Thursday, June 30, 2011

Fun Fact!

Just found out that the first time that the World Wide Web debut is on the 6th of August 1991!
That's my birth date man, the date, the month, and best of all the year!
No wonder i'm so attached to this internet thing, but then again, aren't we all
That was kind off a fun and exciting fact for me, cause now i know that my birthday symbolize something, the Internet, yeah but there's lots of things, like the birthday of Malaysia's Hollywood Actress Michelle Yeoh, Sixth Sense Movie Director, M.Night Shyamalan.

Other than that, oh yeah, one of my friend birthday is also on that day, anyway, i guess there's only one thing that i could do, is to make a name for myself, yeah hopefully, in a good way that is, i wanna be one of those people who are famous, but at the same time gives joy by doing something, i don't wanna be one of those who gets famous because of bad stuff, not really famous, but they have like this attention, you know crimes and all those crap.

But yeah, i'm turning 20 this August, and to be honest, i don't think i'm gonna get famous or anything, i guess the one thing that you have to pay for being famous is privacy, once you get famous, you won't get any privacy, but here's the thing, Malaysian celebrities aren't that big, so if i do get famous, i don't think it really matters, like the celebrities, i don't know, just that i haven't heard anything from Malaysian celebrities.

Turning 20, honestly, i'm a little bit disappointed, thought that i would have a band right now, i search so desperately for a band, but no one really takes me seriously, then i thought i should just go solo, then crappy microphone recording gets me down, other than that, i thought that i would do something with English by now, well blogging is a start, but it doesn't really brings me anywhere, i tried Vlogging, but i failed, maybe i should do like Shaycarl, he started vlogging when he hits 29 years old, that's it, if i'm not doing anything great by the time i'm 28, i'm gonna start a life documentary when i'm 29 years old.

I don't really have faith in myself, i let myself believe that i'm a failure, and that it's almost impossible for me to pass something, and few days ago i was working on my book, and then i stopped for a minute, i was kinda slacking i guess, then i say to myself, What are you afraid of?, like there's something that's making me lazy, so yeah i asked myself, of course i didn't get an answer, but i overlooked that if there's something that's making lazy, i need to find it and burn it.

Wow, i'm just talking crap right now.

So turning 20, oh i've said that before.

Ironic

So, for a couple of months now, my parents been selling endless foods to people at college, hospitals, mostly anywhere that my mom knows, my mom seriously have some connections, i'm surprise she's not a CEO or anything by now. Anyway, here's the ironic thing, even though they've been selling endless food, they've also been eating out for almost everyday, and here's the bad part, i'm stuck with eating take out food, not that i hate it, but in this case i have to because it's every single day of my life, and yeah, i gained more weight, so i kinda need to go back to school to shave some weight offs, at least at there, my parents won't be shoving food through my mouth, not that i'm saying that they are, but i'm a pretty weak person, and i'm pretty easy to be deceive by temptation, so it's hard, i wish i could stop when they say, EAT IT!, okay maybe not, but sometimes i do feel like it's like that, and it's harder to lie at them when i'm back home, at least at college they could only hear my voice, which i managed to lie to them that i wasn't eating at night for 4 months, then after 4 months i have a mishap.. Damn, rice something..

So yeah, i think i did great last semester, and i think i could do it again, and i'm think i'm gonna do more than not just not eat at night everyday, but i haven't have it figured out yet, so.. i'm still planning.

With only 2 days left, i'm not really done for my work, but keep it positive and you'll find a happier ending.

Just a couple of hours ago, i experience real sleep for the first time in such a long time, i know that it's a real sleep cause i sleep early, but that's not the only reason, the real reason is that my whole body sore when i woke up to pee, why is that a good sign? cause my body is also sleeping which made it numb, and it was kinda hard for me to woke up, usually when i woke up it would be easy and snappy cause it's only my brain that's been sleeping, and my body just laid there, but this time, somehow my body sleeps too, which is kinda awesome, but i'm hoping to experience that again sometime, cause i know that's a real sleep and not a crappy 8 hour sleep.

Anyway..

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

What Colors Means To Me

Let's start with the colors of stuff i see right in front of me.

White - To me white means something clean, something pure, something bright, in other words it means good, and ironically, my Air Purifier color is white.

Silver - Something expensive, something strong? a color that makes other things looks like crap, except gold, Well, silver is the color of my Laptop, and it's the most expensive one between the two.

Red - Reminds me a lot of anger which for some person ends up killing people which comes to blood which is colored red, and angry faces in cartoons are also red, it can't be blue, blue just means they're out of breath. Also red kinda symbolizes as fast, if you're into cars, if you're looking at a Red Car which is not a lot in this town, it looks fast, hot, nice, all those stuff.

Black - Kinda scary color, especially in the dark, but black is a little mystical, they can really do something, like black magic, black.. i don't know

Blue - It's actually my favorite color, but right now, favorite color doesn't really mean anything to me, back then i like the color blue because it's the color of the Blue Ranger from Power Ranger, for some reason, i kinda wanna be the Blue Ranger, and also Blue is the color of Skies which means endless possibilities, the color of the sea, which mean widen horizon.

Brown - To me, it means life, cause brown is most common on trees, land, humans, poop just kidding, but seriously, trees is actually the life that the sun gives, without sun, the trees won't grow, and the land is where the trees grow, kinda makes me wonder, if our land is other color than brown, will the trees grow according to the color of the ground?

Green - If i say life, that would be cheating, i guess luck? because of the whole irish thing, leprechaun, St.Patrick's day, which we don't really celebrate, ooh, damn, i forgot what this color means, green actually means Greed, it's really obvious, cause of the color of money, but only in the states, back here the color of money is assorted, kinda like our race, maybe that what the money symbolizes in our nation, different types of races, that would be cool i guess, but i might be wrong..

Purple - The color belong to two of my favorite fruits which is grapes and mangosteen, and also my favorite vegetables which is eggplant, but there's really not a lot of food colored purple.

Yellow - Yellow only remind me of piss, doesn't really remind me of anything, except for the color of my house which is yellow which reminds me everyday that i'm living in piss, well i'm not bashing or anything, house problems.. i don't even have gates!

I guess, that's the color of my life, wow what a boring blog, yeah just need to waste some time, i promise i'll come up with something better tomorrow.

If A Sword Is Like An Extension To Our Hands, Then The Internet Is The Extension To Our Brain

The internet is like this endless stream of free information that's being connected to our brain somehow, maybe not physically, but it's getting there.

