Ironic

So, for a couple of months now, my parents been selling endless foods to people at college, hospitals, mostly anywhere that my mom knows, my mom seriously have some connections, i'm surprise she's not a CEO or anything by now. Anyway, here's the ironic thing, even though they've been selling endless food, they've also been eating out for almost everyday, and here's the bad part, i'm stuck with eating take out food, not that i hate it, but in this case i have to because it's every single day of my life, and yeah, i gained more weight, so i kinda need to go back to school to shave some weight offs, at least at there, my parents won't be shoving food through my mouth, not that i'm saying that they are, but i'm a pretty weak person, and i'm pretty easy to be deceive by temptation, so it's hard, i wish i could stop when they say, EAT IT!, okay maybe not, but sometimes i do feel like it's like that, and it's harder to lie at them when i'm back home, at least at college they could only hear my voice, which i managed to lie to them that i wasn't eating at night for 4 months, then after 4 months i have a mishap.. Damn, rice something..

So yeah, i think i did great last semester, and i think i could do it again, and i'm think i'm gonna do more than not just not eat at night everyday, but i haven't have it figured out yet, so.. i'm still planning.

With only 2 days left, i'm not really done for my work, but keep it positive and you'll find a happier ending.

Just a couple of hours ago, i experience real sleep for the first time in such a long time, i know that it's a real sleep cause i sleep early, but that's not the only reason, the real reason is that my whole body sore when i woke up to pee, why is that a good sign? cause my body is also sleeping which made it numb, and it was kinda hard for me to woke up, usually when i woke up it would be easy and snappy cause it's only my brain that's been sleeping, and my body just laid there, but this time, somehow my body sleeps too, which is kinda awesome, but i'm hoping to experience that again sometime, cause i know that's a real sleep and not a crappy 8 hour sleep.

Anyway..