Daily Turds

Calm Down Okay, i'm so psyched, not really, i just had a lot of ideas on what to write, i mean this is exactly why i wanna write a blog in the first place, this is the opportunity to write about those stuff, recently i just got back from my trip to Labuan, however, this isn't a traveling blog, but it's cool to travel, met my family, make some people happy, heard new songs, and mostly, the pain of pleasure, i'm not gonna talk bout that in this post, i think i'm gonna make lots of post tonight, probably 7 post or more, i'm gonna do a separate post..

And as for my second blog i think i'm gonna change it, cause i'm not really that good on making stuff up, i'm not even good at lying, one of my flaws..

So yeah, as you can see, i'm using turds cause, well crap it getting out there too much, and as usual i'm always trying to be different, sometimes it works for people and sometimes it doesn't, and i'm using JFF, it stands for Just For Fun, a story bout that, i'm just gonna go ahead and tell you that..

See, i was a kid, probably not the best kid, okay it wasn't that bad, i used to gamble when i was a kid, but no biggie, i was only gambling with my family, with my uncles and aunts, playing Black Jack, or they would call it twenty-one, like the Movie, and i use to win big, and at some point i got hooked on it, but not anymore, cause i learn my lesson and they don't really gamble anymore.
So i was a kid right?, no income, no source of money except for my parents, so my dad always gave me some money and he always say, just play for fun, don't take it seriously, well i kinda took it the opposite way, cause i actually win, and that was fun, and i was serious bout it, long story shore, i end up losing, you can't count how many times you lost, and you can't count how many times you won either..
I remember when i was about to lose, my hands would shake, feeling the fears of the card that would be shown, knowing that you've already lost cause your card was over the accepted digits..
So yeah it was fun, getting thrill for money.. but i don't gamble like crazy or anything, like i said, it's just for fun..

So yeah to my next blog.