So the past few days, i've been given the gift to see how my life without internet would be, i'm kinda confused actually, at sometimes i feel like the internet is making me addicted to it becomes the bad part, on the other hand, i did become slightly more productive, i'm almost finish my work, and i got a week left to write, not a week for me, but a week that's suppose to be my job, in reality, i only got 4 days left, aah, so many times, and so many procrastination.

The internet is not all that good, i really hate that it's making me addicting and made me stay in my room the whole day instead of getting out of my room and shed some skin under the sun.

Well, nothing really happened while there's no internet, it's not really boring, yet i still can't sleep late at night, and it's becoming worse, my last record was waking up till 4 am, these few days was till 10 am, well that was a little scary, and i can see the black veins under my eyes, i wish i could fake having a flu and take medicine, it really work for me the last time.

So yeah, i'm gonna do my job now, see you in a bit.

Saturday, June 25, 2011

New Earphones

It's been awhile since i wanted to buy a pair, and i have no intention of buying one till recently, when my dad asked if i wanted to buy a Sony earphones that he saw, but i was scared that it might be a fake one, so i decided to do my routine, which is research, and found out that Sony has a new earphones, and it's pretty cheap i have to say, so that kinda lures me into buying it, so today i did, although, it's a bit more than on the website, it cost 59 bucks when the website state that it cost 56 bucks, but it wasn't really that much, at first i wanted to buy the white color cause it looks like my old earphones, but then, i thought to myself, i'm so organized, i always want thing the way i want, so then i decided to change it, there's this one color that's weird and i picked that, there's actually 4 colors, white, black, pink and mixed between lime and green, white and black are more obvious to pick, pink, not in a million years, so yeah, that's pretty much my story.

So, like most people who just bought their stuff, i decided to take a picture of it, i really tried to find review on the earphones, but there's not much reviews on it, if you wanna check the earphones out, the model is MDR-EX10LP, to me, it's pretty decent, it's not bad, but it's not the best either, can't really expect much for an earphone worth 59 bucks, but it's okay for casual use, the best part of it is that it doesn't make me dizzy, my old earphone makes me dizzy cause it blocks my whole ear that i feel imbalance, this one doesn't really makes me dizzy, and it's a little bit comfortable to wear, but my goal is a pair of Dr.Dre Beats earphone, which is really expensive, and i don't really know how much is the price of it, but it's kinda cool, the headphone is much more cooler, but i'm not a headphone wearing kinda person.

Anyway taking pictures, i decided to take a picture, and it didn't really go well at first, cause i was simply taking a shot, i didn't really do anything, i just let the flash hit it.

1st shot - Didn't do anything

As you can see, it's pretty bright and it's not as nice as the first picture, so i decided to use what i learn in DigitalRevTV, which is to control the lighting, basically what i did was pretty easy i guess, i took a piece of paper and i kinda cover the flash while taking a picture, and the light was less but the picture turned out awesome, i was amazed myself, cause i was just trying out, i didn't really anticipated for it to look as nice, anyway here's what i got after i tried something.

It looks a lot better when the light is controlled, but i realized that it's a little bit dirty, so i cleaned it up and tried to reenact if i could take the same picture or even better.

So, i tried to take other picture to see if i could take pictures as good as i did with these earphones, but not such luck, but it's not as bad, oh well..


It's really, dull.. i seriously liked the earphone pictures, i don't know why, but now i'm getting interested into taking micro photos, which could really be spent on my wasted time, i don't know, i'm just friggin bored, not doing anything everyday, i need some drives to keep me going, maybe this photo taking thing could be the thing i've been searching for.

That's pretty much what i did today, i really need help!

P/s: These photos were taken by a compact camera.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Stuffs Wee

I am so glad that i'm turning a new page right now, going into a new leaf, something that has change meaning in it.

Yeah, well, i just read some news that are insanely bothering me, about stuff, how people would sold their kidneys to buy an iPad, and selling their virginities for an iPhone 4? well that's the latest news i've heard.

It's just weird that they would trade in something that are theirs in for something that is made by human rather than something that you are given.

I guess, i can't really judge them, time are hard, but still it's weird, who knows, maybe someday people would trade in their eye balls for a laptop. I could possibly be the victim cause i love laptops, yeah, but i'm not that dense.

I don't really have any advice, if i could, i would give those poor people free stuff, and probably the world would be a better place, or better yet, put the inventors of those stuff in the shoes of those people who are desperately wanting their stuff, so there's kinda 2 parts in this, i love technology and all, but i hate what it's doing to us, the madness!, the unthinkable, it's just to surreal, is this really the way we wanna live, bound in chains by the mind under something that's barely alive, that's an artificial.

Yeah, i'm out, i haven't heard anything good in a while.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Hair Cutting

I don't really like getting my hair cut, probably cause i look friggin weird with short hair, i would say that i look better with long hair, but not the best, i mean most people look better with long hair, look at girls, there's must be a reason why guys are always drooling over them, think about it, long hairs.

Yeah, but guys with long hairs are just plain weird, i like my hair long, but not long long, not long till it reaches my shoulders, just long enough that it covers my forehead, the side of my head and my the back of my neck, yeah, but having a hairstyle like that always makes people wanna label you as an emo or something.

Well, i haven't heard anyone called me an emo or anything, i just like long hair, but i don't really waste any money buying hairstyle products like gel, wax or spray, no i just used water, cause i don't really care what my hair look like, the stranger, the better.

One thing i'll be missing with long hairs is, strange hair, yeah i used to get strange hair every single morning, and i have to say, i really enjoy waking up in the morning and seeing my hair go ballistic like that, my dad even said my hair looked like a lion, that's probably the best comment about my hair i've ever heard.

Still, it's gonna take a long time before my hair grows out, now it's just ugly, i seriously hate short hair, people who have really long hair really ruin it for people who just wants normal long hair, i can't survive in school with just having long hair, there's always gonna be worries that my hair is gonna be cut of, yeah that was when i was in high school, now in college it's fairly simple, long hair? pay 50 bucks!, but thankfully, i didn't really care too much for my hair to pay 50 bucks, unlike my friend, well he does really have a cool long hair, but he paid the price, i guess some people are really into their looks.

Yeah, but looking good is actually, well good, but i don't really care much for now, cause you'll only look good when you have someone to impress, like a job, a girlfriend perhaps, or maybe just taking a shot for a picture something, yeah i have none of those, so until i have those 3 things, i'm gonna be looking as bad as i can, well i don't really know how bad i can go on, i really looked bad right now as it is with my short hair, sometimes i wish i was bald.

