Goodbye - My Last Post

This is probably gonna be my last post here on blogspot, it's not that i'm stopping blogging, just that i'm moving, if you still don't know my new blog site, it's http://august6th.defloix.com/, it's only been a few days since i've started writing on my new blog, so far i feel okay, just that i have problem with the customization of the wordpress, i guess i need some time to learn, so this is gonna be my last post in blog spot, and i just wanna talk i guess, talk about the years i've spent writing on this blog, this blog is where i go to share my sorrow, joy, pain, happiness, almost everything i guess, it's where i go when i'm bored, it's where i go when i wanted to put my feelings into words, i guess i pretty much do everything in my blog.

I'm trying to gather my feelings here, but it's kinda hard, cause there's actually people in my room, so, i can't really do my best here.

Anyway, let's start, actually my blog will be 2 years old this september on the 28th, but i guess i'll never do the anniversary blog, it's a little bit sad i guess, but i'm turning a new leaf, so i guess it's a good thing, i've written roughly about 400 post in this blog, but i don't know if it's all posted or just drafts, okay, i've counted, it's about 370 post, that's plenty i guess for 2 years, and i managed to get a page rank, it's not much, but it's a start, i didn't even know about page rank, i mean i just blog because, i guess i love to write i guess, i mean i kinda wish i'm one of those people who write stories, but i'm writing blog, writing stories are much more interesting i guess, but i don't have that much experience and i don't have much interesting stories to write, but i guess it's another plan for another time.

I feel like writing a long post, but to be honest, i don't really have the energy, my eyes are blurry, i'm losing focus with people talking, but i'm gonna hold on, so i'm gonna stick for a little longer.

I guess i just wanna thank blogspot for giving me this opportunity to write and let me explore my writing skills, of course it isn't much, but it's taking me somewhere, and i'm really thankful for that, i'm thankful that what i feel like i'm doing the least is actually what i could do the most, but it's time i guess.

I know this isn't much of a goodbye post, but words can't describe the sadness that i'm feeling as i'm leaving this blog behind, but for another future in my other blog, i guess all i wanna do right know is thank you all for giving me the support for these years, thank you for reading my blog, it really mean so much knowing that other people out there are actually reading what i've write, but i know i'm not at my top right now, so i'm just gonna continue writing to get to that place, and hopefully being a quality writer one day, and last of all, i wanna thank my friend tim for helping me out, thank my cousin, my friends, and my parents, actually i don't know if they actually know about this blog, i really doubt that they know my blog.

Haha, yeah, great times, so i'll end this post with a poem. i'll try to write it.

For two years you've been there,

letting me write everywhere,

a spot where i write about what i care,

and now it's ending, i know it isn't fair.

Okay, thanks y'all. It has been a pleasure writing for you.

Having Two Blogs

Actually i have more, but i'm just gonna focus on these two right here, or am i?

See, it's a little bit confusing because sometimes, i don't know where am i gonna blog, is it here, or the other one, cause if i don't update regularly here, my page rank might be gone, but on the other hand, if i don't update on my new blog, it would be a total waste, and getting that page rank might not be possible.

So yeah, i think i'm gonna just, yeah my head's spinning right now, i just think this would be appropriate for a personal blog, and the other one is more like public, i guess i could do that, i just don't know how to split my thoughts into thinking which goes where, and also, i'm not that type of person who can think instantly of what to blog about, though i may have over 300 blog post, i don't know because in my dashboard it say 430, but i know a lot of them are draft, that i haven't actually finished, kinda like my unfinished story..

Anyway, gimme some time to figure it out, in the mean time, keep a look out i guess, i don't know, it's just too overwhelming, should i keep a regular post on my old blog, or should i just focus on my new blog, or should i just do both? i don't know, okay this might be a first, and i don't know if i could actually get a response or not, but i'm gonna try it, leave a comment on the comment section and let me know if i should:

a)Keep writing on my old blog

b)Keep writing on my new blog

c)Keep Writing on both of my blog

Okay thanks.

A New Blog

Just stopping by to say that i have a new blog, but this time i'm using my own domain so the site is a little strange, so if you're free and feel like stopping by, go ahead to http://august6th.defloix.com/, nothing has changed, just the defloix.com i guess, instead of blogspot.com

This is actually an idea from my friend, he convinced me to buy my own domain so that i could actually make some money off my blog, he says i'm good at writing, but i don't know how much of that is true, cause i don't even believe in myself that much.

Well, i would never imagine that i would actually have my own domain, i look through everyone blog and it's kinda cool seeing that they have their own domain rather than having a blogspot as their blogging spot, having your own domain is kinda like having more freedom towards how you want to shape your website, but blogspot is kinda like a beginner like me i guess, it's really good if you wanna start out on blogging, but if you're getting serious on blogging or actually kinda good at it, i guess you could get your own domain cause it could actually benefit you in the future.

I was kinda fussy for getting my own domain, cause first, i'm kinda cheap, getting your own domain is not cheap, so i'm kinda skeptical deciding to buy or not, but i still owe my friend for helping me out haha, second of all, i don't really know how the process works, so i'm really grateful to have a friend to guide me.

And now, i'm kinda torn, should i just blog on the new blog or write on both these blog, the other one is actually helping me in the future, on the other hand, this is sort of the foundation of my blogging days, this is where it all started, i'm getting all nostalgic for no reason, i guess it's a good thing to get your own domain, showing how serious you are about it, not that i'm a serious blogger, but i see it as pushing me to my limit, this is my safe spot, and that's my danger zone, yeah i feel awkward writing at that blog, cause the interface is different, but over time, i guess it will be okay, i still feel comfortable writing over here, why wouldn't you? you've been writing here for almost 2 years, and now, it's like you're saying goodbye to it, well, i'm not sure how much is true, but i kinda have to focus on that blog so that i could get a page rank.

So yeah, just wanna drop by and tell about the new domain, though it's not quite ready yet, it's still in the process, till then.

16th Of September P/S

I just found that on this very day is actually the anniversary of my parents wedding day, so i'm writing this on my blog in honor of their wedding and also to remind me that today is the day my parents got married, cause i forgot to wish them that, i know it's pathetic, but hey, at least i'm trying now.

Also i might be getting my own domain today, *Fingers Crossed.

Today is a bit crazy, i'm going crazy on lelong, it's like i wanna buy everything i saw, but the problem is i don't have money, actually i do have money, just that i can't really use it for my aim on having 100k by the time my age is 25, i mean seriously, i can't stop wanting things, i wish i can kill this desire to always want to have things everytime i saw one.

Yeah things got a little crazy, anyway, just want to remind me of that next year, to wish my parents happy anniversary.

16th Of September

So if you're a borneon who lives in Sabah and Sarawak, you would know today is in fact Malaysia Day, actually i think they kinda changed it, cause i used to remember it being, actually i don't know, but for Sabahan it's a little bit special, cause it's also the birthday of the T.Y.T which stands for Tuan Yang Terutama which means, the first master? actually that's the direct translation, but i don't know if it's still him who is still T.Y.T, actually i don't know who's the Sabah T.Y.T to be honest, i just know it's his birthday, or the current Sabahan T.Y.T, i have no clue.

Okay, so today, actually i thought that they were gonna have a spot check for the whole building, cause my friend warn me yesterday, so i kinda hide my stuff, but there wasn't actually any spot check and here's how the story goes.

So it was morning, i slept early last night, about 11PM, guess i was tired, so there was a person announcing on the megaphone, which is really irritating sometimes, but today he announce that we would have a Gotong-Royong, which means like cleaning or something, but it was actually just tidying up our own room, so there was a lecturer notifying us all that we have to clean up our room, but he was sporting, lots of people say he is, so i'm just following, so he says after you clean up your room, and checked that it's all clean, he'll give us a free coupon for a meal.

