The Almost Final Week

Well, it's gonna be a week more and next week is the final week, and i'm a little bit excited and a lot of scared, it's been one hell of a semester, and probably might not be the best semester, probably the worst semester i ever had and i can't wait for it to be over, and i just hope that my result maintain or better, raise a few points or so...

So seriously, this semester was probably the worst i ever had, there's the part where we got screamed at in the lobby, there's the failing 3 subjects on paper... there's the voice that i can't find in myself, probably failed on all my presentation cause of my voice... i don't know what it is about me that i just can't speak out loud, i just don't have a loud voice, but i could scream, but there's a difference between talking loud and screaming, talking loud is annoying and screaming is depressing, so should i be depressed when i'm doing my presentation??

This is gonna affect me so much later on, and i seriously need help, i can't live like this, i can't have people commenting me on my unsoundable voice... sure i can talk, but i do get nervous in front of the class, but i got over the shyness, and i just have to get around my voice, i just can't control it for some reason, and i can't speak through, meaning i can't speak directly, there's always something in the middle....

So almost final week, so today is saturday, was supposed to go to KFC but feeling a little lazy, plus we weren't notified what time we should go down, but we did get our 8 bucks back..

And tomorrow, hopefully i can wake up and go to church, there's this new church opening tomorrow, i wasn't gonna go but lots of my friends are going, so i figure, why not, it is my final week here anyway, and i haven't been to church for the whole semester....

Studying has never been easy, i tried to study since monday and only started now, and i barely study, i just did some writing on past exams, hoping that i could remember them during the exam, but there lots of digital notes, but it's a little bit hard to study that way, cause glaring too long at the screen might make me dizzy and i can't take that chance...

Another thing is that, i've been seeing an Anime called Yakitate Japan, i don't know if you've seen it, but i've seen it before and decided to watch it again, it's a comedic Anime, and i enjoyed it pretty much, i'm almost finished watching it...

guess that's it for now..

Happy Halloween...

It's Halloween today, and there's not so much happening here, probably cause we do not celebrate Halloween, it's a shame though, there's so much you can do if you're celebrating, first of all, well there's costume, but let's get that later on, What is halloween?, as far as i know, it's people dressing up like fools and getting candy, but there's more to it, ghost i guess...

But seriously, i think celebrating Halloween might contribute to diabetes, cause it's people giving out candies, i don't know if the people who got them eat them in a night or not, but just think about it, it might be one night, but all the candies in the bellies, but there's other source of diabetes, like sugar, coffee, food.. but it's one of them...

Other than that, Halloween is the one night that girls will reveal their inner sluttiness, said by Barney, haha, that made me laugh, "if a girl dressed up as a nurse, Shes a slutty nurse"... and on..

but other than that it does look awesome, dressing up as super heroes or other than that... you don't do that daily, and that's given...

Even if we don't celebrate Halloween, i don't feel like i'm missing anything big though, we still have Christmas don't we?

Hibernating

What is it about sleeping that makes us feel so friggin comfortable?, i just had a nap in the afternoon and i feel like a baby sleeping in a mothers arm, it was so peaceful.. of course it was raining when i was sleeping, it was cold, and i just lay snugly with my comforter covering my whole body, and the comforter made my body a little bit cold, and it was so peaceful i guess, i'm running out of words....

So sleeping.. i guess when you sleep, you don't actually feel anything, and your body just lay there to rest, waiting for the sun rise to start a new day, and going to new stuff and crap....

but one of the greatest nap has to be the short sleep, i don't know what it's exactly called, but it's when you sleep for a short amount of time and felt like hours... it's really great, feels like you made time slow or something... and another sleep that's great is, when you're really tired, and you haven't had rest for days, and then comes the time when you're finally in your bed laying... and sleep for hours without a care in the world.. seriously that's great... even though it sounds absurd, but you deserve something like that, i mean you worked all day...

But a thing to avoid is definitely trying to sleep with the lights on, it only gave me a headache when i woke up, and i can barely sleep with the lights shining over my eyes....

And another thing is to sleep continuously, never thought that sleeping would be tiring, but just try, it's like laying your face on a side of a pillow for a day, and it's slanted... and you had to massage your face for a while... it's really tiring to do so.. and you feel all woozy from all the sleep you're having, but one of the thing that causes this is that you're unable to sleep well, so you continue your sleep that has been bother...

Well in a couple of hours i'll be doing my own hibernating.. but for the moment, i'm watching the season finale of Smallville.. Curious what's gonna happen, Clarks mom is back, and Clark relationship with Lois is uncertain, and i noticed one thing, Zod rhymes with God, probably what he's trying to do on earth, be god that is..

Letters To Smallville

I've been watching Smallville since i was a little kid, watching them on Television with my cousin while sitting on the floor, and i've been watching it ever since, of course, the way i watch them now is way more different than how i used to watch them long time ago.. i used to watch them on television when i was a kid, back then, i have to wait every single week for a new episode to arrive, and nowadays, i just watch it whenever i want, and the best part is, i'm watching the latest season, well not the newest anyway, cause the newest is probably still on the run, and it's been 10 friggin season, obviously they've grown, and it's been fun watching them grown..

So this letter, i'm gonna do it on Chloe's point of view, cause she's always been there, and she seems to be the character that's holding the show altogether, even though Clark is the main lead, but it's always Chloe that has been helping him out through the years, and i don't think Clark is capable of doing anything without Chloe around, he might, but not as well as with Chloe... so here it goes, the letter.. more of a conversation between Chloe and Clark though... and it's a work in progress..

"Hey Clark, do you remember our lives before this, before all the life saving we've been doing for the last couple of years?, well i remember, in fact i remember it well, it was a time when we were in high school, clueless about life and always getting into trouble, you of course were probably still confused while figuring you out, but i never thought of you less, we've been there for each other for quite some time now, and it's amazing that we're still close even after high school is over, over the weird things that has happen in high school and now, it's been an incredible journey with you..

But other than that, the moment i treasure the most is when we would just hang out together like normal people, not doing anything, just having conversation about our daily life, do you remember we used to hang out a lot at the Talon, we used to drink lots of coffee there, that time, Lana was still there, and she was still a friend, i know it's a long time since she left us, but some how this memory of the past reminds me of her, and now i'm missing her.. it's not all that i missed, i also missed us, and Pete, remember him?, we used to hang out all together while you were still drooling over Lana, i guess it's funny how fast time really flies, but it doesn't weirds me out, time has past, and we're growing up, and we're on the right path of saving the world, and look at us now, we met new friends, find new experience, met new enemies, find new ways to defeat them, of course there's more that lies in front of us.. but if i could bring back anything, i would bring us all to the past where all this current thing is behind us and we would live our life as it is.. normally.."

