Monday, May 9, 2011

DisappoinTED

Yeah i was disappointed yesterday, i mean, that's why i titled it disappointed, other wise there will be no point as in why i had put disappointed with a capital TED at the end as my title, yeah, i'm a little weird, but it seems fun putting capital letters at the end of the words.

Anyway, remember yesterday? oh how i long for yesterday, well at least until it was before 5pm yesterday, i was up all day, and i watched a game of badminton on youtube, and i was psyched to play yesterday with my dad, and i even came down to hold the racket to show how enthusiastic i was to play badminton yesterday, and to point that the grip of the racket needs to be changed, it's like it's being eaten, there's some spots there and when you hold it there's black substances coming off of it, but i don't think i would buy the grip anytime soon, cause my mom is in her 5-day exam, Good Luck Mom, although the chances of her seeing this is pretty slim, but i still trust you.

So yeah, i've literally waited till it was about 5pm cause that's usually the time we play badminton, actually no, lately, it's been 7-8pm, but if it was a few years ago, it was 5pm, till the kids starts to play football on the lawn, but then again, we didn't use it after all. So yeah, that was about the time i was disappointed, like i was so high spirited to go on and play badminton, and my dad easily slips in his lame excuses to avoid playing.

Come on, i've never in my life ask for something, i mean, it doesn't even cost money, usually when i asked my dad for something, it would require money, but this time, i would only require his time, cause let's face it, if i'm not an only child, it would probably be easy for me to find people to play badminton with, but somehow, yeah i'm not so lucky, so my dad was the only one i got.

But that's not my point, back in the days, my dad used to tell his story how him and his brothers used to play badminton when they we're small, well yeah you we're lucky enough to be given the gift of siblings, and i wasn't so lucky enough, and it kinda pisses me off that he talks about it, but he doesn't seem to show much interest to let me experience what he had when he was a kid, to be honest, i don't have any experience, so that's why i wanted this so much, cause it's lame staying in the house all day, man what has it been a month? make that 7 months..

Yeah, i was pretty bummed bout yesterday, as for today, i would hope that i would have the chance to play, but as they say, don't get your hopes up, i was even finding ways, how, HOW can i play badminton by myself?, back in college there was this person who actually manage to play badminton with himself, all he did was hit the shuttle up instead of front, kinda like when you were a kid and you had no one to play with, but i didn't know you can use that, but i was still a coward, i can't go outside without anyone, yeah, i'm that scared.

So i find alternatives, such as tying a piece of string into a shuttle cock and tie it to the rail and hit it, but i have difficulties in doing that, urgh.. i'm just pissed off that i can't play, i would exercise, but it seems hard, between exercise and playing badminton, i kinda like playing badminton and it's like fun, but when you're exercising, you know it's not fun, and it's not that hard, it's just that i'm lazy, and it's only in house exercise, i barely step in a gym.

Well, that's bout it, see ya later.

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