One of the moments i love is when it rains, hey that's one of Paramore songs, but seriously, i loved rain since i was a kid, not really rain per say, but i love water, i love how it makes me feel, it's cold, it's refreshing, i feel brand new everytime i take a bath, after a long day of stinky, dirty smell, all got washed away with simple water and a little help from shampoo and soap. Makes my day if there is water, really like rain cause it's cold, sadly it has just ended, like how the rain spatter around my feet while im sleeping. The breeze that the rain produce is just wonderful, just lying here, watching Supernatural Season 3, it's really interesting how two brothers come a long way.. not gonna talk bout that.
So few days ago, i've been listening to Sum 41, one of my oldest favorite band, used to love them when i was a kid, i've remembered their song called Fat Lip, In Too Deep, which i had a lot of memories with my cousin, hearing their song in his house, of course i can't remembered much except that i had a good time. Don't really know how the band progress currently. But few years ago, the Frontman, Deryck Whibley or Derick, can't remembered just got divorce by his wife which is Avril Lavigne, Sure she's out of his league in so many way, but they've been best friend for so long, they're from the same country for heavens sake, anyway such a loss, for both of them really, cause they've lost their best friend for a long time, don't really know if they're still friends or not, but most couple who got divorced rarely get back and be friends, so it's a bit sad to hear bout that.
Anyway, im just enjoying their old track like Handle this, my Fav song right now.
Gonna watch Supernatural back...
Saturday, July 31, 2010
1st Of August
Since there's nothing left to do.. i think im gonna go ahead and go 5 days through my whole life for 19 years as a tribute to myself, all the good and the bad memories i had since i was a wittle baby... so let's start, 1st of august, one of the many things in my life is music, i love music so much that i actually think that i might died if i don't have it. I can totally imagine what my life would be without music, it's not that hard, it's me sitting there, alone, with no one, life less, nothing to do, with nothing to say, nothing to curse, nothing to pick on, just me, here's what i'll be if there's music , still same but much less pathetic... anyway, there are 3 things that i go if i wanna get myself some music, kinda feel like im talking bout drugs here.. anywhere, the three things are my phone, my mp3 player, and my laptop.
Here's what it is, my phone is the most useless thing i've ever used, im not talking just for music but for the whole damn thing, i don't talk, just to my parents, i don't text, seriously i don't, and the only time i used it is when there's not a good internet connection and if my mp3 player died for some reason..
yeah that's my social life, totally blank, can't help though..
My mp3 player, use it a lot during travel, really brightens up the mood a lil' bit, lately been using it to sleep, kinda like my special remedy of lullaby, but the first night after a really long time of not using it, i actually got a headache from using it, not now anymore, i remembered, i use to sleep well when i'm listening to music when im asleep, but now just headache, and tired.
My laptop, for my personal experiences with various type of music, my main important thing i guess, just hope that it won't died and failed me, seriously im scared now, 2 of my friends laptop crash somehow and the price to repair it is half the price of a new laptop.. WTH, i don't wanna waste my money on things that has already broken, waiting for Acer Ethos, question: When the hell are you going to go out?? yeah still suffering...
Anyway, it's my whole database of music, of course i don't listen to all of them, but when i feel bored i do try to listen to weird, funky, ambient, synthpop, owl city type of music, seriously into grunge. Only few bands i know that are good, don't listen to a lot of grunge, but some of them are good, like It's just vanity, okay maybe not the best, but it's still hearable, and our very own Disagree, like this band for a long time, even bought their tape, which i lost now, and Crumbs is my fav track of their whole album.
Went to songmeaning and found out that one of Dashboard Confessional song called The Widow's peak is actually a song about the Hurricane Katrina incident, but lots of people thought that it's a song about couples that broke up and got together again and grew stronger, well i think it's more of the Katrina cause it makes more sense cause he did mention New Orleans in that song, and that song is good, kinda like how he sings and the way the guitar is picked.
Somehow i feel that if i scream loud enough, my soul would come out of me.
Still believe that if i scream when i'm in pain, it would just go away.
Well i scream for no reason and it helps me all the time with nothing.
"If life was easier, it wouldn't be called life"
Random note time!!
"Strange name are given for strange reasons"
"The stars shine brighter when you're with me"
"I feel small when im talking to random people"
Gonna end this with
"I've got a feeling if i sang this loud enough, you would sing it right back to me"
Here's what it is, my phone is the most useless thing i've ever used, im not talking just for music but for the whole damn thing, i don't talk, just to my parents, i don't text, seriously i don't, and the only time i used it is when there's not a good internet connection and if my mp3 player died for some reason..
yeah that's my social life, totally blank, can't help though..
My mp3 player, use it a lot during travel, really brightens up the mood a lil' bit, lately been using it to sleep, kinda like my special remedy of lullaby, but the first night after a really long time of not using it, i actually got a headache from using it, not now anymore, i remembered, i use to sleep well when i'm listening to music when im asleep, but now just headache, and tired.
My laptop, for my personal experiences with various type of music, my main important thing i guess, just hope that it won't died and failed me, seriously im scared now, 2 of my friends laptop crash somehow and the price to repair it is half the price of a new laptop.. WTH, i don't wanna waste my money on things that has already broken, waiting for Acer Ethos, question: When the hell are you going to go out?? yeah still suffering...
Anyway, it's my whole database of music, of course i don't listen to all of them, but when i feel bored i do try to listen to weird, funky, ambient, synthpop, owl city type of music, seriously into grunge. Only few bands i know that are good, don't listen to a lot of grunge, but some of them are good, like It's just vanity, okay maybe not the best, but it's still hearable, and our very own Disagree, like this band for a long time, even bought their tape, which i lost now, and Crumbs is my fav track of their whole album.
Went to songmeaning and found out that one of Dashboard Confessional song called The Widow's peak is actually a song about the Hurricane Katrina incident, but lots of people thought that it's a song about couples that broke up and got together again and grew stronger, well i think it's more of the Katrina cause it makes more sense cause he did mention New Orleans in that song, and that song is good, kinda like how he sings and the way the guitar is picked.
Somehow i feel that if i scream loud enough, my soul would come out of me.
Still believe that if i scream when i'm in pain, it would just go away.
Well i scream for no reason and it helps me all the time with nothing.
"If life was easier, it wouldn't be called life"
Random note time!!
"Strange name are given for strange reasons"
"The stars shine brighter when you're with me"
"I feel small when im talking to random people"
Gonna end this with
"I've got a feeling if i sang this loud enough, you would sing it right back to me"
Friday, July 30, 2010
The End Of July
Yes, it's just a couple of days to august sixth, well im not psyched anymore, im don't feel anything anymore, to me it's just another day for me, i know it sounds sad, but i guess i grew older. I do miss the times i shared my birthday with my family, but since im grewing apart with all of them, i don't see any point of celebrating it, plus, im far away now, so can't really celebrate with my love ones. The last birthday party i had was last year i guess, but it was only because it was my birthday party and my going-away party,i so let it be the last, actually the year before that i only celebrate my birthday with my parent with a lonely night dinner.
Yeah, i also missed the presents i used to get, but as you get older you'll learned that when you old you don't get presents anymore, just like Christmas, i was kinda sad knowing that my favorite celebration would change as you grew older, the only reason i don't wanna celebrate my birthday is because, yeah i don't get presents cause my mom said her present to me was preparing the food for the guest, it's not that i don't appreciate that, but i don't wanna make her tired just to celebrate my birthday.. other than that i don't have a lot of friends to celebrate anyway, yeah that way it's easier for me just to forget why i need a birthday party.
So i guess that's all my reasons, maybe i'll post my birthday memories on my birthday, for one last time i'll remember them, okay maybe not for all those years to come, let's do it..
Yeah, i also missed the presents i used to get, but as you get older you'll learned that when you old you don't get presents anymore, just like Christmas, i was kinda sad knowing that my favorite celebration would change as you grew older, the only reason i don't wanna celebrate my birthday is because, yeah i don't get presents cause my mom said her present to me was preparing the food for the guest, it's not that i don't appreciate that, but i don't wanna make her tired just to celebrate my birthday.. other than that i don't have a lot of friends to celebrate anyway, yeah that way it's easier for me just to forget why i need a birthday party.
So i guess that's all my reasons, maybe i'll post my birthday memories on my birthday, for one last time i'll remember them, okay maybe not for all those years to come, let's do it..
City Of Animals
Electronic is such a trend now, not talking bout the technology, part of it is, but im talking bout songs that are made from electronic sounds, you can easily spot if anyone use electronic sounds in two way i guess, firstly they use these sounds which isn't guitar nor piano, though the thing looks like a piano, it's actually called a synthesizer, it's a keyboard that can change sounds which help a lot of musician produce sounds, mostly songs that make you wanna dance or go clubbing, songs like Lady GaGa, Ke$ha, lot's of other people use it. Secondly they use a voice which sounds like electronic which is called Auto-tune, supposedly the thing is when you sing out of tune, it will turn your voice so that it's in tune, it's actually pretty cool to her if it's in a song, lots, again of people use it to use in their music like Chris Brown, Taio Cruz, seriously like i said it's a trend now, the first person to use the Auto-tune is none other than Cher with her song Believe, of course in that time, they didn't use it much, but after few years, a guy Called T-Pain started like rebuilding it, and today numerous of artiste use it.
Anyway im gonna talk about Owl City, actually no it's Adam Young, you may know him from his song Fireflies which i am addicted for quite some time, Adam young is a genius, not only for his songs, but he's a lot, he have tons of stage name, and he makes music for all his stage name how sick is that??, Owl City is just one stage name, which he is focusing on now since the release of Fireflies, Currently he has released 3 Albums which is called Of June, Maybe I'm Dreaming and the latest Ocean Eyes which features Fireflies. Other than Owl City, there's more you don't know, hell even i don't know that he has that much Stage name, currently i've only listen to Owl City,Swimming With Dolphins and Sky Sailing. Yes they're all weird and have something to do with animals.
Seriously take a look at this.