So that's my letter, i know it's not great, i tried to do a sad letter, but that's the best i got.. maybe i'll do more letters next time, and it'll be more touching by letter...OUT

Things I Missed

You know what sucks?, Feeling sucks doesn't it?, imagine you have a great relationship with your significant other, and you're doing great in your studies as well, but then suddenly one swift change and everything goes downhill from there, you just found out your significant other cheated on you, where do you start to begin your anger, obviously your in no condition in focusing in your studies, and all you can do is make rash decision and end up losing everything you had and worked for.. well that's it i guess, how feelings can change how a person acts and becomes...

But, that's not my point, my feelings are more towards to my own personal memories... like christmas.. i don't think i remember my first christmas very well, but i do remember when i was a kid, my parents would put together the big christmas tree, of course at that time it looked bigger cause i was small, but now, i don't know whose taller me or the tree, cause my parents threw the tree away due to termite problems.. sad, now all i'm left is with a small white christmas tree.. i miss those moments when me, my parents and my uncles would put together ornaments on the christmas trees, putting on color lights so that after the tree is finished being put together, the lights were dim and all you've left is this beautiful tree glowing right in front of your eye, and for a moment, i was actually happy.

It didn't end there, we would also help my aunt put on her christmas tree, of course, her tree is much bigger and much more beautiful, and we did had fun..

But my most memorable christmas memories had to be in Lahad Datu, every single year after i end my school year, i would go to Lahad Datu as fast as possible, i would go there and stay there for a month, just to clear my head and see my aunts, uncles, and cousin once more.. and when december comes, they would also put on christmas tree, the tree was beautiful, with different lights glowing from the trees, and there's a singing santa, which they put a stool on the santa to stand on, the santa was short and tiny.. One christmas, my cousin became Santa claus and gave up candy and i can't help my self but to laugh my heart out, it was funny, and it was memorable...

Somehow, i wish i could bring all those moments back together and live in it forever...

So, my dad just came back from Lahad Datu, he went there to celebrate my uncle/ his brother retirement, he went there with my other uncles and aunts.. again, Lahad Datu is one of my favorite place for lots of reason, i don't know why, but i just felt so at home over there, but things change now, the house looks different, the feeling fades away, the blue and white tiles i remember when i was a kid was gone, the white and blue hand painted walls were overshadowed with orange and beige wallpaper... The tall blue gates were replaces with a sliding black small gates.. i remember when me and my cousin were kids, we tried to play volleyball over the gates with a basket ball, and there's a spiky metal on it, and i screwed it up and inflated the ball.. some memories those were...

Other than places and events, i also missed people, how they used to be, but sadly, they have change..

My dad..

I remember when i was a kid, my dad would surprised me every chance to get and i would get happy and excited for it.. like when i was a kid, i wanted a Gameboy, but i didn't thought that i would be getting it, but on my birthday, my dad bought me to a game store, and bought me a Gameboy, of course, he didn't wrapped it in present paper, but i was still surprised, i didn't thought that i would have it, yet there i stand, next to my dad, with my hand firmly holding the purple colored Gameboy, i missed that.. but now, i hardly get any surprises anymore, ever since we stopped getting presents on Christmas, things seriously changed.. alot...

My cousins..

When i was small, my cousins used to bully me all the time when they had a chance, sure it was a hell for me back then, but it was probably due to their brainwashing maid.. seriously, my life was hell every time my dad send me over to my cousins place, every single time i passed those gates, i knew my life would never be in peace after wards.. my cousins torture me bad, mentally, i remember, they used to lock me in the house alone while all of them are outside laughing at me, and when i get the chance to get out, they would get in and left me alone out side, and my pillow who i loved so dearly, the pillow was from my parents wedding, it was pink and soft and squared shaped with leaf all over it. It was my favorite pillow in the whole entire world, and they flush it down the toilet... not that it's gone, but it's dirty, and i was sad, i couldn't do anything but cry over it...

But after sometimes, things change, and it was strange, my cousins who torture me so badly became one of my favorite cousins when i grew up a little bit, i seriously don't know what changed, but it did, and now, i'm left with memories of having a great time with them, laughing, eating outside together, spending family moments... but as time past, things changes more rapidly.. though they were my favorite cousins, all of them grew up and have their own problem, and the worst part is that, i always felt alone, the cousin that i once knew was nowhere to be found, but sometimes, even when i knew it wouldn't bring them back.. and know that i can't get myself attached to them cause i would end up getting hurt, i still feel a little bit of them when they were kids, they made me laugh, happy, worth while, and like i actually have brothers and sisters... and now all i'm left is the memory of them, torturing me, even though it's not a perfect memory, but, it's all i got of them..

My Wish List For 2011

Well, the year is ending, it's October, and it's a couple of days till November, and it's almost final...

And i'm going back later... and have my experience as a worker..... so i made a wish list for Christmas or New Year... the problem is how do i get the money??, but i'm serious bout buying this stuff.... so here it is...

The Dell Vostro 3700

Ever since my uncle told me bout this laptop, can't stop thinking bout it.... i don't always ask for much, but i am naive, and if i could, i wish i could own all the things in this world, but that's not they way how the world works, is it?, oh well, i guess all i can do is wait and see...

Seriously 17.3" screen, 1GB graphic card, that's pretty much what i like about the laptop..

Cost = RM2849...

The Nokia N8

Hmm, not much i can say except for, simplicity and desirable....

Come on, if you read the specs, like i did... you'll be all over this phone... so i'm just gonna highlight the specs for you....

A 12MP Carl Zeiss Lens with Xenon Flash, i know what you're thinking, didn't Samsung did that already... yeah, they did, but i think personally, Nokia did a little bit better on this.. cause there's a HD video recording, i don't know bout Samsung, but i think they have HD recording too, but i don't know...

Next up.. 16GB of storage plus a Memory Slots...

3.5" Capacitive Touch Screen with multi-touch.. just like the iPhone, only less revealing...

Oh yeah.. here's a first.. a HDMI port, seriously, Nokia is the first phone manufacturer to opt a HDMI port into a phone, so you can easily view photo and movies from your phone through your LCD/LED television.. life's great that way..

Got hooked yet??? No?

Okay bout the price, it's RM1690, tell me you're not hooked on that, it might seem expensive, but i think it's worth it, cause, a long time a go, nokia released a 2 year old phone, which means, they announced two years before they released it, and when they did, the price was friggin ridiculous , it cost bout 3K, i can't complain if it's an iPhone, those thing never show up at our shores legally.. Anyway, the difference is huge, the N97 came out with RM3k and the N8 came out with only RM1690.... but if i could wait.. i would get this

The Nokia E7

I think it's better, but not so much, the screen is bigger, and there's a qwerty keyboard, but they lost the 12MP camera, and it's a lil bit thicker...

Other than these stuff, i'm also gonna need storage, and i searched all i could for the best and cheapest storage i could find online, and here's a few to my wish list...

Argh, can't upload anymore pics.. but here's what i want for my storage.. i need storage cause lately, i filled them with movies and animes.. till it's full...and there's still more that i wanna take.. Damn..

