough, try to find answer but, guess it's harder that way.. so seriously i have a lot on my mind right now..
So getting back, even though it's in a month, it's surprising that people already bought tickets back, i haven't cause, i'm not sure how i'll be back, lots of people are going back on the 13th, but that the end of final exam week, not our paper, so i guess i'll just wait for that to turn up some how, and one more thing, my uncle wedding is on the 20th, so i'm thinking, should i go back to KK or stay a lil while in Miri, cause if i go back to KK, i would go back to Miri in a couple of days, so why not wait till my uncle wedding then go back..
But i have a lil problem on staying accommodation, so i don't know, i'm still thinking.
So it's near the end of the semester, and i'm like half half here, half scared and half surprise, half scared cause my studies isn't going so well, and surprise at how fast time seriously went by..
Seriously i only studied for a month, that doesn't seem enough, and i'm failing, i never failed before so this is seriously a big surprise to me..
Speaking of ending.. i remember when school use to end and well.. there's nothing else to study, exams are over, and we just hang there doing what ever the hell we want to, i remember playing chess, uno, and lots of other things, those times are great, cause you're not studying or anything, you're just hanging out with your friends playing things..
So yeah, that was the best time in a student life i guess, when exams are over, studies are over, and all you have to do is wait for the holidays.
Here i am trying..
So yeah, it's been a fast semester, and this isn't the best semester i had to say, even though the subject was less than the semester before, but it kinda sucks cause i failed one paper, and what's suckier than that, getting told you'll be repeating the same subject next semester before you enter the final exam IF, you fail the first test.. I mean what the hell does that mean, am i gonna repeat the same subject next semester, cause i've already fail one paper, but it's not the same subject, so i'm seriously trying here, but trying isn't enough, try to find answer but, guess it's harder that way.. so seriously i have a lot on my mind right now..
So getting back, even though it's in a month, it's surprising that people already bought tickets back, i haven't cause, i'm not sure how i'll be back, lots of people are going back on the 13th, but that the end of final exam week, not our paper, so i guess i'll just wait for that to turn up some how, and one more thing, my uncle wedding is on the 20th, so i'm thinking, should i go back to KK or stay a lil while in Miri, cause if i go back to KK, i would go back to Miri in a couple of days, so why not wait till my uncle wedding then go back..
But i have a lil problem on staying accommodation, so i don't know, i'm still thinking.
So it's near the end of the semester, and i'm like half half here, half scared and half surprise, half scared cause my studies isn't going so well, and surprise at how fast time seriously went by..
Seriously i only studied for a month, that doesn't seem enough, and i'm failing, i never failed before so this is seriously a big surprise to me..
Speaking of ending.. i remember when school use to end and well.. there's nothing else to study, exams are over, and we just hang there doing what ever the hell we want to, i remember playing chess, uno, and lots of other things, those times are great, cause you're not studying or anything, you're just hanging out with your friends playing things..
So yeah, that was the best time in a student life i guess, when exams are over, studies are over, and all you have to do is wait for the holidays.
Here i am trying..
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Figuring Things Out
Things hasn't been always easy, probably not for anybody, except for the rich people, but they're probably scared of getting killed or something like that, so they have their own problem, but seriously..
I'm still a student, and i still haven't figured out life yet, i don't think i'm suppose to, though it would be nice to get some pointers or sign of what i should do.
Like seriously, things i'm cautious bout now is my study, religion, self, and all sorts of crap..
So i haven't been writing properly for my past post, but i'm hoping these could make those up, i haven't been blogging for a while, even for a week seems long for me..
So...
Like seriously, i haven't always been the best student, cause i've never tried, but getting into college it's like turning my life around, i'm actually getting better, in school i didn't even care if i fail, there's possibly nothing worse i could there, but in college, they freak you out that if you fail you have to repeat, and that's pretty scary, instead of spending 3 years in college, you would be spending 4 year, that's like taking a degree, and you can end up much worser by failing.. all those years you've spent on studying is just for nothing..
Now i don't want that, cause i finally understand how much it means, but i'm scared, i'm like in my comfort zone right now and it's friggin frightening. Cause i recently failed on of my paper, who knows how many paper i would fail..
But yeah, i think i've only been hard working for the first semester, then i kinda stopped cause i got good result, not saying that i only work hard only when my result is bad, proof, high school, even though i fail all of my papers, i still didn't do anything..
So yeah i'm scared right now.. and the worse part is that, i'm seriously trying to study, but the source are just friggin ridiculous, how the hell am i suppose to read a long text, and it's now just one chapter, there's whole 9 chapter of it, and i'm trying so hard trying to find answer in the internet, i wish i would be trying hard on studying, but i just can't do it, reading is not one of my specialties, i mean i do like to read, but only interesting stuff like magazine, comics, i don't know why i can't adapt that on studies, if i put that much effort on studying as i did on reading stuff that won't help me get anywhere, i would probably be a better person, i'm not asking for much, i just want answer.
So faith, what is it, okay i'm proud to be a christian, but i don't think i'm doing so much to be a christian, okay i don't do bad things, i didn't do anything that was wrong, i'm just pure plain lazy, yeah i'm lazy, i didn't go to church every sunday, but i wish i did though, cause it's a sin not to go to church every sunday for a year, was that it or is it not confessing for a year, i don't know but i didn't do both often..
After all of this is over i'm gonna go to church, i don't care if i'm alone or with a friend, i just wanna believe in something, it's like i'm losing myself, and i just wanna get that back, if that is even possible, i don't know, that's why i have to try.
But what are the reason people go to church, there's the obvious one praying, or is it only because their significant other is religious that they would do the same thing, or is it because they were force by their parents, or just wanna find people that are the same religion as they are, so many possibilities.
For me, as long as i can remember, i didn't like church so much, not saying i hate it, but i don't like it, here's why, it's always sunday, it's always in the morning, i don't know why but that pisses me off, every single sunday, my parents force me to go to Sunday school, and every morning i have to wake up in agony wishing i could still sleep in my bed with the sweet wind of air conditioning blowing through my body and face, it was so comforting that it's hard to wake up, i always go to church on sunday, i don't know why, but i thought God rest on that day, so i thought i should too, but i'm just a kid what do i know, and it's in the morning, isn't it bad already that i had to wake up early every single morning to go to school, now i have to wake up early on sunday, you see my dilemma here.
Well i do feel kinda bad cause i missed out on sunday school, that was like the only time in my life that i could actually communicate to people in english, it's really hard to find people who speak the same languages as you, believe me i tried, but oh well, there's other times right..
So bout myself, well i'm trying to change now, but i'm not sure that i'm doing the right thing or the wrong thing, but it's the only way i know how to do it, so all my life i've always ate so much, mainly cause my mom always cook at night, and i would end up finishing all the food, so recently i have a chance to regain myself, at college that is, after people met me they told me that i lost weight, well i'm not a firm believer, but it's nice to hear, i don't know if people are being honest or are they're just being nice, so that's part of my reason to not believe everything people says, cause i'm gonna feel comfortable and think that it's okay..
And people says i'm dieting, but seriously, i'm just trying to save some money, what's the harm in that, i don't wanna waste all of my money on food, so why should i, i know it's wrong not to eat every night, but i'm trying something different here, i've eaten at night all my life every single night when i was a kid, now that i'm a little bit older, and fully growth, i think i'm able to do so..
So yeah, trying to study but procrastination always get's in the way, i've planned to study yesterday evening but i end up watching shows, and i did the same thing today, and people says it the thought that counts, i say thoughts only counts if they actually do something...
I'm just wishing that i could be better...
I'm still a student, and i still haven't figured out life yet, i don't think i'm suppose to, though it would be nice to get some pointers or sign of what i should do.
Like seriously, things i'm cautious bout now is my study, religion, self, and all sorts of crap..
So i haven't been writing properly for my past post, but i'm hoping these could make those up, i haven't been blogging for a while, even for a week seems long for me..
So...
Like seriously, i haven't always been the best student, cause i've never tried, but getting into college it's like turning my life around, i'm actually getting better, in school i didn't even care if i fail, there's possibly nothing worse i could there, but in college, they freak you out that if you fail you have to repeat, and that's pretty scary, instead of spending 3 years in college, you would be spending 4 year, that's like taking a degree, and you can end up much worser by failing.. all those years you've spent on studying is just for nothing..
Now i don't want that, cause i finally understand how much it means, but i'm scared, i'm like in my comfort zone right now and it's friggin frightening. Cause i recently failed on of my paper, who knows how many paper i would fail..
But yeah, i think i've only been hard working for the first semester, then i kinda stopped cause i got good result, not saying that i only work hard only when my result is bad, proof, high school, even though i fail all of my papers, i still didn't do anything..
So yeah i'm scared right now.. and the worse part is that, i'm seriously trying to study, but the source are just friggin ridiculous, how the hell am i suppose to read a long text, and it's now just one chapter, there's whole 9 chapter of it, and i'm trying so hard trying to find answer in the internet, i wish i would be trying hard on studying, but i just can't do it, reading is not one of my specialties, i mean i do like to read, but only interesting stuff like magazine, comics, i don't know why i can't adapt that on studies, if i put that much effort on studying as i did on reading stuff that won't help me get anywhere, i would probably be a better person, i'm not asking for much, i just want answer.
So faith, what is it, okay i'm proud to be a christian, but i don't think i'm doing so much to be a christian, okay i don't do bad things, i didn't do anything that was wrong, i'm just pure plain lazy, yeah i'm lazy, i didn't go to church every sunday, but i wish i did though, cause it's a sin not to go to church every sunday for a year, was that it or is it not confessing for a year, i don't know but i didn't do both often..
After all of this is over i'm gonna go to church, i don't care if i'm alone or with a friend, i just wanna believe in something, it's like i'm losing myself, and i just wanna get that back, if that is even possible, i don't know, that's why i have to try.
But what are the reason people go to church, there's the obvious one praying, or is it only because their significant other is religious that they would do the same thing, or is it because they were force by their parents, or just wanna find people that are the same religion as they are, so many possibilities.
For me, as long as i can remember, i didn't like church so much, not saying i hate it, but i don't like it, here's why, it's always sunday, it's always in the morning, i don't know why but that pisses me off, every single sunday, my parents force me to go to Sunday school, and every morning i have to wake up in agony wishing i could still sleep in my bed with the sweet wind of air conditioning blowing through my body and face, it was so comforting that it's hard to wake up, i always go to church on sunday, i don't know why, but i thought God rest on that day, so i thought i should too, but i'm just a kid what do i know, and it's in the morning, isn't it bad already that i had to wake up early every single morning to go to school, now i have to wake up early on sunday, you see my dilemma here.
Well i do feel kinda bad cause i missed out on sunday school, that was like the only time in my life that i could actually communicate to people in english, it's really hard to find people who speak the same languages as you, believe me i tried, but oh well, there's other times right..
So bout myself, well i'm trying to change now, but i'm not sure that i'm doing the right thing or the wrong thing, but it's the only way i know how to do it, so all my life i've always ate so much, mainly cause my mom always cook at night, and i would end up finishing all the food, so recently i have a chance to regain myself, at college that is, after people met me they told me that i lost weight, well i'm not a firm believer, but it's nice to hear, i don't know if people are being honest or are they're just being nice, so that's part of my reason to not believe everything people says, cause i'm gonna feel comfortable and think that it's okay..
And people says i'm dieting, but seriously, i'm just trying to save some money, what's the harm in that, i don't wanna waste all of my money on food, so why should i, i know it's wrong not to eat every night, but i'm trying something different here, i've eaten at night all my life every single night when i was a kid, now that i'm a little bit older, and fully growth, i think i'm able to do so..
So yeah, trying to study but procrastination always get's in the way, i've planned to study yesterday evening but i end up watching shows, and i did the same thing today, and people says it the thought that counts, i say thoughts only counts if they actually do something...
I'm just wishing that i could be better...
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Girls As A Lead Singer
I think band who have a girl as their lead singer are great, but they're not a lot of them that i know of, currently i only know these are my fav.. Paramore, Hey Monday, Estrella, and Fireflight, Fly Leaf..
So bout couple of weeks ago i was youtube surfing, i was actually finding a video of Hey Monday, they're new songs are great, so i search for it..
And there were comment section at the bottom, there were a lot of rants saying bout how Cassadee follows Hayley from Paramore..
Well, there are lots of resemblance, firstly they're both female lead singer..
So they're both great, and they're on a different genre..
Hey Monday is actually Pop Rock and Paramore is just plain Alternative Rock..
Hey Monday songs are Decent, but i didn't really like their first single Home Coming, but they're new songs seem to made up for it..
But Paramore is on another Level, their songs are deep, most of it anyway, they use words that are a little bit hard to decipher, they use meaningful words, instead of using simple words, which makes them a great band..
Cassadee sounds exactly how you hear it on her song when she's singing live, thought she's not as great as Hayley, but she's still awesome..
Hayley on the other hand sounds great on track, but when she's singing live, she really has a problem with her throat, probably from all the screaming, but her screams are awesome, it's not like some metal sick screaming, it's like a person desperately wants someone back kinda scream, a scream that can make you feel..
Well that's just me, and i like them both for their music and their women..
yeah.. so much
So bout couple of weeks ago i was youtube surfing, i was actually finding a video of Hey Monday, they're new songs are great, so i search for it..
And there were comment section at the bottom, there were a lot of rants saying bout how Cassadee follows Hayley from Paramore..
Well, there are lots of resemblance, firstly they're both female lead singer..
So they're both great, and they're on a different genre..
Hey Monday is actually Pop Rock and Paramore is just plain Alternative Rock..
Hey Monday songs are Decent, but i didn't really like their first single Home Coming, but they're new songs seem to made up for it..
But Paramore is on another Level, their songs are deep, most of it anyway, they use words that are a little bit hard to decipher, they use meaningful words, instead of using simple words, which makes them a great band..
Cassadee sounds exactly how you hear it on her song when she's singing live, thought she's not as great as Hayley, but she's still awesome..
Hayley on the other hand sounds great on track, but when she's singing live, she really has a problem with her throat, probably from all the screaming, but her screams are awesome, it's not like some metal sick screaming, it's like a person desperately wants someone back kinda scream, a scream that can make you feel..
Well that's just me, and i like them both for their music and their women..
yeah.. so much
Sincerely..
So, i didn't quite do anything these past few days, and i haven't been doing things the way i use to lately.. Starting to feel lazy..
But seriously though, here's what happen on this week in My Life..
Kinda sounds like an episode from a show or something anyway..
Monday.. had one class, barely a class.. then head home after 11.30, it was the last class...
Tuesday..
I happened to be a member of the ICT week crew, so i had to watch over few people who are taking papers in the contest we were giving out.. i was tired, but i went to the town that day, right after class, and we had one class..