So we did, clean up the room, rearrange the table position, actually not much was done, i can't sweep the floor cause i have an allergic reaction, so i left that to my room mate, and after few minutes, it was done, and we did a little bit surfing, and i played the 5 Gum Mystery Hunt on facebook, and i got number 18 on the 7th checkpoint, yeah, i wasn't really hoping to get number one, but i would be really greatful cause the prize was an iPod Nano, but i had a little tough time finding the clue cause before this my friend kinda tell me where the checkpoint is, but this time, i was on my own, it was a little hard, but i succeed in the end, thank to google map, although i think everyone is kinda using google map.

After all is done, the lecturer finally came and glance around and gave us our free coupon, wee free meal, after few hours, me and my room mate finally went to the kafe to get our free meal, but it was raining, so i borrowed my friend umbrella, it was kinda awkward when 2 people are sharing one umbrella, and i got wet even though there's an umbrella, so arrived at the kafe, it's not actually that far, but it was raining so it's a little bit hard to reach there, so we got the coupon for a free meal at the cost of 3 bucks, that's pretty generous, and i don't eat that much, but today i kinda have to, usually i would eat a buck fifty to 2, but today, i kinda have to choose more food to get an even 3 bucks, so i had rice, cabbage and a chicken, usually it would be just rice and cabbage, but it's paid for anyway, so i figure why not.

So, last week i bough a watch from lelong, it's actually a replica of Adidas Nyc, but in Lelong it says Macys, but it's similar, actually, i'm kinda interested at first when i saw the watch in Miri, but i didn't actually know the name of the watch, so i did a little surfing, at first i though it was the Adidas Seoul, cause it's a little similar, but the Seoul is plain, the NYC actually have pattern which is kinda amazing, so after few days, i finally know the name of the watch and decided to look for it on Lelong, and i found it, may not be the real stuff, but i might actually buy the real stuff at the end of the year if i complete my bet with myself, but for the time being, this will have to do, so the watch actually arrived yesterday but i didn't know that, so i tried to took it today, but with no such luck, at first the office was open but i didn't wear a collar shirt and bought my matrix card, i didn't know that i have to, cause usually i would just search for my stuff and sign, today was different, and i went 2 more times, but it was closed, i guess i have to take it on monday, my watch is broken, not really, just that it resets by itself, which is kinda annoying, i bet it's resetting right now as we speak, hold on lemme check, fortunately it didn't, oh well, i'm gonna have a new watch on monday anyway, but that's it, i'm not buying anymore stuff, i'm done with buying stuff, i end up spending even though i didn't want to at the first place, but it was a pleasant experience to buy stuff online, i mean with all the worries people been giving you such as losing stuff, getting scammed by the seller, well i was fortunate enough to not go through that, all my stuff arrived safe and functional, so, it may not be the best i've ever bought, but it's okay, cause most of them are cheap anyway, i can't really expect much from them, actually what i really wanna do is do a review, i bet that would make me work more on blogging, i mean i have so much new stuff, but i still haven't blog yet, i need sometimes, maybe after i take my watch i'll do a post.

Till then.

Random Update 15/9/2011

Yeah, it's been kinda long since i've done any post, to be honest, i kinda feel like i don't know what i'm doing right now, but i won't let that bother me, i'm just gonna continue writing, i'm not gonna write about specific stuff, in fact, i'm probably gonna toss what comes across my mind at any time.

So, it's been a week since i'm back, now i'm in Mukah, the holiday is over, it's kinda dreadful, but at least i get to attend my niece 1st birthday, it's kinda weird calling her my niece, cause she's actually my cousin daughter, i mean i wouldn't have any problem if she's actually my sister daughter, but the thing is, i'm an only child, so the chances of me becoming an uncle is pretty slim, i don't even know why i wanna become an uncle, i guess it's kinda cool to be an uncle, cause my uncle show me that, i guess i just wanna return the favor, but doesn't seem like i could do that.

Okay, enough about not being able to be an uncle, at least i still have a chance on becoming a father right?

So, back, yeah, really excited, cause i'm really looking forward in losing more weight, hopefully i succeed, maybe even more successfully than the last time, so the last time i was here, i lost 10kg, from 140kg to 130kg (yeah i know i'm heavy), and my goal is to lose 25-30kg by the end of the semester, so that makes me almost or an even 100kg, and if i succeed, i will continue next year on pursuing my ideal weight, which is 80kg, so that's about 20kg i have to lose if i succeed in losing 25-30kg by the end of the semester, and if i do succeed in losing those weight, i plan to lose 10 more kilograms just for fun, so that makes me 70kg, actually not just for fun, i'm just scared that if i do succeed in losing half my weight, that it would easily gain back, so if i can get 70kg, i can be more cautious.

Okay, enough about my weight, actually i'm planning to do daily basis weight lost, but i figure it's best for the first week to be a week first, cause i'm not on track right now.

Back, not really much has change, i'm still not eating at night, but it's really hard not to eat at all, but i did succeed in 2 days, although not in a row.

Yeah, i'm getting a little bit rusty here, pardon me, but i promise that i will get back on my feet as soon as possible, it's like practice, if you haven't done something in a long time, you'll feel strange, that's what i'm experiencing now, but i've been lazy, and i'm only blogging now because i'm actually free, all these time that i was lazy is actually because i was busy and got tired which kinda make me lazy, for one week i took 3 test! my brain is overheat, actually not really, i don't study that often, so it's kinda good for me to actually study for a test, and there's one more test coming up next week!

Studies, i guess it's all good, nothing bad happened.. yet.. i sure hope not, yeah not so much.

Stuff!

Okay, i guess i'm a little energetic to write about this, so counting now, i've been buying 5 stuff online, i bought 2 Gigabyte Mouse, a China Monster Beat Replica Earphone, a Chine Android Phone, and recently an Adidas Watch which actually have arrived, i haven't take it yet. So total, i've spent about 369 bucks on all these stuff, that's pretty hefty, i also bought a Samsung Monitor, but that's on my dad expenses, yeah i'm really lucky.

About the watch, so till recently, i've been looking over my old stuff, and i remember how much i used to love collect watch, i must have thousand of watches when i was a kid, i really like to collect stuff, i remember collecting cards, toys, watches, games, phones, and all other things, but now i'm shifting to virtual things, cause physical things is just so hard to keep, collecting stuff like songs, movies, pictures (not yet, but soon), and other stuff.

But honestly, i just feel weird, i know this probably will be my worst blog post ever, but at least i'm updating right? okay guess that's no excuse, yeah just been busy, i'll try to post something tomorrow, although i think i might be stuck in square one, seeing nothing and having nothing to blog about, but i'm totally wrong, there's totally so much stuff to blog about, not just stuff, but experience, i had a lot of experience, though, i don't really know how to write them cause i don't remember them, oo i do have a great tip for contact lens, so i've been wearing Contact lens for about a month now, but recently i don't wear them cause they make my eyes red, i think i need to change them, but i'm gonna try them again someday, and if it's still gonna make my eye red, i'm gonna change it, anyway for those of you who are wearing contact lens, i don't know if you already know this, but i found it out by myself, anyway the tip is, sometimes when you wearing your contact lens, even when it's already bathed in solution, your eye sometimes still gonna be red, the chances of you putting your lens properly for the first time is okay, but not that high, so sometimes it's frustrating to take out and put on your contact lens over and over again, but i'm pretty sure this tip work, so what you do at first is you take your contact lens, flip push it backwards and swirl it on your contact lens case, then push it back, after you push it back, put it on the tip of your finger like you normally would, after it's like the bowl shape, take your solution, either you have the small solution with the small hole or buy a small bottle that has a small hole on the top, anyway, put a little bit of the solution on the contact lens, about 1 or 2 drops, and put it on your eye, it will actually makes it easy and you will feel cold from the lens which is a little comfortable, so that's pretty much my tip.

So yeah, that's my awful post, but thanks for reading, and i'm out.

Pavlova

So yesterday a relative sent out kinda strange looking food to our house, i mean my dad told me it was pretzels so i was okay, i've had that before, so then when the actual thing arrive, it's actually strange, i thought it was some kind of big biscuit or something, but it's not, it's actually called Pavlova, it's kinda like a cake, but it's actually a big sized meringue with cream and fruits on top of it.