*Source From Wikipedia
Yeah, that's how many, anyway, i think he's creative, how many people does that? How many people make just one type of music and just let it flow, sure it might be a lot to do and have some decency but he's just awesome, and he's still young, hey that's his last name, well gonna keep listening now.
Anyway im gonna talk about Owl City, actually no it's Adam Young, you may know him from his song Fireflies which i am addicted for quite some time, Adam young is a genius, not only for his songs, but he's a lot, he have tons of stage name, and he makes music for all his stage name how sick is that??, Owl City is just one stage name, which he is focusing on now since the release of Fireflies, Currently he has released 3 Albums which is called Of June, Maybe I'm Dreaming and the latest Ocean Eyes which features Fireflies. Other than Owl City, there's more you don't know, hell even i don't know that he has that much Stage name, currently i've only listen to Owl City,Swimming With Dolphins and Sky Sailing. Yes they're all weird and have something to do with animals.
Seriously take a look at this.
*Source From Wikipedia
Yeah, that's how many, anyway, i think he's creative, how many people does that? How many people make just one type of music and just let it flow, sure it might be a lot to do and have some decency but he's just awesome, and he's still young, hey that's his last name, well gonna keep listening now.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Starcrossed Lovers
I don't really know the initial story which is about Romeo And Juliet, probably the most famous Romance Novel by Shakespeare which is a great story i bet, people won't brag if it wasn't good won't they? Anyway the story has been adapt to so many version and most notable is Twilight, it's basically Romeo And Juliet but with Vampire, probably, not entirely sure but that's how it seems to me, Not a fan of the movie though, but so in love with the song called Starcrossed by Ash, it's very emotional yet touching, heard it few years back, so decided to hear it back and it's still good to my ear, it's a pretty great song, bout Starcrossed lover, okay all i get from the video is, the part i like from the song is when he sings "You know that i'll die for you" very moving words there... Anyway the video is so sad that it brings tears to my eye, first of all, the guy died, leaving the woman he loved so much behind alone, and what hurts more? being able to see your significant other hurt when you're not by her side, seeing her cry he hearts out, and not being able to talk to her anymore. It's a very emotional video, at the end they're together, guess the girl killed her self cause either way, it's killing her when he's not around anymore.
Other than that, i've been listening to NeverShoutNever!, heard last year when i bought my Sony Vaio and i got a Free 2GB Walkman Mp3 player, but i decided to upgrade to the 4gb and put a lil bit more money, and heard him for the first time on the Mp3 player and felt in love with his song called Big City Dreams ever since, his musical style is strange yet enjoyable, seriously he writes his music with all these words bout love, and that's all i get.. and he has a little voice which is cute i guess, not a lot of people can sing like him and he sang spontaneously, he doesn't sing according to his song most of the time, well the timing wasn't right, all i can say it's unique and it's working, at least for me. He has lots of other great song, especially his Yipee EP which is a great EP, there's 4 songs in there and i love all of it.
Well that was fun, let's do it again!
Other than that, i've been listening to NeverShoutNever!, heard last year when i bought my Sony Vaio and i got a Free 2GB Walkman Mp3 player, but i decided to upgrade to the 4gb and put a lil bit more money, and heard him for the first time on the Mp3 player and felt in love with his song called Big City Dreams ever since, his musical style is strange yet enjoyable, seriously he writes his music with all these words bout love, and that's all i get.. and he has a little voice which is cute i guess, not a lot of people can sing like him and he sang spontaneously, he doesn't sing according to his song most of the time, well the timing wasn't right, all i can say it's unique and it's working, at least for me. He has lots of other great song, especially his Yipee EP which is a great EP, there's 4 songs in there and i love all of it.
Well that was fun, let's do it again!
Monday, July 26, 2010
So Far....
Life hasn't really been treating me well, first, there's water now, but the bad thing is the water is dirty, i don't mean dirty as in the color of the water is brown or yellow, but it did manage me to get some bacteriasite, haha made up word, anyway it's a parasitic bacteria, which we people would call it kurap, i hope it gets well soon, my skin kinda look like it got burned, then yesterday i fell, that bastard left soapy water on the water.. screw him, then there's the class, the second class i missed in a mmonth, it's a breaking record.. never missed a class before. At least im not the only one who didn't came, actually the whole class didn't came cause of misleading information.. anyway lots of people were betting that the lecturer would blow her cap off, but she didn't so take that! jokes on you.
Actually i have no topic or any story for now just a lil update.
-Got a new mouse for 30 bucks which i haven't payed, it's black and it's awesome.
-Got 2 new assignment 1 due tomorrow and one more next week.
-Loving 30 Seconds To Mars - Closer To The Edge
-Loving More The Afters - Runaway, pretty sweet song actually.
Found out there's no class after breakfast.
Found out a cool name for Microsoft Windows, that is by me.. but i think it's not gonna happen, well cause it's me, anyway the name i thought would be perfect is Windows Wave, yeah it's like your normal Windows only you can wave you hand on the screen to change windows.
It's not perfect still doing it....
Just found the 3rd semester is gonna be the shortest semester ever, cause there's Raya and going Practical...
Not sure if i could make it to my uncle wedding or not, cause we've been extended 2 friggin weeks after the final exam.
Okay that was more for just an update.. so till tomorrow.
Actually i have no topic or any story for now just a lil update.
-Got a new mouse for 30 bucks which i haven't payed, it's black and it's awesome.
-Got 2 new assignment 1 due tomorrow and one more next week.
-Loving 30 Seconds To Mars - Closer To The Edge
-Loving More The Afters - Runaway, pretty sweet song actually.
Found out there's no class after breakfast.
Found out a cool name for Microsoft Windows, that is by me.. but i think it's not gonna happen, well cause it's me, anyway the name i thought would be perfect is Windows Wave, yeah it's like your normal Windows only you can wave you hand on the screen to change windows.
It's not perfect still doing it....
Just found the 3rd semester is gonna be the shortest semester ever, cause there's Raya and going Practical...
Not sure if i could make it to my uncle wedding or not, cause we've been extended 2 friggin weeks after the final exam.
Okay that was more for just an update.. so till tomorrow.
Friday, July 23, 2010
Super Normal..
yeah it's about this show called Supernatural, have to say, it's one heck of a show, none like any other, especially when they used demon in most of their show, they're demon hunter, where two brother called Dean and Sam hunt demons after their father teach them how to, it's a good show but i didn't watch it from the first season, to be honest i was actually scared cause yeah i was still a kid when t first season came out, who isn't scared of ghost at that time??, so till now i watched it and it's already on the 6th season, but i only managed to watch the 5th season, i think the 5th season has a different aspect from the past four season, the past three season is about demons i think and the fourth is the beginning of Angels showing up, and season 5 is about the Apocalypse, even though at season 5 it's a serious season when it's the end of the world, but they still manage to make it a little comedic, there's a lot of episode which could really make you laugh..
As the story goes, they met a lot of Angel, and angel aren't actually good, they're kinda forceful to get what they want, that is in the series anyway, so there's two brother, they're actually the vessel of Michael and Lucifer, Dean being the Vessel of Michael cause he's older and Sam the Vessel of Lucifer cause he's younger, they can't actually take the vessel just like that, the host have to give a consent before they get to use, but if they say yes, the world as they know it would burn in half i guess, when Michael and Lucifer would begin the biggest battle between Heaven and Earth, yeah compelling series.
So not a lot of things happened this week, same old same old, got a new assignment cause the lecturer didn't liked what we did on the first one, it's really not a lot of time, she kinda give us assignment and to be sent on the say that is give, it's not a lot of time to do research, it's not getting easy with the crappy internet service that we got here, oh well at least we got another shot..
And the dot comes after this.
As the story goes, they met a lot of Angel, and angel aren't actually good, they're kinda forceful to get what they want, that is in the series anyway, so there's two brother, they're actually the vessel of Michael and Lucifer, Dean being the Vessel of Michael cause he's older and Sam the Vessel of Lucifer cause he's younger, they can't actually take the vessel just like that, the host have to give a consent before they get to use, but if they say yes, the world as they know it would burn in half i guess, when Michael and Lucifer would begin the biggest battle between Heaven and Earth, yeah compelling series.
So not a lot of things happened this week, same old same old, got a new assignment cause the lecturer didn't liked what we did on the first one, it's really not a lot of time, she kinda give us assignment and to be sent on the say that is give, it's not a lot of time to do research, it's not getting easy with the crappy internet service that we got here, oh well at least we got another shot..
And the dot comes after this.
And The Night Goes On
Just woke up few minutes ago, and it happened again, i dreamed.. i don't usually dream so yeah it felt strange, but my dream was even stranger... So i don't actually know what happens in the dream anyway but an animal with the name skunk could make a woman pregnant.. seriously weird dream, even i felt weird when i was in the dream, How the hell is a skunk gonna make a woman pregnant??, my logical explanation (in he dream at least, cause in real world it would never make any sense) was that the smell that skunk produce would make a woman pregnant, don't blame me, blame my dream.. damn, why couldn't it be bout a girl.. yeah i used to dream bout girls, actually it was only one dream, when i was in high school and i was hooked on online gaming, and i met this girl online, and i dreamed of her, well it wasn't exactly her, however the only thing i remembered was that the girl was nice.. good looking in fact, a girl that i could never get.. but hey that's me, wonder what would i dream next..
Made In Malaysia, im a Malaysian consumer, and i tried to best to support our Malaysian industries, but they just gave me reason not to support, you can't force someone into loving you.. wow weird comment, anyway i don't listen to Malaysian artiste with Malay song, i don't watch Malaysian Movies, i tried but it's just disappointing, i tried buying Malaysian product which was CSL and it broke down..
Seriously i tried my best and here's why i can't go on.
I've listened to lots of music, but Malay music not one of it, cause it's not really my type of music, and plus their music is so friggin hard to get, so on the other side luck was with me, i'm sure they've tried their best to do music properly but can't see them compete with the west.. However Indon music was rather catchy, every single time you listen to it it's just sound so good, but i don't listen to that either, they may be good but they're not my first choice.. Seriously Indonesian would speak weird in real life and in Drama series, but when they're singing they sound like they're Malaysian, and this doesn't only goes for Indonesian, i think British does it to, when you hear a British person talking with their British accent, then you listened to another band from British and it sounds like American, like Funeral For A Friend, when they talk it's British, when they sing it's American, one more British band are Busted, they're actually good and same thing goes on, but one of their singer got a killer voice, not that type of voice which got really high but his voice is deep, which is nice to listen, kinda wish i had that voice...
well that's all i got for now.