Wednesday..
Supposedly, i wanted to post this as a blog with the title, Having A Crappy Day..
So much for it, but it was just that i failed in one of my exam, and i do feel crappy, it's not that i just failed one mark below the passing point, but i fail so hard. I fell so deep, i don't think i'm able to recover from it..
So it scared me a little..
Thursday..
I seriously don't know what happened on this day.
Friday..
It was ICT Week, and i finally went down even though it started since Tuesday..
I barely did anything here's what i do
Sit on my ass.. ALL NIGHT LONG..
seriously, i think it would better if they give me something to do at least.. but i didn't.. can't even enjoy myself..
Saturday..
Today actually, slept till the evening, watch couple of shows.. tried to study cause of the earlier exam that i didn't do so great.. and i'm moving the studying thing to tomorrow..
But seriously.. i have so much work to do now, but i think that it'll be okay, cause i'm sick of worrying, i know that i should, but worrying doesn't help me a lot does, it, all it does is giving me this feeling that i'm gonna fail, i'm gonna screw something up and that's it, i'm not gonna be able to do anything..
Yeah.. so much.
So i've been thinking.. actually, all my thoughts is wear out right now.. seriously can't think of anything..
Here's what i did
I didn't eat at night.. as planned, but i'm doing okay, i just wish i could keep it up, temptation please go away..
Well the only reason that i'm doing this is not because i'm on a diet.. no no.. no please no. if i were on a diet. i would be spending much more money than this..
So basically i'm trying to save money, if i eat regularly, i would spent 10 bucks every single day.. and that's like 70 bucks per week, and that's like 280 bucks per month, now, i'm not a rich person, but i do try to enjoy myself a little..
So i've been eating this Potato chips called Mister Potato, don't know if it's greater or worser than pringles.. cause i can't taste the difference, all i know that is MP is way more cheaper than Pringles, and the same thing that i can find bout them is that both mascot or something has a long mustache, and they're both in a long circular container..
okay that's it shows over..
But seriously though, here's what happen on this week in My Life..
Kinda sounds like an episode from a show or something anyway..
Monday.. had one class, barely a class.. then head home after 11.30, it was the last class...
Tuesday..
I happened to be a member of the ICT week crew, so i had to watch over few people who are taking papers in the contest we were giving out.. i was tired, but i went to the town that day, right after class, and we had one class..
Wednesday..
Supposedly, i wanted to post this as a blog with the title, Having A Crappy Day..
So much for it, but it was just that i failed in one of my exam, and i do feel crappy, it's not that i just failed one mark below the passing point, but i fail so hard. I fell so deep, i don't think i'm able to recover from it..
So it scared me a little..
Thursday..
I seriously don't know what happened on this day.
Friday..
It was ICT Week, and i finally went down even though it started since Tuesday..
I barely did anything here's what i do
Sit on my ass.. ALL NIGHT LONG..
seriously, i think it would better if they give me something to do at least.. but i didn't.. can't even enjoy myself..
Saturday..
Today actually, slept till the evening, watch couple of shows.. tried to study cause of the earlier exam that i didn't do so great.. and i'm moving the studying thing to tomorrow..
But seriously.. i have so much work to do now, but i think that it'll be okay, cause i'm sick of worrying, i know that i should, but worrying doesn't help me a lot does, it, all it does is giving me this feeling that i'm gonna fail, i'm gonna screw something up and that's it, i'm not gonna be able to do anything..
Yeah.. so much.
So i've been thinking.. actually, all my thoughts is wear out right now.. seriously can't think of anything..
Here's what i did
I didn't eat at night.. as planned, but i'm doing okay, i just wish i could keep it up, temptation please go away..
Well the only reason that i'm doing this is not because i'm on a diet.. no no.. no please no. if i were on a diet. i would be spending much more money than this..
So basically i'm trying to save money, if i eat regularly, i would spent 10 bucks every single day.. and that's like 70 bucks per week, and that's like 280 bucks per month, now, i'm not a rich person, but i do try to enjoy myself a little..
So i've been eating this Potato chips called Mister Potato, don't know if it's greater or worser than pringles.. cause i can't taste the difference, all i know that is MP is way more cheaper than Pringles, and the same thing that i can find bout them is that both mascot or something has a long mustache, and they're both in a long circular container..
okay that's it shows over..
Monday, September 20, 2010
The Trip Back
Well, it wasn't pleasant, it's leaving your family to study, the days getting closer, being apart seems like forever..
But it was a great last day at kk, we went to a wedding, the chicken was superb, and i ate lots of vegetables, and i hate that my new flip-flops stained with mud, cause it was raining that day, and the kids were annoying singing to Justin Bieber songs..
So it was night.. our flight to Miri was at 9PM, my uncle check our tickets really early, we were at the airport at 8PM, so after he checked in, we went around with my mom and my dad, going round at Tanjung Aru, well lots has changed since the last time i went to that place, it was much lonelier.. the cars was piling up though.. but that was only because you had to pay a dollar fifty to get in, not a lot of people agree on that.. but they hardly seem to do anything bout it.. My view on the beach.. don't really like it, it's sandy, feels weird when the wind blows, talking bout sand getting in your eye.. and people there are just annoying, sure they wanna have fun, but some people just wanna go and find peace, looking at the scenery while listening to the sounds of the wave..
yeah so much.. but we went there at night, and we just stayed in the car.. shortly after rounding around, we went back.. okay nothing wrong with that right.. that's cause there was nothing wrong.. till we went aboard.. we got stuck in the plane for an hour, we were still on land, there was a malfunction on the plane so we had to wait for the plane computers to be restarted, and it took sometimes, and my uncle got annoyed cause there was these two girls that sat beside him and they wouldn't shut their mouths up, yeah and i was sitting just in front of them and i was annoyed too. They didn't shut up till the plane start, ooh yeah more importantly.. we were about to take our bags, that point i thought the flight was gonna be canceled or something but it wasn't so, the captain said "Everybody if you would just stay calm, we finally resolved the computer issue and it is back online" okay not exactly those words, but you get it.. the plane is fine and ready to fly.. so yeah it was an hour of waiting in a plane, and they shut the powers up.. so it was kinda hot.. but not hot till i'm sweat.. but it was my first experience and the flight was a little shaky, and i did got scared, never thought i would be, but i did..
So we got into Miri at 11 PM it was kinda late, so we had supper.. we had Mee Kolok, i don't know bout you guys but it taste awesome, and i had a little too much of pickled chillies, it wasn't even spicy.. it was full of flavors..
The Next Day: The Bus Ride
I really had a great sleep, i was sleeping like a baby, but i did got up early.. so i took a bath, same old same old..
Then i went to the bus station, thank my uncle and my aunt.. waited there, got into the bus, then the bus started as always. Nothing special happened in the bus, but then again, nothing special ever happens.. So just riding the bus like always.. but this was also my first time going through a broken bus.
The bus broke on the side of the road, it can't move, literally, the driver pushes up the gas and the damn bus just won't move..
So isn't it enough that i had to wait in the Airplane, call it bad luck, i call it, i
Experience not worthy.. same thing happened, there was no air conditioning so i was sweating a little bit..
but after somehow, they fix it, kinda, after they started the bus, it broke down again.. i don't think it was really fix, when the bus started, it made a sound like it was dying..
But it was fixed after few minutes to hours later..
I was actually worried i couldn't get in my campus on time, but i did..
so end of story, now i'm here missing my family..
But it was a great last day at kk, we went to a wedding, the chicken was superb, and i ate lots of vegetables, and i hate that my new flip-flops stained with mud, cause it was raining that day, and the kids were annoying singing to Justin Bieber songs..
So it was night.. our flight to Miri was at 9PM, my uncle check our tickets really early, we were at the airport at 8PM, so after he checked in, we went around with my mom and my dad, going round at Tanjung Aru, well lots has changed since the last time i went to that place, it was much lonelier.. the cars was piling up though.. but that was only because you had to pay a dollar fifty to get in, not a lot of people agree on that.. but they hardly seem to do anything bout it.. My view on the beach.. don't really like it, it's sandy, feels weird when the wind blows, talking bout sand getting in your eye.. and people there are just annoying, sure they wanna have fun, but some people just wanna go and find peace, looking at the scenery while listening to the sounds of the wave..
yeah so much.. but we went there at night, and we just stayed in the car.. shortly after rounding around, we went back.. okay nothing wrong with that right.. that's cause there was nothing wrong.. till we went aboard.. we got stuck in the plane for an hour, we were still on land, there was a malfunction on the plane so we had to wait for the plane computers to be restarted, and it took sometimes, and my uncle got annoyed cause there was these two girls that sat beside him and they wouldn't shut their mouths up, yeah and i was sitting just in front of them and i was annoyed too. They didn't shut up till the plane start, ooh yeah more importantly.. we were about to take our bags, that point i thought the flight was gonna be canceled or something but it wasn't so, the captain said "Everybody if you would just stay calm, we finally resolved the computer issue and it is back online" okay not exactly those words, but you get it.. the plane is fine and ready to fly.. so yeah it was an hour of waiting in a plane, and they shut the powers up.. so it was kinda hot.. but not hot till i'm sweat.. but it was my first experience and the flight was a little shaky, and i did got scared, never thought i would be, but i did..
So we got into Miri at 11 PM it was kinda late, so we had supper.. we had Mee Kolok, i don't know bout you guys but it taste awesome, and i had a little too much of pickled chillies, it wasn't even spicy.. it was full of flavors..
The Next Day: The Bus Ride
I really had a great sleep, i was sleeping like a baby, but i did got up early.. so i took a bath, same old same old..
Then i went to the bus station, thank my uncle and my aunt.. waited there, got into the bus, then the bus started as always. Nothing special happened in the bus, but then again, nothing special ever happens.. So just riding the bus like always.. but this was also my first time going through a broken bus.
The bus broke on the side of the road, it can't move, literally, the driver pushes up the gas and the damn bus just won't move..
So isn't it enough that i had to wait in the Airplane, call it bad luck, i call it, i
Experience not worthy.. same thing happened, there was no air conditioning so i was sweating a little bit..
but after somehow, they fix it, kinda, after they started the bus, it broke down again.. i don't think it was really fix, when the bus started, it made a sound like it was dying..
But it was fixed after few minutes to hours later..
I was actually worried i couldn't get in my campus on time, but i did..
so end of story, now i'm here missing my family..
Missing Home
Okay, i don't generally do this, in fact i never done this before, probably..
So i just got back yesterday, and it felt strange, just like that i was in a different place, and surprisingly time does fly fast, it was the fastest two weeks of my life, okay it might be a little longer if i have something to do.. but to be honest i did had a great time at labuan, despite the pain i had to go through by sleeping in the car..
But yeah, i mean just few days ago i was with my parents, eating dinner together, talking to them face to face, trading stories we had in our day..
And now, i can't even see them, i can only hear their voice talking over the phone, but what's the point, when you have someone who love you and you have to be apart..
Feeling sad.. still don't do this a lot, so this might be a step up for me or step down..
No doubt i missed them, but i didn't think that i would miss them this fast, i never missed them before, like this i mean..
Guess all i can do now is wait, do the best i can in my studies and make them proud..
I just wish i could better, i bet everyone wish that, if you could make your parents happy what would you do?, the only thing i can do is get my grades up and that's enough for them, but i wanna do more, they've done so much for me, like raising me since i was a little baby, sticking up together through the hard times, for standing up to me even if i'm may not be on my best behavior, but still, it's just a desire to be better, i don't even know if i could achieve..
Okay here's what i'm gonna do, i'm gonna try and be better, can't be hard right?, study my mind out, study some more, get a job to show my appreciation to my parents..
that's pretty much it, hey i'm just a human what else can i do..
guess that's it..
So i just got back yesterday, and it felt strange, just like that i was in a different place, and surprisingly time does fly fast, it was the fastest two weeks of my life, okay it might be a little longer if i have something to do.. but to be honest i did had a great time at labuan, despite the pain i had to go through by sleeping in the car..
But yeah, i mean just few days ago i was with my parents, eating dinner together, talking to them face to face, trading stories we had in our day..
And now, i can't even see them, i can only hear their voice talking over the phone, but what's the point, when you have someone who love you and you have to be apart..
Feeling sad.. still don't do this a lot, so this might be a step up for me or step down..
No doubt i missed them, but i didn't think that i would miss them this fast, i never missed them before, like this i mean..
Guess all i can do now is wait, do the best i can in my studies and make them proud..
I just wish i could better, i bet everyone wish that, if you could make your parents happy what would you do?, the only thing i can do is get my grades up and that's enough for them, but i wanna do more, they've done so much for me, like raising me since i was a little baby, sticking up together through the hard times, for standing up to me even if i'm may not be on my best behavior, but still, it's just a desire to be better, i don't even know if i could achieve..
Okay here's what i'm gonna do, i'm gonna try and be better, can't be hard right?, study my mind out, study some more, get a job to show my appreciation to my parents..
that's pretty much it, hey i'm just a human what else can i do..
guess that's it..
Friday, September 17, 2010
Laptop Replacements Candidates
So, i've been wanting for a new laptop, but i guess, you can't always have what you want can't you.. it's sad that way, there's a part of me that wish that i could get anything i want, but what everything without hard work.. crap, yeah these thing are just drive, a source for you to be driven to get better so you can own thing that you want, i just wish it won't hurt this bad, how many night i sleep with wishing that the stuff is there every morning i wake up..
so here's some of my wishlist for a laptop
i'm just having so much of photo blogging, even though they're not my photo, still having so much fun..
The Dell Vostro 3700
still on my wish list, an affordable laptop with a high end specs, plus a big ass 17.3" screen, how often do you get to own stuff like that?
Ain't it a pretty picture, how could you get over that? it's made of gold, seriously how could you??
The Dell Vostro V13, the Adamo substitute, the Adamo might look nice, but it's friggin expensive, so they made this one, it only cost RM 2.2K, cheap, but not a gaming laptop though, and it's pretty slim..
The Mac, The Fellas will be jealous..
I don't know, never used it before, still wonder what it would feel like to use one..
The Sony F and Z Series
The F actually looks much better than mine (The Old One) and it has numpad now..
The Z Series
Small but powerful
Kinda Looks like a MacBook
The Ultimate Laptop To Own
The Acer Ethos, been waiting for it to be release it here.. still waiting..
Looks Great
The Mouse Pad Also acts as a media key, how clever, and cool.. Pure Genius..
That's bout it, i'm eating my chicken chop..
so here's some of my wishlist for a laptop
i'm just having so much of photo blogging, even though they're not my photo, still having so much fun..
The Dell Vostro 3700
still on my wish list, an affordable laptop with a high end specs, plus a big ass 17.3" screen, how often do you get to own stuff like that?