Not really, you'll be made fun of if you're bald.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Foreign Rain

Hey, wassup guys?

See, that's what i would probably say if this was a Video Blog, but it's not so live with it!

Anyway, there's hasn't been any post for few days simply because, no i'm not sick, no i'm not away or anything, but i'm just been playing games, aaahh, i haven't played games for the longest time, and now i know why, i'm easily addicted to it, kinda like the first time when i played this game called Maple Story which my cousin introduce me about 7 years ago, back when i was a kid, back when i was still clueless, and yet here i am, still playing, you know what the worst part of it is? that i'm still playing, yeah, me playing is probably the worst part of it, because all my friends and all my cousin had already quit playing it, and i'm still playing, i know, and people over there are seriously getting younger, and me on the other hand, just get older, and being called a perv or something, kids these days have no respect for the elderly, damn i sound like an old man.

But seriously though, it's not that we're old and just started playing, it's just that we played it before you and decided to stick to playing it, i haven't always been playing it, in fact, i just started playing again few days ago, and it's sickly addicting, like the only way for me to stop playing is when going to college, and not because i have to study or anything, it's because there's no internet connection there, there is actually, just not fast enough to actually play the game.

So me playing this game kinda reminds me oddfully when i used to watch television at night, when i used to watch television late at night, that's cause it's kinda like forbidden for me to watch television late at night, and there's actually a reason for why kids shouldn't watch television late at night, cause they usually show programs that are not meant for kids, so they only show it late at night when kids are asleep.

How is this similar, well i kinda feel like i'm not gonna be able to play it for a long time, so i just thought that i would waste my time playing it, even thought i have stuff going on now! argh, is seriously haven't met pressure yet, i seriously need too..

Laying back isn't really fun, you're not really doing anything, you're not making anything, and like most people say, you're just watching the world passed you by, well i didn't mean for it to become that way, but, i seriously can't take control of my life, i just let it flow.

Heard something awesome today, although i probably heard it before, so there's this program on Hitz.fm about trying to save water, and JJ wrote a poem, but i'm pretty sure i heard it before, it's about flushing, If it's yellow let it mellow, If it's brown flush it down!

That's really hilarious, i haven't heard a good joke like that in a while, being funny certainly has it advantages, like one, you could make people happy just with your words instead of using money or physical stuff.. and i wish i could make people happy just by saying stuff, and i watch this interview about a guy, and he probably made me open my eyes a little, he said that's he's funny because people told him that he's funny, and later on, he pursues to make his own joke, and now he's working on College Humor, he's Amir Blumenfeld if you don't know what i mean.

So, the New Myvi has just been released i don't know when, but it's looking weird, yeah, i mean the old Myvi was weird enough already, and now they made it even weirder, but this weird is good, from the outside, it kinda looks a little minimal, i don't know whether to hate it or love it, but i really do like the inside especially the dashboard, it looks awesome, i never seen a cheap car that has it's gear box on the dashboard, but it's only available for the automatic, the manual stick is still in the middle. But looks awesome though.

Other than Perodua new car, Nokia also announced it's new phone the Nokia N9, which strikes a strong resemblance to the iPod Nano, not that i'm saying that they're copying it, but i am a little worried, cause Apple would sue anything remotely close to their design, it pisses me off a little, but i would be more pissed if i create something great and people just took it without consideration, yeah, but suing has no meaning these days, suing used to be about fighting for your right, and now people just sue to get money.

A lot of sparks has been lighten with the odd placing of the Nokia N9 front facing camera which is position on the lower right of the phone instead of upper right which most phones are position, i still don't know why it's there, but it's not gonna bother me, cause i'm a hundred percent sure that i'm not gonna buy it, or any Nokia mobile phones for that matter, not that i don't support them, heck i support them through all these years, it's just that i'm not buying anything anymore.

Not anything though, just in technological terms, not buying anything is crazy, topics i need more topics cause i'm going all out today.

So in Japan, they actually make a burger meet straight from poop!, okay i feel like throwing up now cause i'm actually eating, i can't believe i forgot that.. i mean poop, who would actually eat that? i'm sorry but it's true when they say Japan always makes crazy stuff,

Weird, i have nothing weird.. what else..

Okay, if anything, i don't really regret playing maple if anything, but it did burn most of my time away and i didn't really got anything from playing it, except for my mad skills of typing, not that i'm really fast or not, people actually manage to go above 100 words per minute and my best is only 95 words per minute, but i did won the typing competition in college when i was a freshman, aah, freshman such a great time, i mean that's like my first time competing in a competition, i never sign myself into something like that in my whole life, never won a trophy, never won pretty much anything, so to say maple brings me nothing is an understatement, Maple brought me my first winning competition, though, i got second place in the second semester, cause the program was changed, and my competition was actually pretty fast, so for me to get second place is still okay. But the third year they don't really held it again, so i was a little disappointed cause i wanted to avenge my honor, nah just sayin.

Coming back, i'm gonna be in the fifth semester, i'm gonna be 20 years old!, i'm that much old!, not really psyched, though i don't really care i'm i'm 100, okay maybe a little, i mean i looked at my dad, and my god, how do you grow up so fast, i mean don't you feel strange, you've grown up, have a son, and now you're making food for people, i'm so proud of him.

I don't really used to like to talk to my dad, cause we would have a good conversation but in the end, it end with an argument, but lately, we don't have arguments anymore, i guess we have a more agreeable terms, but i still don't get stuff from him since i've lost my phone in high school, but it's not like i've lost it, my friend lost it, but he did payed, not full though, even though i just recently bought it.

But seems like right now, my dad just spends money like wild, and he's not even working, how? i don't even know, i'm afraid to ask.

It's been awhile since i've talked about music, haven't heard a good album in a while, always listening to old album, but my fav album has to be Bruno Mars, if you haven't grab it yet, go and get it cause it's worth every single cent, his album is really, i mean it's just awesome, like every song is a different genre so you won't feel bored, and i don't think like there's any personal song that it's meant to hurt someone else or to expose someone, it's just awesome, and Just The Way You Are, Grenade, The Lazy Song is just the tip of the iceberg, there's more awesome songs in it.

See ya!