Pavlova turned out to be a surprising taste of a cake, i've never actually had a pavlova before, it's actually named after a Russian ballet dancer named Anna Pavlova which i think is awesome, so how does pavlova taste? it's kinda like wafer my mom describe it, but it's actually kinda crispy, and when it's inside your mouth, it sort of melt away, and it's really sweet because of the fruits, there's actually lots of fruits, but only strawberry, blueberry and grapes, it's actually delicious, now i'm not a cake eating type of guy, but Pavlova might seem like a cake, but it's different, it doesn't have that soft texture you normally got from a cake, and the cream sort of mixed with the meringue once you got it inside of your mouth, and the sweetness comes naturally from the fruit, i sound like a fruit critic i know..

So i've done a little bit of research of myself by searching on youtube and googling it, at first i thought it was a trifle cake, due to it's cream and fruits, but i was wrong, come on, don't tell me you've never been wrong before, but anyways, turns out it's called pavlova, and the strange thing is, after talking to my cousin, actually more of listening, i don't do much talking, she really got my parents interested in baking a pavlova, because apparently there is no pavlova selling here, reason? it's astonishingly expensive, it's kinda like a cake, without the price of a cake, coming in to secret recipe and finding out 7 bucks for a slice of cake kinda makes my head pop a little bit, and 80 bucks for a cake? i mean seriously? we used to spend like 50 bucks on cakes, and that's only for birthdays, yeah it's strange i know, so Pavlova is sold for a hundred and fifty bucks, and if you can't read that the numeral is 150 bucks, i mean seriously?

But it's kinda hard, but not really to make, i mean i saw youtube videos, and i kinda feel like i actually wanna make pavlova, and i've gotta be honest, it's really good, and if you have a chance to go to KL, you should look for Pavlova, and i'll guarantee you that you won't be disappointed, but if you can't spare a hundred and fifty bucks, you can always log on to youtube and learn how to bake it yourself, i mean a hundred and fifty bucks is a lot of money, but i guess it's kinda worth it sort of, well we got it for free, so i can't really brag about it, but i don't really have much time to bake a pavlova, actually i never bake anything in my life, actually i did, but i failed, i remember trying to bake orange cookies, yeah i have no idea what i'm doing, i kinda like mash up some cookies and put some orange juice in it, i seriously forgot how it taste like, but i'm pretty sure that it's not even hard, yeah i'm not a baker, but this Pavlova thing really got me hook, kinda remember like the time i was hook on buying Speedstacking, but that was kinda disappointing, but anyway, life goes on, and i'm trying this Pavlova, maybe not now, but later in december, and maybe i could serve it as a christmas dish, and maybe actually make a profit by baking pavlova, cause seriously, last night was some kind of awakening, i mean there's no pavlova selling in KK, so that's kind of an opportunity, so yeah, maybe i'll become a pavlova baker, or maybe i just make the little one, the meringue, cause i'm not totally confident with myself in making stuff that big, so yeah, pavlova, even the name it self contain the word Love without the E, you get what i mean..

1402

Yeah, weird title right? It's the number that i got for waiting for the doctor, yeah, mentioned it at my last post.

Anywaysssssssssss

Wow, actually,

Probably,

Maybe,

Just a little,

No but seriously though, it went well, like there was supposed to be 3 procedure, but i only had 2, cause i'm on a time sensitive position, but i'm thankful that it could be done early.

Not a lot done, they just took the last temporary fillings, so they could filled in a permanent fillings, but the strange thing is that, when he drilled my teeth, i didn't feel a thing, i didn't even realize that the dentist was drilling, yeah the dentist changed, though he did mentioned it the last time, but strangely, the same doctor was still there, only he was assisting, anywaysssssssss..

Like seriously though, i didn't feel a thing, like the only thing that's telling me that my teeth is being drilled, is the fact that there's a burst of water and white over my face, like i didn't feel anything in my teeth, which was strange, but okay i guess, i didn't even use anesthetic, so yeah that was strange.

So after they drilled my teeth, getting rid of the temporary fillings, they did something strange, they put like a lot of little sticks, much more little than a toothpick, i think they were trying to use it to get rid of the excess i guess, they put in so many and take it out after a while, it was seriously strange, and they didn't really explain to me what they were doing, so i was like, okay you're a doctor, so i trust you.

So after several sticks in my mouth, they finally pull all of it, but then, the use something like a metal, that has this long iron but really slim, slim as the mini stick, but then he like burned it and quickly put it on my teeth, i have no idea what he was doing, it was really weird, but other than that, i took an X-ray to see if the sticks were connected?

But the bad news is that in 2-3 years, my teeth will be.. err.. how should i say this... i don't know, it will not be good, and they ask me to put in a crown so that it would hold to the teeth, but my mom says it's expensive... so i don't know, maybe i should just wait for a genetic research that could rapidly grow a brand new teeth! yeah sounds awesome..

I'm Hungry

Mainly because i can't sleep, i kinda realize this a while back, whenever i sleep really late, almost in the morning, i will feel some kind of hunger, which automatically makes me look for food, but i actually already ate, in fact, i did look for food just a couple of hours, can't believe i ate chocolate, for the longest time i've been staying away from chocolate, it comes to me in this dark night, but seriously though, i tried to sleep early, like lots of time, but i can't seem to sleep, even when i turned of my computer, i got my phone by my side, then realizing surfing on my phone is annoying because it's slow automatically makes me wanna turn on my computer.

I really wish my writing means more than just for me, don't get me wrong, i started writing because, err what was the reason again? actually i don't recall, yeah, but now after reading so many articles from many websites, i wish i could be one of them, the one writing those articles, yeah.. i've had some ideas, but don't think that it would be coming out soon very much enough, mostly the feeling of scared, i'm not a risk taker i'll admit that, but i believe, doesn't seem convincing does it.

Just a late night blogging, can't find anything interesting on the internet, youtube seems to be dull right now, all my subscription - Watched!

Anyway, i think youtube is like my third generation of television, it used to be astro as the first generation, and then i evolve into internet, but wasn't into youtube back then, after a while, after having a proper internet that could load youtube videos really fast, i finally get the hang of subscribing, i used to thought that having to subscribe to other people channels meaning you have to pay, and the fact is that i just found out recently, well not like just now, but couple of years ago, actually, maybe few months ago, after KevJumba, then i really get the hang of subscribing to other people channels, ironically not a lot of people subscribe to me, well that's a terrible joke, cause i'm not a vlogger, actually i don't have to be a vlogger, i could just make skits, but that would require me to actually act, the truth is.. i don't know how to act.

Ironically, i always imaging when i was a kid that i would be in a scene, nah.. hopeless child shenanigans, but now it's a bit easier, a bit, not a lot, i mean sure you don't have to act for a television, i mean youtube is pretty good enough, i bet there's more people watching youtube more than they watch television, but the truth is, television is still mainstream, and youtube is.. only when people have proper connection.. you see my point.

Not that i haven't tried the vlogging thing, aargh.. saying this just makes me frustrated, i can't even lift myself up, yeah, i'm having doubts, but i'm getting better, i'll get there in a while, i did it with my presentation, not the best, but i'm getting better, i'm getting good, i probably even start a trend, before i actually present properly, people were like reading off the projectors which seems kinda boring, but i was more shallow compare to them before, but then i decided to change, i need to change, it's for the benefit for me in the future anyway, so then i started presenting properly, not being scared and all, and i have to say, it kinda payed off, i'm not scared anymore when i'm presenting, i'm not shaking, and i'm actually talking in front of the class, and for all of my presentation that i did this year, i haven't heard from a single lecturer that asked me to speak up, cause before the fifth semester, lecturer always asking my to speak up, see i'm.. err what's the word, generating? no, i'm evolving?, something better, i'm progressing, yeah..

Wow.. late night blog, well i'm just.. err.. yeah i guess that's just much about it, i still wanna eat? don't think my parents approve of me eating instant noodles in 3 in the morning.

