Time Does Fly Fast.. And It's Not Funny..

Okay, so i'm gonna be here in about a month more, so yeah, after that i'm gonna do my practical, which means working without getting paid, well i'm not in this for the money anyway, just to find experience and further my studies..

So yeah, it's been a fast semester, and this isn't the best semester i had to say, even though the subject was less than the semester before, but it kinda sucks cause i failed one paper, and what's suckier than that, getting told you'll be repeating the same subject next semester before you enter the final exam IF, you fail the first test.. I mean what the hell does that mean, am i gonna repeat the same subject next semester, cause i've already fail one paper, but it's not the same subject, so i'm seriously trying here, but trying isn't enough, try to find answer but, guess it's harder that way.. so seriously i have a lot on my mind right now..

So getting back, even though it's in a month, it's surprising that people already bought tickets back, i haven't cause, i'm not sure how i'll be back, lots of people are going back on the 13th, but that the end of final exam week, not our paper, so i guess i'll just wait for that to turn up some how, and one more thing, my uncle wedding is on the 20th, so i'm thinking, should i go back to KK or stay a lil while in Miri, cause if i go back to KK, i would go back to Miri in a couple of days, so why not wait till my uncle wedding then go back..
But i have a lil problem on staying accommodation, so i don't know, i'm still thinking.

So it's near the end of the semester, and i'm like half half here, half scared and half surprise, half scared cause my studies isn't going so well, and surprise at how fast time seriously went by..
Seriously i only studied for a month, that doesn't seem enough, and i'm failing, i never failed before so this is seriously a big surprise to me..

Speaking of ending.. i remember when school use to end and well.. there's nothing else to study, exams are over, and we just hang there doing what ever the hell we want to, i remember playing chess, uno, and lots of other things, those times are great, cause you're not studying or anything, you're just hanging out with your friends playing things..

So yeah, that was the best time in a student life i guess, when exams are over, studies are over, and all you have to do is wait for the holidays.

Here i am trying..