Seagate 3.5" Hard Drive 2TB
it's a little big and hard to bring around and it uses power source, but the storage is friggin big, so i need this.. Price around RM480.. i think that's cheap.

Seagate 2.5" Hard Drive 1TB
Okay 2TB might seem enough, well it is much, but i also need portability and a 2.5" hard drive offer me that, and it's 1TB, so it's pretty big... but it cost as much as the 2TB, it cost around RM499, but it is much cheaper, the first time i saw it, it cost around RM650, and that is without the enclosure, see how much time has change..

Feeling Crocs-ky

Ever since the trip to Kuching, i over heard, a person, one of them... okay it's like this, we we're looking around in E-Mart and saw lots of cheap crocs sandals.. and a friend reminded me that crocs sells more than sandals, they sell shoes, and it's not the average shoe that normal people wear with shoe laces, it's different and convenient but expensive, instead of using shoe laces, they use stretchable shoe pad to replace the shoe laces to hold our feet together with the shoe, i think it's smart cause it cuts our time to tie our shoe..

And my uncle apparently has one that he bought in Cebu, Philippines, don't know when his next trip will be, but he promised me one.. So after the Kuching trip, which is today, i decided to do my own mini research and see bout the shoes, and turns out, Crocs sells more than Shoes with holes, well they're kinda famous for making Ugly Looking Comfortable Shoes With Holes, yes it does look ugly, but i don't know, the shoes looked kinda awesome, and i found some shoes on the website and here's what i got..

This one is called Teton Boys and it's blue/walnut , kinda remind me of my old shoe, which looks nothing amazing as this, but the color kinda resembles it a lil bit, the blue color with the blue thread line, only my shoe is black, unused, smells friggin bad and rot...

This one is Red/Charcoal, and it's pretty awesome, the color just blends in perfectly.., probably..

Just like my old shoe.., it also has this color with red and black color, the red being the thread of the shoe.. And my dad joke about buying the red one cause it's a perfect match for my Ferrari.. not a car though, just a Netbook.. but i bought the blue one anyway... i don't know.. blue has always been my favorite color ever since i saw Power Rangers when i was a kid, there's this blue ranger called Billy, and there's the Pink Ranger who is called Kimberly, and the Black Ranger Zach, i don't remember the Yellow and Red Ranger Name... Blue, it's the color of the sky as well as the color of the sea.. it's just calming..

I might buy two of these babies with their respective color of Red/Charcoal and Blue/Walnut.. They cost like RM140 each, for two it's RM280, and i'm proud to say i don't spend so much... oaky might not be true, while most people would spent their money on buying things like clothes and all, i spent most of my money buying gadgets like laptops and pointless thing.. the only reason that i don't buy clothes and other thing is because i barely fit them, and i'm not too big on fashion either.. on most days i go to class without using Gel.. just natural water from the bath i took earlier..

Other than Teton, there's also sneaker, but it cost much more than Teton, a pair cost bout RM309, that's friggin expensive..., i rather buy an Adidas.. anyway here it is..

Here's the Blue Navy, looks awesome with the blue line on the bottom..

The green version of the sneakers, looks cool with the lime line in the bottom..

The red version of the sneakers, but i prefer the Blue Navy version, cause it's white, i don't know what people problem is with white, i think they're scared of them being dirty, but who cares, white is awesome, it symbolizes purity and greatness, like my current shoe, it's white, but it's a little dirty so i understand how people feel.. but i did wash it, how ever, it became dirty in a surprising short moment...

Anyway, while i'm at E-Mart, i spot something great!, it's the Nokia N8, picture below..

Yes, the Nokia N8, it's been a while since i lay my eyes on this baby, and finally, i've seen it while im on a trip in my favorite place which is Kuching which made me like that place much more...

So as i was walking by, there was actually quite a few Phone shops in E-Mart, after some students who was also following the trip fooled around with the secondhand computer shop, they actually pretend not to know anything about computers even though they're from the IT department, i think it's pure evil, anyway, i seriously can't stand watching them fooling those sales girls, so i went to the other side, it was just opposite the shop, and this guy shows this great thing, it's an iron but it's not, it's a steamer and it's pretty great, first of all it's not an Iron, but it's much more better than an iron, cause you don't need an ironing board, you don't need much space to iron your shirt, and you can iron all over your button without worrying bout them to melt.. it's pretty great except for the price, it's about RM 300, and just for an iron, no matter how great it is, i don't think people would buy that, cause i don't think it's a necessity, it's more of a desire for people to own it...

Anyway what struck me the most is the N8, well it's not the actual phone showing there, but it's the box waving around with the price tag or RM1690, and that friggin cheap man, remember N97?? that came out 2 years after the announced date and the price was crazy as hell, it cost almost RM 3K, and comes along N8, which is better and cheaper than the N97, so i'm adding this to my wish list... next.. my Wish list, i'm having fun photo blogging here... but it's a little bit hard organizing it.. but i don't care..

Stepping Into UNIMAS

It was morning that day, we we're told to arrive at the bus at 6am sharp, but the crappy thing is that the visit was supposed to be at 9am, but we had to go early to avoid traffic jam, so i wake up exactly at 5am, so much for waking up, i snooze it and wake up 10 minutes later.. soso, it was freezing, can't say like hell cause hell is actually hot, but it's a new level of cold, and the weird part is that it's from a fan, i don't even get that cold with my air conditioning in my room, so yeah, that's just how weird it is, if it was a normal fan, the speed of the fan would probably be 7-9, seriously, i don't know where they bought the fan, i'm seriously gonna buy it and put it in my room, but i don't think it's the fan alone that's making the room and people so cold, but it's because it's the opposite to the jungle, yeah, it's really close that they say you could literally put your arm out and grab a branch, but i didn't tried that for obvious reasons..

Shortly after waking, i went to take my bath, tried to wake up my friend, but he seems to enjoy his sleeping.. so i went on anyway, isn't it enough that it's already cold, cold plus water makes it more colder.., shortly after finishing taking a bath, i went to my room and the fan was still in full blast, and i was shaking, my teeth were shivering, i haven't shiver for a while, the last time i shiver i remember i was still a kid, taking a bath.., that was a long time ago, but another time was when i was sick and it was really cold, but you don't really wanna remember the times when you were sick?, sick moments are just hard to remember..

So i was shivering, then my friend wake up to take his bath.. shortly after we all went to the bus, we were actually the last to arrive, by we i meant the whole boys from the trip, the girls were surprisingly fast.. so i thought to myself, damn! we're doom to sit in the hot place, cause of the whole air conditioning dilemma, but still surprising, we didn't.., i ended up sitting exactly where i sat the day before, but the girls that sit opposite to us did change their sit however, must have been hot..