Oh yeah, that reminds me, i have a doctor appointment tomorrow, in 9 in the morning? i still can't sleep, oh why can't i sleep in this hollow place? should i continue? i shouldn't, i should probably sleep, maybe i need to take a pill or something, i remember when i was sick and my mom make me eat medicine and that i would fall asleep right away, maybe i should fake being sick in order to get medicine so i could finally fall asleep without trying, cause i'm err..

okay i'm done, trying to sleep here people, which doesn't explain why i'm still typing, okay STOP!

The End Of August

Well, August is pretty much dead, yeah.. and so am i.. inside..

Anyways, August, has August been a great month for me? i kinda have to say yes just because it's my birthday, but nothing really happens on my birthday, but the thing is, nothing can ever bring you down if it's your birthday, i mean it's the day you were born, and you're getting older each year, and by the year you happen to age one more year, you made a mark, a passing for another year of your life, you should be thankful, appreciate, err.. what other words that is connected to being gracefully thankful for giving us life each and every day.

But seriously no, near to the end of August, i had a painful experience, my teeth, my teeth actually hurts and it's scared me to.. well not death, but that would make it more dramatic, i'm just scared that my teeth will be pull out, and my front teeth is missing, i don't care much about looks, but i don't wanna lose my teeth, i mean you were born with that, i don't wanna lose something that i was born having, well except for hairs, i mean hair grows back eventually, even though it hurts having to cut it each 2-3 months, but it's something that's mandatory as a student studying in government college, but i heard my lecturer saying if you're going on a private college, they don't really care, you can go to class wearing normal t-shirts, you can go with long hairs, you can not go to class if you're feeling lazy, all i'm saying is that you have more freedom if you're in a private college, i mean i grow up watching movies that just happens to have a private college, cause i don't see anybody having to wear shirts with collars, cause most of them actually wanna wear them.

But most of those movies include drinking, fornicating, drugs, i guess it's not all good.

Oh yeah.. i'm out of topic, was suppose to talk about my month of August, not really much happened, just bought tons of stuff, even though i didn't want to, but it's just cheap stuff, i'm just thinking if i'm going to make it not buying expensive stuff for 5 years, i'm gonna have to buy small things, but i have another rule, to accommodate me not buying expensive stuff for 5 years, here's the rules:

1.It can't be expensive

2.The price range is below 500

3.actually, i haven't thought it out, i just made that rule like 5 seconds ago.

Anyway, yeah stuffs, i bought an earphone, mouse, and a phone that is yet still have not arrived, i mean seriously?

But no, August was a great month, i get the hang of a new eating habits, i actually could lose weight in times where i didn't believe in myself, just that i may gain my weight since i'm back home, but not worries, in a few days, i'll be back to my usual routine, not eating and stuff, i mean not literally, just not eating bad stuff, like eating too many, stuff that has blood, i have to be honest, i wanna try being a vegetarian, but, i mean i made it like almost 4 days without eating meat, but i guess it's kinda hard, i mean you get the signs when you're feeling weak, but the other thing is that i'm just starting, so i guess it needs time to get used to.

My plan for going back, to lose 20-30 Kilos, i manage to lose 10 Kilos in a month, i'll be there for another 3-4 months, so i guess i'm good, i'm just scared that if i do manage to lose that weight and when i come back home, i'm gonna gain it back...

So i have another plan, in December, hopefully it's the time for semester end break, i have 3 destination that i might be going, as it has been far too long since i last travel for my own benefits, i mean the last time i travel was to Kuching i guess, but that barely counts as travel, that's like a field trip, but it's fine, at least i get to reminisce the moment i used to have in Kuching, well not really.. but i do plan to go somewhere i'm familiar this December, cause last December was just awe-so..ful, see what i did there..

Anyway my top three choices is and reason for is:

1.Lahad Datu

-Mainly cause i do miss it a lot, i mean it's my favorite childhood place, and i do miss eating Nasi Kuning and Sotong, but other than that, really looking forward spending Christmas there again, and maybe even New Years

2.Kuching

-I mean the first time i went there, i made a promise that i have to go there again, cause my first time going to Kuching was an amazing experience, i mean never would i thought there existed a place like this, actually it was fine, but it's really a momentous moment for me, after ending my exam, my mom have like a training there, so we stayed for 2 whole weeks in Kuching, exploring the city, buying stuff, eating, it was just an enjoyable time, and i'm looking forward for that history to happen again.

3.Kuala Lumpur

-Probably my first time riding the Airplane, who could forget their first time riding and Airplane, all clueless, To me KL is like to see how great our nation has evolve through these times by seeing their buildings, their cultures, innovation, and mostly, shopping i guess.

The first time i went to KL, we stayed at our relatives house, i mean i had a great time, it was a small place, but it did just fine, i don't really remember a lot, but we went to a lot of places like the Petronas Twin Tower, The Menara KL, going to Genting, i hope i'm not wrong..

but we went to KL like lots of other times so the memories is kinda mixed..

I still remember walking down the streets, and there's lots of hawkers selling barbecued chicken, it was kinda odd, cause you don't see stuff like that in KK during that time, and there's the first mall that i've been to, which is Sogo, but probably the biggest mall at that time i've been to is Mid Valley, i mean at that time, it was just so huge, i remember buying like a coloring pack by Faber-Castell, not really lots of memories..

So yeah, that's my plan for December..

I Miss Anime

I seriously do, don't get me wrong, series is still my number one choice of entertainment, but anime brings something else, they give you imagination, something that you thought would never happen in life, while all dramas gives you is emotion, but it's still down to earth, real, something that you can relate to, i seriously don't know how you could relate your life to anime, but you could give it a try i guess..

I guess one of my favorite anime's has to be Bleach, cause it's the first anime i saw, my cousin kinda introduced it to me, i wasn't into anime's at first, because of the language barrier and you have to read off it, but the English translations is actually good, sometimes even better than drama's. But i kinda hate bleach sometimes cause it feels like it never ends, oh wait, it still hasn't, but most anime's are like that, while dramas are much more easier to relate to cause they are by seasons, where as anime's are all the way, there's no stop, they keep on going, but i'm putting it all behind me.

Usually i would only watch like comedic anime's, i'm not really into those serious stuff, but that's the thing about Bleach, sometimes it's so funny that i would drop on the floor and laugh (not really), and sometimes, it's serious, and you're just confused, well not really, but i never find anime's that would make you wanna cry, okay maybe some, but i think if you wanna cry, Korean movie's the way to go, aahh.. so many memories, i cried like 6 out of 10 korean movies, well not really cried, but made me turn to tears, they just good good emotion going on, especially at the end, i mean they build you up in the beginning being funny and all, and then the fight starts, and when one of them starts to realize and wanted to apologize after realizing they're mistakes, one of them turns out death and he felt guilty over his mistakes and cried, okay i'm just imagining a scene, i do that sometimes.. funny i'm not writing my own stuff..

Maybe i should try writing stories, but i need like an inspirations, like the source of the story, i mean i could use my own, but that would just be a biography, i mean i've tried, but i never finished any of it, just had a good idea, lame beginning and stop, i never spend more than a day writing a story, usually just an hour or two, come to think of it, i need to find those notepads, maybe there's something left for me to do after all..

Well.. that's about it, i'm not really a creative guy, just a lazy guy who's lazy to explore stuff that could actually benefit me in the future as to where i'm living in the current present is just making me not doing anything cause if i do something, i don't really know, aahh.. that's not long enough..

Well...

I'm So Lazy Right Now

Woo.. even though the holiday is only for a few days, i feel like it's been a month, i slept like 10 hours, people usually sleep for 8 hours, but i did kinda sleep late in the morning, yeah i got some problem.

Just that lack of activities makes me feel like there's nothing else to do so i'm spending most of my time playing the computer, which incidentally makes the statement kids nowadays are like zombies staring at the monitor the whole day.

Well, not for long, if i succeed to become an innovator, i'll make drastic changes, no more will we live staring at a monitor, no more will we suffer in blurry eyes, and much more to come.

I don't exactly know what to do, but i'm feeling like an interactive programs where we can interact with each other through virtually, i mean it would be cool, but it would also cost lots of money, but then again, that's kinda the point of innovation, spending lots of money to make great innovation.

