So seriously, this semester was probably the worst i ever had, there's the part where we got screamed at in the lobby, there's the failing 3 subjects on paper... there's the voice that i can't find in myself, probably failed on all my presentation cause of my voice... i don't know what it is about me that i just can't speak out loud, i just don't have a loud voice, but i could scream, but there's a difference between talking loud and screaming, talking loud is annoying and screaming is depressing, so should i be depressed when i'm doing my presentation??
This is gonna affect me so much later on, and i seriously need help, i can't live like this, i can't have people commenting me on my unsoundable voice... sure i can talk, but i do get nervous in front of the class, but i got over the shyness, and i just have to get around my voice, i just can't control it for some reason, and i can't speak through, meaning i can't speak directly, there's always something in the middle....
So almost final week, so today is saturday, was supposed to go to KFC but feeling a little lazy, plus we weren't notified what time we should go down, but we did get our 8 bucks back..
And tomorrow, hopefully i can wake up and go to church, there's this new church opening tomorrow, i wasn't gonna go but lots of my friends are going, so i figure, why not, it is my final week here anyway, and i haven't been to church for the whole semester....
Studying has never been easy, i tried to study since monday and only started now, and i barely study, i just did some writing on past exams, hoping that i could remember them during the exam, but there lots of digital notes, but it's a little bit hard to study that way, cause glaring too long at the screen might make me dizzy and i can't take that chance...
Another thing is that, i've been seeing an Anime called Yakitate Japan, i don't know if you've seen it, but i've seen it before and decided to watch it again, it's a comedic Anime, and i enjoyed it pretty much, i'm almost finished watching it...
guess that's it for now..
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