Even though we moved early, we still caught in the traffic jam, tragic..
i didn't remember how long it take from PoliKu to arrive at Unimas cause most of the time i was sleeping, who wouldn't? wouldn't you wanna rest more after taking a 12 hour journey straight??, yeah it's tiring but as my dad say, it would be a waste if you go somewhere far only to sleep, he used to say that whenever i was tired from a trip, he just wanna make the most of our time in that place, cause we don't go there usually, for instance Kuala Lumpur, i can't help it but i'm not as young as i thought i was, when i was a kid, i walked my ass off in that place, of course it was my first time, so who wouldn't explore a new city??, yeah but i got blister for the first day cause i was wearing slippers, but on the second day however, i did great, al though my feet were sore, i still walk, cause i wore my shoe from Bata..

Yeah skipping to Unimas, we arrive there, but before that, we stopped at the side of the road where i woke up.. it was a golf course on the side of our left, so i look at the green scenery, but the golf course was strange, just on the other side was a housing, so it was strange for them to build a golf course near a housing area..
So there was this two guys playing golf, they used a caddy.. nothing much bout the guys who played golf..

Unimas
First time i glare my eyes upon the campus, i thought to myself, wow! this place is really old, look at the colors, it's faded.. we stopped at the parking lot, there were cars, but not a lot, and there were students i guess, their clothing is cool, it's casual, wearing round neck t-shirt and jeans, i think i might just apply there..
It's nothing to compare to our campus, our campus sucks.. Only cause when i was a kid, i thought that if i entered college, i don't have to wear a uniform anymore, i really hated my uniform, it was green and odd, so i went to college, and found out that you'd still have to wear formal clothes, it's not a uniform, but it feels a little bit like that, so my hopes were crushed.. i still have to wear a uniform..

Anyway the faculty, we only visited one faculty which is the IT faculty, or as they call it FSCIT, something like that, it stand for Faculty of Science and Information Technology, probably,i'm not so sure bout that..
the place were rather odd, instead of looking like a place for studying, it kinda look like a mall, seriously, you would mistaken it for a mall if it wasn't for the books, there were lots of book in that place, much more than our campus could ever got..

So we went to the conference room for us to have a little briefing, it looks exactly like the cinema, only smaller, it's really amazing, and it's cold..
So there were a briefing bout the courses that Unimas offered, for IT students, this is what i remembered... There Multimedia Computing, Networking System, Information System, Software Engineering, and the last one is about mathematical, not sure what it's called though..

After the briefing, we had breakfast, after that, we visited the chamber.., kinda look like a chamber, a high tech chamber.. Actually it's a place where they kept all the server of Unimas, as they say, without the server, they are nothing.. Actually that's not what they say.. they say if they got hack somehow, and they're database were gone, they're nothing..
The Server room was actually friggin cold, there are these big box of blue which is the air conditioning compressor i guess, it's really cold, but i was cautious about the floor, it feels like it's trembling, so there lots of black chambered Server.. kinda looks like lots of computer connected by an ethernet cable.. but if you look the other way, it's a whole new different.. still strange...
Then we entered the console room, the console room is actually a room where the Networking Engineer operate and observe what is happening every single minute in the server and the activity of the students of Unimas, like what site they're going... at that time, facebook was actually on top, and there lots of other website on the list.. He showed us the line, the line is kinda like the life line, where it beeps every heart beat, but it's not the same as this, this one doesn't beep however, but he showed us that it stays on top cause the student used it a lot during the day, but if night arrives, it will go down, strange, i thought it would rise more, cause the students are free...
Interesting fact.. Unimas is the biggest consumer of internet from TM with 155MBPS, it's the fastest line in borneo..
Fact.. there are 8770 students in Unimas, that's 8x more than ours.. holy crap..

Yeah, then the day ended with us taking a picture of the whole students.. Shortly after, we went to a designated place which was called The Springs, it is Kuching current biggest shopping mall.. next post..

Arrival At PoliKu (Politeknik Kuching)

It was dark when we arrived in PoliKu, all i can see is the spotlight shining over the guard at the guard stand..
We were stopped for some reason, don't really know what that's all about..
After that the bus were parked at the car park which was empty, not one car over there when we arrived, and there the sign of a disabled person using a wheelchair on the floor, and they did an afro on his head, i think it's offensive and creative, you don't see that every day..

Shortly after arriving, we stopped in a room where we register our name for our room, every room can fit two people, they did a little briefing in the room, explaining what we can do and what we can't do.. Then we went to our room, which was pretty scary, our block was actually abandoned till recently when they remodeled it and repair it, cause that block used to be flooded, why not it's the last block and the lowest..
it's pretty scary cause it was dark and on the other side was the jungle, you can literally put your hand out side and grab a tree branch..
The room was actually big, but it's also empty, all there was is two bed with two pillow, the best part of the room was the fan, the fan was friggin fast, it's even colder than an air conditioning..

After we put our bags in our room, we went out side to explore PoliKu, we only entered the cafeteria which is smaller in my opinion if compared to PoliMu, and the stalls we're closing, and we went to the Grocery shop, which is small, we bought Instant Noodles and i bought Orange Juice, the Orange Juice tasted like MAS airlines orange juices..

The water was cold.. i had a tough time washing my clothes, and after finish bathing and washing my clothes, i accidentally broke a mirror, i don't know if i'm gonna have bad luck or anything, i never broke a mirror before..

Wow I'm tired.. gonna post more tomorrow..

The 12 Hour Long Journey

So, i just came back from my Trip To Kuching, All i can say that it was a great trip, it was awesome, and it was memorable i guess.

Even though the trip wasn't as comfortable, cause it was friggin hot that day, and i was shine under the sun light while going and back, my cheek was burning.. even when there's air conditioning, it doesn't help that much, and at one point, the air conditioning stop working, luckily it's only on the other side, i was sitting on the left side, the right side was unlucky however.

We left at 6.50am and arrived at 6.50pm..
I seriously didn't wanna sleep, but i slept accidentally, i guess i was tired.. It was dark, my phone alarm rang, and i looked over it and it was 5am, it was my designated time to take up, and i wake up, it was still dark, just as i was about to go out, my friend who was going to Kuching as well was knocking at my door, i did ask him to wake me if he could, but i was already awaken at that time.

Then i took a shower, did the usual, put on my clothes, and went down to my other friend room to waste some time, nothing much happened there..

So we waited at the cafe, the bus was rather late even though we were asked to wait there before 6.30, the bus arrived much later than that..

And the bus move, and as the day goes by, the sun start shining over my side, it was friggin hot, i felt like i was on fire, just kept wishing for the day to rain, but it didn't.

The bus ride was nothing anyway it was boring, we had breakfast in Lutong?, i don't remember that place name, but they have like a buffet style serving malay food, i didn't wanna eat but, i was feeling a little hungry, and i ate, Eggplant, Vegetables and Century eggs.. What's more surprising is that the price for the bus gas cost bout RM400, that's friggin expensive.