There's no other feeling like watching a sun rise shines over you, feels like a brand new day.
Made In Malaysia, im a Malaysian consumer, and i tried to best to support our Malaysian industries, but they just gave me reason not to support, you can't force someone into loving you.. wow weird comment, anyway i don't listen to Malaysian artiste with Malay song, i don't watch Malaysian Movies, i tried but it's just disappointing, i tried buying Malaysian product which was CSL and it broke down..
Seriously i tried my best and here's why i can't go on.
I've listened to lots of music, but Malay music not one of it, cause it's not really my type of music, and plus their music is so friggin hard to get, so on the other side luck was with me, i'm sure they've tried their best to do music properly but can't see them compete with the west.. However Indon music was rather catchy, every single time you listen to it it's just sound so good, but i don't listen to that either, they may be good but they're not my first choice.. Seriously Indonesian would speak weird in real life and in Drama series, but when they're singing they sound like they're Malaysian, and this doesn't only goes for Indonesian, i think British does it to, when you hear a British person talking with their British accent, then you listened to another band from British and it sounds like American, like Funeral For A Friend, when they talk it's British, when they sing it's American, one more British band are Busted, they're actually good and same thing goes on, but one of their singer got a killer voice, not that type of voice which got really high but his voice is deep, which is nice to listen, kinda wish i had that voice...
well that's all i got for now.
There's no other feeling like watching a sun rise shines over you, feels like a brand new day.
Hopeless Desires
I might have mention that English is my favorite subject, mainly cause i always get good result on my English paper, and i didn't even have to study for it, seriously not braggin but it's just weird, how that's the on;y subject im good at, it's like that's the only subject that im best at and the others, i'm horrible, especially math, i never passed that paper, and here i thought i never passed a math paper as long as i lived, well i just past 2 math paper for the past 2 semester and luckily for the third semester there is no math, but even in college i still maintain my English subject atleast an A- which i got for the past 2 semester which really bug me why can't i get a flat A??, have to do with Public Speaking, yeah not so good at it, im nervous bout it, can't speak at a proper tone while im doing it and mostly i'm just horrible at it. Like when im trying to speak my voice just sorted out, i never knew i could make so much sound in one sentence... it's not like im speaking, but it's still my weakness though, i can't speak english perfectly as the American do which is my biggest problem, i would be just happy if i can speak it at a proper term, might worth something to me one day, i see these people who speak English so well, and i envy them why can't i speak like them, mostly cause i don't use English regularly, wow i've answered all my question... still i asked myself.
Anyway i wanted to take english tuition when i was in Form 3 or 4 but my parents said that im already good at it so why should i take a tuition, well im good at the subject but im not good at the speaking part... Seriously if it wasn't for this Networking diploma, i would take TESOL in OUM, cause that's the closest i can get to a proper English education, but it takes 4 years just for a Diploma and RM20k for the whole course. Yeah it's a lot to be asking, but i just figured i could do so much with that, i could write a book, i could write lyrics, i could write a screenplay, so much i could do, with Networking i'm just stuck at being forced to find a job, if i study English there's lots of possibilities for me, i could be a teacher, a Lecturer, a Radio DeeJay. Yeah seems hopeless now, but as they say be grateful for what you have, cause once it's gone you're gonna miss it. I guess i should cherish for what i currently have..
So the other day i went out to well outing, can't say city cause it's not really a city, so town, yeah i went out to the town, and it's really refreshing, kinda washing my eyes cause i haven't been out for three weeks straight, so just one day i end up losing 60 bucks, yeah it's a lot, mainly i buy stuff that i use like shampoo, soap and tooth paste, and i know i swear i would never buy another magazine, but it was just tempting, Stuff magazine was on sale, that magazine rarely sold on that store, they do sell it but not always, so it felt like an opportunity and i ended up losing 20 bucks, so much for trying, really lost a lot of money, although i got some but just didn't feel like spending in all away, even though it's just a town, surprisingly i ended up more than when i was in the city, of course there is the occasional laptop buying, but it's once in a while.
So there's gonna be ICT week on my college, and there's gonna be fast finger competition, so i think im gonna compete again and try my best to beat the crap out the last semester winner.. well i've been practicing. Then there's Raya, not a muslim, so not celebrating it but im going home cause there's been a lot going on in the dorm, if you know what i mean, and i don't wanna be one of them who's gonna witness it, i scare easily even im strong inside, but story still spooks you sometime, and with the way i heard it, it's just plain scary. Like how all the people went back so the block is gonna be plain black with no lights, lots can happen when it's dark and i don't wanna be a part of it.. im not gonna!
Anyway i wanted to take english tuition when i was in Form 3 or 4 but my parents said that im already good at it so why should i take a tuition, well im good at the subject but im not good at the speaking part... Seriously if it wasn't for this Networking diploma, i would take TESOL in OUM, cause that's the closest i can get to a proper English education, but it takes 4 years just for a Diploma and RM20k for the whole course. Yeah it's a lot to be asking, but i just figured i could do so much with that, i could write a book, i could write lyrics, i could write a screenplay, so much i could do, with Networking i'm just stuck at being forced to find a job, if i study English there's lots of possibilities for me, i could be a teacher, a Lecturer, a Radio DeeJay. Yeah seems hopeless now, but as they say be grateful for what you have, cause once it's gone you're gonna miss it. I guess i should cherish for what i currently have..
So the other day i went out to well outing, can't say city cause it's not really a city, so town, yeah i went out to the town, and it's really refreshing, kinda washing my eyes cause i haven't been out for three weeks straight, so just one day i end up losing 60 bucks, yeah it's a lot, mainly i buy stuff that i use like shampoo, soap and tooth paste, and i know i swear i would never buy another magazine, but it was just tempting, Stuff magazine was on sale, that magazine rarely sold on that store, they do sell it but not always, so it felt like an opportunity and i ended up losing 20 bucks, so much for trying, really lost a lot of money, although i got some but just didn't feel like spending in all away, even though it's just a town, surprisingly i ended up more than when i was in the city, of course there is the occasional laptop buying, but it's once in a while.
So there's gonna be ICT week on my college, and there's gonna be fast finger competition, so i think im gonna compete again and try my best to beat the crap out the last semester winner.. well i've been practicing. Then there's Raya, not a muslim, so not celebrating it but im going home cause there's been a lot going on in the dorm, if you know what i mean, and i don't wanna be one of them who's gonna witness it, i scare easily even im strong inside, but story still spooks you sometime, and with the way i heard it, it's just plain scary. Like how all the people went back so the block is gonna be plain black with no lights, lots can happen when it's dark and i don't wanna be a part of it.. im not gonna!
Monday, July 19, 2010
Hundred Steps
Gosh i wish this would be some kind of motivational blog or something, but it's not, so deal with it.., okay hundred steps is not the exact amount of how many steps i have to take from the first floor to the fifth floor to reach my room, the exact amount of steps is 110 steps, maybe more, every single night i take those steps cause there's no water on my current floor, not that i mind anyway, i rather go down on the first floor, cause since there's no water on the fifth floor, the bathroom smell is becoming unbearable, cause seems that people just piss around, don't blame them anyway, who wants to piss in a toilet that is fill with crap, seriously i don't think i can even piss watching those disgusting brown thing that drop from another mans butt.
I seriously rather go down stair, though it may seem far but the water is great and no poop on toilet, so it's safe to say, it's currently the best toilet, seriously though the water is really strong at night so i can take all the friggin shower i want, however im just concern that i can't wash my clothes when there's no water since i sweat a lot, the only disappointment of it is sometime there's no water after class so i have to deal with my stinky body, can't even take a crap sometimes, do you know how stressful it is when you want to crap but you can't??
This is like the second encounter i deal with this type of situation, wow im actually talking bout taking a crap, but seriously though, it's stressful when you can't take a crap whenever you want especially during those long trip, you can't always be ready, trust me on this one, i have experience...
So when nature calls, those are the beginning of your life that is gonna be stressful for the rest of the ride, cause you can't take a crap, but this time i can't take a crap not because im in a vehicle, there's toilet just no water, so you get the idea.
That might sound gross but it's the truth, i don't want it this way, i don't think anyone does.. so bring in the friggin water!!!
Ooh yeah, there's one thing im concern at, when there's actually fire burning in the dorm how are they gonna put it off knowing that there's no friggin water to safe the damn place?? think about that, it's gonna burn down real fast.. so yeah water's pretty much important to me, still like rain though, love the way the wind crawl into my face...
Sleepless nights, only cause i can't hold you tight....
I seriously rather go down stair, though it may seem far but the water is great and no poop on toilet, so it's safe to say, it's currently the best toilet, seriously though the water is really strong at night so i can take all the friggin shower i want, however im just concern that i can't wash my clothes when there's no water since i sweat a lot, the only disappointment of it is sometime there's no water after class so i have to deal with my stinky body, can't even take a crap sometimes, do you know how stressful it is when you want to crap but you can't??
This is like the second encounter i deal with this type of situation, wow im actually talking bout taking a crap, but seriously though, it's stressful when you can't take a crap whenever you want especially during those long trip, you can't always be ready, trust me on this one, i have experience...
So when nature calls, those are the beginning of your life that is gonna be stressful for the rest of the ride, cause you can't take a crap, but this time i can't take a crap not because im in a vehicle, there's toilet just no water, so you get the idea.
That might sound gross but it's the truth, i don't want it this way, i don't think anyone does.. so bring in the friggin water!!!
Ooh yeah, there's one thing im concern at, when there's actually fire burning in the dorm how are they gonna put it off knowing that there's no friggin water to safe the damn place?? think about that, it's gonna burn down real fast.. so yeah water's pretty much important to me, still like rain though, love the way the wind crawl into my face...
