Day Of Birth's

There's so many people that were born on June, like plenty, though i didn't say Happy Birthday, cause i don't really know them too well, but it's really weird seeing all these birthday happening on this month, i mean where were those people who were born on January,February,March,April,May went?

It's a little weird, cause it's like this big reminder that's saying you're gonna get old soon!, it's not like my birthday coming in a few days, but crap, it's happening!, i don't know, should i freak out cause i'm ending my teen hood?, i don't know, i don't really have much memories for when i was a teen, maybe if i do get out of teen hood, i would get into something better, yeah getting old means, less sufferage in life, i hoped..

Other than so many friggin birthdays happening this months, oh yeah, just reminding me that i won't have a birthday party on my birthday, nah, it doesn't bums me out anymore, i used to like birthday parties when i was a kid, with all the presents, foods, people, but now i'm getting old, not like i have friends to call to celebrate my birthday with, nor am i close with my cousins anymore, yeah it's a sad life, but there's not much to be done, oh yeah the other thing.

So like yesterday, the most weirdest thing happen, not really, i just saw this car by Honda, it's a Civic, and it's really odd cause they're crawling and crowding the streets of Kota Kinabalu!, it's weird to me, cause i don't usually see expensive cars popping in front of my eyes in one whole day, it would be normal to see like a Malaysian outlet car crowding the streets cause it's affordable and cheap? i don't know, not to offend, but this is Honda!, it cost like 111K over here, and 10 of those would cost 1 Million ringgit, i don't recall people crapping money, but that's just weird, also, it's a lil bit envying, maybe it's calling out to me to buy the car, since i got my license but carless..

The thing about license, it's not like you're suppose to drive once you have to license although most people chose to, but i'm a lil different i guess, like from the start i swore that i wouldn't drive, yet here i am, with a P, and the worse part is, my parents are like pushing me to get my license for the longest time, so that i could send them or what ever, my biggest fear of learning to drive is the out come of it, i mean i've seen it with my cousins, and once they know how to drive, they went out, and become night owls, coming back at dawn, some are even drunk, they're just hanging out with their friends, then i realize, i don't have any friends to hang out with, so why the hell should i worried, oh yeah, people do caught with accidents, but here's the strange thing, now that i do get my license, my parents doesn't really let me drive their car, like what the hell? so what's the point of me getting a license if you're not gonna let me drive, just at the parking lot though, cause granted, is still need to learn, me passing is just a let through, lucky i guess, but more stranger is that, more people are getting the same mark as me which is nearly fail, but good enough to move on.

So yeah, i'm gonna collect a hundred and eleven thousand ringgit to buy a Honda Civic by the year 2016, i bet it would look even awesome than 2011 models!...

So much for hoping..