Then it got darker as the day goes by, and we arrived at Kuching, there were still lights when we got there, we stopped near E-Mart, we had one hour to get some food, and we did a little window Shopping, seeing stuff, and eating..
We went to the food court, and ate indian food, i took vegetables and chicken, it's not awesome.. i rather taste the food in Satok, unfortunately, we didn't stopped there, i think that's the best part of Sarawak, Satok, there's this little stall that sells food, it's cheap too, but it was unfortunate that we didn't go there.
So in E-Mart, there's this friggin Big Fan, it's bigger than your normal average fan, just spinning on the ceiling, it looked weird too, there's a curvy shape at the end of the fan..

The night ended with all of us Stopping at Politeknik Kuching, which is short for Poliku..

Next post continues..

Going

Yeah, i just finished packing, with lots of works to do, and i don't think i'll be sleeping tonight, as always when i'm on a long trip, hopefully i'll be up till sun rise..

I'm not feeling psyched cause i know this trip is gonna be long and tiring, but i know at the other end, what's waiting for me, it would be worth it through the pain and agony that would cause me..

Even though life has always been down for me, surprisingly, there's a short moment that would make it up for a while..

Even if it's not a long trip, not going with my parents, i will try to make the trip fun for me as much as i possibly could..

I know that my but will be hurting from sitting long hours on the bus, not speaking bout the rocky road yet, But it's gonna be worth it, i've been waiting for a chance to go to Kuching for more than 4 years, and now, finally, even if it's only for a moment, i have it. And hopefully one day, i shall return..

That's pretty much what i had to say..

Bad News Is Always Depressing And Good News Is Always Inspiring

Let me start off with this..
Yesterday was the most worst day for me, there's no friggin water, can't believe it, i went through all the floors and blocks and find not one drop of water, i friggin hate that, isn't it bad enough i'm sweating like hell in this place, well it does get cold in the night, but i don't like not taking bath every single night, unlike someone..

But seriously, i can't sleep well knowing that i'm unclean.. seriously i wish i could take back all those times when i was a kid and i didn't took a bath, i wasn't taking advantage of the water that was still there waiting for me to drops and make me clean..

Isn't it bad enough that i wanted to wash my clothes, and it's a lot, i seriously friggin hate that.. Going down with bucket filled with dirty clothes and only to find out there's no water dripping from the pipe, and to come back with sweat covering all your body..

Think i have a bad day, it's not over..

I don't like this school, and if i say that out loud they might kick me out, but seriously, as a student i have rights, and students shouldn't be treated this way.

First of all, the date for the exam date has been set on first November, there's even a notice saying that we are only able to go back on 13 November, now i'm sure there's already lots of student be crying for when they already bought the tickets before..
And now they're changing the date to 22nd of November, with rumored saying that they wanna do the test synchronously, now kids are probably gonna, i'm not gonna say it, cause it's bad, okay they're gonna cry lots more cause they probably already booked the ticket for after 13 November, well, i'm lucky i haven't bought the tickets, but i'm still pissed..

And there's one more thing, my uncle wedding, i kinda feel a little bit of pressure, cause i wanna be there, i really do, but this whole situation is stopping me from enabling me to attend his wedding, okay i'm gonna try something, i'm gonna pray.

Speaking of pray, have you ever notice that, in our deepest darkest moment, that is the time where we usually pray to god and asked for forgiveness, well i don't know bout you, but i do that a lot, i don't know why, why didn't i just pray all the time, life could've been better if i did, i don't know, i'm just saying, so i'm gonna try and be a good Christian..

I seriously need faith by my side, it's killing me slowly knowing that things aren't going so well.. it's killing me.. softly? no hardly is more likely..

I'm In..

Just found out that i was picked to go to the trip to Kuching, I was not excited, not really.. but guess i should be thankful that i got a chance to go there, who knows when will i have a chance to go there, after so long, i can finally go there once more, of course it's gonna be a lil bit different..

So, i was the lucky one out of all the applicants, i was one of the 30 people who got picked.. The funny thing is that, i have no attention to go there, but i do wanna go there, just not like this.. it's this or nothing..

What's in store..
I'll be leaving on sunday and back on tuesday, see how short that is, we're not gonna go there to have some fun anyway, just a long field trip to Sarawak capital. Lots of random people, and a long ride to go there, i haven't go there by land, so this is gonna be a new experience for me, the last time i went there is by air and it took exactly like going to Kuala Lumpur if i'm not mistaken, i should thank god for giving me this opportunity..

We'll be given 15 bucks per day, so for 3 days that's like 45 bucks, woo hoo... lame, and we'll be staying in one of the campus in PKS which stands for Politeknik Kuching Sarawak..

We leave before sun rise.., think i'm gonna do the old remedy again, which is not to sleep before the trip..

That's about it on this one..

How Things Are Going

Things couldn't been any better, that is, i don't know any better, the weirdest thing this week is that, i slept for a while and felt long, i haven't felt that sleep for a long time, and what's weird, i actually felt tired from sleeping, literally, i couldn't sleep anymore cause i was tired, i don't know what else to do, i still feel like sleeping, but my eyes would just open wide, i turned around bout a hundred times then finally i could go to sleep..

But seriously though, i just had an exam today, i think i did okay, cause i could answer most of the question, the quiz however was pointless, not one of us knew what to answer, we just shoot point blank, seriously, the lecturer should've at least told us there was gonna be a quiz, we're not as good as we thought we were, i barely study anymore and it sucks, recently i've search lots of crap to for my embetterment..

So, there's this thing called photographic memory, also known as eidetic memory, which means, you have a strong memory which you store in form of picture i guess and you can recall it easily, it would come in handy when you're reading, it's pretty cool to have that, and i just know that with proper training, people who don't have photographic memory could also have, so i'm trying to do it, but i haven't start it yet..

Also, i think i might have ADHD, my profile fills quite perfect actually, though i don't know what the side effect is, but mostly it's the inability to focus on things, and get easily distracted, and feels unsecured bout one's capability in his study..

Yeah, it always gets me down.. well there's still room for improvement right?.

Is sharing really caring, i mean i don't think i would mind if i'm sharing in a relationship, cause you're not only sharing materials, you're actually sharing your feelings to get each other closer, and you share your time together, you share your past, secrets, your identity to them..

But i'm not talking bout that, i have room mates.. they're probably the most brutal room mates i've ever known, i wish i had my room mates when i was in semester one, they were all friendly, kind, not weird in any sort of way, i missed them all, i wish i could meet them once again, i still in the same floor with one of my old room mate, but i rarely talk to him anymore..
Seriously, my current room mate pisses me off, every time i grab something to eat, there's a probability that my food would be taken, i don't like that, it's okay if it's once, or twice, but it's becoming a trend, and i hide my food because i bought them for myself, not for them, if i buy for them, i might be bankrupt..
Even when i hide my food, it's still gone..
Well, nothing much i could do bout it..

Still wanna change, but it's too damn difficult.., as they say, Rome wasn't build in a day?.

