Okay, i don't generally do this, in fact i never done this before, probably..
So i just got back yesterday, and it felt strange, just like that i was in a different place, and surprisingly time does fly fast, it was the fastest two weeks of my life, okay it might be a little longer if i have something to do.. but to be honest i did had a great time at labuan, despite the pain i had to go through by sleeping in the car..
But yeah, i mean just few days ago i was with my parents, eating dinner together, talking to them face to face, trading stories we had in our day..
And now, i can't even see them, i can only hear their voice talking over the phone, but what's the point, when you have someone who love you and you have to be apart..
Feeling sad.. still don't do this a lot, so this might be a step up for me or step down..
No doubt i missed them, but i didn't think that i would miss them this fast, i never missed them before, like this i mean..
Guess all i can do now is wait, do the best i can in my studies and make them proud..
I just wish i could better, i bet everyone wish that, if you could make your parents happy what would you do?, the only thing i can do is get my grades up and that's enough for them, but i wanna do more, they've done so much for me, like raising me since i was a little baby, sticking up together through the hard times, for standing up to me even if i'm may not be on my best behavior, but still, it's just a desire to be better, i don't even know if i could achieve..
Okay here's what i'm gonna do, i'm gonna try and be better, can't be hard right?, study my mind out, study some more, get a job to show my appreciation to my parents..
that's pretty much it, hey i'm just a human what else can i do..
guess that's it..
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