Sleepless nights, only cause i can't hold you tight....
Sunday, July 18, 2010
The Crappiest Thing Ever
Well, it's the beginning of a new semester, have to say, not on a very good start here, first of all i missed one class accidentally, but there's rarely any class going on lately, this morning was a 50-50 situation, some say there's class, some say there's none, but lot's of people aren't going so what the heck?, but lately it felt boring cause of no classes, seriously it's really damn what's another word for boring??, dull?? anyway, it felt different not having class, cause i was actually looking forward for the classes but to my disappointment, there was none, people were actually happy there was no class, i wasn't sad, but it just felt empty, my mind was blurted, so i asked myself, why couldn't i be like this when i was in high school, cause the teacher sucked there, yeah probably, and i did get bully at class, i wasn't looking forward for that, but here, people over here are so mature, at least when they're at class, if we're back home at dorm, the same people from the old days starts showing up, literally, so yeah no class = crap to me.
Well i can't blame for no class recently, im actually a lil sleepy here, just thinking whether to take a nap or not, if i take a nap there's a possibility that my hair would go up and there's no water to bring it back down, if i don't take a nap, i'll probably be drowned in class.. yeah we'll see about that..
Well i can't blame for no class recently, im actually a lil sleepy here, just thinking whether to take a nap or not, if i take a nap there's a possibility that my hair would go up and there's no water to bring it back down, if i don't take a nap, i'll probably be drowned in class.. yeah we'll see about that..
I Can't Stop Blogging
Seriously, this is like the third post probably, so erm..
Things i've missed most, yeah my parents, who doesn't miss their parents is a......
well, not gonna talk bout my parents anyway, one of the things im gonna miss is English, seriously, english is like the highlight of my life, i've learned so much trough the years with english like Lizzie Mcguire and That's so raven, those shows are now replaced with Hannah Montana and Wizard Of Waverly Place, im sorry but im not a fan of both those show, i prefer Lizzie Mcguire cause it's not like Hannah Montana and WOWP where they act in front of an audience supposely, but i can't help hearing that the laughs were fake, kinda like How I Met Your Mother, when you see the real show there's people laughing, but if you see the Blooper, nobody laughs except the director and the actor, fake laughs!, yeah but HIMYM is still funny, still feels that the show wanted to replace Friends since that show ended, but if you see Friends bloopers, they're actually real, People laughs..
Anyway, i know that my years of studying english is awful in school especially in High School, kinda prefer Primary school English teaching though cause, Primary one, the teacher picked me to join extra classes cause she thinks i have problem with english, i turned out okay, she's even impressed with me for some reason, it's weird cause she's the one that picked me then she complimented me, Im not braggin', and the teacher was nice, kinda missed her, she has these glasses that goes with her face, shes really white but not pale, and her hair was tied i guess, it was like what girls do with chopstick where they stick their hair on one loop, wish i can see how she is now, it's been so long, don't know if she still remembers me.
Then there's primary two, not the best teacher but still better than High school teacher, High School teacher are just plain lazy, Primary two, not a lot of memories but, okay the teacher was kinda rude mostly, i don't think she even care for the student, she's like this self-centered person, she dyes her hair brown, or was it, i don't know cause i think she's Eurasian cause she look like white people i guess.
Okay let's move on, then there's Primary 6 which is the last Primary for Primary school, it was the time of UPSR, i was in the last class, the class that achieve so low, it's like the teacher have lost hope, i don't blame them cause i failed like every single test but i managed to get Number 2 in the class, that's how low the class is, but there's this teacher, he's probably like the best teacher i've ever met, even though we failed every single test including his, he still gives us hope that we can make it through, he teaches two subject which is Math and English, Kinda like english, got a really high mark cause of him, his tips are really helpful and useful, math not really a fan, i don't know what it is with me but i really hate math, cause of the counting, but recently i don't cause in semester 2 the mathematics don't have calculation so yeah, the math was called Discrete Math which was suppose to be the First semester subject for Degree, i kinda hoped to get an A on that paper, but i got a B+, still good cause i've never achieved Math subject this high....
Then there's Secondary school, one of the worst experience of english learning i've ever had, okay for the first or second year it's not that bad cause the teacher is actually good, but the years after is where it got worse, On 3rd and 4th year the same teacher, she didn't teached us anything like for the whole year, as i remembered, i don't think she even came to class, well it was this one teacher, but there's one more, they both eventually replace her cause of the problem, the 3rd year wasn't so bad, still got an A in english through it, i didn't need the teacher, cause i got tele, for the 5th year there's two teacher, the main teacher wasn't really good, wouldn't say the best teacher cause her teaching method isn't really effective, then there's another teacher, she was actually training to be a teacher, she wasn't good either but lot's of people adore her cause she was nice, well we can't learned anything from nice, well atleast she tried, the 5th year teacher was rather year, even when were taking the SPM on that year, all of their method are playing games, how is playing game gonna teach us anything? Sure it's fun but SPM seriously, well at the end I got a B on English which is a bummer cause my cousin got an A, the only A i got was Science which is weird, through out the whole year of the 4th and the 5th i failed Science, so it was quite a surprise...
Huaa, yeah i still missed shows though, there's like nothing to do here right now, there's endless screaming while playing game, endless cursing when we can't kill or get killed by the computer.., then there's the random screaming, the screaming for no reason, it's really weird, i never usually scream, moreover at home, i rarely scream, but here, i scream all the time, sometimes, like i mention, i scream for no reason....
Yeah that's life now, wish it could be better.
Things i've missed most, yeah my parents, who doesn't miss their parents is a......
well, not gonna talk bout my parents anyway, one of the things im gonna miss is English, seriously, english is like the highlight of my life, i've learned so much trough the years with english like Lizzie Mcguire and That's so raven, those shows are now replaced with Hannah Montana and Wizard Of Waverly Place, im sorry but im not a fan of both those show, i prefer Lizzie Mcguire cause it's not like Hannah Montana and WOWP where they act in front of an audience supposely, but i can't help hearing that the laughs were fake, kinda like How I Met Your Mother, when you see the real show there's people laughing, but if you see the Blooper, nobody laughs except the director and the actor, fake laughs!, yeah but HIMYM is still funny, still feels that the show wanted to replace Friends since that show ended, but if you see Friends bloopers, they're actually real, People laughs..
Anyway, i know that my years of studying english is awful in school especially in High School, kinda prefer Primary school English teaching though cause, Primary one, the teacher picked me to join extra classes cause she thinks i have problem with english, i turned out okay, she's even impressed with me for some reason, it's weird cause she's the one that picked me then she complimented me, Im not braggin', and the teacher was nice, kinda missed her, she has these glasses that goes with her face, shes really white but not pale, and her hair was tied i guess, it was like what girls do with chopstick where they stick their hair on one loop, wish i can see how she is now, it's been so long, don't know if she still remembers me.
Then there's primary two, not the best teacher but still better than High school teacher, High School teacher are just plain lazy, Primary two, not a lot of memories but, okay the teacher was kinda rude mostly, i don't think she even care for the student, she's like this self-centered person, she dyes her hair brown, or was it, i don't know cause i think she's Eurasian cause she look like white people i guess.
Okay let's move on, then there's Primary 6 which is the last Primary for Primary school, it was the time of UPSR, i was in the last class, the class that achieve so low, it's like the teacher have lost hope, i don't blame them cause i failed like every single test but i managed to get Number 2 in the class, that's how low the class is, but there's this teacher, he's probably like the best teacher i've ever met, even though we failed every single test including his, he still gives us hope that we can make it through, he teaches two subject which is Math and English, Kinda like english, got a really high mark cause of him, his tips are really helpful and useful, math not really a fan, i don't know what it is with me but i really hate math, cause of the counting, but recently i don't cause in semester 2 the mathematics don't have calculation so yeah, the math was called Discrete Math which was suppose to be the First semester subject for Degree, i kinda hoped to get an A on that paper, but i got a B+, still good cause i've never achieved Math subject this high....
Then there's Secondary school, one of the worst experience of english learning i've ever had, okay for the first or second year it's not that bad cause the teacher is actually good, but the years after is where it got worse, On 3rd and 4th year the same teacher, she didn't teached us anything like for the whole year, as i remembered, i don't think she even came to class, well it was this one teacher, but there's one more, they both eventually replace her cause of the problem, the 3rd year wasn't so bad, still got an A in english through it, i didn't need the teacher, cause i got tele, for the 5th year there's two teacher, the main teacher wasn't really good, wouldn't say the best teacher cause her teaching method isn't really effective, then there's another teacher, she was actually training to be a teacher, she wasn't good either but lot's of people adore her cause she was nice, well we can't learned anything from nice, well atleast she tried, the 5th year teacher was rather year, even when were taking the SPM on that year, all of their method are playing games, how is playing game gonna teach us anything? Sure it's fun but SPM seriously, well at the end I got a B on English which is a bummer cause my cousin got an A, the only A i got was Science which is weird, through out the whole year of the 4th and the 5th i failed Science, so it was quite a surprise...
Huaa, yeah i still missed shows though, there's like nothing to do here right now, there's endless screaming while playing game, endless cursing when we can't kill or get killed by the computer.., then there's the random screaming, the screaming for no reason, it's really weird, i never usually scream, moreover at home, i rarely scream, but here, i scream all the time, sometimes, like i mention, i scream for no reason....
Yeah that's life now, wish it could be better.
Into The Night
Yeah, John Mayer is an amazing artist, he's really good at making music and singing and playing the guitar, haven't listen to all of his album though, currently i've only listen to his first and latest album, the first one is Room For Squares i think, and the latest is Battle Studies, I really enjoyed his First album, some notable songs are Your Body Is A Wonderland, which he jokes is a song about girly parts on one of his live shows, yeah the song seriously sound like two people making out, then there's his latest album with song Half Of My Heart, nice song, and he's featuring Taylor Swift in that song.