I was so bored today that i tried chatting online, you'll be surprise on how many perverts are out there, i used PrettyInPink as my aliases, for some reason, people thought i was a girl, okay the pink might made it look too obvious, but it's really boring in there, i was just hoping to find someone to have a conversation with, turns out, it's not that easy, i rather play maple, where the age is appropriate..

And i'm out of words, wonder what tomorrow will bring to me.

A Chance To Go Kuching

So today was weird, i actually have a chance to go to Kuching, the place i once long for, it's been a while since i went there, and now i have a chance..
I only have fond memories of going to Kuching, but most of those memories involve my parents and eating foods in Kuching..

Also i read someone blog that she recently went to Kuching and write bout her trip, and just like me, i had a good time going to Kuching..

But sadly, if i did go this time, here how it works, i'm not actually been confirmed if i get the chance, and i don't wanna get my hopes up to high, there's a limited student who can go to the trip, and those candidate must have a good pointer and lots of involvement in the department activity, well i think i'm qualified cause i have a good pointer, and i've joined lots of activities over the semester, but i didn't even wanna go in the first place, but my friend insist that i go cause i got a good pointer and have lots of involvement, so i was feeling a little not sure of filling the form, but in the end i filled it..

So the result comes out before friday, cause there's gonna be a meeting before the trip to those who get to go to the trip.

How this trip would be different, the last time i went to Kuching is with my mom and dad, and it was at the end of PMR which is the secondary three big exam, i did okay, so my parents brought me there for a vacation i guess, but at the same time my mom was actually doing a training there on sleep studies..

This time if i did get a chance, it would be different cause, first of all, i would be going without my parents, and my purpose isn't gonna be the same, i'm gonna be there on a field trip instead of going for fun, and the trip i think is gonna be tiresome, cause the last time i went there is with a plane, and this time is gonna be on the school bus, which takes literally 12 hours, if im not mistaken just to get there, that's like half a day, wth, i never been a long trip like that, the longest i've been is 8 hours, from Miri to Mukah and back, second longest is KK to Lahad Datu and back, well new experience will arrive if fates let me..

So yeah, lots of people in my class are applying, i'm a little bit excited, but i don't wanna get my hopes up high, seriously don't wanna jinx it..

Doing something different today, always wanna write a love story but didn't actually finish it cause my story line was lame, always bout me fantasizing on meeting a girl, well this time i'm doing it differently, instead of using note pad, i'm using powerpoint, i think it's easier cause i only point what i want to say on the story, well it's not finish, but i think it's okay, it's not that great i think, and i'm gonna put some songs in it, you don't get songs on love story do you?, well i'm trying something different here..

So that's pretty much what happened today, i still haven't told my parents that i might have a chance to go to Kuching...

Cheating

What is cheating?, basically, to lots of people, it's one of those thing you do to someone you love like being unfaithful, well there's lots more to cheating than that, i'm not talking bout that type of cheating, i'm talking the one that is actually related to what i'm doing, which is studying..

As far as i could remember, i never cheated in test or anything, i'm too honest to cheat, which explain why my results are not in their best state, but hey, at least i'm honest right, but honestly, if i did study, and i did get better result, i may go to a better school, and then what?, i'm still the same person, aren't i, sure, maybe my life would lead to better things eventually, but i'm not that type of person, sorry i'm not a hard worker, sorry that i waste my time for things that are invaluable, useless, and just plain nothing, but it's the only way i know how, i grew up without any support from peers or brothers or sister, i don't know, but somehow, it made me hard to find a way, answer, and someone to follow i guess, i mean if i had a brother, he would probably whoop my ass up, but more than that, he would probably teach me the wrong things and the right thing and how to differ them, i think at some point, i need that, i don't know would i do if i had a sister, i think it would be cool to have a sister, i have this cousin who is about my age, and he has a sister, and her sister adores him so much, i guess what i'm trying to say is, that i do want that, but, i don't think anythings gonna change..

So cheating, it's not that hard when you're a kid, well when i was a kid i didn't cheat on test, but i copied all the home works that are given by teachers, don't know why, but just plain, lazy, not that i'm busy doing anything, but things does get in the way.

And now, i kinda hate that it has to be the same way, well not exactly, but i do feel it's the same way, i still copy other people work, which explains why i'm not doing so well this semester, i remember the first semester and the second semester, i would do all those assignments on my own without any other people help, as soon as i get the question i would do them and finish them as soon as possible, but this semester, it's like when i'm in Primary three, it all goes downhill from there, i used to do so well in Primary one and two, then in Primary three, i realized that i hate math, i never realize that before, i do feel strange, cause i seem to do okay in math in Primary one and two, then Primary three came in, and during a test, my head just can't count, and i hate that, it made me dizzy, which eventually led to my failure, in Primary three i was in the top class, but i was in the last position, years after, i kept dropping, till Primary six, i ended up in the bottom class, the weird part bout that class is that, even though we fail all our paper, the teacher wasn't even angry, which is strange, it's like he didn't push us, it's like he's feeling that we have no hope what so ever, even if he tried it would be a waste of time, cause there's no way to save us anymore..

Well, i just don't wanna let history repeats it self, but i'm kinda feeling it, i'm failing terribly in primary three, and now i'm in the third semester, and i'm starting to see some signs, i already failed one paper, the subjects doesn't get any easier, i'm sleeping every chance i get, even if i wake up, it would to watch something on my laptop..
Damn i hate that, i wish i could change, i have about less than a month till the final exam, i swore to my self that i would do better, i'm not seeing any better, it's getting worser and worser, is it a curse?, will i do better only in the first two and fail terribly in the third and after that?, even if it's a curse, how do i break it..

It's depressing what's life becomes to me.
Hey my student ID is F1003, crap it's 3, i think that's a sign, what does three means to me.
My family is three, my dad, mom and me.
I have three room mates excluding me.
I have three friends who was once fat and now, friggin skinny as hell..
My contact number has lots of 3 in them, and i picked them..

It Rained Heavily

Last night was probably one of the most strongest rain that ever rained, probably..
cause last night, the rain was strange, it started to make these weird noises, the sound of the wind, probably, then as i was laying, checking my ringtone on my new phone, suddenly the wind blew the curtain right into the fan, i was friggin surprise, i didn't move for a second, then my friend told me to move away, so i did, and i turned off the fan switch, luckily nothing happen, it's pretty odd, and it was friggin cold, kinda felt like i'm in the glacier, but i wasn't freezing with ice all over my face, and there wasn't snow, so i guess it wasn't like the glacier, but it is cold, at least i have a new level of feeling cold, maybe i should spent a night in a freezer..

Yesterday, nothing much happened, took a test early in the morning, skip school activity, saw funny people walking like a duck, saw them trying to make a small building using straw, that's actually pretty cool, the ability for them to make a building from a straw, and what surprise me the most is that it stood, the straw building actually stood, you know how straws are, they're weak and easily bend..
Then i went to town, bought couple of stuff.. went back.. took a bath.. sleep..