Well.. i'm just bored right now, even though it's raya and merdeka, man i have no spirit, i've been feeling like this since the past 2 christmases, seriously, i'm not doing anything right now, yeah i hate being at home.

Well, i'm gonna be her for a few days left, so, let's make the most of it..

Testing Out New Broadband

Okay, this post might actually be interesting if i actually take photos and describe what the photos are, but i'm too lazy to do that, but i'm thinking of another concept for a blog, actually just making new post on my old blog, my cashmiera seems doomed, but i have an idea that will solve both my solution for that blog, well first of all, that blog is supposed to be about taking photos everyday and post on it, but that didn't go so well, and i have another idea which is suppose to write stories on my blog to test my creative writing skills, turn out i don't have any, it's kinda hard when you're actually trying to do stuff, but one of the most accomplishment that i'm proud of happens when i'm not trying, like people say i'm funny when i'm not trying, but when people say that i'm funny, i feel like it's my obligation to be funny, and that's when it all fall apart.

Anyway, my idea is to kinda take photos and try to make it look like a story, i mean that would be awesome, i can cross 2 things off my list, kill two birds with one stone, walk and talk at the same time, you see where i'm going right? but i gotta hold it off for a moment, cause i'm really not in a blogging mood right now, maybe because it's raya, not that i celebrate it, but i've been blogging none stop last week, so i feel like i'm giving it all last week and not keeping some for this week, maybe after i come back.

And now, testing my new broadband, it's not the fastest, but it's functional, i can live with waiting few seconds, i think it could be a lot faster if it wasn't for my modem, the modem kinda broke and it's not functional, not really broke, just that the USB is dented, what's up with that? i just applied the broadband, but i have to say i'm satisfy with the speed, cause it's a lot better than Celcom, but i don't know if it's any better than digi, cause i still feel like Digi is faster, but Digi don't have reception at where i'm studying, so that's kind of a bummer.

And i'm gonna change the modem this friday, and fix my teeth, my root canal procedure isn't quite done, i can feel my teeth falling apart, not really my teeth, just the plasters the doctor filled in my mouth which is not suppose to stay longer, but i think i might have to do another root canal after i come back for the end of semester, cause he showed the x-ray of my teeth, and the teeth that's currently have like a big hole which is where the blood flow was stuck making my teeth hurt and smelly, but on the other side, there's another one, but it's still small so he didn't do the procedure, but i kinda have an idea as to why my teeth happened like that, i don't know how to say it..

But a few months ago, i actually have my teeth done, but it was odd, cause when i breathe through my mouth, i can feel a little bit of pain when the wind came in through my mouth, and if it was cold, it would hurt even more, so i think, over time, the pain kinda go away, and it's like it rot over there, i think there's like a hole that weren't completely sealed off in my teeth, i mean that's just my guess, but i did mention it to the doctor before, and i couldn't remember what she said, but she didn't checked on it, i mean i'm just saying, i'm not pointing any fingers.

But i'm kinda scared if the second teeth actually happens faster, cause i don't know if there's any dentist at Mukah, and i don't know how to go back after you go to the hospital cause i don't see any bus stop around, and i don't know how to walk alone..

Well that's about it, my broadband seems fine, so i'm just gonna use my wi-fi..

Stuffs

Finally, accidentally really, i finally bought a monitor and a broadband, pretty much i'm very satisfied with it, probably blog about it later, now i'm just taking it all in, i mean it's awesome, sure it's pricey, but i think it will benefit me in the long run.

I know i said that i won't buy expensive stuff, i don't think this count as one, cause, i mean it's still expensive, but it doesn't cost thousands of bucks, it's.. okay lah.. so-so, i was kinda 50-50 buying it, but my dad insist, my dad doesn't really care about money, he care about happiness, as long as it makes me happy, he'll buy it, but that kinda worries me a little bit, cause price comes in the form of happiness, i don't really know what it means.

But money can't buy happiness, maybe not in actuality, but for the time being, it's the only way that we know how to make one happy, well i'm quite happy i have to say, i mean it's a big bad screen, not really, it's only a 21" LED monitor by Samsung, i guess i really like the fact that it's LED and it's in FULL HD, i mean i've always wanted to try out full HD, cause i always see Full HD motion which is life-like, that triggered me at first, i just hope that me buying this monitor would help me experience it.

I mean it's really awesome, i know i sound like i'm bragging, but man.. i thought that it was kinda dullish, cause when i saw it, the person who's testing it is using Windows XP, somehow windows 7 makes it better, and i'm thankful with VGA, cause even if you don't have a HDMI source, you can still use it at Full HD, cause my laptop doesn't really have any HDMI slot, but it does have an AGP slot which supposedly make your computer graphic card better, but i still haven't found how to actually make an external graphic card, My laptop is actually kinda like the first version of the Sony Vaoi Z series, the new one, just cheaper, and not really functioning, cause i don't have the drive, i don't know if Sony is planning to sell the drive, if they are, i might be in luck, cause it contains graphic card, blu-ray reader, i mean it's really awesome..

Well.. that's about it, probably gonna blog later today, just gonna sleep, cause i'm still sleep deprived.

iPad Makes Grown Man Look Like Kids

Just a funny thing i saw today, there was a guy, probably late 30's and he's using his iPad as he walks, i don't know why, but it's kinda funny, it reminds me when i saw kids playing their Gameboy, DS, all other handheld, but usually it's kids who are too focus on their handheld to be focusing on walking, and today, i saw a grown man, well except he's using an iPad, but it's still funny when you think about it.

I'm not pointing fingers, just saying that it's funny.. okay okay.. it's funny i get it.. but finally i went to Karamunsing, and i was rather disappointed, there was AOC monitors, but the model that i'm searching for is nowhere to be seem, now i'm feeling like there's less hope for me to actually buy a monitor, i don't think i'll be able to buy a monitor, maybe in the next few years.

I'm still sleep deprived!

Sunday Morning Rain Is Falling

No.. it's not actually raining, just a verse from Maroon 5's Sunday Morning.

Speaking of Sunday, today is in fact Sunday, and i didn't go to church, i guess i couldn't if i wanted to anyway, it's not like in Mukah, if i was in Mukah, i could bring my friends, okay lately i've been comparing KK to Mukah, cause i have nothing else to compare to, if this was America, nah.. i can't even improvise..

Anyway, this morning took me by surprise, i actually still haven't sleep, couldn't sleep last night, anyway, my mom called me at 6 in the morning bringing me to Gaya Street, which is located near KK i guess, it's kinda like farmer's market, though i seriously never been to a farmer's market, but i imagine that Gaya Street is kinda like farmer's market, or probably is farmer's market.

Didn't do much, just looking around, and saw lots of potential for a DSLR shot, yeah.. too bad i didn't bring my camera, not that i would've taken any picture anyway, i'm still shy i guess, but one day i will, i saw some sweet spot, the first thing i notice were the leaf, i could like focus on to that leaf and leave the market as the background, i don't know that's just my interpretation.

I guess i've been blur, literally, cause i don't usually use my glasses, but today i wear my contacts, yes i wear contacts, talk bout it later, and i've been seeing so many clear things, things that actually amuse me, nothing funny, just taking me by surprise.

So.. after like half an hour walking and sweating, finally ate breakfast at Fook Yuen, i don't know why, but my parents seems to love that place, don't get me wrong, i love that place too, the food is not so awesome, and not so bad, it's just right, but my parents has been going there too many times, like they don't have other places to go to, when in fact there's actually lots of places to go, but i don't even know..

But i haven't still gone out yet to find my stuff, just going out looking at irrelevant stuff, lots of girls though, and lots of grandma's, haha... yeah.. that's enough, i'm finally falling asleep right now..

Probably The Shortest Post Ever

Hey guys, not much has happened these few days, don't really have anything to talk about.

So i guess i'll just study a little bit and try to get an early sleep.

Other than that, see told you.. shortest post ever..