Ain't it a pretty picture, how could you get over that? it's made of gold, seriously how could you??
The Dell Vostro V13, the Adamo substitute, the Adamo might look nice, but it's friggin expensive, so they made this one, it only cost RM 2.2K, cheap, but not a gaming laptop though, and it's pretty slim..
The Mac, The Fellas will be jealous..
I don't know, never used it before, still wonder what it would feel like to use one..
The Sony F and Z Series
The F actually looks much better than mine (The Old One) and it has numpad now..
The Z Series
Small but powerful
Kinda Looks like a MacBook
The Ultimate Laptop To Own
The Acer Ethos, been waiting for it to be release it here.. still waiting..
Looks Great
The Mouse Pad Also acts as a media key, how clever, and cool.. Pure Genius..
That's bout it, i'm eating my chicken chop..
Friggin Phone
So much new phone lately isn't it?
So i actually wanted to buy a phone, a specific phone actually..
I'm talking bout the Nokia X6
I was actually hoping to buy the 32GB version, but after finding out the price was friggin expensive, cost bout 2K when it first came out, i decided to buy the cheap Xpress Music instead..
The Nokia 5530, still works great actually, only hate the part where the screen is small, Resistive touch screen and pretty much lame phone..
My current phone, i actually wanted to buy the silver color, but just wasn't my day, even had to wait an hour for the phone to arrive, and i'm stuck with the black one.
The Nokia X6 has lots of version actually, the 16GB and the Latest 8GB..
so i'm really hoping to get my hands on the 8GB, it has to be cheap, below 1K atleast..
so yeah..
16GB version
8GB Version, can't really tell the difference except for the color coordination, but the 8GB still has a capacitive touch screen, i'm cool with that..
And the iPod Nano 6G, this stuff is actually pretty awesome, just look at it, it's small and people actually make a watch which actually looks cool and it's a music player so it's convenient to user i guess. Kinda looking forward to buy that too..
Look just how awesome it is!!!!!!!!!!
Latersssssss
So i actually wanted to buy a phone, a specific phone actually..
I'm talking bout the Nokia X6
I was actually hoping to buy the 32GB version, but after finding out the price was friggin expensive, cost bout 2K when it first came out, i decided to buy the cheap Xpress Music instead..
The Nokia 5530, still works great actually, only hate the part where the screen is small, Resistive touch screen and pretty much lame phone..
My current phone, i actually wanted to buy the silver color, but just wasn't my day, even had to wait an hour for the phone to arrive, and i'm stuck with the black one.
The Nokia X6 has lots of version actually, the 16GB and the Latest 8GB..
so i'm really hoping to get my hands on the 8GB, it has to be cheap, below 1K atleast..
so yeah..
16GB version
8GB Version, can't really tell the difference except for the color coordination, but the 8GB still has a capacitive touch screen, i'm cool with that..
And the iPod Nano 6G, this stuff is actually pretty awesome, just look at it, it's small and people actually make a watch which actually looks cool and it's a music player so it's convenient to user i guess. Kinda looking forward to buy that too..
Look just how awesome it is!!!!!!!!!!
Latersssssss
ICSEC
For these couple of days, i seriously can't lay my hands and my mouth off chocolates, cause recently with the trip from Labuan, my whole family, well the one who went literally splurge on chocolates and liquors, still with the How I Met Your Mother tagline..
So i ate lots of chocolate actually.. i ate Kinder Bueno, Kit Kat, Ritter Sports, Hershey Kisses, well it's a lot more but i can't sickly remember them..
I'm actually worried that i might get diabetes.. but the worst part is that it's gonna expire soon, and it would be such a waste if i don't eat it, then again i could go sick, but i haven't, then again the ants is getting nearer to the chocolates, my mom found some on it this evening..
Wow i thought i would have more to write about this one, but i don't, that's weird..
Okay, Realization, Kinder Bueno kinda taste like a softer and cheaper Fererro Rocher, of course they were made from the same company.. I didn't actually like it till my cousin told me bout Kinder Bueno, actuall, i never tasted it, always seen it in advertisement before..
The taste is like this soft chocolate with this caramel in the middle, the chocolate was actually coating, the chocolate coated this wafer with the caramel stored inside, it was soft, melts in your mouth, sweetness that you can't endure..
yeah i'm not that good in explaining stuff in details.
How would i be if i'm writing a sickly emo love note..
okay surf's up..
So i ate lots of chocolate actually.. i ate Kinder Bueno, Kit Kat, Ritter Sports, Hershey Kisses, well it's a lot more but i can't sickly remember them..
I'm actually worried that i might get diabetes.. but the worst part is that it's gonna expire soon, and it would be such a waste if i don't eat it, then again i could go sick, but i haven't, then again the ants is getting nearer to the chocolates, my mom found some on it this evening..
Wow i thought i would have more to write about this one, but i don't, that's weird..
Okay, Realization, Kinder Bueno kinda taste like a softer and cheaper Fererro Rocher, of course they were made from the same company.. I didn't actually like it till my cousin told me bout Kinder Bueno, actuall, i never tasted it, always seen it in advertisement before..
The taste is like this soft chocolate with this caramel in the middle, the chocolate was actually coating, the chocolate coated this wafer with the caramel stored inside, it was soft, melts in your mouth, sweetness that you can't endure..
yeah i'm not that good in explaining stuff in details.
How would i be if i'm writing a sickly emo love note..
okay surf's up..
My AuntI
I have this aunt who has been pushing me since i was little, she might be the reason why i failed in most of my exam, okay people say you can't blame anyone except yourself, but just hear me out and you might not think so..
So i was little, me and my parents used to live with my aunt before relocating to our old house, i don't really have lots of memory there, but i do remember going down the stairs at that house weirdly, instead of using my feet to go down, i literally use my ass to go down stairs, my mom actually teach me that, i can't remember why, probably she was sick to walk..
I also remember a rabbit..
That's pretty much what i remembered from her house.
So i was little my aunt really push, not so much but she does scare the hell out of me when i was a kid, so you were a kid right, you don't actually have an income, so whenever i would go to dinner or breakfast with my aunt, she would scare me by saying that i have to stay there, pay for the whole meal or wash the dishes.. I was a kid, how could i possibly eat faster than grown ups?.
How it affect me? I actually end up eating more than i should, and partly my mom fault, when i was a kid, my mom always limits what i ate, so i end up always wanting more, so one day, my mom finally sets me free for some reason, since then i've ordered everything i want, i used to share my mom on foods, that's part of the reason i feel insecure when i'm eating..
Then when i was a kid, Astro was new, and my cousin just had them install in their house so i would watch then every time i went to their house, caause i didn't have them, i'm not actually rich, nor was i able to purchase for that reason, but somehow we got throught..
I remember watching little lulu on cartoon network, she has this fat friend called toby, i spent my childhood watching that while waiting for the bus to pick me up to go to school.
And i remember one night i was also watching cartoon network, and my aunt was there, The "Aunt", she try to convince me to ask my parents to install astro in our house, i mean she was purely manipulating, and the worse part is it work, somehow, i was just a kid, a stupid, dumb, motionless kid.
So it was installed, and every single friggin day i would wake up and watch Scooby-Doo every single friggin morning before i go to school, that end up to be my habit, been watching television ever since..
What else can i blame my flaw on her, okay not so much, but she has always been the, well, err, well, she's not evil nor is she the greatest aunt in the whole wide world, but she's changed, maybe cause i'm actually an adult now and she actually doing good, she has a daughter now, she's running her own resort, have an SUV, living alone in the house i once live, pretty much..
So i was little, me and my parents used to live with my aunt before relocating to our old house, i don't really have lots of memory there, but i do remember going down the stairs at that house weirdly, instead of using my feet to go down, i literally use my ass to go down stairs, my mom actually teach me that, i can't remember why, probably she was sick to walk..
I also remember a rabbit..
That's pretty much what i remembered from her house.
So i was little my aunt really push, not so much but she does scare the hell out of me when i was a kid, so you were a kid right, you don't actually have an income, so whenever i would go to dinner or breakfast with my aunt, she would scare me by saying that i have to stay there, pay for the whole meal or wash the dishes.. I was a kid, how could i possibly eat faster than grown ups?.
How it affect me? I actually end up eating more than i should, and partly my mom fault, when i was a kid, my mom always limits what i ate, so i end up always wanting more, so one day, my mom finally sets me free for some reason, since then i've ordered everything i want, i used to share my mom on foods, that's part of the reason i feel insecure when i'm eating..
Then when i was a kid, Astro was new, and my cousin just had them install in their house so i would watch then every time i went to their house, caause i didn't have them, i'm not actually rich, nor was i able to purchase for that reason, but somehow we got throught..
I remember watching little lulu on cartoon network, she has this fat friend called toby, i spent my childhood watching that while waiting for the bus to pick me up to go to school.
And i remember one night i was also watching cartoon network, and my aunt was there, The "Aunt", she try to convince me to ask my parents to install astro in our house, i mean she was purely manipulating, and the worse part is it work, somehow, i was just a kid, a stupid, dumb, motionless kid.
So it was installed, and every single friggin day i would wake up and watch Scooby-Doo every single friggin morning before i go to school, that end up to be my habit, been watching television ever since..
What else can i blame my flaw on her, okay not so much, but she has always been the, well, err, well, she's not evil nor is she the greatest aunt in the whole wide world, but she's changed, maybe cause i'm actually an adult now and she actually doing good, she has a daughter now, she's running her own resort, have an SUV, living alone in the house i once live, pretty much..
Moaning Songs
It's nothing dirty, but i have been collecting songs that has moaning sound in it, no.. not the actual moaning, but moaning that goes great with the song, i'm seriously out of things to do here.. so i found couple of songs that has moaning sounds, like these songs, and most of them are great songs, seriously, sincerely here goes... here's what i found so far..
F.Y.I moaning song are the sound like this, OoOoOoOo, i don't know how to spell that out in words so i just call it moaning sound, owhowhowh?? owawawa..
1.Life In Technicolor II by Cold Play (The moaning actually comes in the second verse)
2.Bad Romance By Lady GaGa (The Moaning Sound starts in the intro and choruses.)
3.Use Somebody From Kings Of Leon (Same as Lady GaGa)
4.Come Back When You Can sang by a band called Barcelona (On The Chorus mostly)
5.Hot By Canadian rocker Avril Lavigne (Same As Lady GaGa)
6.Viva La Vida By Coldplay (Almost at the end they start to moan)
7.Marchin' On by OneRepublic (At the chorus)
8.Your Name High by Hill Song (Intro and Chorus)
So yeah, tell me if you find anymore moaning songs cause it's awesome, kinda got hooked on barneys tagline..
F.Y.I moaning song are the sound like this, OoOoOoOo, i don't know how to spell that out in words so i just call it moaning sound, owhowhowh?? owawawa..
1.Life In Technicolor II by Cold Play (The moaning actually comes in the second verse)
2.Bad Romance By Lady GaGa (The Moaning Sound starts in the intro and choruses.)
3.Use Somebody From Kings Of Leon (Same as Lady GaGa)
4.Come Back When You Can sang by a band called Barcelona (On The Chorus mostly)
5.Hot By Canadian rocker Avril Lavigne (Same As Lady GaGa)
6.Viva La Vida By Coldplay (Almost at the end they start to moan)
7.Marchin' On by OneRepublic (At the chorus)
8.Your Name High by Hill Song (Intro and Chorus)
So yeah, tell me if you find anymore moaning songs cause it's awesome, kinda got hooked on barneys tagline..
Last Day In KK
Well, i never bored saying this, i'm probably gonna do few more of Last Day, the excitement of going back to your home town, and the sadness of going back to the place you sort of loathe, but only for personal reason, it's really important that you go somewhere, well in my case that is, not that i hate in Mukah, i can totally live there if they can at least improve the internet speed on DiGi there.. seriously, i've been downloading tons of stuff these few weeks, and i'm not satisfied, mostly cause i spend 2 days downloading The Big Bang Theory and end up losing it all, what a waste, well never give up right, well that's my problem, i would try until i get it, i would even buy the DVD if.. for 2 reason, It's actually cheap, and The latest season came out as soon as the current season ends.. but it's too much to ask for it here..
So last day, yesterday i was bloated, i ate so much till my stomach literally hurt, i can barely move, and i swore i think there's a ball shape in my belly, it's growse i guess but i'm putting my hopes up on losing my weight once i come back there, i'm only worried that i might gain my weight back for the end of semester break..
But seriously thought, last night ICSE, my mom finally cook, it's been a while since i tasted her home cook meal, most of the time we would always ate out side, and frankly i'm getting sick of it, might be my stupid reason for eating three plates of full food yesterday.. anyway, it goes like this, i started the day by eating this awesome Ramen i bought couple of nights ago, but it's really expensive, it cost like RM 14 bucks for a pack, inside there's like 5 mini pack, well it was worth it, but today i ate it again, and the taste i long for kinda fades away, i guess it's better to wait on eating the best things in the world, cause if you eat it too much at once, the great feeling you once tasted will be gone, seriously..
I remember one time when i was still in school, i always eat this instant noodles, and it was one flavor and i kinda got sick of it, and it took some time till i finally able to process it again, kinda taste like butter in my mouth, and one more stupid stuff i done last semester is that i bought a box of Maggi Tom Yam, no doubt it's one of the greatest flavors of Maggi, but wrong move on buying a whole box, firstly it cost RM70 for a friggin box, a nice normal instant noodle box would cost like RM20, but i don't know, i seriously don't know..
So anyway, after eating ramen, i ate more instant noodles in the afternoon, then came dinner, oh yeah, before that, i ate tons of chocolate, there's a piece i've been wanting to do it's called ICSEC, it stands for I Can't Stop Eating Chocolate, but i guess i'll do it later.. i've been forgetting stuff lately..
Anyway after eating..dinner came, and my mom cook this delicious delicacies like Barbecued Chicken, Sour Soup with some tofu and fish balls, and Beancurd mix, with Shitake mushroom and vermicelli rice??
it was delicious, my mom also cooked Chicken Rice cause days before we had it at my cousins birthday and it tasted amazing, so my mom tried to cook it, well they were great and if they weren't, i wouldn't torture myself last night into eating three plates of food, seriously i haven't eaten like that since i was 10 years old, hmm great memories.. so much for food..
But what is it about food that we seriously can't stop eating if it's really good, i wish there was a way that we can eat all the food we want and not go directly in our stomach, well there is a way but it's not that good, it's called purging, eat all you want and throw it all up later, seriously don't do that, i guess it's bad for some reason, but i don't know, do guys does that to stay thin? i'm not sure, but i do know some girls probably do it, still i don't know i'm only assuming, cause i saw this in a Thailand movie, it was strange cause she add these fresh tomatoes, eggs and some type of cream, at first i didn't know what she was doing, i thought she was seriously gonna drink those down, but then she threw up in a plastic bag and weighs it..