Saturday, June 18, 2011

The End

Actually, that's pretty specific to movies, anyway, as you know, movies are like books that has been adapted to be shorter and less time consuming, but, not all movies are based on books, some movies are made by the ideas of writers which made into movies which is pretty cool, but most of the major movies these days are based on books, comics, reboot, and all those stuff.

I'm talking about The End, the end of movies, well not all movies, just movies that has been running for quite long, but even when it's long, it isn't exactly long, here are few movies that probably at it's end, Batman, Harry Potter, Twilight saga, and Transformer.

These 4 movies has no similarities what-so-ever, well except that they are made more than once, there's sequels and sequels after the sequels, there's a super hero, a magician, a love story about a girl who's in between love between a werewolf and a vampire and toys.

So, as we know, Batman, Christopher Nolan's version, has released 2 movies under the name Batman Begins and The Dark Knight, the third installment will be released next year, although it's exciting, but it's a little bit sad at the same time cause it's ending, Nolan version of Batman are probably the best one i've ever seen, especially The Dark Knight, but The Dark Knight Rises would be the last installment, but there's a lot of cast in it, so that's interesting.

Harry Potter, not really a big fan of Harry Potter, so i'm not really sad that it's ending, i mean i watch probably till the fifth movie then i got bored, but i gotta say, the third installment is probably my favorite, Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkabam, yeah, but after that, i kinda got bored, and it lose interest in me.

Twilight, well, i haven't really read the book, and people are like in hysteria over the movies, especially with the british guy with an american accent, i mean the movie is pretty decent, then New Moon came along, i feel like Twilight is a little bit better than New Moon, but New Moon has to exist because of the werewolf thing, but the third is awesome, like finally they have a war, and they kinda unfold more stories for why they became a vampire, and Breaking Dawn is just months away, it's too bad that i won't be seeing it, but reading a little bit about is a little bit intriguing, i mean it sounds awesome, but weird, so i don't know whether to be happy or sad that's it's ending, but it's kinda a happy ending, so it's not that bad.

Transformer, i don't really get these movies, i just love the mechanical moving around, and the Third movie, there's no Megan Fox!, yeah she's hot, but it's her fault, and another british person, but i don't know if she's gonna be talking in an English accent or in an American accent, so i'm a little curious about that.

That's probably the only movies that i know that hasn't been out but is probably the last time it's gonna be out, except for Breaking Dawn, cause it has 2 parts!

Since when movies became series anyway?

Thursday, June 16, 2011

English Accents

Well i don't have one technically, cause i wasn't born in England or anything, but it does sounds amazing once you've hear it, like that thick speaking style, something about it makes it sound sophisticated, like you could see a normal person just being normal , then once you talk to them and they have a British accent, and you'll be amazed.

Yeah, this is happening while i was watching DigitalRev, i seriously can't get over that guy thick British accent, if you close your eyes and just hear his voice, you would be fool into thinking that it's actually a white British guy talking, but instead it's an Asian guy with a British accent which makes it more impressive then it already is, cause most Asian can't really speak English clearly i guess, like me, well i do aspire to talk like a British person one day, probably need to stay there 3 years or more to get that thick accent going on, other than British accent, Australian accents are also cool, though it might be hard to understand at first, but once you get it, they're pretty awesome.

I guess i'm bored of American accent already, but they're still pretty awesome when it comes to shows, cause i don't really watch British shows or movie, hardly ever, cause they tend to be more pretentious, i don't know if it's purposely or just the way they are, but i'm pretty sure it's just the way they talk, the way they enunciate which makes them sound rude, but on the other hand, having a British accent is a big plus, know that guy from Twilight? the vampire person, the British guy with an American accent, i read somewhere that he got into acting while stating that he went to Oxford even though he didn't but he said having a British accent makes it easier to fool people into thinking that you've went to a place like that.

I don't really know how to get an accent, but moving to a British place might be a start, if only Borneo is still under Britain, i might have an English accent, but then again, everyone else will have it too..

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Day Of Birth's

There's so many people that were born on June, like plenty, though i didn't say Happy Birthday, cause i don't really know them too well, but it's really weird seeing all these birthday happening on this month, i mean where were those people who were born on January,February,March,April,May went?

It's a little weird, cause it's like this big reminder that's saying you're gonna get old soon!, it's not like my birthday coming in a few days, but crap, it's happening!, i don't know, should i freak out cause i'm ending my teen hood?, i don't know, i don't really have much memories for when i was a teen, maybe if i do get out of teen hood, i would get into something better, yeah getting old means, less sufferage in life, i hoped..

Other than so many friggin birthdays happening this months, oh yeah, just reminding me that i won't have a birthday party on my birthday, nah, it doesn't bums me out anymore, i used to like birthday parties when i was a kid, with all the presents, foods, people, but now i'm getting old, not like i have friends to call to celebrate my birthday with, nor am i close with my cousins anymore, yeah it's a sad life, but there's not much to be done, oh yeah the other thing.

So like yesterday, the most weirdest thing happen, not really, i just saw this car by Honda, it's a Civic, and it's really odd cause they're crawling and crowding the streets of Kota Kinabalu!, it's weird to me, cause i don't usually see expensive cars popping in front of my eyes in one whole day, it would be normal to see like a Malaysian outlet car crowding the streets cause it's affordable and cheap? i don't know, not to offend, but this is Honda!, it cost like 111K over here, and 10 of those would cost 1 Million ringgit, i don't recall people crapping money, but that's just weird, also, it's a lil bit envying, maybe it's calling out to me to buy the car, since i got my license but carless..

The thing about license, it's not like you're suppose to drive once you have to license although most people chose to, but i'm a lil different i guess, like from the start i swore that i wouldn't drive, yet here i am, with a P, and the worse part is, my parents are like pushing me to get my license for the longest time, so that i could send them or what ever, my biggest fear of learning to drive is the out come of it, i mean i've seen it with my cousins, and once they know how to drive, they went out, and become night owls, coming back at dawn, some are even drunk, they're just hanging out with their friends, then i realize, i don't have any friends to hang out with, so why the hell should i worried, oh yeah, people do caught with accidents, but here's the strange thing, now that i do get my license, my parents doesn't really let me drive their car, like what the hell? so what's the point of me getting a license if you're not gonna let me drive, just at the parking lot though, cause granted, is still need to learn, me passing is just a let through, lucky i guess, but more stranger is that, more people are getting the same mark as me which is nearly fail, but good enough to move on.

So yeah, i'm gonna collect a hundred and eleven thousand ringgit to buy a Honda Civic by the year 2016, i bet it would look even awesome than 2011 models!...