Okay but seriously though, i don't wanna leave it like that, that's like juvenile to do a post like this, but seriously though,i have nothing to talk about, nothing has come to me yet..

So yeah.. sorry bout that.

Another Unproductive Day

Yeah.. someone get me outta here!

Dude.. seriously, i'm out of my mind here, i don't even know what to say in this blog..

Well.. let's go into another direction, cause, enough of me being boring in the house the whole day, i don't wanna like spread my dullness over the internet, but seriously though, i think my soul is dying slowly.

I kinda feel like when i was a few months ago, soulless, lifeless, like i'm better off.. nah not gonna finish it, but i'm probably gonna study, there's a test coming up, i just lost focus of what i should do cause i'm so into buying stuff that i forgot what's important.

Well, if no one's gonna teach me this week, i'm gonna teach myself, i'm gonna be my own lecturer, i'ma set my own projector and be like a lecturer while i stand in front of an empty crowd explaining it to myself as i sit down taking notes, so it would be like me being a lecturer and a student changing back and forth.

But on a relatively interesting side of the mode, yesterday i watch this series called Auction Hunters, it's actually on the Discovery Channel, it took me sometime to get to it, cause there were lots of show like it, there was Pawn Stars, Storage Wars, but i finally got to it, i mean it's a little bit exciting to see, how they turn junk to gold, not literally, but they made money out of unclaimed storage that they bought in an auction, i don't know if they actually do that in Malaysia, but it would be kinda cool, i mean some people actually make a living out of those, but one thing bothers me is that, why is that storage unclaimed? i mean is it like purposely? or are they dead? they kinda failed to mention it, but i guess it's not important, but i'm really curious to find out, cause i know i won't be able to sleep if i was the one selling the stuff for profit off a dead person stuff, i mean that's just plain wrong.

But it's exciting to see like, how they turn rusted stuff into new, i mean that's incredible, like heavily rusted, probably unusable, and suddenly, like it's new? that's awesome i have to say.

The Third But!

Actually it isn't relevant, i'm kinda into watches, i mean i saw this one watch on the internet and i kinda feel like i wanna buy it, i mean it's not expensive, but if i actually buy it, it would be the most expensive watch i ever bought, like currently the most expensive watch i ever bought is mostly 50 bucks, okay there were one time when i bought a hundred bucks worth of watch, and i didn't use it, but this is just too awesome, it's a Tag Heuer Monaco watch, it's a replica, but good enough, i seriously can't afford the original Tag Heuer, the original cost like a thousand bucks if i'm not mistaken, but it's kinda cool, it's big, it's metally, it shows time!.. of course that's not convincing, but it's a watch, that's like the only thing that i can use..

Going Vegetarian By Going To KFC!

Okay.. that's like the third time i write my title, mainly because my stupid mousepad keeps closing my browser...

Anyway, i know that KFC might not be the first place for vegetarians to get their food, but hey, i'm only like 30% becoming vegetarian, i still eat meat, just not as much, but i went to KFC just to buy coleslaw, yeah.

My parents really eat late at night, i don't even know what to say, usually i would probably be asleep right now.. probably

But honestly KFC is like the only place that opens 24 hours that serve vegetables, i mean i don't know, i can do nothing but assume, cause my parents don't really know much place of where they serve vegetables other than my mom cooking it by herself .

But seriously though, it's been a while since i ate vegetables, actually that's not true, i just had it a couple of days ago, and i had coleslaw yesterday, but i miss vegetables, mainly because it's easy to eat, i mean you don't have to use your finger to eat it, you don't have to get it all oiled up just to eat it, and the best part is that it's actually good for your digestive system, all i know that meat does is give you energy, but who needs energy when you can have proteins and lots of vitamins?

Yeah, not the best words to successfully influence people to become a vegetarian.

I'm not a vegan though, though i don't really know what the term vegan really means, i'm still understanding what vegetarian means, okay maybe i'm not wholly vegetarian, maybe i'm an omnivorian, i don't know what...

But anyways, coleslaw are okay i guess, and i actually starting to like coleslaw more than whipped potato right now, oh yeah that reminds me, i got a new word to spell potato, Powtaytoh!

Yeah,i don't know if PowTayToh is gonna catch up or not, i actually haven't finish my coleslaw, cause i'm currently writing, but i remember the best coleslaw are from Giant, too bad they don't serve coleslaw anymore, i mean they were delicious, they're coleslaw are kinda long instead of shredded like KFC, they're just tiny pieces, and Giant coleslaw are kinda thick rather than KFC which is watery.

I just can't wait to go back to Mukah and eat more vegetables!

Oh yeah, that reminds me, i was suppose to write a post about my parents ruining my holidays by not bringing me out and instead leaving me at home the whole day while i know that they're busy baking cookies and all but that is no excuse for leaving your son inside the house doing nothing cause he's been studying for a whole month and a half and he deserve going out for this few weeks that he has because he might not have a lot of time to go out and see stuff on a regular basis but he still deserve seeing stuff, i don't know, was that long enough?

I think i might start photoblogging right now, oh wait.. my coleslaw is half finish..

maybe some other time.. till then..

Something Shocking!

Okay, as you all know, today was the day that Steve Job left Apple for health reason, he left the position as Apple CEO which is really shocking really, never in a million years would i thought Steve would do that, and now, the CEO of Apple is the COO of Apple which is Tim Cook, i don't really know him that well, just hope that he could lead Apple as good as Steve did or maybe even better.

Now, i may not be a supporter of Apple, by that i don't mean i hate them, just that i don't buy their stuff every single time they came out with product, cause unfortunately, i don't poop money, yeah.. that joke is getting old, but seriously there are people out there who are die-hard fans of Apple, those are the real supporter.

Hate of like Apple, they have made changes through out history, and just recently, they became the most valuable public company that surpassed Exxon.

Yeah.. don't really wanna talk anything bout that, what i wanna talk is my experience which is really strange that it lead to this occurrence.

First of, there was this Symbian Belle by Nokia release few days ago, so i watched, and i was amaze by how many positive feedback left at the comment, i felt good that even though Android and Apple are the top dogs in Smartphones these days, there are still a lot of people supporting nokia, but then i read another comment which says that the keynote speaker weren't as good as Steve Jobs which i have to agree, there was this British guy who had live in Hong Kong for 20 years, i mean it was a little boring, cause he talked about the history of Nokia phones, which people are just really eager to see the new phones which are the Nokia 700, 701 and 600.

After seeing the phones, i immediately search for Steve Job keynote speaking on youtube, i mean i watch his Keynote when he launch the iPad 2, that was an incredible moment, i mean i wan't there, but yeah, still incredible, i remember waiting till like 4 or 5 am just to see it, cause i was really eager to see the iPad 2.

But last night, i watched his iPhone 4 keynote, which is a little bit long, like almost 2 hours, i didn't finished it, but i was halfway through, so a little bit curious, i went on Google to find anything about the iPhone 5, but none interest me, so i went on like a website which i don't usually go, it's called techcrunch.com, i mean i honestly never been to that site. And that was where i was shocked, the front page says "Steve Jobs Resigns As Apple CEO", then i thought to myself, this must be a hoax or something, that can't be true, i mean why would someone who build like an empire so hard and made it successful and leaves? but i went on to more tech blogs such as Gizmodo and Engadget and they say the same things, and i don't really know what to feel, it was just strange.

But i read about it, and i really like one of the comment that one people gave, saying that he's kinda an anti-apple, but he respect apple for what they've done for the technology industries, which i really highly agree, yeah, but i think it's a really sad day for Apple.

I really felt strange that it led to me last night, i seriously can't sleep, then i found out about this, i don't know why i feel strange, it's not like it's affecting me in any sort of ways, but still.

My Phone Is Dead

Seriously gonna make this one short, if i could..

So.. my phone has been dead, not actually dead, but sometimes, i have a lot of alarms, and when it rangs, it kinda drains all the battery of my phone till it's dead.