So yeah, ooh yeah, i haven't mention anything bout my last day.. nothing special, except that i forgot my parents anniversary, i seriously didn't remember it, but i'm gonna, i'm gonna try to be a better son, my mom sort of called me to go to dinner but i didn't went, only cause i was full and i didn't knew that it was their wedding anniversary, if i knew, i would've, so i'm left feeling guilty on the last day on my parents, well happy anniversary mom and dad, sorry for not going to dinner, i'll remember this day on 17 of september, after i got a job, i will treat you to a fancy restaurant and i'll pay.. so order what you want, my treat..
Last day.. been mentioning that a lot, i've done nothing but, pack my stuff, trying to finish How I Met Your Mother.. and i thought of a cool catch phrase..
Here what i was thinking, i was in the bathroom, no i wasn't doing anything bad, but i was imagining, i was imagining that the world of Augmented Reality would come sooner and when you brush your teeth in the morning, there would be this screen in your mirror, a little screen on your side to show the daily news, then you go to work in your room while standing, and your head virtually pops right in front of you and your ideas that you were thinking blows in front of you without proportion and you start to sort these ideas to compile it and make a great idea, then you submit it and watch your bank account makes money by it self..
Another thing bout account, we have account right, i guess so, but there's actually a lot of types of account, for instance, bank account, blogger account, facebook.. etc..
But here's what i'm thinking, why the hell do they call account anyway?, they don't hold any money, they only hold information bout personal life, okay stupid question, but i just hope there much to it than just holding your account, i kinda wish they would live up to their name as an account, store money, i don't even care if they store one cent there, just as long the name is used for the purpose.. cause who knows, the quarter, dime and dollar might be your savior some day..
so yeah i'm stopping here, squat, yay new word to replace crap..
So last day, yesterday i was bloated, i ate so much till my stomach literally hurt, i can barely move, and i swore i think there's a ball shape in my belly, it's growse i guess but i'm putting my hopes up on losing my weight once i come back there, i'm only worried that i might gain my weight back for the end of semester break..
But seriously thought, last night ICSE, my mom finally cook, it's been a while since i tasted her home cook meal, most of the time we would always ate out side, and frankly i'm getting sick of it, might be my stupid reason for eating three plates of full food yesterday.. anyway, it goes like this, i started the day by eating this awesome Ramen i bought couple of nights ago, but it's really expensive, it cost like RM 14 bucks for a pack, inside there's like 5 mini pack, well it was worth it, but today i ate it again, and the taste i long for kinda fades away, i guess it's better to wait on eating the best things in the world, cause if you eat it too much at once, the great feeling you once tasted will be gone, seriously..
I remember one time when i was still in school, i always eat this instant noodles, and it was one flavor and i kinda got sick of it, and it took some time till i finally able to process it again, kinda taste like butter in my mouth, and one more stupid stuff i done last semester is that i bought a box of Maggi Tom Yam, no doubt it's one of the greatest flavors of Maggi, but wrong move on buying a whole box, firstly it cost RM70 for a friggin box, a nice normal instant noodle box would cost like RM20, but i don't know, i seriously don't know..
So anyway, after eating ramen, i ate more instant noodles in the afternoon, then came dinner, oh yeah, before that, i ate tons of chocolate, there's a piece i've been wanting to do it's called ICSEC, it stands for I Can't Stop Eating Chocolate, but i guess i'll do it later.. i've been forgetting stuff lately..
Anyway after eating..dinner came, and my mom cook this delicious delicacies like Barbecued Chicken, Sour Soup with some tofu and fish balls, and Beancurd mix, with Shitake mushroom and vermicelli rice??
it was delicious, my mom also cooked Chicken Rice cause days before we had it at my cousins birthday and it tasted amazing, so my mom tried to cook it, well they were great and if they weren't, i wouldn't torture myself last night into eating three plates of food, seriously i haven't eaten like that since i was 10 years old, hmm great memories.. so much for food..
But what is it about food that we seriously can't stop eating if it's really good, i wish there was a way that we can eat all the food we want and not go directly in our stomach, well there is a way but it's not that good, it's called purging, eat all you want and throw it all up later, seriously don't do that, i guess it's bad for some reason, but i don't know, do guys does that to stay thin? i'm not sure, but i do know some girls probably do it, still i don't know i'm only assuming, cause i saw this in a Thailand movie, it was strange cause she add these fresh tomatoes, eggs and some type of cream, at first i didn't know what she was doing, i thought she was seriously gonna drink those down, but then she threw up in a plastic bag and weighs it..
So yeah, ooh yeah, i haven't mention anything bout my last day.. nothing special, except that i forgot my parents anniversary, i seriously didn't remember it, but i'm gonna, i'm gonna try to be a better son, my mom sort of called me to go to dinner but i didn't went, only cause i was full and i didn't knew that it was their wedding anniversary, if i knew, i would've, so i'm left feeling guilty on the last day on my parents, well happy anniversary mom and dad, sorry for not going to dinner, i'll remember this day on 17 of september, after i got a job, i will treat you to a fancy restaurant and i'll pay.. so order what you want, my treat..
Last day.. been mentioning that a lot, i've done nothing but, pack my stuff, trying to finish How I Met Your Mother.. and i thought of a cool catch phrase..
Here what i was thinking, i was in the bathroom, no i wasn't doing anything bad, but i was imagining, i was imagining that the world of Augmented Reality would come sooner and when you brush your teeth in the morning, there would be this screen in your mirror, a little screen on your side to show the daily news, then you go to work in your room while standing, and your head virtually pops right in front of you and your ideas that you were thinking blows in front of you without proportion and you start to sort these ideas to compile it and make a great idea, then you submit it and watch your bank account makes money by it self..
Another thing bout account, we have account right, i guess so, but there's actually a lot of types of account, for instance, bank account, blogger account, facebook.. etc..
But here's what i'm thinking, why the hell do they call account anyway?, they don't hold any money, they only hold information bout personal life, okay stupid question, but i just hope there much to it than just holding your account, i kinda wish they would live up to their name as an account, store money, i don't even care if they store one cent there, just as long the name is used for the purpose.. cause who knows, the quarter, dime and dollar might be your savior some day..
so yeah i'm stopping here, squat, yay new word to replace crap..
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Good Music Just Kept Piling Up Don't They??
Currently there's so much friggin music that fit my ears perfectly, speaking of ear, last night in Karamunsing, i saw this awesome MP3 player by sony, it's actually an old MP3 player but a lil bit updated, the one with the heart shaped and you don't actually need the player, cause it's all in one, the earphones and the player is in one, how awesome is that, but it would be a lil awkward when you're using it, it's strange, and i never seen a person used it before so..
Songs like Ne-Yo are seriously good, he's gonna release a new album called Libra Scale, currently i've only heard 3 official by him called Beautiful Monster, One In A Million and Champagne Life, there's another track, not sure if it would make it to the album or not, it's called I'm In Love, and I'm In Love and One In A Million is my favorite new song by him, I'm In Love is this pop music with RNB rendition of melody, it's pretty awesome and it's produced by StarGate, the producer who produce lots of good music with the same kind of tune, songs like Irreplaceable, With You, Go On Girl, Hate That I Love You and so much more, One In A Million is considerably awesome too, the music video is rad, and the song is plain awesome.. but it reminds me a lil bit of Bosson One in a million, the melody of the song is a lil bit similar, but the tempo and the way they sing is totally different, and i like Ne-Yo version better, he's awesome, can't wait for his fourth album.
Bruno Mars is friggin awesome, love his new song called Just The Way You Are, so now i'm just waiting for his other song, pretty sure it's gonna be good, he does produce lots of nice songs like Billionaire, Nothin' On You and Airplane..
Shontelle is awesome too, for some reason i can't stop using the word awesome, it's plain awesome, i like her chorus on her song Impossible, where she sang Impossible three times, that type of vocal is strangely awesome, still on awesome..
Flo-Rida song with David Guetta is awesome too called Club Can't Handle Me
Usher Song with Pitbull is awesome too, called DJ Got Us Fallin In Love
Maroon 5 new single called Misery, totally awesome, never fail to dissapoint..
Okay just give Justin Bieber a lil credit for his new song featuring Usher called somebody to love, despite what everyone says about him, here's what i'm thinking, he always has such a great voice right? and lots of people says he sounds like a girl, and today i've saw VMA concert, and when he was receiving his award for Best New Artist, his voice was actually deep, rather than high and it kinda break, so here's what i'm really thinking, i think there a girl behind Justin Bieber, not saying he's a sissy but, maybe, probably there's an unknown girl who sang all his song for him and he just took all the credit, i'm just saying..
Speaking of VMA's Lady GaGa just kept bagging all the awards without even trying, she didn't even perform..
Sadly i think Paramore should have won Best Rock Video, and maybe Ballad would've been nice, but Paramore would've won that one without any competition with the song The Only Exception, and Airplane should've won.. i totally support Hayley Williams, and i'm a fan of her band, kinda wish i could see her concert later, but damn i'm already back there for study..
Well that's pretty much it..
Songs like Ne-Yo are seriously good, he's gonna release a new album called Libra Scale, currently i've only heard 3 official by him called Beautiful Monster, One In A Million and Champagne Life, there's another track, not sure if it would make it to the album or not, it's called I'm In Love, and I'm In Love and One In A Million is my favorite new song by him, I'm In Love is this pop music with RNB rendition of melody, it's pretty awesome and it's produced by StarGate, the producer who produce lots of good music with the same kind of tune, songs like Irreplaceable, With You, Go On Girl, Hate That I Love You and so much more, One In A Million is considerably awesome too, the music video is rad, and the song is plain awesome.. but it reminds me a lil bit of Bosson One in a million, the melody of the song is a lil bit similar, but the tempo and the way they sing is totally different, and i like Ne-Yo version better, he's awesome, can't wait for his fourth album.
Bruno Mars is friggin awesome, love his new song called Just The Way You Are, so now i'm just waiting for his other song, pretty sure it's gonna be good, he does produce lots of nice songs like Billionaire, Nothin' On You and Airplane..
Shontelle is awesome too, for some reason i can't stop using the word awesome, it's plain awesome, i like her chorus on her song Impossible, where she sang Impossible three times, that type of vocal is strangely awesome, still on awesome..
Flo-Rida song with David Guetta is awesome too called Club Can't Handle Me
Usher Song with Pitbull is awesome too, called DJ Got Us Fallin In Love
Maroon 5 new single called Misery, totally awesome, never fail to dissapoint..
Okay just give Justin Bieber a lil credit for his new song featuring Usher called somebody to love, despite what everyone says about him, here's what i'm thinking, he always has such a great voice right? and lots of people says he sounds like a girl, and today i've saw VMA concert, and when he was receiving his award for Best New Artist, his voice was actually deep, rather than high and it kinda break, so here's what i'm really thinking, i think there a girl behind Justin Bieber, not saying he's a sissy but, maybe, probably there's an unknown girl who sang all his song for him and he just took all the credit, i'm just saying..
Speaking of VMA's Lady GaGa just kept bagging all the awards without even trying, she didn't even perform..
Sadly i think Paramore should have won Best Rock Video, and maybe Ballad would've been nice, but Paramore would've won that one without any competition with the song The Only Exception, and Airplane should've won.. i totally support Hayley Williams, and i'm a fan of her band, kinda wish i could see her concert later, but damn i'm already back there for study..
Well that's pretty much it..
Stuff For My Final Days
So, it's only a couple of days before i go back to Mukah, and so far, i've done nothing, mostly been watching movies and series, i've started watching How I Met Your Mother again, from the first season, i can't believe the series has been 5 years, that's an achievement, most shows from that year has been canceled for some reason, shows like Bionic Women, Cashmere Mafia and all sorts of crappy show.
How I Met Your Mother is as i stated in my previous post is a Friends wannabe, probably, but it isn't that bad, the cast is pretty Amazing, most notably is Neil Patrick Harris who plays Barney who is a womanizer/Over rated obsession on Suits, seriously, the only time he didn't suit up was the day he was sick and went to a funeral.. and it was strange seeing him not in a suit, cause he always was.
Other than that is Alyson Hannigan which plays the current wife of Marshall Erikson played by crap i can't remember the big dude name.. Ted best friend..
She's a well known actress right?, from American Pies, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, that's all i got bout her.
Then you got the girl who is Robin Scherbatzky, is that right? she's played by Cobie Smulders which is a weird name when i first heard it, kinda sounds like Colbie Caillat name, anyway, she was hot, as always i think, but she was the hottest on the first season cause she wears this thick make up which actually make her looks hot, but after few season, her make up kinda fades out and what's left is a brunette with a pale face, yeah seriously..
No doubt the shows is good, but it's a lil bit tiring trying to figure out who's gonna be the mother, but it is the only show that remind you of Friends..
So back to my topic, today i finally step my foot to Karamunsing Plaza, after a week of waiting to search for things that i actually like, tech stuff mostly, there were events that hold me back like a trip to Labuan, but finally tonight i went there, actually i wanted to check the price on the Dell Vostro 3700 but i barely did a survey, however, remember how i mention about me running out of storage?, well today i went exactly to find storage.. only i didn't buy it, i just went and surveyed for the cheapest one..
And i find a few..
First of WD a.k.a Western Digital, they actually have a factory in KL, saw the big WD sign while i was there..
So there's 2 types of Hard Drives, a 3.5" and 2.5" both are 1TB.
the 3.5" was cheaper at RM399, it could be cheaper but this one has an LCD indicator which made it expensive then most of them, the standard price for a 1TB at that size should be RM350, and the cheapest i found was RM285 in KL by buffalo..
The 2.5" was a lil bit expensive, at RM499, it was much more expensive before, i remember the first time it came out it was bout RM 679 by Samsung, and that was just the hard disk, enclosure not included..
So i kinda passed cause it was WD brand, and it's made from Malaysia..
So i went the bottom floor, where more stores are, so i saw one that caught my attention, a hard disk by seagate, it was a 2TB hard disk but it was the big one, and it cost bout RM 479, that's friggin cheap man!!, i remember WD releasing their first 2TB hard disk and it cost bout 1K, and this one only sells half the price, but still, i didn't buy it, so i did a little research bout the product, and turns out it doesn't support windows 7, so that made me worried a lil bit, but i don't think it's gonna be a problem, cause on the site there was a way to solve the problem, so there's a chance i'm gonna buy it..