So much for hoping..

Monday, June 13, 2011

Something Awesome!

Okay, last night i came across something, probably the most awesome news i've heard all year, it's called Gooapple, yes you've heard me right, Gooapple. Now what is Gooapple? i'm glad you ask, Gooapple is a china iPhone 4 clone, now i know what you might be thinking, China iPhone copies sucks, i have to agree with you on that one, but this one is an exception, why? can you guess what the Goo in front of Gooapple stands for?, what is Apple greatest nemesis, it used to be nokia but, you know things changed. Anyway, it's Google, Google is known for it's Android OS which supported most of the smartphones now, most notable are Samsung, LG, HTC, Sony Ericsson, and less notable, CSL, i don't really know, but this one counts the Gooapple i guess..

So long story short, it's an iPhone 4 without the iPhone, don't get what i meant, but i'm pretty sure you know what i meant, okay, it means that it's an iPhone without the iOS, instead they're using an Android OS, and not those lame Donut crap, but Froyo!, i know it's a little behind, but on the smartphone, it's only behind by 1 version which is the gingerbread and the tablet mode which is the Honeycomb, but it's still pretty awesome.

Here watch the video, and you would probably feel strange too, i seriously can't contain myself, kinda happy, and a little bit amused, i don't even know why i'm talking about it, i'm such a nerd..

Check It Out!

Yeah, if you've seen the video, you'll notice that it doesn't really differ from the iPhone OS, but i do somehow caught the Gallery which is not iPhone Gallery so yeah, but others, they copied like 99.9% of the iOS user interface.

Seriously gonna buy one..

Okay, back to exam..

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Will She Be There..

Yeah, the title had nothing to do with this post..

So tomorrow is my test!, the july paper test which consist of 2 subject which is Mathematics and BM, it's a 2 day event, not really an event but whatever, so i've been studying for about 2 weeks now, but not directly, probably be crazy if i did that, but on the other hand would probably be worth it and have more self assurance on the test, but oh well, it's like studying and slacking back to back these few weeks, but i've only finish 2 books, oh scratch that 1 and almost finish 2 books, but it would really be weak for me if i didn't finish the book, cause i have 1 more book and research to do, there's just not much time, i wish i did study back then when times were empty, but you know the disease, last minute syndrome, it always hangs on.

Kinda wish everyday is a last minute so that i could make myself believe that it had to be done early so i don't torture myself in the end of the real last minute!.

It's been probably 2 years since i last took my July test, after knowing that i didn't get credited in my BM during the SPM, and sadly my mom cried which i don't really know why at that moment, turns out local university wouldn't take people who didn't credited in their BM papers, well i didn't really know much about that, all i knew is that you won't get a job, well it's not like i was looking for a job, but strangely i was more looking forward to pursue my studies even though i don't like studying, maybe i don't like studying what we were given, but rather what we chose, and there's the other thing, that i can't picture my self working.

Strangely enough, yeah strange, i was suppose to be working these few months, which ended up being nothing, seriously, i don't know what to say, but the good news is that, my aunt actually wanted me to work for her, yeah strange, i mean i just help her with her documents in excel, and i wasn't really on the working mood, but i did finish it, and she suggest that i work for her, well actually, she already asked when i could do the job, but i'm studying for my test, so probably after the test, but i still have my reports, oh man when am i gonna finish.

But, i learned that we have to take one step at a time, my biggest problem is thinking of all of it at once, that would just increase my anxiety, therefore creates stress, though i haven't really felt stress that is so critical, so, i'm just gonna focus on the important stuff right now, prioritize..

I don't really know why i'm blogging, my test is tomorrow and i haven't finish studying yet!, i do hope that this would be my last, and by last i meant get a credit in the BM test finally, not that i hate taking it, though i don't really care for it, but yeah, it's really wasting time if i'm taking it over and over again, well at least i'm trying, i'm not busting my ass of for this test, but it's a start, and at least i'm reading, and knowing that i could finish a book, well, it's a random feeling, like never in my life feel that i could finish a book.

Here's the type of books that i actually finish reading, magazine, books of jokes, brochure, etc..

Okay, yeah, i'm kidding, but reading it, just makes me want to read more, maybe not read all of it, but i really want to read Twilight, well not right now, cause i can't but maybe later, but it would be great if i have like a pdf tablet reader rather than reading it off my laptop, cause it's not really suitable i guess, but there's not a lot of options that i could choose, well hope fully i could finish Twilight.

Not that i'm a fan, but there's a reason why it's the Number 1 best seller on the New York, what's that again, i lost it, and i'm here to find that reason, and who knows, maybe i'll even enjoy myself while reading it, here's the thing i find different between a movie and books, mostly about movies that are adapt from books, well movies are 2 hour long, maybe even 3 hours if it's lord of the rings, but in books, it's gonna take probably weeks or months to finish, in my case probably years, but here's the thing, books are a little more accurate from movies, but then again, it is books to movies rather than movies to book, but i haven't really find the difference, cause i haven't read a book then watch the movie, so i'm trying to do so with twilight, reading all the books and watching all the movies.

Breaking Dawn, if you don't know what that is, it's the final installment of the Twilight series, though the movie actually have 2 part, and watching the trailer it does seem awesome, i mean reading bits from the books is already shocking, yeah, you'll understand later.

Not really much, and i have to study!

Friday, June 10, 2011

24 Hours Of My Life

I thought that it would be cool to use that title as a story that i would probably like to write, but i always have these ideas on things but i never got it finish.., and 24 hours hours of my life kinda sounds like something that you do in your last 24 hours before something happens, and i don't exactly wanna do that in a story, cause there will be no sequel, just kidding.

So instead of turning it into a title, i decided to use it on my life, it's pretty simple actually, i don't know if anyone has already done this and i'm the only one left out of not doing it, yeah thanks for the heads up, anyway, i took a book, well actually i already have a book, and just state what i'm doing on an hourly basis, so today is my first day, and i have to be honest, it's not a great start, but i'm committed into doing it everyday if i could, to see what i'm doing on most of my time, cause i know i'm lazy and it's really important to me to see what i'm doing on most of my time.