I mean i don't mind so much if i was back at Mukah, but my dad has been, kinda mad that i'm not picking up my phone, not that i did it purposely, but sometimes my phone is on silent mode, and sometimes my alarm drain the battery, so it kinda.. dead.. so i can't answer his call.

It's actually like this, i live in a 3 storey house, so it's kinda hard to call me whenever my parents need to call me to go out, needing my help, or if there's fire going on! nah just joking.. so they kinda just called me on my cell.

I remember when i was a kid, when i truthfully didn't hear when my parents called me due to hearing songs on my speakers on headphone eventually leading me into not hearing them when they call me, so they would.. like scold me, asking my why i did not answer them, well to be honest, i didn't hear them, i mean honestly, how would you respond if you couldn't hear, it's not like i did it purposely, but yeah, they did make some point, if there was a fire.. i would probably.. err yeah.. let's not finish that..

But at least i'm getting a new phone, i wasn't actually planning to get one, but i got one, there's not much that i could do right? yeah.. just that.. waiting is a bit of a pain in the.. not finishing it..

I just hope when i get back that it's there, so i can finally taste the power of Android OS on a cheap device, i don't care, i seriously don't care, all i care is that i don't spend thousand of bucks at once, on things that i know at some given time will have a better version of itself, i'm okay knowing that i bought a cheap stuff, and even if there's better stuff, i didn't waste on em, just that i waste my money on something that's... yeah i don't know what i'm saying.

The way i see it is that i'm spending money on something that i'm actually using, i think i could use an Android OS device and a qwerty device, cause i've been wanting to write on my phone so long, just that i haven't been able to do that properly with a stupid qwerty phone that isn't able to use right now, with resistive touch screen and tiny keys, yeah.. i'm gonna write so much on that phone just when it arrives.

Okay, that's short enough right?

I'm Consistent!

Yeah, i'm consistently blogging these past few days, well, i'm just gonna blog till i can't blog no more, who knows, maybe some unfortunate.. yeah i don't wanna complete that sentence.

Today, nothing much, man i hate being in the house all day, i mean i'm still resting, still can't eat properly, but my teeth doesn't hurt anymore, but all i ate is porridge.

Like seriously porridge, then i asked my parents if i could have KFC, yeah they were kinda worried for me at first, cause of my teeth, but i said i just want some coleslaw and whipped potato, i seriously initially wanted to buy that at first.

But man, it's really hard to resist temptation, i end up, eating 3 pieces of chicken, and a large coleslaw and whipped potato.

Here's the thing, my parents don't know where to eat vegetables around town, so i have to buy at KFC, true story, but i end up eating chicken, which is a mistake!, now i'm all full, and.. actually i'm just full, and i don't wanna.. probably gonna starve myself till sunday..

Yeah, i seriously hate being at home, cause i lack movement, if i was at Mukah, i'll be walking to class and i'm gonna be consistent, but here,.. it's a little bit hard, but i'm not gonna let that be my excuse, i'm gonna find a way, i'm not sure, probably gonna walk around the neighborhood tomorrow, cause i'm so friggin bored at home... no i cussed..

Anyway, buying KFC, yeah i seriously hate.. i mean if my dad went and bought it, i would probably not eat chicken cause i specifically say what i want, but that did not happened, so waiting in line, there's this lady in front of me who's taking so long to order, i don't know why, but i just kinda like a mild smile, but i was having like a stomach ache at that moment, but still for no apparent reason, i smiled, and thinking of what to say for my ordering.

After probably 20 minutes, i don't know, that lady was just plain weird, she show her galaxy tab to the cashier, i don't really know what she's showing, probably some promotion or something, but finally she was done, and it was my turn to order, and i speak english!

Yeah, i was kinda anticipated of what i was gonna say, actually i don't usually speak english if i was about to order, but it started at Miri Airport i guess, when we were ordering food at Marrybrown, i kinda speak English to the cashier, i don't know, i guess it's kinda like challenging yourself, i mean i don't get to speak english too often, so instead of waiting for time to speak english, i just find people to speak it with, i don't care who they are, if they can respond to me, i'll be happy with that.

But the weird thing is that she understand, sure i gave some signs with my hand, but other than that, the order went perfectly, i didn't have to repeat myself, she didn't ask me to repeat myself, i mean that was a little weird, but i'm a little glad, i'm glad i did that, cause i don't think we speak enough English these days, i mean it's not about showing off, but it's practice, yeah that sounds dumb..

I see groups of people talking in english, while i'm just quietly sitting from afar eavesdropping on them, hoping so much that i could join, i don't know.. i guess i miss being in a crowd of people, or probably i never have been in a crowd of people..

I'm just wasting time so that the food will digest properly.. that's gonna be the last time i ate KFC!, probably not, but in a really long time, i guess i just need to taste chickens to remind myself how much i actually hate it, i mean not chickens, but eating too much of them, i'm actually hurting right now, i mean if it was me few months ago, i probably wouldn't mind, but i'm trying to change myself here, but yeah.. last time, just that i'm not eating properly these few days making me feel like i need fast food to make me feel better. But it didn't.

Now i'm listening to some strange songs.

Stuck... At Home!

Okay, it's been a while since i've been at home, 4 days to be exact, and i haven't stepped out yet, not once!

Okay, there's a few times, but that was to see the doctor, i don't think that count as going out, i mean i haven't even seen what type of monitor they have to offer, so i can make up my mind which one to pick up, other than that, i really wanna see how much KK has change, if there's one thing i like about life is that progress.

Karamunsing Kompleks is kinda, i've heard that it's like dangerous to be in there cause of the building, i mean i can't say i'm surprise, they like expand so much, and they still expanding it right now, but i don't know, i can't confirm if it's true or not, cause i also heard it from other people.

But other than that, Karamunsing Kompleks is a great place for tech geeks, might not offer as much as Low Yat Plaza, but at least you won't get headache and you'll be able to narrow down your choices, have you been to Low Yat Plaza? i mean how?? if i actually buy an expensive stuff from there, i don't think i would be able to make up my mind, there's so many shops there to go in, i literally can't go in each of those shop, in a day, i might need like a week or a month.

Sometimes less is more, i'm still getting to that, but that's just what i'm understanding and applying it to here, also i'm finding that my words without cussing is kinda boring, maybe i should find some way to make it interesting, now we all can't keep cussing now can we?

Yeah, i'm so bored.. that's actually my status update on facebook, true story.

But other than that, i don't know, it's not like i could drive myself to go out now can i? oh wait, don't i have my license? yeah, now i just need a pair of.. man i seriously can't say it, but it would be funny though if i had say it, anyway what i was about to say is "I just need a pair of (something round that people use to play in soccer) which i already have, i mean it's joke, come on lighten up, but seriously though, i'm not that brave, even so, yeah my driving license is a waste of time, i haven't drive in 3 months, i don't really feel anything, while some people feel like they're away from drugs when they're not driving for that long, and they'll be, "Give me my car!, i need to drive my car!" though i never actually seen actual people doing that, but that's how i would imagine they would be.

That might not even be true, so i'm not judging people, oh, my long time mission, taking a bus to go to the city, yeah, if i could actually find a bus around here, it's not like i live nearby the city, which i actually am, but it's still far, maybe it would be easier if it's KL, i mean they have all forms of transportation, like Taxi, busses, LRT's, KTM's, Monorails, what do we have? trains..

Yeah, but they have all those is because they're population is more than us, i don't know how much of that is true, cause the last time i check sabah is pretty much bigger than KL, just under developed, i mean seriously, you look at sabah and you will feel it's somewhat big, but not in the city, totally not in the city, but if you go at some random Kampungs, you'll find that there's plenty of space, by space i mean large field that grows tall grass. But in KL, it seems big cause it's actually developed, and you won't see any tall grass growing in some random field, probably football stadium, i don't know..

Finding things to talk about..

Keyboard, okay last one i promise, since i'm stuck at home anyways, so there's this site called Superbid.com.my that offers large variety of stuff that you can buy, well not actually but, but bid, but after you win the bid, you're actually buying that stuff, but sometimes actually more cheaper price, and even cheaper if you're not counting the shipping postage, cause the shipping postage is ripping us off!, i don't know, can't believe i payed 30 bucks of shipping postage for a tiny box.. when i payed for 10 bucks for other tiny box..