So back to the main topic, remember when i did a month without eating instant noodles?, well i'm breaking it, at least for these 2 weeks, so i kinda went all out for it, i even bought Ramens, it's friggin expensive man!! 13bucks for 5 packets.., i know it's gonna finish in like 2 meals.. then i bought some Tom Yam Maggi, cause i missed the taste of Thailand.. not really, just missed cause i haven't ate it in a semester.. plus the noodles are bigger than the Curry and Chicken flavors..
Then i bought some Mee Sedaap, which is probably the most famous instant noodle by all student who's living in dorms.. but it cost much more here than Mukah, Mukah only sells RM2.80 per Package, and here they sell it at RM3.19, WTH, it cost so much more here..
That's all for my desire, i did buy some necessity stuff like shampoo, cotton buds and that's pretty much it..
How I Met Your Mother is as i stated in my previous post is a Friends wannabe, probably, but it isn't that bad, the cast is pretty Amazing, most notably is Neil Patrick Harris who plays Barney who is a womanizer/Over rated obsession on Suits, seriously, the only time he didn't suit up was the day he was sick and went to a funeral.. and it was strange seeing him not in a suit, cause he always was.
Other than that is Alyson Hannigan which plays the current wife of Marshall Erikson played by crap i can't remember the big dude name.. Ted best friend..
She's a well known actress right?, from American Pies, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, that's all i got bout her.
Then you got the girl who is Robin Scherbatzky, is that right? she's played by Cobie Smulders which is a weird name when i first heard it, kinda sounds like Colbie Caillat name, anyway, she was hot, as always i think, but she was the hottest on the first season cause she wears this thick make up which actually make her looks hot, but after few season, her make up kinda fades out and what's left is a brunette with a pale face, yeah seriously..
No doubt the shows is good, but it's a lil bit tiring trying to figure out who's gonna be the mother, but it is the only show that remind you of Friends..
So back to my topic, today i finally step my foot to Karamunsing Plaza, after a week of waiting to search for things that i actually like, tech stuff mostly, there were events that hold me back like a trip to Labuan, but finally tonight i went there, actually i wanted to check the price on the Dell Vostro 3700 but i barely did a survey, however, remember how i mention about me running out of storage?, well today i went exactly to find storage.. only i didn't buy it, i just went and surveyed for the cheapest one..
And i find a few..
First of WD a.k.a Western Digital, they actually have a factory in KL, saw the big WD sign while i was there..
So there's 2 types of Hard Drives, a 3.5" and 2.5" both are 1TB.
the 3.5" was cheaper at RM399, it could be cheaper but this one has an LCD indicator which made it expensive then most of them, the standard price for a 1TB at that size should be RM350, and the cheapest i found was RM285 in KL by buffalo..
The 2.5" was a lil bit expensive, at RM499, it was much more expensive before, i remember the first time it came out it was bout RM 679 by Samsung, and that was just the hard disk, enclosure not included..
So i kinda passed cause it was WD brand, and it's made from Malaysia..
So i went the bottom floor, where more stores are, so i saw one that caught my attention, a hard disk by seagate, it was a 2TB hard disk but it was the big one, and it cost bout RM 479, that's friggin cheap man!!, i remember WD releasing their first 2TB hard disk and it cost bout 1K, and this one only sells half the price, but still, i didn't buy it, so i did a little research bout the product, and turns out it doesn't support windows 7, so that made me worried a lil bit, but i don't think it's gonna be a problem, cause on the site there was a way to solve the problem, so there's a chance i'm gonna buy it..
So back to the main topic, remember when i did a month without eating instant noodles?, well i'm breaking it, at least for these 2 weeks, so i kinda went all out for it, i even bought Ramens, it's friggin expensive man!! 13bucks for 5 packets.., i know it's gonna finish in like 2 meals.. then i bought some Tom Yam Maggi, cause i missed the taste of Thailand.. not really, just missed cause i haven't ate it in a semester.. plus the noodles are bigger than the Curry and Chicken flavors..
Then i bought some Mee Sedaap, which is probably the most famous instant noodle by all student who's living in dorms.. but it cost much more here than Mukah, Mukah only sells RM2.80 per Package, and here they sell it at RM3.19, WTH, it cost so much more here..
That's all for my desire, i did buy some necessity stuff like shampoo, cotton buds and that's pretty much it..
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
ICSE (The Real One)
I seriously can't stop eating while i was in Labuan, it was like my whole month of not eating at night was a waste, although it was only once i would actually get a chance like that, no i gained all my weight back, perfect..
Shortly after arriving in the port, one thing bout the port, it was friggin amazing, the boat port was like the Airport, of course the part in Sabah which is in Menombok was not as classy as the port in Labuan, the Labuan port was far more superior than the Menombok port, seriously there's even that lady who always talk reminding you your transport number and time to go exactly like the airport...
So we met few relatives who help us to get our stuff and us to the hotel, we were staying at the Dorsett hotel, my aunt booked two rooms for two nights, it was actually an expensive hotel, the whole name for the hotel is The Grand Dorsett Hotel, see that i meant?, so we had breakfast cause we barely ate the night before, so my aunt went for buffet, so did all of us, the buffet was surprisingly cheaper than other hotel i went to, seriously, Dorsett only cost like RM35 per person, the last time i went to a hotel buffet it cost RM50 per person, of course the cheapest Buffet i went to is Hartz chicken buffet and Shakeys Pizza, it's been awhile, they only cost like RM20 per person..
So there was like a pressure on me that i had to eat as much as i could cause it's a buffet and it would be a total waste if i didn't even try to eat as much as i could, so i did, i started with a plate of Kuey Tiau noodle, which is a flat noodle fried with chillies, vegetables.
Then i get some smoked sausages which tasted great, i also took smoked beef bacon which taste terrible and it was friggin hard to eat.
Then i took some yogurt was actually the highlight of my meal, i like yogurt, i took the orange flavors, i ate like 3 cups of orange yogurts that day..
Then i took a bowl of porridge which is also my favorite dish, it's really hard to eat porridge these days, the only place i could eat porridge was at McDonalds..
The porridge tasted great i guess, i added some Fish with black beans, and i poured some soya sauces on it..
For desert, i was actually backwards, i took cereal as my desert, with Koko Crunch and Honey Star with Full Cream Milk, it was friggin amazing, and i was full after that..
Then i rested for a while, slept on the floor while my aunt and my parents slept on the bed..
I was awaken by my cousin, they have arrive, it's been a while since i've seen my cousin, so it was great seeing them again, we talk for a brief moment, then we went out cause they haven't actually eaten..
So we went out, and my other aunt and uncles picked KFC cause the majority of our pack was mostly teens, so we owned them, but KFC was packed that day with people, it was Raya on that day, so it took a while before the food came in or before they could even order, the line was considerably long..
But at last, the food arrive, but mine was nowhere to be found, i really didn't mind not eating, cause i had breakfasts, but they gave me anyway, so i ate two pieces of chicken, a bun, and i saved my Whipped Potatoes and Coleslaw for later.
Then we went shopping, for chocolates, my uncle was friggin lucky, he bought a bottle of Chivas Regal and he got this awesome bag, i kinda wanted that bag, cause it's a laptop bag, me and my obsession with stuff..
So fast forward to night, we were picked up to go to my older relatives house, we went there to have dinner.. but before that..
The Afternoon, my little cousin wanted to go for a swim, so they went a little early, so me and my cousin thought for a while, should we head down?, it's been really long since we swam in a swimming pool, so we did, i had a great time swimming, and i almost drown, my little cousin was surprisingly strong, she pulled me down, she was dragging me to the bigger pool, so me without any knowledge of swimming, just pushing my leg down trying to get my head on the surface to get some air, i pushed lots of time, cause i didn't know how to swim, so yeah i almost drown, but i didn't, i remember worser times when i actually drank the pool water. eww..
So most of the time it was just me, trying to float on the pool, and pushing my leg against the water trying to move forward, me putting my hand in front of the other side trying to swim, but i can't, my cousin was rather funny, she tried to swim and make the loudest noise in the pool, i can't help my self but laugh..
Yeah it was a great time..
Fast forward to night.
We went to our relative who resides in Labuan using a Mini Van, thankfully we fit, all of us, there were more than 14 people..
So we were there, greeted by out relative, i don't know why, but i found some girls there attractive that night, can't help it i'm a guy, but i didn't do anything anyway, i'm way too honest to do anything..
so we ate, there were foods, but before that, we prayed..
I don't think everyone ate seriously that night, cause it was other people house, i guess everyone was shy to take another round.
So they talk, i barely even communicate, most of the time i was there it was just me staring at people, the wall, and playing an iPhone game called Labyrinth .
So as time passed by, we went home..
I was right, everyone was still hungry, so my cousin made a suggestion on making an order from McDonalds, but we had to find the number first, so we surf the net to find McDonald restaurant number, after we found it, in cause you don't know, for the people in Malaysia, it's 1300-13-1300, how easy is that?, if you wan't a catchy one, here's one from Pizza Hut, 1300-88-2525, they even made a song for that number..
What a weird world...
so my cousin called, and the funny thing is that, they don't deliver in labuan, so we were a little disappointed, i even written what we had plans to order.. i went for the obvious, a GCG, a grill chicken burger, i don't know why, i heard a lot of it in blogs that i read so i decided to try it, what is so friggin amazing about it, cause as far as i know, McDonald food kinda taste i don't wanna say it but it's true, the C words, i'm scared to say it, rhymes with Trap..
but seriously it tastes bad, so i just head on, we went down, with my cousins, trying to get a cab, so we did get one, it wasn't an actual cab, just a guy who's driving a Toyota Vios, the guy was old, so we were there at the airport, after my cousins ordered theirs, i ordered mine, and on the menu, i saw a Double Grilled Chicken Burger, so i took that one, and i ordered a regular GCB for my dad, i don't know why but i ordered 4 fried chicken, that turned out to be 5 fried chickens..
I wanted to order porridge, but they ran out of the big ones, i don't know why, can't you just put the porridge on a bigger container, obviously they ran out of the big container..
So i ended up spending 40 bucks on food..
But that night, the weirdest thing amaze me, GCB was friggin supreme, even my dad like it, that burger taste like the most friggin amazing burger i've ever tasted, and my uncle said that Wendy's double cheese burger was the best burger he ever tasted, load of crap, GCB is the best friggin burger i've ever tasted, you know what's even better than a GCB? DOUBLE GCB, cause the meat is doubled..
Anyway the Wendy's burger was rather expensive than the GCB, it cost like RM25 if i'm not mistaken, the GCB only cost for RM10 (Rounded off, and in Labuan there's no tax, so retail price is RM9.40), and the DGCB cost for RM17, how cheap is that, and it taste great too, it even has flavors, the double cheese burger just taste like meat, with a have seasoning of black pepper..
The GCB was actually a cut from a Chicken Chop and put between a bun and some lettuce to go with it, and mayonnaise to smooth it all up..
I was friggin full that day, all day i've been eating, which explains why my weight went back..
And the next day, maybe tomorrow.. i've done so much as it is..
Shortly after arriving in the port, one thing bout the port, it was friggin amazing, the boat port was like the Airport, of course the part in Sabah which is in Menombok was not as classy as the port in Labuan, the Labuan port was far more superior than the Menombok port, seriously there's even that lady who always talk reminding you your transport number and time to go exactly like the airport...
So we met few relatives who help us to get our stuff and us to the hotel, we were staying at the Dorsett hotel, my aunt booked two rooms for two nights, it was actually an expensive hotel, the whole name for the hotel is The Grand Dorsett Hotel, see that i meant?, so we had breakfast cause we barely ate the night before, so my aunt went for buffet, so did all of us, the buffet was surprisingly cheaper than other hotel i went to, seriously, Dorsett only cost like RM35 per person, the last time i went to a hotel buffet it cost RM50 per person, of course the cheapest Buffet i went to is Hartz chicken buffet and Shakeys Pizza, it's been awhile, they only cost like RM20 per person..
So there was like a pressure on me that i had to eat as much as i could cause it's a buffet and it would be a total waste if i didn't even try to eat as much as i could, so i did, i started with a plate of Kuey Tiau noodle, which is a flat noodle fried with chillies, vegetables.
Then i get some smoked sausages which tasted great, i also took smoked beef bacon which taste terrible and it was friggin hard to eat.
Then i took some yogurt was actually the highlight of my meal, i like yogurt, i took the orange flavors, i ate like 3 cups of orange yogurts that day..
Then i took a bowl of porridge which is also my favorite dish, it's really hard to eat porridge these days, the only place i could eat porridge was at McDonalds..
The porridge tasted great i guess, i added some Fish with black beans, and i poured some soya sauces on it..
For desert, i was actually backwards, i took cereal as my desert, with Koko Crunch and Honey Star with Full Cream Milk, it was friggin amazing, and i was full after that..
Then i rested for a while, slept on the floor while my aunt and my parents slept on the bed..
I was awaken by my cousin, they have arrive, it's been a while since i've seen my cousin, so it was great seeing them again, we talk for a brief moment, then we went out cause they haven't actually eaten..
So we went out, and my other aunt and uncles picked KFC cause the majority of our pack was mostly teens, so we owned them, but KFC was packed that day with people, it was Raya on that day, so it took a while before the food came in or before they could even order, the line was considerably long..
But at last, the food arrive, but mine was nowhere to be found, i really didn't mind not eating, cause i had breakfasts, but they gave me anyway, so i ate two pieces of chicken, a bun, and i saved my Whipped Potatoes and Coleslaw for later.
Then we went shopping, for chocolates, my uncle was friggin lucky, he bought a bottle of Chivas Regal and he got this awesome bag, i kinda wanted that bag, cause it's a laptop bag, me and my obsession with stuff..
So fast forward to night, we were picked up to go to my older relatives house, we went there to have dinner.. but before that..
The Afternoon, my little cousin wanted to go for a swim, so they went a little early, so me and my cousin thought for a while, should we head down?, it's been really long since we swam in a swimming pool, so we did, i had a great time swimming, and i almost drown, my little cousin was surprisingly strong, she pulled me down, she was dragging me to the bigger pool, so me without any knowledge of swimming, just pushing my leg down trying to get my head on the surface to get some air, i pushed lots of time, cause i didn't know how to swim, so yeah i almost drown, but i didn't, i remember worser times when i actually drank the pool water. eww..
So most of the time it was just me, trying to float on the pool, and pushing my leg against the water trying to move forward, me putting my hand in front of the other side trying to swim, but i can't, my cousin was rather funny, she tried to swim and make the loudest noise in the pool, i can't help my self but laugh..
Yeah it was a great time..
Fast forward to night.
We went to our relative who resides in Labuan using a Mini Van, thankfully we fit, all of us, there were more than 14 people..
So we were there, greeted by out relative, i don't know why, but i found some girls there attractive that night, can't help it i'm a guy, but i didn't do anything anyway, i'm way too honest to do anything..
so we ate, there were foods, but before that, we prayed..
