Second of all, blogspot has been down for how many days again? well i surely did not care since i did not blog almost vividly these few days, weeks, give it months, so i'm not really mad about it, i wish it could've been longer so i don't feel like i'm forced to do this post, not that i am, but basic rules, if you're bored, you blog.
Third of all, I'm learning to drive, don't wanna elaborate bout that.
Fourth of all, last weekend was catering week, and do we cater? well, it was pretty, TIRING, i'm not a hard labor so all of the things that i did was, let's say it's not perfect, yeah, but, see i'm not used to being bossed around, of course my parents call me every single time they need me to do anything, now i seriously wish i had a brother or a sister so that they can help me out, oh wait, on a second thought, no i don't, see i have a little cousin, i don't know why, but little kids seem to hate me, WHY? WHY DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH?, seriously, what did i possibly do to make you hate me, well seriously though, i didn't do anything, but see to them, i'm like this feelingless big punching bag, i hate kids, but i will have them when i get married, or something like that.
Seriously though, i bet all the kids in the world hate me for no particular reason, do i hate them? not really, but once they start to bug me, i will hate them, seriously, i wasn't a brat when i was a kid, wait, was i, oh yeah NO, i was practically an angel, err seriously, i was, qy, wait how do you say that word, QUAI,KUAI, something like that, which means, wait what does it means, is it disciplines? okay, i do have my fair share of being scold by my parents, but see, that actually helps me to be a better person, now that i don't do anything wrong, my parents scream at me for no reason, but most of the time, i raise my voice because they're not listening.
See, i thought having a brother or sister would help me so much, and yesterday i realize that, it didn't, my cousin is actually, one lazy pain in the ass, kinda like me except without the pain in the ass, i'll give you lazy, but i won't annoy you if i don't get something, maybe with my dad, but that was a long time ago, and i won't hit you or.. ahh man, that kid is just straight up annoying, and seriously, out of respect, i mean i'm older, i should get the respect i deserve, see growing up, i have 2 cousins, and i have nothing but respect for them, so did i thought, i don't know i was a kid, i made mistakes, i like having them around when i was a kid, but the thing is they always go back every time they come, so yeah, but then, few years later, they came to stay in my house, i don't know why, but i was weird to them, i start to bug them for the least part, but not as much as my little cousin, see when i bug people, i only bug them till the minimum level, but when my cousin does it, he bug, well me to the maximum level, seriously they are lots of people in that room like my grandma, his mother, my mother, my uncle, but stilllll, oh man, i'm feeling like this post is useless, but my title explains it already, oh well.
So yeah, he wasn't much of a help, mainly because i carried all the things in the car by my own despite her mother asked her to help me but he didn't do anything, all he did was carry the polystyrene cup, yeah big help. And it bugs me, okay i kept saying bug, because it's like he has no ears, see, i promise him that i would give him a game but tomorrow, but he kept asking for it and starting hitting me for no reason, and the worst part of all is that his mother was there and she did nothing, NOTHING, i wish i could scream, but i'm not a screamer, well no intentionally anyway, i only scream accidentally, there's like a wild beast inside me that's being kept in a cage, but once the cage is left open, yeah you get the point.
All i can say is that he's spoiled, yeah i can say it because i've seen it, i would consider my self spoiled too, but not as bad as him, see most spoiled kids are alone, by alone i meant an only child, so i guess, he's like taking the chances that he has to bug me, cause let's face it, without me, he'll have no one to bug and the world will be a better place, why am i spoiled?, i don't know, i asked my parents if i'm spoiled, as you can guess, they say now, i think they're trying to protect me or something, but the truth is, i am spoiled to say the least, and the kinda of spoiled that you can actually see instead of feel i guess, cause every single time, people actually knew that i'm an only child just by looking at me, okay that's not a good sign, cause that means i'm transparent, i mean who in the world wanna be transparent, that's like the worst thing to be.
Yeah, i'm getting bored writing, maybe i'll have something better in the back of my head that i will post on the next post. See i don't feel anything.
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