All i can say about him is that, he is great, his music is inspirational, his voice is soothing, and his lyrics is meaningful i guess, if you listen to his songs it's like he's talking to you directly rather than singing, of course he does sing eventually during the chorus, but that's one of the things that makes him great, the only other song that talks during the whole song is Good Charlotte with Take your Hands Off My Girl, yeah i remembered that song, it was long ago, that song is mainly speaking, the only part of the song singing it AAAAAAAAAAAAAA, yeah there's AAAAAAAAAAAA on the chorus...
Seriously though, it's like John Mayer is speaking to you in every song, of course it's about love, i wouldn't be surprised if he got every girl in the world linger in his music.. well im gonna try and listen to all of his album and his live version, it's gonna be great.
Ooh yeah, i found this new blog, it's called NicoleKiss, the author anyway, the blog is bout travelling, it's a really great blog, here's the site>>http://nicolekiss.blogspot.com
All i can say about him is that, he is great, his music is inspirational, his voice is soothing, and his lyrics is meaningful i guess, if you listen to his songs it's like he's talking to you directly rather than singing, of course he does sing eventually during the chorus, but that's one of the things that makes him great, the only other song that talks during the whole song is Good Charlotte with Take your Hands Off My Girl, yeah i remembered that song, it was long ago, that song is mainly speaking, the only part of the song singing it AAAAAAAAAAAAAA, yeah there's AAAAAAAAAAAA on the chorus...
Seriously though, it's like John Mayer is speaking to you in every song, of course it's about love, i wouldn't be surprised if he got every girl in the world linger in his music.. well im gonna try and listen to all of his album and his live version, it's gonna be great.
Ooh yeah, i found this new blog, it's called NicoleKiss, the author anyway, the blog is bout travelling, it's a really great blog, here's the site>>http://nicolekiss.blogspot.com
A-Muse-d
One of the greatest band in history has to be Muse, personally i think it's a great band, just listen to their song, lots of them are really awesome, here's why i think they are one of the greatest band in history, the frontman Matthew Bellamy is awesome cause he learned to play guitar since he's what 13? yeah just imagine, i mean he seriously have skills, he doesn't only know how to play guitar, he's also good at playing the piano, so he's a triple threat, he can sing, he can play piano and guitar.
Just listen to his plucking skills, like Invincible solo, Plug In Baby intro, and lots more. His bassist is also awesome, one of the greatest bassist i guess, just listen to Hysteria, that's seriously is a killer bass playing, and Starlight sounded okay, but mainly the song was awesome. Then there's the drummer, he's also awesome on occasional note, i can't really describe his drum playing, but they're equally awesome.
I knew this for a long time, but i just heard it yesterday, Muse song Exo-Politic sounds a lot like Audio Slave - like a stone, not all of it though,just the part "wait for you patiently" seriously it's similar, uncanny, anyway, they're both great, but i prefer Audioslave's cause it's simpler than Muse, and it's just serenading mostly, and Chris Cornell has an awesome voice.
Today i listened to one of John Mayer album, the first one to be exact, there's this song called My stupid mouth, a nice song, just the song that put's you in a happy mood, sure, he's written lots of great song, but this song is one of the greatest song he's ever written, like the chorus alot, mainly cause i heard it on Your Body Is A Wonderland acoustic version, he kinda puts My Stupid Mouth in the end of Your Body is a Wonderland.
Time Riders...
now im on page 100++, it's a nice book to read, not action though, still there's two part of the book, but i prefer the time riding part rather than the other part, so there's actually 5 people, there's Foster who is their leader, than there's Liam the second youngest, then there's Maddy the Oldest, then there's Sal the youngest, and last but not least there's Bob, im uncertain of what he is, but he has a mini computer stored in his brain. Im in the part where they're training, and it's not a pleasant reading, cause i just found out one of them is gonna die, Liam to be exact cause he's the one who's doing most of the time riding, he's gonna die cause time riding will get you older rapidly, this was when Foster told Maddy his real age, even though Foster is an Old guy, he's actually 27, so eventhough he saved them, Liam's still gonna die in 7 to 8 years, well that's what i got so far, gonna read some more...
With every day there's every night.
Just listen to his plucking skills, like Invincible solo, Plug In Baby intro, and lots more. His bassist is also awesome, one of the greatest bassist i guess, just listen to Hysteria, that's seriously is a killer bass playing, and Starlight sounded okay, but mainly the song was awesome. Then there's the drummer, he's also awesome on occasional note, i can't really describe his drum playing, but they're equally awesome.
I knew this for a long time, but i just heard it yesterday, Muse song Exo-Politic sounds a lot like Audio Slave - like a stone, not all of it though,just the part "wait for you patiently" seriously it's similar, uncanny, anyway, they're both great, but i prefer Audioslave's cause it's simpler than Muse, and it's just serenading mostly, and Chris Cornell has an awesome voice.
Today i listened to one of John Mayer album, the first one to be exact, there's this song called My stupid mouth, a nice song, just the song that put's you in a happy mood, sure, he's written lots of great song, but this song is one of the greatest song he's ever written, like the chorus alot, mainly cause i heard it on Your Body Is A Wonderland acoustic version, he kinda puts My Stupid Mouth in the end of Your Body is a Wonderland.
Time Riders...
now im on page 100++, it's a nice book to read, not action though, still there's two part of the book, but i prefer the time riding part rather than the other part, so there's actually 5 people, there's Foster who is their leader, than there's Liam the second youngest, then there's Maddy the Oldest, then there's Sal the youngest, and last but not least there's Bob, im uncertain of what he is, but he has a mini computer stored in his brain. Im in the part where they're training, and it's not a pleasant reading, cause i just found out one of them is gonna die, Liam to be exact cause he's the one who's doing most of the time riding, he's gonna die cause time riding will get you older rapidly, this was when Foster told Maddy his real age, even though Foster is an Old guy, he's actually 27, so eventhough he saved them, Liam's still gonna die in 7 to 8 years, well that's what i got so far, gonna read some more...
With every day there's every night.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Things Im Terrible At
So for the past two blogs, I’ve posted bout things that im good at and things that I’ve used to do, this time im gonna write things that im terrible it, maybe it sounds terrible, but it’s something, and maybe one day, im gonna turn it around and make it right.
First of all, im a person, as with everyone else, but i don’t have social skills, so far it has been hard to speak with someone random and finding friends, things might have been different if I have a brother or a sister, cause most of the time im alone at home, no one to talk to, no one to share my thoughts to, so everything for the past 18 years of my life, I have been keeping it to myself, not that I have a lot to tell to someone, but it might be better, or maybe Im the one who could help them…
So all my life all my friends come and go, for the past years none of my friends stick to me like glue, all of them fade away like the wave on the beach. Actually that’s a perfect metaphor to describe me and my friendship with most of my friends, they come and they go, then new friends go, but the tend to go someday, somehow.
So one of the terrible at is making friends, it’s not them that’s terrible, but it’s me, not saying that I always find terrible friends, but more that im a terrible friend to them, I used to have a best friend when I was at primary school, but it our friend ship broke when Britney Spears came along, might sound funny, but she the source of why we’re not friends anymore, it was the time of pop, so yeah, at that time I used to like S club 7, but not anymore, cause im old now, but once in a blue moon I listen to their song, just to remember how it used to be, so me and him used to like S club 7, that might be the reason why we became friends in the first place, then Britney Spears came along so he like Britney more than S club 7, so that kinda pissed me off.. then I let it go, end of friendship, nah that’s not how it went. I wish I knew though.
Then there’s Secondary school, I made a friend accidentally, sounds weird doesn’t it, but he actually became one of my good friend, who was always there and a really good person, this one didn’t involve any songs misunderstanding, we became friends when i intrude most of his conversation with his old classmate, who was my old school mate, but i only intrude to separate them, cause my old school mate wasn't very nice to me when i was at primary school, so i sort of tried to save him from getting bullied, P.s my old schoolmate left the school for some reason, he got bullied back, haha payback's a (blank), serve him right, just because he was a teacher son he could do anything, guess not when your mama wasn't in secondary school, okay might sound mean, but he was really mean not only to me, but the rest of the class, he was arrogant, rude, and proud.
So bout my friend, got lot's of memory when i was in school, one of them was when i was copying his math answer and we got caught, the both of us for doing homework class, i was lazy, but he didn't deserve what he got, his book got taken by the teacher, and it was all my fault cause i didn't do my homework at home, so there we were in front of the teacher, so the teacher ask us to apologize to her, so we did, he did it perfectly, but mine was rather weird i guess, the teacher say my apology didn't sound sincere, Wth is that suppose to mean??, the only reason it might not sound sincere is cause maybe i don't apologize much, not that im a bad person, but i rarely done anything bad to ask forgiveness for, so it was either that, or nothing at all, but hey i tried my best to apologize...
I'm not really a bad person, but sometime i could be annoying, sometime i can really pissed them off, it's not my intention, but i can't help it, it's a disease.. seriously, till now i still have a problem with my friends, but mostly cause they pissed me off, so i sort of got into a fight, but wasn't real i guess, since i didn't get punch, but i did get to see his face all red and full of hatred towards me, but there's lots of people fault here, there's three person involved here, so here's the scenario, my friend hide my food after i had drag my ass down to buy the food, and down again to wash my friggin plate cause there's usually no water, then i came back with my food gone, so i've searched for like 5 minute, so at last i've found it, so i hit my other friend, cause he didn't tell me where it was, i hit him three time, then i kinda push him a little bit more till he punched my face, so yeah all of us were wrong i guess, mostly me for hitting a friend, so that's what makes me a terrible friend, can't imagine if my friend was a girl, seriously don't wanna hurt her, then again i have none, so can't hurt a girl haha..
Other than being a terrible friend, im really terrible at public speaking, i'm really nervous cause i don't speak to alot of people, and my voice isn't loud cause i don't speak to alot of people, but here's what weirds me out, people who know me longer can hear exactly what im saying, people who knew me shorter kept pardoning me to repeat what i've said, my conclusion is, get to me know me a little longer and you might just get me. But in all seriousness, i can't do public speaking flawlessly, from most of my public speaking, all the lecturer's and the teacher had asked me to higher my voice, kinda wish there's a microphone that i could use... but i guess it's important, cause for future references, if i went to an interview, or giving a toast to one of my friends wedding..