I don't think everyone ate seriously that night, cause it was other people house, i guess everyone was shy to take another round.
So they talk, i barely even communicate, most of the time i was there it was just me staring at people, the wall, and playing an iPhone game called Labyrinth .
So as time passed by, we went home..
I was right, everyone was still hungry, so my cousin made a suggestion on making an order from McDonalds, but we had to find the number first, so we surf the net to find McDonald restaurant number, after we found it, in cause you don't know, for the people in Malaysia, it's 1300-13-1300, how easy is that?, if you wan't a catchy one, here's one from Pizza Hut, 1300-88-2525, they even made a song for that number..
What a weird world...
so my cousin called, and the funny thing is that, they don't deliver in labuan, so we were a little disappointed, i even written what we had plans to order.. i went for the obvious, a GCG, a grill chicken burger, i don't know why, i heard a lot of it in blogs that i read so i decided to try it, what is so friggin amazing about it, cause as far as i know, McDonald food kinda taste i don't wanna say it but it's true, the C words, i'm scared to say it, rhymes with Trap..
but seriously it tastes bad, so i just head on, we went down, with my cousins, trying to get a cab, so we did get one, it wasn't an actual cab, just a guy who's driving a Toyota Vios, the guy was old, so we were there at the airport, after my cousins ordered theirs, i ordered mine, and on the menu, i saw a Double Grilled Chicken Burger, so i took that one, and i ordered a regular GCB for my dad, i don't know why but i ordered 4 fried chicken, that turned out to be 5 fried chickens..
I wanted to order porridge, but they ran out of the big ones, i don't know why, can't you just put the porridge on a bigger container, obviously they ran out of the big container..
So i ended up spending 40 bucks on food..
But that night, the weirdest thing amaze me, GCB was friggin supreme, even my dad like it, that burger taste like the most friggin amazing burger i've ever tasted, and my uncle said that Wendy's double cheese burger was the best burger he ever tasted, load of crap, GCB is the best friggin burger i've ever tasted, you know what's even better than a GCB? DOUBLE GCB, cause the meat is doubled..
Anyway the Wendy's burger was rather expensive than the GCB, it cost like RM25 if i'm not mistaken, the GCB only cost for RM10 (Rounded off, and in Labuan there's no tax, so retail price is RM9.40), and the DGCB cost for RM17, how cheap is that, and it taste great too, it even has flavors, the double cheese burger just taste like meat, with a have seasoning of black pepper..
The GCB was actually a cut from a Chicken Chop and put between a bun and some lettuce to go with it, and mayonnaise to smooth it all up..
I was friggin full that day, all day i've been eating, which explains why my weight went back..
And the next day, maybe tomorrow.. i've done so much as it is..
ICSE (Part Two of The Trip Was Awesome And Depressing)
It's an acronym for I Can't Stop Eating..
Like honestly, sincerely? nah i'm using it wrong, so seriously..
The first day, after an agonizing pain of sleeping in the car and desperate hope of waiting for the ferry to arrive on such a weather, did i mention that already?, no? well i'm suppose to mention that on my previous post, well i'm gonna make an exception just this once, and cause i'm lazy.. so what sue me..
So it was dark, at night, it was raining with thunder and lightning striking to make the sky so bright for a second, so here's how it went, with excruciating detail, well i'm gonna try..
So i was waiting with my cousin in the car, in the rain, while my parents and my aunt went to the counter to ask if we were still able to get on board.. so after a few times, we actually missed the ferry, here's the situation.. Pointing time*
*We could get on the ferry if we took the car with us, but we can't get on board without the car.
*It would be more expensive
*The getting back would be harder cause it's festive season and there's no slot for coming back.
*That means no car after we went back..
So we were left for false hope that a ferry would be arriving at 3 in the morning, this actually feels part two of my previous post so i'm gonna rename it in brackets..
Continuing.. So we tried to find some accommodation to sleep while we wait, but we were looking around on a nearby place, we weren't so fond of that place, so it was my first night in Menombok, kinda actually means punching if it was corrected to Menumbuk..
So we search for a rest house,
*note, it was 12am..
we search till the very end, but it was all dark and the gates were close, so we went back to the ferry place.
Around ferry place there were a lot of parking spot that of course were charged for people who went to Labuan and left their car in their care, so we park at one of the stop nearly on the corner of the port, so it was nearer..
We had no choice but to sleep in the car, believe me it was my first experience sleeping in a car.
* i was neither broke of got evicted..
It was excruciating, tried to sleep but i can't the first few minutes were okay cause they were still air conditioning, but afterwards my aunt ask my dad to turn the vehicle off so that we would save some gas.. so that means no air conditioning, damn it was friggin hot, and i was friggin sweating all over my body, it was raining, i never thought i would say it, but i hate that it rained on that night, cause it was hot, and the rain kept spitting near me and it made me wet..
I could barely sleep while trying to sleep in sitting posture, i never slept while sitting before, so i couldn't, although there were times that i did manage to get to sleep for a couple of minutes but that was it, and the worst part is, you thought it was long but it has only been an hour, but gladly, my dad turned on the air conditioning every hour to keep us ventilating properly..
So we waited, and finally the clock strikes 5AM, my aunt called the counter to see if the ferry has arrived.
But it didn't, the ferry was stuck in the middle of the sea due to unplanned circumstances, so we have to wait till 7 cause that's the time the counter said that it would arrive, so we woke up, all of us, then my aunt suggest that we go to a family member place that we know to visit and to go to the bathroom, lets face it, it's not pleasant sleeping in a car..
So we went, we were actually quite uncertain if we were going to go cause, we were still hoping on that ferry to arrive on time, at that time it seems like we're kinda running out of, but we went anyway, so we used the bathroom for a little while, my aunt manage to take a bath and bathe her daughter, i just take a loo..
So we went back, and the sun is starting to shine, after an agonizing night of sleeping in the car, i thought the worse was over.. but as we went there, the ferry was still in the middle of the ocean, we were actually expecting the ferry to be a little bit closer, but it was still far away, so i thank god there's a speed boat, so yeah we took the speed boat, long story short, my mom and my aunt actually bought the ferry tickets before we went on it, thankfully we got refunds, so we took the speed boats, noting time..
*Ferry = RM5/person = 3hours to arrive
*Speedboat = RM15/person = 20-30minutes to arrive
So yeah we took a speed boat, my image of speedboat was actually like this
but it's actually like this
It's actually a little bit better with cover so the rain can't come in..
So we were standing there where the boat wait for customer to go in, but we didn't know that he had to get tickets, so we sort of waited there, till we ask people that we had to get tickets to go on the ride..
So my aunt went to buy it, at that time, there was no more boats left, finally a boat arrives, i thought it was our boats, but it wasn't, they just stopped to send some passengers, so we waited some more, then a boat appear, but the boat was friggin late, they did some test like the boat wasn't working or something, but it was probably cause there wasn't a lot of people so they were obviously waiting for people. that kinda pissed me off, cause i've already waited in the car for only god knows for how long..
So yeah i kept waiting.. Then the boat finally arrived, at that time it starting to rain, but not heavily.. yet..
Then we got in, my dad was actually funny when he got in, he kinda crawl like a baby, my dad has issue with boats, cause boats always kept wobbling and that made my dad dizzy..
so yeah, i was in the boat, the boat was packed.. i was okay when the boat wasn't moving, then i saw outside, the water was actually at our level, well not wholly, it looked like we could drown, the water is just in front of me, it was friggin scary, that's not the scariest part..
The boat move, and the first few minutes it wasn't so scary, after that it went faster and faster, and that's the part that was scaring the crap out of my, the boat was so friggin fast that i thought it was gonna fly like the video i saw on maximum exposure.. so i was friggin scared, and i grab the chair like i'm grabbing for my life, i was actually praying to god repeatedly to end the ride as fast as possible, i even closed my eyes, that's how scared i was, it was my first time, didn't thought it would be this scary, it's not about the speed, but the boat kept making noises when we were moving, when it's heading front, the boat jump a lot of times, so the boat moved a lot, only god knows how scared i am, in my heart i was screaming for god.
So there i was scared, but after a that, we finally arrive, i would've kiss the ground after we arrived, but i think that would be a little too dramatic, i was actually dizzy, drunk if you will, no sea sick from the boat ride, that gave me the feeling of a how a drunk people would be, i can't even stand still, well it was a hell of an experience for me, and i was afraid to take the same type of boat to go back, thankfully we didn't so that's the depressing and exhilarating part of my trip, there's more, the awesome part, but i'm gonna do that in part three...
Like honestly, sincerely? nah i'm using it wrong, so seriously..
The first day, after an agonizing pain of sleeping in the car and desperate hope of waiting for the ferry to arrive on such a weather, did i mention that already?, no? well i'm suppose to mention that on my previous post, well i'm gonna make an exception just this once, and cause i'm lazy.. so what sue me..
So it was dark, at night, it was raining with thunder and lightning striking to make the sky so bright for a second, so here's how it went, with excruciating detail, well i'm gonna try..
So i was waiting with my cousin in the car, in the rain, while my parents and my aunt went to the counter to ask if we were still able to get on board.. so after a few times, we actually missed the ferry, here's the situation.. Pointing time*
*We could get on the ferry if we took the car with us, but we can't get on board without the car.
*It would be more expensive
*The getting back would be harder cause it's festive season and there's no slot for coming back.
*That means no car after we went back..
So we were left for false hope that a ferry would be arriving at 3 in the morning, this actually feels part two of my previous post so i'm gonna rename it in brackets..
Continuing.. So we tried to find some accommodation to sleep while we wait, but we were looking around on a nearby place, we weren't so fond of that place, so it was my first night in Menombok, kinda actually means punching if it was corrected to Menumbuk..
So we search for a rest house,
*note, it was 12am..
we search till the very end, but it was all dark and the gates were close, so we went back to the ferry place.
Around ferry place there were a lot of parking spot that of course were charged for people who went to Labuan and left their car in their care, so we park at one of the stop nearly on the corner of the port, so it was nearer..
We had no choice but to sleep in the car, believe me it was my first experience sleeping in a car.
* i was neither broke of got evicted..
It was excruciating, tried to sleep but i can't the first few minutes were okay cause they were still air conditioning, but afterwards my aunt ask my dad to turn the vehicle off so that we would save some gas.. so that means no air conditioning, damn it was friggin hot, and i was friggin sweating all over my body, it was raining, i never thought i would say it, but i hate that it rained on that night, cause it was hot, and the rain kept spitting near me and it made me wet..
I could barely sleep while trying to sleep in sitting posture, i never slept while sitting before, so i couldn't, although there were times that i did manage to get to sleep for a couple of minutes but that was it, and the worst part is, you thought it was long but it has only been an hour, but gladly, my dad turned on the air conditioning every hour to keep us ventilating properly..
So we waited, and finally the clock strikes 5AM, my aunt called the counter to see if the ferry has arrived.
But it didn't, the ferry was stuck in the middle of the sea due to unplanned circumstances, so we have to wait till 7 cause that's the time the counter said that it would arrive, so we woke up, all of us, then my aunt suggest that we go to a family member place that we know to visit and to go to the bathroom, lets face it, it's not pleasant sleeping in a car..
So we went, we were actually quite uncertain if we were going to go cause, we were still hoping on that ferry to arrive on time, at that time it seems like we're kinda running out of, but we went anyway, so we used the bathroom for a little while, my aunt manage to take a bath and bathe her daughter, i just take a loo..
So we went back, and the sun is starting to shine, after an agonizing night of sleeping in the car, i thought the worse was over.. but as we went there, the ferry was still in the middle of the ocean, we were actually expecting the ferry to be a little bit closer, but it was still far away, so i thank god there's a speed boat, so yeah we took the speed boat, long story short, my mom and my aunt actually bought the ferry tickets before we went on it, thankfully we got refunds, so we took the speed boats, noting time..
*Ferry = RM5/person = 3hours to arrive
*Speedboat = RM15/person = 20-30minutes to arrive
So yeah we took a speed boat, my image of speedboat was actually like this
but it's actually like this
It's actually a little bit better with cover so the rain can't come in..
So we were standing there where the boat wait for customer to go in, but we didn't know that he had to get tickets, so we sort of waited there, till we ask people that we had to get tickets to go on the ride..
So my aunt went to buy it, at that time, there was no more boats left, finally a boat arrives, i thought it was our boats, but it wasn't, they just stopped to send some passengers, so we waited some more, then a boat appear, but the boat was friggin late, they did some test like the boat wasn't working or something, but it was probably cause there wasn't a lot of people so they were obviously waiting for people. that kinda pissed me off, cause i've already waited in the car for only god knows for how long..
So yeah i kept waiting.. Then the boat finally arrived, at that time it starting to rain, but not heavily.. yet..
Then we got in, my dad was actually funny when he got in, he kinda crawl like a baby, my dad has issue with boats, cause boats always kept wobbling and that made my dad dizzy..
so yeah, i was in the boat, the boat was packed.. i was okay when the boat wasn't moving, then i saw outside, the water was actually at our level, well not wholly, it looked like we could drown, the water is just in front of me, it was friggin scary, that's not the scariest part..
The boat move, and the first few minutes it wasn't so scary, after that it went faster and faster, and that's the part that was scaring the crap out of my, the boat was so friggin fast that i thought it was gonna fly like the video i saw on maximum exposure.. so i was friggin scared, and i grab the chair like i'm grabbing for my life, i was actually praying to god repeatedly to end the ride as fast as possible, i even closed my eyes, that's how scared i was, it was my first time, didn't thought it would be this scary, it's not about the speed, but the boat kept making noises when we were moving, when it's heading front, the boat jump a lot of times, so the boat moved a lot, only god knows how scared i am, in my heart i was screaming for god.
So there i was scared, but after a that, we finally arrive, i would've kiss the ground after we arrived, but i think that would be a little too dramatic, i was actually dizzy, drunk if you will, no sea sick from the boat ride, that gave me the feeling of a how a drunk people would be, i can't even stand still, well it was a hell of an experience for me, and i was afraid to take the same type of boat to go back, thankfully we didn't so that's the depressing and exhilarating part of my trip, there's more, the awesome part, but i'm gonna do that in part three...
Monday, September 13, 2010
Random Turds
My thoughts.
I think Bruno Mars kinda sounds similar to Ryan Tedder from OneRepublic, first i was really convince it was B.o.b featuring Ryan Tedder with the song Nothin' On You, but it's actually Bruno Mars, and it was my first time hearing him that time, sincerely, okay from the bottom of my heart, i think they sound alike, maybe separate from birth? i don't know but they both friggin awesome.
