Bad News Is Always Depressing And Good News Is Always Inspiring

Let me start off with this..
Yesterday was the most worst day for me, there's no friggin water, can't believe it, i went through all the floors and blocks and find not one drop of water, i friggin hate that, isn't it bad enough i'm sweating like hell in this place, well it does get cold in the night, but i don't like not taking bath every single night, unlike someone..

But seriously, i can't sleep well knowing that i'm unclean.. seriously i wish i could take back all those times when i was a kid and i didn't took a bath, i wasn't taking advantage of the water that was still there waiting for me to drops and make me clean..

Isn't it bad enough that i wanted to wash my clothes, and it's a lot, i seriously friggin hate that.. Going down with bucket filled with dirty clothes and only to find out there's no water dripping from the pipe, and to come back with sweat covering all your body..

Think i have a bad day, it's not over..

I don't like this school, and if i say that out loud they might kick me out, but seriously, as a student i have rights, and students shouldn't be treated this way.

First of all, the date for the exam date has been set on first November, there's even a notice saying that we are only able to go back on 13 November, now i'm sure there's already lots of student be crying for when they already bought the tickets before..
And now they're changing the date to 22nd of November, with rumored saying that they wanna do the test synchronously, now kids are probably gonna, i'm not gonna say it, cause it's bad, okay they're gonna cry lots more cause they probably already booked the ticket for after 13 November, well, i'm lucky i haven't bought the tickets, but i'm still pissed..

And there's one more thing, my uncle wedding, i kinda feel a little bit of pressure, cause i wanna be there, i really do, but this whole situation is stopping me from enabling me to attend his wedding, okay i'm gonna try something, i'm gonna pray.

Speaking of pray, have you ever notice that, in our deepest darkest moment, that is the time where we usually pray to god and asked for forgiveness, well i don't know bout you, but i do that a lot, i don't know why, why didn't i just pray all the time, life could've been better if i did, i don't know, i'm just saying, so i'm gonna try and be a good Christian..

I seriously need faith by my side, it's killing me slowly knowing that things aren't going so well.. it's killing me.. softly? no hardly is more likely..