We we're given 24 hours a day equally, to all of us, but it differs when we do things differently on how we use our time to do things, like a person could be so hard working and use his time and at the end of the day, he will feel tired but proud because he had done something productive, tired, but proud that's the keyword, on the other hand, you have this slob, so lazy, so inconsiderate of the time that he has been given, and mostly spend his day slacking doing unproductive things, this one me, and at the end of the day, he feels nothing, that's cause he did nothing, nothing that he could be proud of, nothing that he could feel something that he has accomplished, just nothing, i guess the moral of the story is, it's not really a story but you get what i mean, is that, we could spend our time doing stuff, but when we're not doing stuff, it's kinda pointless, i don't really have a metaphor but, think of it as a car, you've been given a car, if your car is old and rusty that means you used it, you've accomplish your mission, but if it's just stayed in the garage, what's the point of you buying the car in the first place anyway? okay not a good metaphor..

So, the first day, here's what i wrote, well not exactly just the highlights.
I realize that i don't fully utilize when:
1. I woke up at 12PM, yeah that's right 12 PM, that's cause i sleep at 4am, it's like a disease, once you sleep the latest, it's like hard to stop not sleeping late at night.
2.Most of the things that i write includes me of Slacking, Taking A Nap,Taking A Break, Took A Little Break, and saying "I Can't Stop Slacking!, Please Help Me!" over and over again.

I got a good 3 and a half hours to go and i'm trying to make the most of my time on 24 hours of my life left, so yeah, it's great stuff, but not on a great beginning, but i'm interested to see how this will progress, i think it could help me, if it doesn't it's not like i'm losing anything anyway.

Great, i just lost an hour writing this!

Thursday, June 9, 2011

Cool Tip! : Earphones

I don't know if anyone already knows this, but i'm gonna make this one short since most of my post are a foot long, i don't know, is that how you measure something.

Anyway, I'm not one of those rich people who buys damn good earphones to enjoy real music, i'm just saying, but if i do have money, i would probably buy Dr. Dre Beats Solo, or Urbanears, Dr.Dre Beats headphones had so many people wearing them, i don't even know why, but that's a sign that it's a good headphone i guess, and Urbanears, from a distance, i kinda thought that it's a cheap looking headphones from china, cause there's so many selling in stores right now, though i don't really know how the cheap headphone performs, but last night i found out the original which cost a lot more than the cheap ones, but it still looks exactly like the cheap ones, i don't see no logo or anything that distinguish it from the cheap ones, but it's still cool.

Anyway, so i have this Mp3 player that i bring with me all the friggin time to spare my time from boringness, it's about 2 years old, i got it when i bought my laptop, and right now there's plenty of new version of the Mp3 player, btw, my mp3 player is a Sony Walkman B series i guess? it's 4GB, one thing that i hate is that it's friggin slow when i'm trying to put songs in it, seriously hate it, i may have now iPod touches, or Nanoes, but it's still okay for me, i don't really like to ask for a lot, anyway, i was just really bored so i decided to close my ears while my earphones are in it, and surprisingly, i have more bass than before, i don't know if it's safe or not, but if you're cheap like me and can't afford a good pair of headphones or earphones, it's a really great alternative, but your hands might be tired from pushing the earphones to your ears, but i seriously can hear the bass loud and clear, and sometimes, i actually feel like i'm in a concert hall while listening to the bands playing their songs, but it might be dangerous so i advice you not to put it on the max volume as your ear drums might explode, or something like that.

Well, that was my first cool tip, i don't usually make cool tips, but this actually is cool and so easy, but i just wish that i could make something to push the earphones in instead of using my hands cause it's really uncomfortable, but the sound was worth the uncomfortness..

Anyway, yeah, i try to make it short, guess i'm not that kinda person.

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Two Thousand And Sixteen @ 2016



No, it's not a futuristic apocalypse date, i sure hope not, but it's more of a personal year for me.

See, i've come from a family, no i can't do that, to be honest, i bought a lot of stuff for the past years, and to be more honest, i don't know why, but i still want to buy more stuff, i guess it's inevitable to most people for having the urges to buy stuff.

Most of the stuff that i want are kinda expensive, things that i can't buy simply just like that, but rather, have like at least a week of researching before buying, but it would be fun if it was an instantaneous purchase, like without any research before purchase, cause you will be surprise for the experience cause you didn't do any research about it.

So, i made a plan for 5 years not to buy anything technological at that period, why? well it does sound ludacris, but in the long term, i'm saving myself from disappointment of having old stuff, instead, i have nothing..

Okay, it may not sound as good as it should be, i guess i'm gonna make some pro's and con's

Pro's
-I might be saving tons of bucks in 5 years
-I would have all brand new things, things that haven't come out yet, things that haven't been invented yet, things that may still be in those inventors head.
-I'm given the gift of seeing the progress of all those stuff, kinda like the Nokia and the iPhones, you know, Nokia N95, N96, N97 or iPhone, iPhone 3G, iPhone 3GS, iPhone 4, none of all those stuff i owned. Sadly.

Con's
-I would look cheap, or rather lame, for not having the current stuff, oh well, i guess it's kinda good that i don't have a lot of friends, or friends that are rich to show off their gadgets to me, i guess i'll stick with my dreams for the moments, isn't it enough i get all the jelousy from cousins, i kinda hate it, but it shouldn't bother me that much.
-I'll be missing all those years that people are probably enjoying, times when people have bonds over their gadgets.
-Guess not much..

Even though those stuff, i still get temptations, i almost bought a phone cause my mom says i could, but thankfully one thing led to another then made me realize i don't need it, like there was the time just few weeks ago, me and my parents were redeeming SenQ plus one is it? points for things, then i saw a phone to be redeem but i would have to pay like 500 bucks, it was a Samsung 5 with Android pre-installed.

Then, my mom sort of pushes me to see the phone to see if i like it, and if i did, i could actually buy it, so i thought for a little bit, if my mom buy it for me, it doesn't really count right? cause it's just redeeming stuff, so i went to see the phone, well i like the fact that it's cheap and it has wi-fi, but as soon as i got there, there was this old friend, not really an old friend, but an old school mate, turns out he was working there, and he told me to buy the Galaxy Tab cause it's better apparently, well it kinda is, but here's the thing, that thing is old, not really old, but with the Galaxy Tab 2 just around the corner, why in the hell would people buy that, well the price was 1.5k, and my dad said to me, wouldn't it be better to get an iPad 2, then i had an epiphany, realizing such a small thing could turn big.

So i decided no, this just turned against for what i wanted in the first place, not buying stuff for 5 years, And i have one more thing that i'm thinking of buying, and damn, i feel like i want it so much, but then again...

