Sunday School

I kinda missed Sunday School, mostly because it's the only classed i had where all the student actually speak English, but i kinda regret for not taking the chance to know the people or at least have a conversation with them, they look pretty awesome, but they're like this high standard teens, they're mostly from a private school.
Should've taken the chance, damn damn, the only friend who i had an English conversation is from an online game called Maple Story, most of the time playing that game is only to talk, seriously, once i talk to a girl till 4 in the morning, of course it was uncertain if it was a girl or not, but it's still a great conversation..
But seriously though, i bet i could've made friends with them, i could have a friend to talk to in English, how i wish i had, but it's seems hard to find people with my level of English understanding, not saying that most of my friends don't know English, but they just don't get English as much as i do, i like English shows and they stick to their own kind of language, and i do miss watching shows and dramas, cause it was the only time that i had to observe and hear how people speak English, the American way.
Well just a simple understanding would be much, no biggie, i'm not that excellence in the English language anyway.

However, i do have a friend whom i talk to in English, he does speak but he doesn't know how to spell in English, so sometime he would ask me how to spell when he's texting, he even ask me simple words.

Guess there's nothing else i could do, moment passed, guess i have to move on and face that i would never have a friend that would have an English conversation with.

Seriously,i could type well in English, or so i thought, but i can't really speak that well, that's one of my main reason to have a friend to have an English conversation with, practice.
I did tried couple of times to talk in English with my father, he does speak well, but after some time, he just stop, i just wish that i could talk better when i grow up, i might need it one day, i just don't wanna be one of the person who can't talk smoothly, so here's to hoping that i would meet a girl who i can finally have a real conversation with..

Why it had to be a girl?, well i don't have a valid reason, maybe i just want a friend that is the opposite gender, i think i have many friends on the same gender, i guess a part of me want's to experience friendship of the opposite gender, never really had a friend that's on the opposite gender, mostly just awkward talking...
Who knows maybe she could teach me how to get a girlfriend or stuff like that, yeah i'm so lame..