Current Song
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
*Cause it's a decent song
*The girls does look pretty in the video
*The video looks awesome with the tape strings
*Nice song with a nice voice
*Kinda reminds me of OneRepublic Marchin On without the OOWOWOWOWOW
Good Life by OneRepublic
*Yeah good song
*heard on my phone, lots of old song cause i rarely update it.
*yeah i got nothing..
Franklin by Paramore
*I like it from the moment i actually knew that it was a Paramore song just by reading some words on other people blog, how amazing is that, i don't know why but i'm loving it now, seriously i hear it every time i get the chance to, tried to play it on the piano, didn't went so well..
Impossible by Shontelle
*Didn't like it the first time i hear it, not necessarily hate it, but didn't like it as much as other song i like previously
*Accidentally fell in love with it while sleeping in my uncle car while listening the radio
*Like the chorus
Enough ranting, although
yeah next time..
I think Bruno Mars kinda sounds similar to Ryan Tedder from OneRepublic, first i was really convince it was B.o.b featuring Ryan Tedder with the song Nothin' On You, but it's actually Bruno Mars, and it was my first time hearing him that time, sincerely, okay from the bottom of my heart, i think they sound alike, maybe separate from birth? i don't know but they both friggin awesome.
Current Song
Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars
*Cause it's a decent song
*The girls does look pretty in the video
*The video looks awesome with the tape strings
*Nice song with a nice voice
*Kinda reminds me of OneRepublic Marchin On without the OOWOWOWOWOW
Good Life by OneRepublic
*Yeah good song
*heard on my phone, lots of old song cause i rarely update it.
*yeah i got nothing..
Franklin by Paramore
*I like it from the moment i actually knew that it was a Paramore song just by reading some words on other people blog, how amazing is that, i don't know why but i'm loving it now, seriously i hear it every time i get the chance to, tried to play it on the piano, didn't went so well..
Impossible by Shontelle
*Didn't like it the first time i hear it, not necessarily hate it, but didn't like it as much as other song i like previously
*Accidentally fell in love with it while sleeping in my uncle car while listening the radio
*Like the chorus
Enough ranting, although
yeah next time..
The Trip Was Awesome And Depressing
So this is the post that would be bout my trip, then there's gonna be some extras.. JFF
Here it goes.
The day started, well it started when my uncle call to bring me to meet my grandma, so i went, i only went cause i thought the trip was the next day, so there i was at 7 in the morning, my uncle called to pick me up, i rush down and took a bath waiting for him, i though he was gonna be punctual, but he wasn't so i waited a little while, after a while, my cellphone rang, even though it was on the top floor, i can still hear it rang through my ear, and i know what it meant, my uncle was outside in his green car waiting for me, so before i walk outside, my mom woke up, so i said goodbye to her for a little while.
In the car, i didn't bring anything, no walkman, no phone, no nothing..
I only did that cause i thought i was gonna have an interesting talk with my uncle, usually when we would go somewhere, my uncle would talk these interesting topics to me like technology, his businesses, studies, religion, and all sorts of turds..
But this time, he went quiet, i was friggin surprised, not that i can do anything, so the trip was mostly filled with silence, so there i was sitting in his car, with only one thing to do, i slept through the trip till i arrive in my grandma place.
Shortly afterwords, my uncle, grandma and me went to a place called Beaufort, it's sounds like British, but believe me, there's nothing British bout that place except for the name, which is probably pronounce like this "Bay Ferd", i thought about a joke on that name, didn't remember how it went, but it has something to do with Baywatch.
Again i fell asleep in the car, cause there's seriously nothing to do, i brought nothing..
So after went back to my grandma place, i was informed that we were going to Labuan today and not tomorrow, there was a little birdie who told that the ferry wasn't going to work the next day, instead that day(the day before the actually trip) was the only day that the ferry was going to work..
urghh.. this is going to be a long post, but i owe it to my thoughts.. my thoughts is like screaming, write me, i'm stuck in here and i wanna be out there.. cont..
So yeah, nothing i could do at that point, so i just waited, i didn't even had the chance to pack, but my parents sort of did that for me..
Waiting, my parents came pretty late actually, the ferry leaves at 9 and they were still at home at 6.30PM
*Tt takes 2 and a half hour to get to my grandma place from KK
*It takes an hour to get to the ferry place from my grandma place
*It's actually shorter for some reason.
Fast forward, it was night, and it's past nine, the ferry didn't leave exactly at nine, it left around 10pm, due to weather problems, it was raining that day, and the current didn't go so well at my grandma place, the powers were cut off so many times..
I'm actually pretty tired and it's 1 o'clock in the morning, so, i'm gonna finish it tomorrow and call it part 2(it's actually today cause^ past 12am..)
See ya.
Here it goes.
The day started, well it started when my uncle call to bring me to meet my grandma, so i went, i only went cause i thought the trip was the next day, so there i was at 7 in the morning, my uncle called to pick me up, i rush down and took a bath waiting for him, i though he was gonna be punctual, but he wasn't so i waited a little while, after a while, my cellphone rang, even though it was on the top floor, i can still hear it rang through my ear, and i know what it meant, my uncle was outside in his green car waiting for me, so before i walk outside, my mom woke up, so i said goodbye to her for a little while.
In the car, i didn't bring anything, no walkman, no phone, no nothing..
I only did that cause i thought i was gonna have an interesting talk with my uncle, usually when we would go somewhere, my uncle would talk these interesting topics to me like technology, his businesses, studies, religion, and all sorts of turds..
But this time, he went quiet, i was friggin surprised, not that i can do anything, so the trip was mostly filled with silence, so there i was sitting in his car, with only one thing to do, i slept through the trip till i arrive in my grandma place.
Shortly afterwords, my uncle, grandma and me went to a place called Beaufort, it's sounds like British, but believe me, there's nothing British bout that place except for the name, which is probably pronounce like this "Bay Ferd", i thought about a joke on that name, didn't remember how it went, but it has something to do with Baywatch.
Again i fell asleep in the car, cause there's seriously nothing to do, i brought nothing..
So after went back to my grandma place, i was informed that we were going to Labuan today and not tomorrow, there was a little birdie who told that the ferry wasn't going to work the next day, instead that day(the day before the actually trip) was the only day that the ferry was going to work..
urghh.. this is going to be a long post, but i owe it to my thoughts.. my thoughts is like screaming, write me, i'm stuck in here and i wanna be out there.. cont..
So yeah, nothing i could do at that point, so i just waited, i didn't even had the chance to pack, but my parents sort of did that for me..
Waiting, my parents came pretty late actually, the ferry leaves at 9 and they were still at home at 6.30PM
*Tt takes 2 and a half hour to get to my grandma place from KK
*It takes an hour to get to the ferry place from my grandma place
*It's actually shorter for some reason.
Fast forward, it was night, and it's past nine, the ferry didn't leave exactly at nine, it left around 10pm, due to weather problems, it was raining that day, and the current didn't go so well at my grandma place, the powers were cut off so many times..
I'm actually pretty tired and it's 1 o'clock in the morning, so, i'm gonna finish it tomorrow and call it part 2(it's actually today cause^ past 12am..)
See ya.
Daily Turds
Calm Down Okay, i'm so psyched, not really, i just had a lot of ideas on what to write, i mean this is exactly why i wanna write a blog in the first place, this is the opportunity to write about those stuff, recently i just got back from my trip to Labuan, however, this isn't a traveling blog, but it's cool to travel, met my family, make some people happy, heard new songs, and mostly, the pain of pleasure, i'm not gonna talk bout that in this post, i think i'm gonna make lots of post tonight, probably 7 post or more, i'm gonna do a separate post..
And as for my second blog i think i'm gonna change it, cause i'm not really that good on making stuff up, i'm not even good at lying, one of my flaws..
So yeah, as you can see, i'm using turds cause, well crap it getting out there too much, and as usual i'm always trying to be different, sometimes it works for people and sometimes it doesn't, and i'm using JFF, it stands for Just For Fun, a story bout that, i'm just gonna go ahead and tell you that..
See, i was a kid, probably not the best kid, okay it wasn't that bad, i used to gamble when i was a kid, but no biggie, i was only gambling with my family, with my uncles and aunts, playing Black Jack, or they would call it twenty-one, like the Movie, and i use to win big, and at some point i got hooked on it, but not anymore, cause i learn my lesson and they don't really gamble anymore.
So i was a kid right?, no income, no source of money except for my parents, so my dad always gave me some money and he always say, just play for fun, don't take it seriously, well i kinda took it the opposite way, cause i actually win, and that was fun, and i was serious bout it, long story shore, i end up losing, you can't count how many times you lost, and you can't count how many times you won either..
I remember when i was about to lose, my hands would shake, feeling the fears of the card that would be shown, knowing that you've already lost cause your card was over the accepted digits..
So yeah it was fun, getting thrill for money.. but i don't gamble like crazy or anything, like i said, it's just for fun..
So yeah to my next blog.
And as for my second blog i think i'm gonna change it, cause i'm not really that good on making stuff up, i'm not even good at lying, one of my flaws..
So yeah, as you can see, i'm using turds cause, well crap it getting out there too much, and as usual i'm always trying to be different, sometimes it works for people and sometimes it doesn't, and i'm using JFF, it stands for Just For Fun, a story bout that, i'm just gonna go ahead and tell you that..
See, i was a kid, probably not the best kid, okay it wasn't that bad, i used to gamble when i was a kid, but no biggie, i was only gambling with my family, with my uncles and aunts, playing Black Jack, or they would call it twenty-one, like the Movie, and i use to win big, and at some point i got hooked on it, but not anymore, cause i learn my lesson and they don't really gamble anymore.
So i was a kid right?, no income, no source of money except for my parents, so my dad always gave me some money and he always say, just play for fun, don't take it seriously, well i kinda took it the opposite way, cause i actually win, and that was fun, and i was serious bout it, long story shore, i end up losing, you can't count how many times you lost, and you can't count how many times you won either..
I remember when i was about to lose, my hands would shake, feeling the fears of the card that would be shown, knowing that you've already lost cause your card was over the accepted digits..
So yeah it was fun, getting thrill for money.. but i don't gamble like crazy or anything, like i said, it's just for fun..
So yeah to my next blog.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Free
Not entirely true, i'm just free of technology, actually just mine, today i am and still going to my grandma place, and i didn't bring anything except a pair of pants and a shirt, no walkman, no phones, no nothing, you thought that it would be boring but surprisingly, i enjoyed it, enjoyed what? Enjoyed sleeping, all the way from KK, it's not that i was bored, it's just that my uncle picked me up at 7 in the morning, i thought he was gonna be early but he was late, and now i'm laying here with his laptop. cause i didn't bring mine, and surprisingly, the internet is really fast here, even it's a village, still good..
I'm going to Labuan, the place where Chocoholics and Alcoholics go, not that i am, i'm neither, okay the occasional chocolate doesn't hurt, but i don't drink, at least not yet, no i'm not planning to.. There's gonna be a wedding on the eleven of september, we were suppose to go tomorrow but the ferry doesn't operate on Raya, so we had to go today, and there was a slight problem with the ferry but i guess it's okay now, and the crappiest thing is that, wow i got that right?, that was a cheap shot..
Anyway, i didn't even have time to pack, the only reason why i agree to go back to my grandma place is because i thought we were leaving tomorrow, ergo i still have time to pack my crap, but i didn't. So for the weekends, there's no music, no internet, no games, and no movies, it's pretty decent, i mean i'm still alive aren't i, people say that they can't live without music, i'm on that one, but i'm not dying, crap aren't they wonderful..
So instead of crap, i'm gonna use turd, and i use this more often than i should so i'm gonna change it, i say words like Honestly and Seriously, i'm gonna change that with sincerely and from the bottom of my heart, i don't know if that made any sense to you, but i'm just gonna try it, see if it fits into my perspective.
So labuan, i don't know what's gonna happen, cause i don't have my crap with me, so i'm just gonna make the wedding the best thing there is...
At least i'm gonna meet my cousin, don't know how many of them are going, but i'm pretty sure it would be good to see them again, even though, it seems that we fell apart..
So, yeah.. i was suppose to do something here, but i forgot so i'm just gonna do
The END... was that good? bad? no? okay..
I'm going to Labuan, the place where Chocoholics and Alcoholics go, not that i am, i'm neither, okay the occasional chocolate doesn't hurt, but i don't drink, at least not yet, no i'm not planning to.. There's gonna be a wedding on the eleven of september, we were suppose to go tomorrow but the ferry doesn't operate on Raya, so we had to go today, and there was a slight problem with the ferry but i guess it's okay now, and the crappiest thing is that, wow i got that right?, that was a cheap shot..
Anyway, i didn't even have time to pack, the only reason why i agree to go back to my grandma place is because i thought we were leaving tomorrow, ergo i still have time to pack my crap, but i didn't. So for the weekends, there's no music, no internet, no games, and no movies, it's pretty decent, i mean i'm still alive aren't i, people say that they can't live without music, i'm on that one, but i'm not dying, crap aren't they wonderful..
So instead of crap, i'm gonna use turd, and i use this more often than i should so i'm gonna change it, i say words like Honestly and Seriously, i'm gonna change that with sincerely and from the bottom of my heart, i don't know if that made any sense to you, but i'm just gonna try it, see if it fits into my perspective.
So labuan, i don't know what's gonna happen, cause i don't have my crap with me, so i'm just gonna make the wedding the best thing there is...
At least i'm gonna meet my cousin, don't know how many of them are going, but i'm pretty sure it would be good to see them again, even though, it seems that we fell apart..
So, yeah.. i was suppose to do something here, but i forgot so i'm just gonna do
The END... was that good? bad? no? okay..
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Sacrificing
Yeah, it's been empty, funny thing yesterday, i've played maple, and i met this player who says i'm funny, that was strange, people do say that sometimes, but not a lot, that's what made it strange, never thought that i was funny, anyway good to know, i would like to know what made me funny cause i don't think people get what's funny about me, of course it was online gaming, so it was easier, in real life, i can't even open my mouth to speak, it's not that i can't it's just that i'm shy, i only talk when i needed to, serious pain..
Life is miserable, so be careful with it, i'm still clueless about life, i guess we all are, who in the world knows exactly what they have to do, it's a really comforting point when you get there, that is if we ever get there, right now, i'm open, there's lots of possibilities for me, however, i made my self limited, stuck, can't move, paralyze, like a stone.