Another thing im terrible at is speaking with women, i get nervous around them, but i can still speak, but slurly, even saying hi is a lil bit difficult for me, they say hi with a smile and i just wave and walk very quickly, yeah im shallow, there's one time when a girl talks to me, i just speak to her normally, but my hands and my legs were shaking strongly, seriously i need help!!!
For this week, i've listen to new songs and old songs, new songs would be The Afters, my first time heard of them, so far two songs from their EP sounds really good, called Light Up The Sky and Runaway, sounds really good, hope their song go out on radio. Other than that is Mike Posner with Cooler than me, the song sounds really cool, with the beat and the way he sings, seriously nice song. Old songs, kinda missed Vertical Horizon, one of them is Best i've ever had, i remember when i was a kid, my cousin would sing that song, so there's a bit of memory for that song for me, reminds me the time when i was with my cousin, when i was still with them, the time i wish i could go back...
Other old songs are Gin Blossom with Til i hear it from you, old song but seriously awesome song, my cousin introduce me to that song, and been loving it eversince, the guy however have a weird voice, you can easily mistaken him for a female, just like Justin Bieber, Wallflowers - One Headlight is nice too, though i had no memory of it, but still a nice song, ~Me and Cinderella, Put it all together~, yeah nice song...
Hope i'll make it church tomorrow
With every day, there's night, the day that brighten us, and night's that darken us, with sun that shines over us all, and night darkens us all, can't say moon, cause moon still have a light, just not as bright as the sun.
First of all, im a person, as with everyone else, but i don’t have social skills, so far it has been hard to speak with someone random and finding friends, things might have been different if I have a brother or a sister, cause most of the time im alone at home, no one to talk to, no one to share my thoughts to, so everything for the past 18 years of my life, I have been keeping it to myself, not that I have a lot to tell to someone, but it might be better, or maybe Im the one who could help them…
So all my life all my friends come and go, for the past years none of my friends stick to me like glue, all of them fade away like the wave on the beach. Actually that’s a perfect metaphor to describe me and my friendship with most of my friends, they come and they go, then new friends go, but the tend to go someday, somehow.
So one of the terrible at is making friends, it’s not them that’s terrible, but it’s me, not saying that I always find terrible friends, but more that im a terrible friend to them, I used to have a best friend when I was at primary school, but it our friend ship broke when Britney Spears came along, might sound funny, but she the source of why we’re not friends anymore, it was the time of pop, so yeah, at that time I used to like S club 7, but not anymore, cause im old now, but once in a blue moon I listen to their song, just to remember how it used to be, so me and him used to like S club 7, that might be the reason why we became friends in the first place, then Britney Spears came along so he like Britney more than S club 7, so that kinda pissed me off.. then I let it go, end of friendship, nah that’s not how it went. I wish I knew though.
Then there’s Secondary school, I made a friend accidentally, sounds weird doesn’t it, but he actually became one of my good friend, who was always there and a really good person, this one didn’t involve any songs misunderstanding, we became friends when i intrude most of his conversation with his old classmate, who was my old school mate, but i only intrude to separate them, cause my old school mate wasn't very nice to me when i was at primary school, so i sort of tried to save him from getting bullied, P.s my old schoolmate left the school for some reason, he got bullied back, haha payback's a (blank), serve him right, just because he was a teacher son he could do anything, guess not when your mama wasn't in secondary school, okay might sound mean, but he was really mean not only to me, but the rest of the class, he was arrogant, rude, and proud.
So bout my friend, got lot's of memory when i was in school, one of them was when i was copying his math answer and we got caught, the both of us for doing homework class, i was lazy, but he didn't deserve what he got, his book got taken by the teacher, and it was all my fault cause i didn't do my homework at home, so there we were in front of the teacher, so the teacher ask us to apologize to her, so we did, he did it perfectly, but mine was rather weird i guess, the teacher say my apology didn't sound sincere, Wth is that suppose to mean??, the only reason it might not sound sincere is cause maybe i don't apologize much, not that im a bad person, but i rarely done anything bad to ask forgiveness for, so it was either that, or nothing at all, but hey i tried my best to apologize...
I'm not really a bad person, but sometime i could be annoying, sometime i can really pissed them off, it's not my intention, but i can't help it, it's a disease.. seriously, till now i still have a problem with my friends, but mostly cause they pissed me off, so i sort of got into a fight, but wasn't real i guess, since i didn't get punch, but i did get to see his face all red and full of hatred towards me, but there's lots of people fault here, there's three person involved here, so here's the scenario, my friend hide my food after i had drag my ass down to buy the food, and down again to wash my friggin plate cause there's usually no water, then i came back with my food gone, so i've searched for like 5 minute, so at last i've found it, so i hit my other friend, cause he didn't tell me where it was, i hit him three time, then i kinda push him a little bit more till he punched my face, so yeah all of us were wrong i guess, mostly me for hitting a friend, so that's what makes me a terrible friend, can't imagine if my friend was a girl, seriously don't wanna hurt her, then again i have none, so can't hurt a girl haha..
Other than being a terrible friend, im really terrible at public speaking, i'm really nervous cause i don't speak to alot of people, and my voice isn't loud cause i don't speak to alot of people, but here's what weirds me out, people who know me longer can hear exactly what im saying, people who knew me shorter kept pardoning me to repeat what i've said, my conclusion is, get to me know me a little longer and you might just get me. But in all seriousness, i can't do public speaking flawlessly, from most of my public speaking, all the lecturer's and the teacher had asked me to higher my voice, kinda wish there's a microphone that i could use... but i guess it's important, cause for future references, if i went to an interview, or giving a toast to one of my friends wedding..
Another thing im terrible at is speaking with women, i get nervous around them, but i can still speak, but slurly, even saying hi is a lil bit difficult for me, they say hi with a smile and i just wave and walk very quickly, yeah im shallow, there's one time when a girl talks to me, i just speak to her normally, but my hands and my legs were shaking strongly, seriously i need help!!!
For this week, i've listen to new songs and old songs, new songs would be The Afters, my first time heard of them, so far two songs from their EP sounds really good, called Light Up The Sky and Runaway, sounds really good, hope their song go out on radio. Other than that is Mike Posner with Cooler than me, the song sounds really cool, with the beat and the way he sings, seriously nice song. Old songs, kinda missed Vertical Horizon, one of them is Best i've ever had, i remember when i was a kid, my cousin would sing that song, so there's a bit of memory for that song for me, reminds me the time when i was with my cousin, when i was still with them, the time i wish i could go back...
Other old songs are Gin Blossom with Til i hear it from you, old song but seriously awesome song, my cousin introduce me to that song, and been loving it eversince, the guy however have a weird voice, you can easily mistaken him for a female, just like Justin Bieber, Wallflowers - One Headlight is nice too, though i had no memory of it, but still a nice song, ~Me and Cinderella, Put it all together~, yeah nice song...
Hope i'll make it church tomorrow
With every day, there's night, the day that brighten us, and night's that darken us, with sun that shines over us all, and night darkens us all, can't say moon, cause moon still have a light, just not as bright as the sun.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Things Im Good At
So there's not a lot of things im good at, but i would just wanna get it out, well these are the things that im a little proud of, come on, these are the little things that actually make my life seem better, most of the time it's just dull, what if my life would have been a super star, with all the partying, the fame, the womens, okay that's too much of a dream, i'll end up in jail anyway from all the news i got from the internet... okay let's start with, typing, im not generally a really fast typer, but i type faster than most of the people i know, the only person who can beat me is one of my classmate and the girl from my old school, she can really type fast, like the line just disappear in mere seconds, that's really fast, im not braggin bout my typing skills or anything, but i did won the first semester of fast finger competition on my department in my college, that's like the greatest accomplishment i ever got so far, i did mention that i wasn't a bright kid in school so when lots of the student in my old school gets medal for their incredible result, it did made me envy them a little bit, asking myself why couldn't be me? WHY? yeah but the past is the past, but i lose at the second semester, the classmate i was talking about beat me, well he was faster than me from the start, i didn't even know how i beat him in the first place, it was sort of a surprise...
That's actually the only thing im proud of that actually got me a certificate, well other than typing fast, im really good at noticing things, not finding stuff in a picture, or crossword puzzle.. but mostly in the entertainment world, like i could recognize a person voice who sounds familiar to me, so i would google the person song and i would get right about 90% of the time, i mean that's a great accomplishment personally, it's not gonna great me a certificate but, that's a great personal accomplishment, another thing im good at recognizing is actor and actress face, yeah im great on things that most people aren't, mostly unimportant things, let's say im watching a movie, not all actors and actress look exactly the same way in each movie, rarely ever does, unless they playing the same role i guess, but seriously i can recognize most actors and actress while im watching a movie without watching the credits first, i do watch the credits in the end to make sure im right, and lots of time i am right, might sound like im braggin, but i think it's a gift.
Other than those sort of things, i can learn things especially music without teacher, here's what weirds me out, im actually good at playing instrument than at studying, i realize this when i was in form 5, i was taking my SPM at that time, i have lots of studying to do, i learned from school, then i continued in the evening, cause of my not-a-bright kid problem, seriously not being smart in school is such a problem back in my days, i remembered looking at the class statistic, and found out that i was always at the bottom, a lot of people would be depressed for knowing that, but i just look on the brighter side of life, music, helps me a lot when i was in school.
Another weird part of me is that i know stuff, like know-know stuff, but what's weird is that i know stuff based on technology and media life, cause i read a lot apparently, but mostly magazine, but i have like this superbrain which can remembers lots of information for a short period of time, okay maybe longer than usual, i don't know why im good at it, i didn't asked for it, but what bumps me out is that i suck at school, why can't i transfer that skill in school stuff, it's the exactly same stuff, it's words, maybe not exactly, the differences is school is boring and tech and media is fun and interesting, i don't know bout these skills of mine but i hope i can make money out out of it.
I just sign up for twitter, and i have no friggin idea what it's for, i just searched for stuff and i got these tweets, and i don't know what to do with them, seriously it's confusing, i've read somewhere that it's like a blog only shorter, maybe i need a guideline or something..
