Yes, it's just a couple of days to august sixth, well im not psyched anymore, im don't feel anything anymore, to me it's just another day for me, i know it sounds sad, but i guess i grew older. I do miss the times i shared my birthday with my family, but since im grewing apart with all of them, i don't see any point of celebrating it, plus, im far away now, so can't really celebrate with my love ones. The last birthday party i had was last year i guess, but it was only because it was my birthday party and my going-away party,i so let it be the last, actually the year before that i only celebrate my birthday with my parent with a lonely night dinner.
Yeah, i also missed the presents i used to get, but as you get older you'll learned that when you old you don't get presents anymore, just like Christmas, i was kinda sad knowing that my favorite celebration would change as you grew older, the only reason i don't wanna celebrate my birthday is because, yeah i don't get presents cause my mom said her present to me was preparing the food for the guest, it's not that i don't appreciate that, but i don't wanna make her tired just to celebrate my birthday.. other than that i don't have a lot of friends to celebrate anyway, yeah that way it's easier for me just to forget why i need a birthday party.
So i guess that's all my reasons, maybe i'll post my birthday memories on my birthday, for one last time i'll remember them, okay maybe not for all those years to come, let's do it..
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