Okay so sacrificing, talking bout laptops here, the friggin laptop, i'm easily provoked, for one thing i get mad easily, really strange behavior of me, i only start getting mad this year, never thought there was such beast inside me..
so one of my bad qualities is that, i'm naive, i always want things, and i don't know when will i ever be stopped, trust me it's a disease, but i'm learning to forget it, although it's still a fifty-fifty situation for me, i'm talking bout a laptop man!, The laptop i mention in the past post, which is the Dell Vostro 3700, oh sweet mother of god, i so want that laptop, it looks amazing, and have great stuff, but here's what i'm thinking, when i talk about my dad he doesn't look so psyched, probably cause i've already had 2 laptops, i've check the time arrival if i ordered it from the internet and it would take 15 friggin days to reach, i'll be back by that time, and i'm thinking more, kinda of not rushing into things to early, so i'm leaving to my thoughts right here, now there's a promotion, it's great, the original price goes for 3.5k, while the current price goes for 2.8k, pretty amazing right, so i'm thinking that christmas is just around the corner, and hopefully there would be a big promotion on laptops by that time, and who knows maybe there will be newer and better version of the laptop, Still hoping for the 17" man, that's friggin big...
Consciousness lose me when i sleep, forgetting the times we used to spend, i'm here and you're there..
i'm always blank when it comes to the ending so i'm gonna go with sad things to say to people like
Farewell my friend... sad enough? no? okay..
Life is miserable, so be careful with it, i'm still clueless about life, i guess we all are, who in the world knows exactly what they have to do, it's a really comforting point when you get there, that is if we ever get there, right now, i'm open, there's lots of possibilities for me, however, i made my self limited, stuck, can't move, paralyze, like a stone.
Okay so sacrificing, talking bout laptops here, the friggin laptop, i'm easily provoked, for one thing i get mad easily, really strange behavior of me, i only start getting mad this year, never thought there was such beast inside me..
so one of my bad qualities is that, i'm naive, i always want things, and i don't know when will i ever be stopped, trust me it's a disease, but i'm learning to forget it, although it's still a fifty-fifty situation for me, i'm talking bout a laptop man!, The laptop i mention in the past post, which is the Dell Vostro 3700, oh sweet mother of god, i so want that laptop, it looks amazing, and have great stuff, but here's what i'm thinking, when i talk about my dad he doesn't look so psyched, probably cause i've already had 2 laptops, i've check the time arrival if i ordered it from the internet and it would take 15 friggin days to reach, i'll be back by that time, and i'm thinking more, kinda of not rushing into things to early, so i'm leaving to my thoughts right here, now there's a promotion, it's great, the original price goes for 3.5k, while the current price goes for 2.8k, pretty amazing right, so i'm thinking that christmas is just around the corner, and hopefully there would be a big promotion on laptops by that time, and who knows maybe there will be newer and better version of the laptop, Still hoping for the 17" man, that's friggin big...
Consciousness lose me when i sleep, forgetting the times we used to spend, i'm here and you're there..
i'm always blank when it comes to the ending so i'm gonna go with sad things to say to people like
Farewell my friend... sad enough? no? okay..
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Enjoying The Darkness
I'm back, back to my home town, and back from my aunt place, after that we pick up my uncle from the airport, so seriously, i though i was having a good time, till i went back and found out that there's something wrong with my light, thus the name Enjoying The Darkness..
Here's the story
My dad called me that we were gonna go to my aunt's place to send some cookies, afterward we were going to get dinner, we were there and one of my uncle who worked with my aunt was there, i'm just as surprise as they are, lots of people told me that i lost weight, well i don't want to believe that easily, firstly, if i am slim, which i'm not, well at least not yet, i planned to lost all my weight when i'm 20, i wanna get out of this misery, anyway, i don't wanna believe it cause, when people tell you that you're slim, you suddenly feel lazy, and you just gonna feel comfortable with yourself and end up gaining more weight, no i don't want that, i work hard, okay it's been a month, and honestly i didn't knew i could do it, for almost a month i haven't eat at night, okay they were some glimpse, but hey it's only been a month, and two days here, and it's been two days i've eaten pork, damn, i don't think my plan is working so well.
And i miss my laptop, this old friggin laptop never disappoints, which is one of my reason why i didn't wanna bring it, firstly it's big, secondly, it's my first laptop, thirdly it's friggin expensive, so yeah, but i enjoy these times i spent with you.
I'm planning to buy a new laptop, i don't think i'm gonna buy the Asus, My uncle told my that though AMD processors are faster than your average Intel Processor, but AMD wrecks faster, it's true, Two of my friends who use an AMD processor wreck, there's still two people who hasn't wreck, my other room mate and me, hopefully not, i'm so careful with that laptop..
So the laptop that i was planning to buy is a Dell, i think it's awesome it's a Dell Vostro 3700, the screen is friggin enormous, it's even bigger than my Vaio, my Vaio is only 16.4", the Vostro is 17.3" that's almost an inch bigger, and i'm liking the graphic card which is an nVidia Graphic card with 1GB of memory..
here's some pics
The screen is bigger than the mac, 17.3" man!!
Media keys, never had those in my Acer..
I like this color, i could match up with a Nokia N97mini and a Sony Alpha DSLR camera, the only thing holding me is cash..
Seriously, the whole friggin package..
Oh yeah darkness.
So i'm back home right, so i was reaching for the light and i got darkness instead, the whole house went black out with a single touch, i never felt so powerful before, okay that was lame, but the strange thing is that my laptop and my fan is still turned on, so tomorrow my mother is gonna ask some guy to check the problem, hope it's fix soon, darkness is not fun when it's still early!! come on man, turn the lights on.. Outta here
Here's the story
My dad called me that we were gonna go to my aunt's place to send some cookies, afterward we were going to get dinner, we were there and one of my uncle who worked with my aunt was there, i'm just as surprise as they are, lots of people told me that i lost weight, well i don't want to believe that easily, firstly, if i am slim, which i'm not, well at least not yet, i planned to lost all my weight when i'm 20, i wanna get out of this misery, anyway, i don't wanna believe it cause, when people tell you that you're slim, you suddenly feel lazy, and you just gonna feel comfortable with yourself and end up gaining more weight, no i don't want that, i work hard, okay it's been a month, and honestly i didn't knew i could do it, for almost a month i haven't eat at night, okay they were some glimpse, but hey it's only been a month, and two days here, and it's been two days i've eaten pork, damn, i don't think my plan is working so well.
And i miss my laptop, this old friggin laptop never disappoints, which is one of my reason why i didn't wanna bring it, firstly it's big, secondly, it's my first laptop, thirdly it's friggin expensive, so yeah, but i enjoy these times i spent with you.
I'm planning to buy a new laptop, i don't think i'm gonna buy the Asus, My uncle told my that though AMD processors are faster than your average Intel Processor, but AMD wrecks faster, it's true, Two of my friends who use an AMD processor wreck, there's still two people who hasn't wreck, my other room mate and me, hopefully not, i'm so careful with that laptop..
So the laptop that i was planning to buy is a Dell, i think it's awesome it's a Dell Vostro 3700, the screen is friggin enormous, it's even bigger than my Vaio, my Vaio is only 16.4", the Vostro is 17.3" that's almost an inch bigger, and i'm liking the graphic card which is an nVidia Graphic card with 1GB of memory..
here's some pics
The screen is bigger than the mac, 17.3" man!!
Media keys, never had those in my Acer..
I like this color, i could match up with a Nokia N97mini and a Sony Alpha DSLR camera, the only thing holding me is cash..
Seriously, the whole friggin package..
Oh yeah darkness.
So i'm back home right, so i was reaching for the light and i got darkness instead, the whole house went black out with a single touch, i never felt so powerful before, okay that was lame, but the strange thing is that my laptop and my fan is still turned on, so tomorrow my mother is gonna ask some guy to check the problem, hope it's fix soon, darkness is not fun when it's still early!! come on man, turn the lights on.. Outta here
Friday, September 3, 2010
Last Day Of... Well Here..(Atleast For Semester Break)
Yay, i'm going back tomorrow, as planned i'm not going to sleep tonight, it's gonna be endless screaming and hopeless sorrows by playing games, yeah, not so much on that one, anyway today something amaze me, usually when you download, they would give estimated time when the thing is done right?, yeah i was downloading something, it's only a little thing, only bout 100MB, and what made me amaze is that, i have to wait 2years for that to be done, seriously wth, i've seen hours, minutes, days, month, but today i've seen years, i'd just have to say i've seen it all, at least on this topic.
So i just call my dad, and he had a little great news, tomorrow there's gonna be a Sony Promotion for a short period of time, i guess it's a Raya promotion, anyway my dad told me that a PS3 250gb only cost RM990, that's friggin amazing, if it was retail, it would cost RM1399, that's like 30% off, i would buy it if i have a chance, but i don't think it's likely, first of all, money is seriously hard to spend on something like that, unless i really want it, but that's not the main problem, the main problem is that, can i actually get it, i mean that thing is limited to customer, so yeah first come first serve, it's just gonna be a long line of endless customers, plus i'm not gonna arrive till night, till then it's already close, and i doubt that my dad would wait in line just to buy something, but things are cheap, my dad mention that Mp3 players are also going cheap, that's really great news, yeah but it's only for a day, so i won't be hoping on it so much.
Till then, i'm gonna appreciate the stuff i got, so i'm gonna enjoy it while i still can...
So i just call my dad, and he had a little great news, tomorrow there's gonna be a Sony Promotion for a short period of time, i guess it's a Raya promotion, anyway my dad told me that a PS3 250gb only cost RM990, that's friggin amazing, if it was retail, it would cost RM1399, that's like 30% off, i would buy it if i have a chance, but i don't think it's likely, first of all, money is seriously hard to spend on something like that, unless i really want it, but that's not the main problem, the main problem is that, can i actually get it, i mean that thing is limited to customer, so yeah first come first serve, it's just gonna be a long line of endless customers, plus i'm not gonna arrive till night, till then it's already close, and i doubt that my dad would wait in line just to buy something, but things are cheap, my dad mention that Mp3 players are also going cheap, that's really great news, yeah but it's only for a day, so i won't be hoping on it so much.
Till then, i'm gonna appreciate the stuff i got, so i'm gonna enjoy it while i still can...
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Feeling Auspicious
Okay, Adam Young is friggin awesome, apart from Owl City, Port Blue is becoming my favorite project by him, i just heard his new songs, and it's really good, though he might not sings in it, it's still awesome.
Port Blue is a little different from Owl City, okay the only difference is that he doesn't sing in Port Blue, but it's relaxing, maybe that's what he intended to do with this project, kinda like acoustic song, they are made to make people feel relax, but Port Blue does it so much better i guess, mostly on the new album, it's really light, yet enjoyable.
Okay i don't have a lot to say, i have an exam tomorrow and that's about it.
I don't know what happened to me, these few days, something weird happen, i didn't think while i was taking a bath, usually i would but this time i didn't, i don't know why, i wish i knew, and my blog is getting shorter, okay this is it, the end.. of this post..
Port Blue is a little different from Owl City, okay the only difference is that he doesn't sing in Port Blue, but it's relaxing, maybe that's what he intended to do with this project, kinda like acoustic song, they are made to make people feel relax, but Port Blue does it so much better i guess, mostly on the new album, it's really light, yet enjoyable.
Okay i don't have a lot to say, i have an exam tomorrow and that's about it.
I don't know what happened to me, these few days, something weird happen, i didn't think while i was taking a bath, usually i would but this time i didn't, i don't know why, i wish i knew, and my blog is getting shorter, okay this is it, the end.. of this post..
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
Sunday School
I kinda missed Sunday School, mostly because it's the only classed i had where all the student actually speak English, but i kinda regret for not taking the chance to know the people or at least have a conversation with them, they look pretty awesome, but they're like this high standard teens, they're mostly from a private school.
Should've taken the chance, damn damn, the only friend who i had an English conversation is from an online game called Maple Story, most of the time playing that game is only to talk, seriously, once i talk to a girl till 4 in the morning, of course it was uncertain if it was a girl or not, but it's still a great conversation..
But seriously though, i bet i could've made friends with them, i could have a friend to talk to in English, how i wish i had, but it's seems hard to find people with my level of English understanding, not saying that most of my friends don't know English, but they just don't get English as much as i do, i like English shows and they stick to their own kind of language, and i do miss watching shows and dramas, cause it was the only time that i had to observe and hear how people speak English, the American way.
Well just a simple understanding would be much, no biggie, i'm not that excellence in the English language anyway.
However, i do have a friend whom i talk to in English, he does speak but he doesn't know how to spell in English, so sometime he would ask me how to spell when he's texting, he even ask me simple words.
Guess there's nothing else i could do, moment passed, guess i have to move on and face that i would never have a friend that would have an English conversation with.
Seriously,i could type well in English, or so i thought, but i can't really speak that well, that's one of my main reason to have a friend to have an English conversation with, practice.
I did tried couple of times to talk in English with my father, he does speak well, but after some time, he just stop, i just wish that i could talk better when i grow up, i might need it one day, i just don't wanna be one of the person who can't talk smoothly, so here's to hoping that i would meet a girl who i can finally have a real conversation with..
Why it had to be a girl?, well i don't have a valid reason, maybe i just want a friend that is the opposite gender, i think i have many friends on the same gender, i guess a part of me want's to experience friendship of the opposite gender, never really had a friend that's on the opposite gender, mostly just awkward talking...
Who knows maybe she could teach me how to get a girlfriend or stuff like that, yeah i'm so lame..
Should've taken the chance, damn damn, the only friend who i had an English conversation is from an online game called Maple Story, most of the time playing that game is only to talk, seriously, once i talk to a girl till 4 in the morning, of course it was uncertain if it was a girl or not, but it's still a great conversation..
But seriously though, i bet i could've made friends with them, i could have a friend to talk to in English, how i wish i had, but it's seems hard to find people with my level of English understanding, not saying that most of my friends don't know English, but they just don't get English as much as i do, i like English shows and they stick to their own kind of language, and i do miss watching shows and dramas, cause it was the only time that i had to observe and hear how people speak English, the American way.
Well just a simple understanding would be much, no biggie, i'm not that excellence in the English language anyway.
However, i do have a friend whom i talk to in English, he does speak but he doesn't know how to spell in English, so sometime he would ask me how to spell when he's texting, he even ask me simple words.
Guess there's nothing else i could do, moment passed, guess i have to move on and face that i would never have a friend that would have an English conversation with.
Seriously,i could type well in English, or so i thought, but i can't really speak that well, that's one of my main reason to have a friend to have an English conversation with, practice.
I did tried couple of times to talk in English with my father, he does speak well, but after some time, he just stop, i just wish that i could talk better when i grow up, i might need it one day, i just don't wanna be one of the person who can't talk smoothly, so here's to hoping that i would meet a girl who i can finally have a real conversation with..
Why it had to be a girl?, well i don't have a valid reason, maybe i just want a friend that is the opposite gender, i think i have many friends on the same gender, i guess a part of me want's to experience friendship of the opposite gender, never really had a friend that's on the opposite gender, mostly just awkward talking...
Who knows maybe she could teach me how to get a girlfriend or stuff like that, yeah i'm so lame..
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