*For the rest of the days, the sky will eventually turn dark, but after that, the sun shine and colours the world...
That's actually the only thing im proud of that actually got me a certificate, well other than typing fast, im really good at noticing things, not finding stuff in a picture, or crossword puzzle.. but mostly in the entertainment world, like i could recognize a person voice who sounds familiar to me, so i would google the person song and i would get right about 90% of the time, i mean that's a great accomplishment personally, it's not gonna great me a certificate but, that's a great personal accomplishment, another thing im good at recognizing is actor and actress face, yeah im great on things that most people aren't, mostly unimportant things, let's say im watching a movie, not all actors and actress look exactly the same way in each movie, rarely ever does, unless they playing the same role i guess, but seriously i can recognize most actors and actress while im watching a movie without watching the credits first, i do watch the credits in the end to make sure im right, and lots of time i am right, might sound like im braggin, but i think it's a gift.
Other than those sort of things, i can learn things especially music without teacher, here's what weirds me out, im actually good at playing instrument than at studying, i realize this when i was in form 5, i was taking my SPM at that time, i have lots of studying to do, i learned from school, then i continued in the evening, cause of my not-a-bright kid problem, seriously not being smart in school is such a problem back in my days, i remembered looking at the class statistic, and found out that i was always at the bottom, a lot of people would be depressed for knowing that, but i just look on the brighter side of life, music, helps me a lot when i was in school.
Another weird part of me is that i know stuff, like know-know stuff, but what's weird is that i know stuff based on technology and media life, cause i read a lot apparently, but mostly magazine, but i have like this superbrain which can remembers lots of information for a short period of time, okay maybe longer than usual, i don't know why im good at it, i didn't asked for it, but what bumps me out is that i suck at school, why can't i transfer that skill in school stuff, it's the exactly same stuff, it's words, maybe not exactly, the differences is school is boring and tech and media is fun and interesting, i don't know bout these skills of mine but i hope i can make money out out of it.
I just sign up for twitter, and i have no friggin idea what it's for, i just searched for stuff and i got these tweets, and i don't know what to do with them, seriously it's confusing, i've read somewhere that it's like a blog only shorter, maybe i need a guideline or something..
*For the rest of the days, the sky will eventually turn dark, but after that, the sun shine and colours the world...
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Things I Used To Do
Over the years, i've done lot's of things, those things aren't big anyway, just little things that makes life a little better like listen to music, spending time with my family, going on vacation, and lots of other stuff.
Not a lot of things to be proud of, mostly just normal things, never done anything that would make my parents proud too, in school, i wasn't a bright student, always fail, rarely even hold a book to study, most of the time i just watch television, then it got cut off which led me to the world of internet which is pretty awesome, here's what i've learned from the internet, okay there's a lot of things i learned, most notable is i teach myself to play guitar, which is seriously hard at first, when you don't know what chords are and how to play a chord, then day by day i get better, the first song i've played on guitar would be Blind by Lifehouse which is my favorite song at that time, then i got into Jack Johnson which is an acoustic guitar player, his songs are pretty awesome, i used to play his song with my cousins when i was younger, hanging at his house playing Upside Down by Jack Johnson.
I've learned alot from my cousins, one of them taught me how to play bass which is pretty awesome, i used to play the bass on one of The Strokes song called Reptilia, and my cousin would play the guitar, well he's awesome cause he can seriously play like the guitarist, My cousin is a really great guitarist honestly, and he didn't even learned fully, he did learned Classical guitar with a tutor, but that was like 2 months, i don't think that's a lot of time to learned something as hard as a guitar but he made it.
My other cousin taught me how to play the piano, but not wholly, she only teach me how to press the key to play a song, i've remember playing Joy to the world on the piano when i was little, but i didn't take piano seriously at that time, just play for fun, but after couple of years, my dad went for a heart surgery, and i was alone at the house, my mom was working so i had nothing to do, then somehow i picked up my old keyboard, it was a Casio, i remembered it was green, it only has like 20 keys or more, from there i take piano a little bit more seriously, after my parent knew that i can play a piano, they actually bought me a keyboard on my birthday, it kinda surprise me cause i wasn't expecting a keyboard but it was awesome, i've learned piano some more, but mostly through song, the keyboard was a Yamaha obviously, there were a lot of songs that i've played on the piano like Look what you've done by Jet, I don't love you by MCR, Love Song by Sara Bareilles and lots more.
Then after a year or so my parents sold the keyboard which was a great loss, cause it was a great
keyboard, but it was a child piano, but i kinda like it cause it has these lights which lights up when you press a key, but most of all it was a birthday gift, so yeah, but they did bought me a new keyboard which is bigger and better, kinda miss playing the keyboard now, lots of songs that i didn't get to play on the piano, bout a year ago, i actually went to learned piano which my parents try to make me go since they bought me a keyboard, but i've never till last year, bought it was a short time to learned the piano, even though i knew a little bit on how to play, but learning the actually thing was harder, mostly on timing, the hardest friggin thing to do, but it was a great experience, but too bad it was short, i can't pursue it anyway cause i got into college which is really far away, and there's no piano teacher here!
All i can think right now is how great it was, and how it used to be, i had a pretty great life but i didn't appreciate it as much as i should, but im doing something better now, i would miss doing those things, but they're not gonna run away, even if i can't play piano professionally, i still can play better than most people i know, and who knows, maybe after college i can go back and learned piano.
Not a lot of things to be proud of, mostly just normal things, never done anything that would make my parents proud too, in school, i wasn't a bright student, always fail, rarely even hold a book to study, most of the time i just watch television, then it got cut off which led me to the world of internet which is pretty awesome, here's what i've learned from the internet, okay there's a lot of things i learned, most notable is i teach myself to play guitar, which is seriously hard at first, when you don't know what chords are and how to play a chord, then day by day i get better, the first song i've played on guitar would be Blind by Lifehouse which is my favorite song at that time, then i got into Jack Johnson which is an acoustic guitar player, his songs are pretty awesome, i used to play his song with my cousins when i was younger, hanging at his house playing Upside Down by Jack Johnson.
I've learned alot from my cousins, one of them taught me how to play bass which is pretty awesome, i used to play the bass on one of The Strokes song called Reptilia, and my cousin would play the guitar, well he's awesome cause he can seriously play like the guitarist, My cousin is a really great guitarist honestly, and he didn't even learned fully, he did learned Classical guitar with a tutor, but that was like 2 months, i don't think that's a lot of time to learned something as hard as a guitar but he made it.
My other cousin taught me how to play the piano, but not wholly, she only teach me how to press the key to play a song, i've remember playing Joy to the world on the piano when i was little, but i didn't take piano seriously at that time, just play for fun, but after couple of years, my dad went for a heart surgery, and i was alone at the house, my mom was working so i had nothing to do, then somehow i picked up my old keyboard, it was a Casio, i remembered it was green, it only has like 20 keys or more, from there i take piano a little bit more seriously, after my parent knew that i can play a piano, they actually bought me a keyboard on my birthday, it kinda surprise me cause i wasn't expecting a keyboard but it was awesome, i've learned piano some more, but mostly through song, the keyboard was a Yamaha obviously, there were a lot of songs that i've played on the piano like Look what you've done by Jet, I don't love you by MCR, Love Song by Sara Bareilles and lots more.
Then after a year or so my parents sold the keyboard which was a great loss, cause it was a great
keyboard, but it was a child piano, but i kinda like it cause it has these lights which lights up when you press a key, but most of all it was a birthday gift, so yeah, but they did bought me a new keyboard which is bigger and better, kinda miss playing the keyboard now, lots of songs that i didn't get to play on the piano, bout a year ago, i actually went to learned piano which my parents try to make me go since they bought me a keyboard, but i've never till last year, bought it was a short time to learned the piano, even though i knew a little bit on how to play, but learning the actually thing was harder, mostly on timing, the hardest friggin thing to do, but it was a great experience, but too bad it was short, i can't pursue it anyway cause i got into college which is really far away, and there's no piano teacher here!
All i can think right now is how great it was, and how it used to be, i had a pretty great life but i didn't appreciate it as much as i should, but im doing something better now, i would miss doing those things, but they're not gonna run away, even if i can't play piano professionally, i still can play better than most people i know, and who knows, maybe after college i can go back and learned piano.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Current Condition
Well currently im not feeling too well, i sort of have a sore throat, seriously it's killing me, i can't bare the pain, i'm just scared that it might lead to asthma or something, that's how it usually begin, first the strange taste in your mouth, then couple of cough, then the sore throat begins, if it doesn't get better in a couple of days, it's getting worse, seriously, i can feel the sore going down through my throat through the days, i haven't take any medicine or see a doctor, just gonna wait till it fades out, think it might have to do something with my tap water drinking, see couple of weeks ago, my friend wanted me to pay for a heater, well i didn't cause i don't use it, first of all, we had an agreement that we would buy a thermos cause it's more convenient but more expensive and bigger, seriously the best friggin thing is that the water is cooked all the time, so you don't have to reheat it every single time you wanna eat or have a drink, and the best part is you don't have to lift a finger to pour down hot water, just push the button, but it didn't go as planned, they buy a normal heater without consulting me and they asked me to pay for my half, well i did used it for 2 or 3 days, then he kept asking so i went for tap water, seriously i don't see the difference, even if you heat the water it's still tap water, but the bacteria does get killed off, might be a problem to my sore throat, we'll see in a couple of days, if it gets better, then i can continue drinking tap water, if it doesn't im gonna pay RM 15....
Well, i haven't figured out what to do with my life yet, im currently happy with the way i am right now, studying, heading on the right direction, so what do i do on my free time, seriously just play games and watch movies, i hardly listen to music anymore, i still listen to some of it, but not like i used to, it was like every night i put on my earphone and feel every song there is to hear, yeah that's just crap talking, but i do have some writing done, mostly emo crap, bout how can't live with your significant other, can't breathe when they're not with you, yeah those emo crap, still haven't start writing my story yet, seriously i don't know how to start but i have these really great idea, just don't have anyone to do it with, i don't think i can do it alone, cause im not experience, so i need at least one person to help me with it, to see how they would react to the story, mostly just help me start the damn thing, seriously i want to start it, personally i think it would be a great story.. if it ever gets done.