I really have this strange obsession towards cheap stuff, in other words, stuff that are affordable but is really awesome, but not a lot of stuff are out there, first i thought that the Nokia 5530 was awesome because it had a wi-fi and a touch screen, but i was wrong, having a resistive screen was the worst thing i ever bought, seriously, in the age of iPhones, everything is capacitive, really makes me wonder, where would we be without iPhones, not that i'm praising them or anything, but seriously, they took things and make them good, that's my definition of Apple i guess, you can deny all you want, but they do make things better, and by better i mean make all the world wanna follow them, especially the iPad, you can see how obvious or how strong the influence of Apple towards other company..

So the thing that i wanna buy is actually a Phone, it's an old phone i guess, it's the Sony Ericsson Xperia X8, like as long as i could remember, i've always wanted a Sony Ericsson phone, cause i never bought one, like i have this endless stream buying Nokia Phones, let see if i could remember all the Nokia Phones i bought through the years,

1.Nokia 3310 - In so many way, it's the first phone for almost everyone
2.Nokia 3200 - My dad bought it as a late Christmas gift, love the torch light and changeable skins.
3Nokia 3220 - Kinda like the next generation for the 3200, the numbers really gave it off, all though i really love the lights on the side, too bad Nokia don't make them anymore.
4.Nokia N-Gage QD - Like most boys, we were drooling over this phone, with wireless multiplayer games such as Asphalt and Fifa, yeah those were the days, then PSP ruins it all..

Here's when the fade kicks in, i had so many phones, but none that i really bought, mostly i got from a friend, uncles, seriously can't remember, but i remember having a good time with a Sony Ericsson W850i, i really like the phone, but too bad i had to give it back..

5.Nokia 5310 - After long overdue, i finally bought my first music phone, it's really slim, that's a big plus cause i hate that bulge that always showed up on your pants, seriously loving the 3.5mm jack, at that time, not a lot of phones have that.
6.Nokia 5530 - Aah, the first touch-screened phone i ever bought, was a really stupid purchase, but i did have fun with it, well i did get funded so i thought i splurge a little bit.
7.Nokia 1280 - It's been awhile, but i finally bought a cheap phone after seeing people having fun with it even when it doesn't really do much except messaging and calling, it's really strange to see that, and i bought it after a friend dropped my Nokia 5530 and couldn't called, like it would turn off if i accept a call or tried to call someone, but buying the phone is really cheap and i'm okay with that, and it has a torch light!, it cost like RM 85, the cheapest phone i ever bought and i'm currently using it.

The Xperia X8
I guess it's that time again, and i'm still thinking thoroughly and my dad seem supportive for buying that phone, strangely, i hate it, usually i would be happy, but this time, i would be breaking my own law if i do buy it, the phone is fairly simple, and it's Android Powered, and it doesn't cost thousands of buck, and the preview seems pretty cool and it is affordable.

It's simple looking and cheap and uses Android OS, i'm happy with that.


The newer version of the X8, but doesn't really have a lot of difference except for the colors and branding, and it's a hundred bucks higher.

But, i'm probably not gonna buy it, but i made a 3 circumstances that allow me to have that phone without breaking my law,

Circumstances
1. Some magical way i won it from a contest, sadly the last contest i entered, i didn't even make it to the finalist....
2.More magical way if i get really good grades enough to make my parents be so proud of me that they decided to buy me the phone, but if that actually really happen, i doubt that i would pick this phone, probably buy my first thousand buck phone, oh yeah, i never bought a single phone that cost more than a thousand bucks.
3.If i trade-in my crappy Nokia 5530 for this, do they still do trade-ins?, never really traded my phone in a shop before.

Probably gonna do a contract for me to avoid buying stuff in the next 5 years, and if i break the contract, i would be punish by feeling guilty.. yeah not so much..

Friday, June 3, 2011

My Dad's Addicted To Angry Birdss

So, bout a couple months ago, my dad bought an iPad, so i've downloaded couple bunch of free stuff on the iPad, there were kinda tons, i kinda wish the good ones were free too, but not everything is free in this world.

Well, if you're used to PC, you will feel that everything is free cause the sky is the limit if you're using a PC, but iPad is not a PC, in fact, you will have to pay, but i haven't paid for anything yet..

So there's this game called Angry Birds, it's like famous or something and everyones playing it, i mean it is a great game, i mean not great, but a great time waster, it's this simple, silly, surprisingly fun, and addicting game, it's where you slingshot a bird to kill the pigs.

It's really humorous, and really fun, and my dad is kinda addicted to it i guess, cause every time he asked me to update the Angry Birds to play new levels, but, the update were not that fast, but finally i found an alternative, there's actually Angry Birds for PC, it's not as fun as the iPad, what the hell am i saying, it's the friggin same, only you can't really touch the screen on your computer, i mean you may, but it's not gonna do anything, but the good news is that there's more level, and my dad seems pretty happy about it.

So yeah, Angry Birds, are you one of the addictee's?

My Eyes Are Blurry!

Now i know why i don't read books when i was in school, after reading the novel for quite sometime, my eyes are in fact blurry, now i don't read book as often as i thought i should have, but now the reason seem to pop right in front of me, literally, but even if my eyes don't get blurry from reading books, there's always television and computer that could help me get my eyes blurry.

Well, that actually had happen, my eyes are blurry now, just that i can't read or see anything so sharply when it's in long distance, but everything in front of me is crystal clear, but i do have a problem if i don't wear my glasses when i'm in class, it's just that i don't wanna wear bi-focal, bi-focal are for old people, no offense to old people, but it's true, most old people can't see long distance and short distance, and i'm just about to turn 20 for crying out loud, although i do have grey hair.

Anyway, i'm up to page 117 right now, that's like 20++ pages at my last post, i'm gonna take a break, cause i might ruin my eye sight right now.

But the good thing is that, i'm in my reading mode right now, never in my life have i thought myself as the one who like to read, well i still don't, but it doesn't bother me that much anymore, the fact that i got through a hundred page, i celebrate a little while when i reach that mile stone, but i still got 2 books to learn, and still, i'm writing this..

So, gotta go.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Learning Books

For some reason, i thought that if i read i would be smart, like insanely instantaneously become smart, well i was wrong, the reason i thought that i would be smart because, well i'm not doing anything and there's nothing coming in my mind, maybe that's the reason i can't answer most test with the right answer, well i'm sad to say i'm learning again.

