Sacrificing

Yeah, it's been empty, funny thing yesterday, i've played maple, and i met this player who says i'm funny, that was strange, people do say that sometimes, but not a lot, that's what made it strange, never thought that i was funny, anyway good to know, i would like to know what made me funny cause i don't think people get what's funny about me, of course it was online gaming, so it was easier, in real life, i can't even open my mouth to speak, it's not that i can't it's just that i'm shy, i only talk when i needed to, serious pain..

Life is miserable, so be careful with it, i'm still clueless about life, i guess we all are, who in the world knows exactly what they have to do, it's a really comforting point when you get there, that is if we ever get there, right now, i'm open, there's lots of possibilities for me, however, i made my self limited, stuck, can't move, paralyze, like a stone.

Okay so sacrificing, talking bout laptops here, the friggin laptop, i'm easily provoked, for one thing i get mad easily, really strange behavior of me, i only start getting mad this year, never thought there was such beast inside me..
so one of my bad qualities is that, i'm naive, i always want things, and i don't know when will i ever be stopped, trust me it's a disease, but i'm learning to forget it, although it's still a fifty-fifty situation for me, i'm talking bout a laptop man!, The laptop i mention in the past post, which is the Dell Vostro 3700, oh sweet mother of god, i so want that laptop, it looks amazing, and have great stuff, but here's what i'm thinking, when i talk about my dad he doesn't look so psyched, probably cause i've already had 2 laptops, i've check the time arrival if i ordered it from the internet and it would take 15 friggin days to reach, i'll be back by that time, and i'm thinking more, kinda of not rushing into things to early, so i'm leaving to my thoughts right here, now there's a promotion, it's great, the original price goes for 3.5k, while the current price goes for 2.8k, pretty amazing right, so i'm thinking that christmas is just around the corner, and hopefully there would be a big promotion on laptops by that time, and who knows maybe there will be newer and better version of the laptop, Still hoping for the 17" man, that's friggin big...

Consciousness lose me when i sleep, forgetting the times we used to spend, i'm here and you're there..

i'm always blank when it comes to the ending so i'm gonna go with sad things to say to people like
Farewell my friend... sad enough? no? okay..