Okay maybe not really sad, it's for my BM test which i retake, cause i didn't get a credit in the last 2 test, i would say that i hope this would be my last, but i don't want to be over confident, and i don't really have that much faith in myself, except for that driving test, that was really surprising for me, i didn't think that i would get through, like all in my mind was set, i'm probably gonna fail and take more test, well i have always been that way, no faith in myself, and always seeing fail as something routine rather than something that you should avoid.
Anyway, there's this novel that i've been reading since 3 days ago, it's one of the mandatory novel for the books, there's like 2 more books, which i have to finish before 14 june, cause that's the date of my exam, then i have to learn all the words and test my writing in malay skills, i've never been that great at writing in malay, but surprisingly, i'm good in English, well i don't know if you could see that just by reading this, but i used to get high marks on my English test, i know i say that like a lot of times, but that's because, that's like one of the subject that i'm actually proud of, since all the other test i've failed.
Well, this book isn't really new to me, i read it back a while, but i can't really remember so i decided to read it again, all i can say, well it is boring, but it isn't that bad, i rather read something in english then malay, cause i feel more comfortable in reading english, i don't know why, but i understand english better than malay, even though malay is my primary language.
So the book, well surprisingly, it's really vulgar in terms of malay language, like if lots of kids are reading it, they would actually use those words, and what's worse than that, it's actually the official book used for the subject, i thought they would be a line in terms of vulgarity but i guess not, okay it's not that bad, but still, i don't even use those type of words.
So far, the book is about a girl who parents died in a tragic accident which left her, her sisters devastated, anyway, the accident happened just one week before she's suppose to register herself in her college, well it's quite tragic, and she doesn't really have any families to send her off to college like most people did, she's kinda like me, okay that's weird, like i could really relate to the story somehow, cause she's very thoughtful and she's really keeping thoughts to herself, i would say her personality is like quiet, but she's really fierce, she isn't afraid when she think she's right, there's lots of conflict that she had to go through like her supervisor at her practical place, which she doesn't really like cause he acts like a jerk i guess, but she's really brave, cause there's this part where she was sort of force to ride a bike, cause she doesn't want to show that she's weak, so she ride the bike even though she never ride a bike before.
There's really lots of drama in this story which i haven't got to yet, but i remember about her little sister being adopted even though her little sister didn't know she was adopted, she wasn't really adopted, but rather throw i guess, but her family was nice enough to take her little sister in, she was throw, i don't have any words for that, dismembered? that sounds wrong, anyway, because their family thinks that girls would bring bad luck to their family, but after awhile, she finally knew the truth, and her sister, who suddenly become so cold, which is really weird, i guess it's a good book, but i really have problems in terms of finishing stuff, like i could have a great idea about writing a story or a song, but it never gets done, i guess it's a little easier to think of something great, but finishing it is the tough part.
So i'm gonna continue my book, i'm at page 92 and i have 100++ pages to go. Hoping to finish this by today!, it's been 3 friggin days!
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