Then i woke up and felt bored, so i search for movies that i haven't seen yet, so i saw this one movie, it's called Drag Me To Hell, it wasn't a scary movie, i think it was partly a comedic movie, there was some scene that just wanna make you laugh, and i couldn't take the movie seriously cause of it, and it wasn't scary at all, i thought the director was known for making scariest movie, the director was Sam Raimi, and it was written by Sam Raimi and Ivan Raimi, have a feeling that Ivan must been his brother..

Okay the movie.. there's the girl, don't know real name, but she played as Christine Brown, then there's Justin Long, the girl was actually beautiful, she had these big pure innocent eyes, and like this fuse blond brunette hair, with her straight eyebrow..
okay enough bout the actress.

The movie start like this, there's this girl called christine, so she work in a bank, then there's a position for an Assistant Manager which she wanted so much, oo, i skipped the beginning, there's was this boy, he was cursed, a lady tried to help him, but she couldn't, long story short, the boy was dragged to hell.. sad..
Okay so the girl, she was up for the Assistant Manager position, but she has a rival, named stu, i think he's an ass, you could tell by the way he act in front of her, such a douche, but turn's out he was a coward cry baby, when christine knew that he did something to jeopardize the bank, he came to Christine begging not to tell his father while crying, lame..
but before that.. there's this old lady, she look weird, and nasty, she want to extend her loan, if not the bank is gonna take her house, and Christine is the one who's handling her loan, so she tried to ask another extension from her boss, but her boss told her it was up to her, then she saw the Assistant Manager table, so she decide not to give the old woman her house so that it would look like she could handle tough situation, well it didn't went well, the old woman kneel to the ground and beg her, then she called security, then the old woman say something bout shaming her when she was begging..

Then it was night, going back time, Christine thought it was over, but it was just starting, she saw the old woman yellow car park just in front of her car, then she walk fastly into her car, she was panicking cause she heard the old woman cough, so she get into her car, and find the old woman in her car, this scene was actually funny.. the old woman was surprisingly strong.. she kinda stapler her face.. but at the end, she drove the old woman out of her car while putting on the seat belt at the last second.. and the old woman was out side took a brick and smashed her window, and dragging Christine out, and she took her button from her coat and put a curse on it..

the story was actually pretty long and it feels like i'm the one who write the story.. so i'm gonna skip to the funny part..
There's this part when Christine went to the old woman funeral, then she went closer to take a look at her, but the old woman hand somehow got to her hair and starts pulling them, then the old woman body fell on top of christine and puking this green colored liquid, which look gross.

This is a scene in Christine garage, she, i wasn't sure what she was doing, oh yeah, she was packing her stuff to sell because tomorrow was the third day and she was gonna be dragged to hell, but there's a way but she had to find 10k bucks to pay someone.. Then she open some sheet then the old woman came out, starts to choke her, then she saw an anvil on top of the old woman, but before that, the old woman starts to shove her hand inside Christine mouth, seriously weird, her mouth was open so wide.. then she cut the anvil rope with a skating blade..

that's pretty much what i remember from the movie..

Digital Arts

Lately, i've been bored, and i've been trying to do something with Paint, the lamest part of it all is that i'm doing it with a mousepad, yeah i didn't do it with a mouse cause i lied to my friends bout me not bringing my mouse back but it's actually in my bag, i hid it there, cause if i brought it out they will definitely ask me to play a game which i'm trying to quit, so there goes my whole reason..

Anyway, i think i did good, not great, my arts are crappy and i like it, but other than that, i also take pictures on then internet and try to make them funny like here's one..
It's a picture of candies, and i'm saying, "If your life is bitter, then eat lots of candy till you get diabetes" is that funny?, i don't know, i think it's a little bit offensive..
Here's another one..
It's a picture of coffee, and i said "Life is like pure coffee (pure coffee doesn't have a taste at all) it's bitter.

I think that a little funny, anyway i'm trying my best to make my self laugh, cause it's getting a little depressing here..

Yep, i can't upload it, stupid friggin internet connection!!, i hope you live!!

I'm Sick But I'm Not Tired

I have actually been sick for almost a week now, it started last week, when i got a problem with my left ear, i was so worried that i was gonna be half deaf, i can't hear nothing with my left ear and i'm starting to feel imbalance, so every night, i clean it, but it didn't did much, i was still deaf on the left side, then i push a little deeper and hear this cracking noise, i was just afraid that a bug could be in it, like my dad had an incident when he was a kid, a beetle literally entered his ear while he was sleeping, he used to talk bout that over and over again, he was brought to the hospital, and he told me that he was in pain cause the nurse put in water and made the beetle angry, somehow the doctor got it out by putting oil in it, guess it's for the beetle to easily get out, getting greasy and all.

Anyway, i was scared, i was scared that i might be deaf for real.. then i dig deeper using an ear picker, it was really sensitive, so it took me few days to actually, dig my ear crap out, i eventually did, and there was this little ear crap, i was surprise that little ear crap can block my whole left ear listening ability..
But i'm fine now, got my listening ability back..

I thought the worse was over, just as i was about to heal, my throat started to act up, now i'm left with a sore throat, eating Strepsil like hell, and it ain't cheap..
the worse part of my sore throat is that it hurt, and i feel like the air i'm breathing kinda go both ways in my lungs, feels like i have two holes in my air pathway..

That's pretty much what happened to me, i'm sick......... I wanna get better, i hate being sick, it suck, i think sick comes from suck, it sucks to be sick..

And.. So It Began

Not really having a good day, just got notified that a boot camp for something has been postponed to the holidays, seriously crap!, we're gonna be here on holidays, when we're suppose to be home, and the sucky part is that, we only have 3 days of holidays before we actually have to the chance to go home, and minus trip going back, i'll say bout a day, seriously wth..

And, lots of work, and i seem to be doing nothing, see it's scary when you don't know what to do, in fact it's frightening.

Well just a minor update, there's a new song, called What If by Jason Derulo, it's a pretty old song, heard it last year, but the video just came out, but it is a good song, with good words..

What else.. nothing much, life still goes on pretty much, and i think it's about to rain cause the wind is blowing freakishly strong.. and it's cold.. i'm about 99% sure that it's gonna rain..

September Has Ended And I'm Wide Awake

This was an old post that i didn't post due to unexpected circumstances.. bad internet connection.. so here it goes.

So couple of years ago, Green Day made this song that made everyone well, it's a pretty good song, it's called Wake Me Up When September Ends, i'm pretty sure you've listened to it before, but lately, i just realise that the song is bout the 9/11 incident, which occur in september, well the only reason i didn't know back then cause i was still young and cluelless..