Note. This was suppose to be posted yesterday, doesn't make any difference does it?
Well, i haven't figured out what to do with my life yet, im currently happy with the way i am right now, studying, heading on the right direction, so what do i do on my free time, seriously just play games and watch movies, i hardly listen to music anymore, i still listen to some of it, but not like i used to, it was like every night i put on my earphone and feel every song there is to hear, yeah that's just crap talking, but i do have some writing done, mostly emo crap, bout how can't live with your significant other, can't breathe when they're not with you, yeah those emo crap, still haven't start writing my story yet, seriously i don't know how to start but i have these really great idea, just don't have anyone to do it with, i don't think i can do it alone, cause im not experience, so i need at least one person to help me with it, to see how they would react to the story, mostly just help me start the damn thing, seriously i want to start it, personally i think it would be a great story.. if it ever gets done.
Note. This was suppose to be posted yesterday, doesn't make any difference does it?
Monday, July 12, 2010
As Vicious As She IS
Hmm, not a lot of topics on girl, but i do have a lot based on laptops, lets begin, worse laptop ever used would be Compaq, this doesn't just goes to me, im pretty sure a lot of people have this problem, seriously Compaq laptop heat more faster than most laptop on the left side of the palm rester, it's really hot, even when you've just turned it on for couple of minutes, there other problems i've heard from my lecturer's that said the screen broke, im not sure about that, but my cousin did have that problem with the screen only that her laptop was a HP, but in a way Compaq is a under HP, so it's connected, currently im using an Acer Ferrari One, probably the oddest Netbook, it's consider a netbook cause of the DVD-Drive, it doesn't have any, but the specs is just as good as a laptop, it's odd cause it uses an AMD processor instead of Intel Atom, it also has a 4GB of RAM, usually netbook only have a gigabyte, More Weirder, The screen is 11.6", Most Netbook are just 10.1 inch, but here's where it loses, the price cost twice of a regular netbook, but i think it's worth the price with the specs, but with that money you could buy much better laptop, but if you're looking for a portabality, it's a winner.
But the sucky part is the sound is crappy, okay it's not crappy, but it isn't loud which makes it crappy, okay that's pretty much it's other than it's a really great netbook.
I'm really curious how would it feel to use an Apple Macbook, it's really intriguing cause lot's of people use it these day, kinda like a trend, Im a window and you're a Mac, yeah there's a label issue there, and today we learn about Open Source how it all began, Mostly bout Linux OS, Linux OS seriously has a lot of variety like Ubuntu, Mint, Fedora, Knoppix. Etc....
But i've tried Ubuntu and Mint, Mint was more awesome, Ubuntu is just regular, but it isn't suitable for everyday use, cause it doesn't support lots of software like Windows which is a really big issue, so before there was Linux, there was UNIX, and before UNIX there is MINIX, that's the short history you have to know, not as interesting as it sounds, but knowing the little things pays off big time, like theres a Linux user who accidentally made an error on his computer, and not a lot of people use it, so he have to find specific person to help him with the problem, that guy gets paid by the hour just by changing a line of script, more ridiculous would be when a guy got paid just to change a letter.. for what it's worth, they're getting paid for something a lot of people don't know, so what we're doing here is experiencing..
Okay that was a boring topic, so what else is there??
not a lot so that's it i guess.
But the sucky part is the sound is crappy, okay it's not crappy, but it isn't loud which makes it crappy, okay that's pretty much it's other than it's a really great netbook.
I'm really curious how would it feel to use an Apple Macbook, it's really intriguing cause lot's of people use it these day, kinda like a trend, Im a window and you're a Mac, yeah there's a label issue there, and today we learn about Open Source how it all began, Mostly bout Linux OS, Linux OS seriously has a lot of variety like Ubuntu, Mint, Fedora, Knoppix. Etc....
But i've tried Ubuntu and Mint, Mint was more awesome, Ubuntu is just regular, but it isn't suitable for everyday use, cause it doesn't support lots of software like Windows which is a really big issue, so before there was Linux, there was UNIX, and before UNIX there is MINIX, that's the short history you have to know, not as interesting as it sounds, but knowing the little things pays off big time, like theres a Linux user who accidentally made an error on his computer, and not a lot of people use it, so he have to find specific person to help him with the problem, that guy gets paid by the hour just by changing a line of script, more ridiculous would be when a guy got paid just to change a letter.. for what it's worth, they're getting paid for something a lot of people don't know, so what we're doing here is experiencing..
Okay that was a boring topic, so what else is there??
not a lot so that's it i guess.
Sunday, July 11, 2010
We Want Water!!
Over the few days water has been really hard to get, i even went around all the blocks on my campus just to find water to take a bath, and found nothing, not even a drop of water, the only water i get is the sweat i got from going all over the block to find friggin water, if only it wasn't raining that day i wouldn't mind so much, actually i kinda like rain cause it's cold, but not in this topic, the night of not water was really depressing, first of all the night started when we all have to go to the hall to meet the new Director of the college, well a lot of people agreed he was awesome cause he made a lot of compromising around the school, like giving television and astro for the World Cup Fever, and letting the bus in the campus, well lots of this and that, but the water problem was so chronic, even he can't solve it, seriously these 2 things i can't live without, electric and water, electric for obvious reason, my laptop be turn on without electric unless i used battery, and fan, i could die from heat stroke, it's friggin hot in the afternoon, in the night i don't mind so much cause it's actually cold, even more if it's the rainy season, kinda feel like a natural air conditioner, even i freeze..
Anyway after meeting the director, it's started to rain... heavily, and thought of taking a bath as soon as i came back but, there was none, the only reason that i wanted to take a bath is cause i got into the rain and i was feeling dizzy from the rain, i couldn't even wash my hair, so there i was dizzy, feeling like throwing up all the time, then i tried to find water, from all over the block, couldn't even find a single drop, i know i said i didn't mind going down that far but that is if there's actually water to be used, then after 3 am there's water, YAY, finally i took a bath and went to sleep..
Now that i got a liitle free time, yeah didn't used it much for studying, but i did read novel though, im starting to read this novel i bought in KK called Time Rider, im not really fast reader, although im not a thorough reader, so most of the time when im reading, im just reading, can't understand some of it, but it's fine, the point is try to enjoy the book, seriously the most friggin hardest thing to do, i wish novels are like kids book with the big letters and the simple sentence, but they don't really make sense unless you don't know how to read, any where the book was not too great, not too boring, it's not great cause i haven't finished it yet, who knows maybe it is a great book, it's not boring cause the title sounds awesome Time Rider, how can it get more awesome than that.
Anyway, here is what i got, there's three person, named Liam, Maddy and Sal, well these three person are actually been saved by a guy name foster i can't really imagine what he's like, but he's the leader, and with the three person, they are called the time rider, Liam was actually saved in a ship, the titanic, so he was suppose to die in water, but he was saved, and Maddy was suppose to die in an Airplane, so that was air, and Sal, they didn't really told how she would die, but the back of the book said she's suppose to die in a fire, so im sensing that there's related to these three element which is water, fire and air. Im not really that far ahead, im only at the part which they will be taught how to be a time rider, the story was pretty interesting actually, in the book, the first time machine was built in 2050 if im not mistaken, and the concept was built in 2015, but there was actually lots of people related in building the time machine, first there was the physicist who proved that time travel is actually possible, then there's the guy who actually build the time machine, the guy who build it had a reason, well it's a sad reason, his wife and son died, so he build it just to say he loved them so much, even when he can travel trough time, he can't save them for his selfish reason, but he came back a changed man, and said that time travel is dangerous, so he destroyed it, for 15 years of hard work he destroy all of it, even a little change is made during time travel, a lot will be changed in the future, so that what i got for now, gonna keep reading it.
Anyway after meeting the director, it's started to rain... heavily, and thought of taking a bath as soon as i came back but, there was none, the only reason that i wanted to take a bath is cause i got into the rain and i was feeling dizzy from the rain, i couldn't even wash my hair, so there i was dizzy, feeling like throwing up all the time, then i tried to find water, from all over the block, couldn't even find a single drop, i know i said i didn't mind going down that far but that is if there's actually water to be used, then after 3 am there's water, YAY, finally i took a bath and went to sleep..
Now that i got a liitle free time, yeah didn't used it much for studying, but i did read novel though, im starting to read this novel i bought in KK called Time Rider, im not really fast reader, although im not a thorough reader, so most of the time when im reading, im just reading, can't understand some of it, but it's fine, the point is try to enjoy the book, seriously the most friggin hardest thing to do, i wish novels are like kids book with the big letters and the simple sentence, but they don't really make sense unless you don't know how to read, any where the book was not too great, not too boring, it's not great cause i haven't finished it yet, who knows maybe it is a great book, it's not boring cause the title sounds awesome Time Rider, how can it get more awesome than that.
Anyway, here is what i got, there's three person, named Liam, Maddy and Sal, well these three person are actually been saved by a guy name foster i can't really imagine what he's like, but he's the leader, and with the three person, they are called the time rider, Liam was actually saved in a ship, the titanic, so he was suppose to die in water, but he was saved, and Maddy was suppose to die in an Airplane, so that was air, and Sal, they didn't really told how she would die, but the back of the book said she's suppose to die in a fire, so im sensing that there's related to these three element which is water, fire and air. Im not really that far ahead, im only at the part which they will be taught how to be a time rider, the story was pretty interesting actually, in the book, the first time machine was built in 2050 if im not mistaken, and the concept was built in 2015, but there was actually lots of people related in building the time machine, first there was the physicist who proved that time travel is actually possible, then there's the guy who actually build the time machine, the guy who build it had a reason, well it's a sad reason, his wife and son died, so he build it just to say he loved them so much, even when he can travel trough time, he can't save them for his selfish reason, but he came back a changed man, and said that time travel is dangerous, so he destroyed it, for 15 years of hard work he destroy all of it, even a little change is made during time travel, a lot will be changed in the future, so that what i got for now, gonna keep reading it.
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