September Has Ended And I'm Wide Awake

This was an old post that i didn't post due to unexpected circumstances.. bad internet connection.. so here it goes.

So couple of years ago, Green Day made this song that made everyone well, it's a pretty good song, it's called Wake Me Up When September Ends, i'm pretty sure you've listened to it before, but lately, i just realise that the song is bout the 9/11 incident, which occur in september, well the only reason i didn't know back then cause i was still young and cluelless..

Anyway a new month has started, i have bout a month left here, and it's getting pretty depressing, the works just piled up, and you've just realise you're not at the best moment right now, i don't know why, but seriously everyhing is getting me down, i kinda hate this, before i start the sem, i promised myself that i would get better, but instead i get the opposite, i'm just hoping i don't fail anything, but that looked like a long shot, instead, i'm getting the opposite, i'm getting lazier, getting low on my marks, i seriously don't know what to do anymore.

If that's not bad enough, yesterday our lecturer got a fit, which means she literally got mad and start screaming at us, well partly it was our fault, but only because we didn't know, okay it started like this, we came to class as usual, cause she always makes a class in a class or in lab, but recently she moved to a new office, so we didn't know bout that place, so all of use stayed in the class, clueless, for bout half an hour, we tried to reach her, we did, then we all came down, that's when it all started.

There were a group of us that came down first and we tried to go to her lab, then we saw her going out, asking us to go infront of the lobby, then she scream after arriving at the lobby, only cause some of us went to the other side of the lobby, still we didn't know, then she start to drop the box she bought with her, than she kicked the box and all the papers just scramble on the floor, then she started screaming, i can't tell if her vein was about to pop or not cause i wasn't wearing my glasses, then she started screaming bout how we are the worse class, well i don't blame her, we are, but you can't blame us for something like that, we didn't know, and plus, lots of people disagree towards her action for screaming at us in the lobby, then she asked us to picked up the scramble papers on the floor, it was actually a lab work, she drop her bag and scream some more, after she ended, she just pick up her stuff and left the lobby.

Then there's the other part, two people are close to get in a fight, didn't know what that was about, oh well..

Seriously, starting to be the worse semester i ever had..

Please, help me, i'm begging here