Anyway a new month has started, i have bout a month left here, and it's getting pretty depressing, the works just piled up, and you've just realise you're not at the best moment right now, i don't know why, but seriously everyhing is getting me down, i kinda hate this, before i start the sem, i promised myself that i would get better, but instead i get the opposite, i'm just hoping i don't fail anything, but that looked like a long shot, instead, i'm getting the opposite, i'm getting lazier, getting low on my marks, i seriously don't know what to do anymore.

If that's not bad enough, yesterday our lecturer got a fit, which means she literally got mad and start screaming at us, well partly it was our fault, but only because we didn't know, okay it started like this, we came to class as usual, cause she always makes a class in a class or in lab, but recently she moved to a new office, so we didn't know bout that place, so all of use stayed in the class, clueless, for bout half an hour, we tried to reach her, we did, then we all came down, that's when it all started.

There were a group of us that came down first and we tried to go to her lab, then we saw her going out, asking us to go infront of the lobby, then she scream after arriving at the lobby, only cause some of us went to the other side of the lobby, still we didn't know, then she start to drop the box she bought with her, than she kicked the box and all the papers just scramble on the floor, then she started screaming, i can't tell if her vein was about to pop or not cause i wasn't wearing my glasses, then she started screaming bout how we are the worse class, well i don't blame her, we are, but you can't blame us for something like that, we didn't know, and plus, lots of people disagree towards her action for screaming at us in the lobby, then she asked us to picked up the scramble papers on the floor, it was actually a lab work, she drop her bag and scream some more, after she ended, she just pick up her stuff and left the lobby.

Then there's the other part, two people are close to get in a fight, didn't know what that was about, oh well..

Seriously, starting to be the worse semester i ever had..

Please, help me, i'm begging here

I Was Wrong I Guess

So few post before i said something bout Hayley Williams didn't sing good live, well i was wrong i guess, okay couple of facts, i just saw The Final Riot and her voice didn't suck at all, but the MTV Video Music Awards did, i caught her in a bad timing..
She's an incredible singer.

But i noticed one thing on her show, she spits, and i think she's a smoker, i'm just guessing cause most of the people i know who spits normally smoke, must have something to do with the smell of the cigarettes stuck in your finger tips and you mouth and your lips..


The intro on the Final Riot was awesome, i remember watching them rehearse, on DVD that is, and they were planning on making an Intro, they basically make an awesome intro..

So music..
There's like lots of album going out right now..
Currently i know My Chemical Romance is releasing their new album entitled Danger Days: The True Lives Of Killjoys something like that.
Ne-yo with Libra Scale is coming up.
This is new, at least to me, Florence and The Machine, it takes time and i finally fell in love with their song the Dog Days Are Over, if you're listen to it carefully, that's one hell of a song, with superb voice, the video was rather weird, and Florence Welsh kinda look like Hayley Williams, cause of the red hair thing..

I don't know if you've heard her or not, but she's new i guess, her name is Gabrielle Aplin, i've heard her EP, and i like her song Ghost, the chorus was nice, and her singing still sticking to her accent, she's british by the way, you've heard my accent theory before haven't you? Oh well if you didn't here's it is.

Even if british people talk differently when they're speaking, they sound like Americans when they're sing.
Same goes to Indonesian, they sound normal like Malaysian when they're singing, except they used different words, not that different anyway.

What else..
I just hate that i don't know what to do, cause it makes me feel like i'm wasting time when my time could be spent doing something better than sulking.

Finally

Okay, after few days of trying to write something, well at last, i can, these few days hasn't been exactly the best time to do post, though i had so many in my mind, but the line just don't do no good.

What's up? not much.. so as long as i can remember, my phone broke last week, well not technically broke cause it's still functioning, only that when you try to call someone or someone call you, it automatically shut down, well that pretty much pisses me off, before that, someone drop my phone on the floor, and i think that has something to do with it malfunctioning, so i decide to buy a new phone the next day, so i've did a lil bit of research, i'm actually aiming for a cheap phone at that time, cause i was assured that if i bought an expensive phone it would end up the same, broke, so i did a research on cheap phone, who's better than making cheap phones than nokia?, seriously, Nokia is only number one cause they produce lots of cheap phone, which means lots of people would buy it cause it's cheap, which means Nokia sells lots of product, but here's the thing, i've attended a course in KL about the iPhone, and it says, even though the iPhone didn't sell as much as Nokia, but the
money they've got from selling those iPhone are a lot more than the money Nokia has made from selling their phones.

Overall
Nokia sells lots of phone
But iPhone gets more money than Nokia even when they didn't sell as much as Nokia
Nokia has lots of model, seriously
iPhone has only one model the iPhone, and they renew it annually.

I don't know this, but is Nokia still number one? probably.

Along the research, i've found some cheap phone and thinking buying them, they're seriously cheap, like 100 bucks a pop, but i can't wait so i just went to the town to buy.

It was morning, it was actually saturday, and one of my lecturer has invited the whole class to her open house to celebrate Raya, so they somehow manage to get a bus to ourselves, but on that day, we weren't the only one who's going, they must have been 5-6 full buses before we had the chance to ride the bus.

Shortly after arriving, we had few misdirection, we didn't know where the house was located, it was actually my first time going to a house in Mukah, never been to a person house before, so it was strange i guess, then we reach her home (Our lecturer)
but they were lots of people, like i say, we weren't the only one. So we went on, even though there's not a lot of place to sit in, we still enjoy ourselves i guess, the food was great, that's all i can say.. but there was short of drinks, i guess that pisses everyone else, actually no, people was having a good time despite the weather was hot, there's not a lot of place to sit in, and the shortage of drinks.

Then, we went to town, the whole friggin class, but there's a catch, we had to take the bus, i wasn't sure how we're gonna get a bus to go in a house, but somehow we manage, a miracle i guess you could say.

I'm just gonna skip to the phone part, cause there's nothing interesting going in here.
There's two phone that catch my eye, it was cheap of course, the Nokia 1202 which cost 93 bucks and the Nokia 1280, i somehow remember that an old phone, was it 1280 or 1208? i can't remember, but it cost 85 bucks, and i pick the cheapest, here's the difference

Nokia 1202
-Slimmer
-Better looking
-more expensive
-doesn't have a 3.5mm jack
-old phone (Not that old, just older than the above model)

Nokia 1280
-Cheaper
-has a 3.5mm jack so you could plugin your earphone easily without any converter.
-slightly bulky but feels fine in my hand
-not really that ugly
-scratch proof cover dude, you don't get that much often, it really is, even my old phone scratch like hell before i bought it.

So that's basically it, and i'm loving the torch light and radio thing.
I got bored after playing it for a few minutes, cause there's not much you can do with a cheap phone do you? i missed the snake game, one of my reason of buying a cheap phone. p/s my current high score is 7.9k, that's almost 8k..
Kinda missed the old phone application which lets you draw in dots. the new version doesn't have..
I remember drawing the snake game, drawing someone, some one's name and two people playing basketball, i was rather good at drawing in phone i guess.