Okay maybe not really sad, it's for my BM test which i retake, cause i didn't get a credit in the last 2 test, i would say that i hope this would be my last, but i don't want to be over confident, and i don't really have that much faith in myself, except for that driving test, that was really surprising for me, i didn't think that i would get through, like all in my mind was set, i'm probably gonna fail and take more test, well i have always been that way, no faith in myself, and always seeing fail as something routine rather than something that you should avoid.

Anyway, there's this novel that i've been reading since 3 days ago, it's one of the mandatory novel for the books, there's like 2 more books, which i have to finish before 14 june, cause that's the date of my exam, then i have to learn all the words and test my writing in malay skills, i've never been that great at writing in malay, but surprisingly, i'm good in English, well i don't know if you could see that just by reading this, but i used to get high marks on my English test, i know i say that like a lot of times, but that's because, that's like one of the subject that i'm actually proud of, since all the other test i've failed.

Well, this book isn't really new to me, i read it back a while, but i can't really remember so i decided to read it again, all i can say, well it is boring, but it isn't that bad, i rather read something in english then malay, cause i feel more comfortable in reading english, i don't know why, but i understand english better than malay, even though malay is my primary language.

So the book, well surprisingly, it's really vulgar in terms of malay language, like if lots of kids are reading it, they would actually use those words, and what's worse than that, it's actually the official book used for the subject, i thought they would be a line in terms of vulgarity but i guess not, okay it's not that bad, but still, i don't even use those type of words.

So far, the book is about a girl who parents died in a tragic accident which left her, her sisters devastated, anyway, the accident happened just one week before she's suppose to register herself in her college, well it's quite tragic, and she doesn't really have any families to send her off to college like most people did, she's kinda like me, okay that's weird, like i could really relate to the story somehow, cause she's very thoughtful and she's really keeping thoughts to herself, i would say her personality is like quiet, but she's really fierce, she isn't afraid when she think she's right, there's lots of conflict that she had to go through like her supervisor at her practical place, which she doesn't really like cause he acts like a jerk i guess, but she's really brave, cause there's this part where she was sort of force to ride a bike, cause she doesn't want to show that she's weak, so she ride the bike even though she never ride a bike before.

There's really lots of drama in this story which i haven't got to yet, but i remember about her little sister being adopted even though her little sister didn't know she was adopted, she wasn't really adopted, but rather throw i guess, but her family was nice enough to take her little sister in, she was throw, i don't have any words for that, dismembered? that sounds wrong, anyway, because their family thinks that girls would bring bad luck to their family, but after awhile, she finally knew the truth, and her sister, who suddenly become so cold, which is really weird, i guess it's a good book, but i really have problems in terms of finishing stuff, like i could have a great idea about writing a story or a song, but it never gets done, i guess it's a little easier to think of something great, but finishing it is the tough part.

So i'm gonna continue my book, i'm at page 92 and i have 100++ pages to go. Hoping to finish this by today!, it's been 3 friggin days!

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

I.. Don't Know What To Say (Random Post)

So, a few weeks ago, i entered this competition on Sony Ericsson new phone on Facebook that they were giving out to people to review it, and the best reviewer will win 10 of those phones, so that intrigue me enough to join, of course i didn't expect to win, but it seems like something that i could do, and i entered, liking the page, enter my name, and say stuff for why i should be one of the 12 reviewer.

So i waited, i don't know why, but i was kinda eager to know if i'm one of the finalist, so i checked their page on the 31st, i thought that's the date that they're gonna announce who were the finalist, turns out 31st was the closing date, so the announcing date was just now.

And today i finally found out, well i didn't made it to the final 12, i was kinda bum, but not so much that i cried, i'm just a little disappointed i guess, cause i thought it's something that i could got into, i'm not the type of person who goes to competition, well it's not that big anyway, just that the phones are really attracting my attention, mainly cause it's free and i have a chance to win 10 more.

At their page, they announce the 12 finalist and what they said, cause what you said are the things that are gonna make the judges choose you for why you should be the one to review the phones, so here's the thing, the question was, what are your skills that would make you a great reviewer for this phone or something like that, and i simply said that i write, well on my blog anyways, and that i follow tech from tech news such as engadget and gsmarena, i thought that was decent, and today i found out what the finalist were saying, and most of them doesn't really make sense, cause they were like literally sucking up to Sony Ericsson by saying that you've been using a SE phone for all these years, that's not a skills, that's something you chose to do, and i don't really read all of them, but it was not connecting to the question which asked about skills, so i was kinda bum a little bit, if i knew those type of words could get me in, i would lie like saying SE have the best friggin phone in the world or something like that, but oh well, it was really an eye opening for me, guess i shouldn't have been honest at some things.

No offense to those people and best of luck at winning the 10 phones, but that was truly saddening for me, they didn't even stick to the question!.

Well i'm pissed.

Air Purifier Madness!

Okay, i said some things earlier about Air Purifier and what it did to me, now i'm thinking that it's actually strange, first of all, i didn't tell about this in the earlier post, but i'm starting to have dreams again, like 3 days straight, and i didn't know if it's just me or something had to do with the air purifier, it's been like such a long time since i dream, and now suddenly with the air purifier, i dreamt like 3 straight day, although it wasn't a happy dream, nor was it a bad dream, maybe a little, but it was strange, it was like dreams that i never thought that i would dream about.

Like, i dream that sabah was gonna be cold, like winter cold, and at that moment i didn't realize i was dreaming, and i was like it's about time, cause it's friggin hot in here, so yeah, then i remember about sabah gonna have winter and thought about how crazy it was, and realize that, it was from a dream, i know crazy stuff, but i remember some things like sabah was gonna turn blue and pulau pinang was gonna turn green, i mean in the map, like in my dream there's this map that shows the states of sabah and penang, and i remember that it turn green for penang and blue for sabah for some reason, the blue probably would be because i thought it was gonna have winter.

I don't know, but the dreams are getting stranger and stranger, it's like i could literally dream within a dream, but i haven't though, but that would be scary, feeling like i can't wake up whenever i want, well i realize that when i tried to woke up and felt really tired, usually i just woke up, and one more thing, the television turned on and i was asleep, i barely slept while watching television, so that was so weird, and that drooling thing, and like previous post, i sound angry, i never been that angry before.

So, i'm just gonna let it run for another week, and see if things are still going strange, if it is, i'm probably gonna keep it off, cause it's weird, and i still don't know what air purifier does, so i'm probably gonna google it or wiki it right now.