I mean that's seriously awesome, i know i know, it's an apple keyboard, but not entirely, it's actually kinda like a replica i guess you could say, and it has like blue indicator which indicates if your locks are on which i think is pretty awesome, but it does use USB to connect to the computer, currently it's costing 16 bucks, so 16 bucks plus 8 bucks is 24 bucks, the original price is like 48 bucks.

Why i want it?

Well if i do go through this buying monitor she-bang, i'm gonna need a new keyboard, cause my old keyboard (Which cost for 20 bucks) is kinda slippery, not on the front, but at the back, and it annoys me so much, cause seriously, it does not have grips, ooh, that reminds me to get a grip, not on life, but on the keyboard, but other than that, it might look cool to have an apple keyboard, yeah, we buy things for showing off, aren't we all?

Haha, okay that was great, but i think i write more than enough, let's safe some for tomorrow now shall we. Yeah, i'm trying something here, i don't know if it works or not, but if it doesn't i'm sticking to the original.

Habits

Okay i'm gonna make this snappy cause i haven't actually take my bath since i went to the hospital, so yeah.

Anyway habits, what are habits really, it's like some annoying thing that sticks with you whether you want it or not, some people like to smoke, some people like to torture people, some just.. i don't know..

I don't really have a bad habits, i don't smoke, i don't drink alcohols, i don't drink and drive, i don't go late at night and come back i the middle of .. err almost sunrise.

But i do have a habit, which is eating, i mean it's not wrong or anything, i mean every one eats, tell me one person on this living earth who doesn't eat, and i'll do nothing really, cause that's an interesting fact, how, i mean seriously how, do you survive without eating? i mean i've tried it, but even i have to eat a little bit, i can't not eat nothing at all for a day, actually i succeed, but that's not important.

So going back home, err.. man it's a little bit hard, so i'm happy that i'm losing weight, but i'm also worried that i'm gonna gain it back, cause most of my weight comes from my home, i mean not literally, but you know what i mean, i mean it's just that i can't really control myself here, if i was in Mukah, kinda like less strict, not that i can do anything i want, just that my mom can't force me to eat, yeah i like to use the term "Shove it through my throat", yeah i'm being over-dramatic, my parents never shove anything through my throat, if anything, my mom took a toothbrush and poke it through my throat for me to puke, it's not as it seems, she actually gave me a wrong medicine, which is actually for adults, but at that time, i was still a kid, so she need me to puke it out, i mean what is she suppose to do? make me imagine disgusting stuff so that i would do the puking all by myself without any toothbrushes?

So yeah, i have this problem, cause i seriously think i'm gaining weight without even trying, i mean i have to eat, i can't not eat, i have to say i've been eating regularly, and healthier, no not really, last night i almost finish a plate of fried noodle, and it was oailay (Oily) i just wanna pronounce like it's disgusting or something, and i have like two chickens, but i can't really eat chickens now can i with my teeth hurting, oh yeah, that was yesterday, then i'm still right!

Yeah, but today, i ate nothing but vege, but that was for dinner, but i didn't wanna eat dinner in the first place, but i'm taking medication so i can't not have an empty stomach, i don't know why, does having an empty stomach while on medication makes you better faster, you know because you stomach absorb all the medicine more quickly, i don't know, no one ever clarify me about that. But i did ate like porridge for breakfast and lunch, it was McD porridge, i don't think i have a choice, they provide the fastest porridge you can find in less than 15 minutes, seriously man, porridge takes some time to cook.

And i'm just eating it cause i'm sick, after i'm done being sick, i'm gonna eat nothing but vege, speaking of vege, my mom cook like this cabbage added with eggs, and man they were delicious, i might even say it surpasses egg plants, i mean seriously, i feel like i can't get enough of it, and now it's raining..

but yeah, i ate nothing but vege for dinner, and i have to be honest, i think i'm getting a little hungry, but i'll just drink water afterwards.

So yeah, was that short enough? don't think so, so i'ma take a bath, and i'll see you later, have a good one, good night, and have a pleasant.. err anything that you're currently doing.

Now My Mouth Is Numb!

I don't think i can blog very well today.. but i'll try.. for the sake of blogging! not that i'm hating this, i'm loving this in fact, just that i'm a little sick, not sick of blogging, but actually sick, my mouth..

Okay first of all, waiting was like an hour thirty minutes,due to my reference letter being expired, i did not know anything about that cause my mom handles it.

Didn't really do much in those hour, just keep looking at the television.. kinda bored, but then there's this indonesia show that's playing at 2.30pm, i don't really like it, but i really like the song, it's by D'Masiv called Jangan Menyerah, i don't know why, but it sounds familiar, but then again, a lot of D'Masiv song is similar to other song, kinda like they stole it, but not really, it's just their version.

But after that, i read a magazine, it was Time, actually, okay it was boring, but i shouldn't say that, cause i actually read it, i mean i never read something like that, cause Time magazine is kinda like grown up magazine, and i'm still in the middle, i mean i kinda do progress quickly, i mean i still remember during my teenage years where i buy magazines like K-zone, Gempak and Utopia, then i stopped, and buy tech magazine which i'm still into right now, like Stuff, T3, and others, but now, i think i'm gonna change again, i mean i tried Reader Digest, but it's not my cup of tea, maybe i'm not mature yet, but i actually read Time magazine, it was about the FDA under drugs or something, like giving pass approval of drugs that actually increase the risk of heart failures, see i read it, but i didn't finish it, cause after hours of waiting, my appointment with the doctor finally caught up.

So i was in the room, and was asked with what problem am i facing, so did the usual, told him that my front tooth is killing me, just less dramatic, i actually practice of what i was gonna say before i went in, while i was waiting in the room, thinking of stuff to say like, i can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't do anything.. yeah, but didn't really talk a lot, haha, at least i got a chance to speak english, he actually talks in malay at first, but then i talked English and he followed.

After that, he took an x-ray to see the problem of my tooth, it's kinda like he already knew the problem, even so, he need the x-ray to explain to me, he explain it really clearly actually, i understood it, and know what he was gonna do to my teeth, so i kinda trust him.

After he explained, i thought we were gonna do the treatment in another day, turns out, it was today, so yeah, i was just scared because the previous procedure didn't have anesthesia, but today they finally gave me, so it kinda hurt at first, but later it became numb, till now. I can't feel my lips.

He actually did it very well, i thought it was gonna hurt because he have to drill my teeth to do the root canal, but when he drilled it, i was kinda surprise, cause i don't know if he was actually drilling my teeth, cause i didn't feel a thing, but there were time when i did feel a little hurt, so he asked me to raise my left hand if i felt any mild discomfort, so i raised a couple of times.

The procedure didn't really take long, he kinda do like a scrubbing, like a sandpaper through my teeth, but thankfully, there was anesthesia, i can't imagine how it would be without anesthesia.

After that, they fill it with, err, the thing they used to fill teeth with.

And now, my mouth feels numb, and i'm eating painkillers like candy, no not really, that's just an over exaggeration.

So yeah.

Eating Sushi

Wow..wowowowo.. okay.. i know this probably is my millionth post of the day, but i'm sorry, maybe i'm paying back for all those days that i didn't blogged, not because i didn't want to but, because i can't, because there's no internet connection, or maybe privacy, i think sometimes privacy is a lot better than internet, but it's best when they're both there, like i can't even do my blog when i'm in my friends room knowing that they're they, i don't know.. maybe i'm still uncomfortable letting people know about my blog, cause i still feel scared getting criticized or something.. but hey, that's just me.

So yeah, this even actually took a long time ago, before i went to Mukah, actually on the way there, but it kinda took 2 days, cause for the first day, it was from KK to Miri, and on the second day, it's Miri to Mukah, which is a total of 2 days, cause i find it hard for people to drive around for 24 hours straight.

On the way to Miri, my uncle actually talked about this sushi place, he asked us to tried it before, but my parents were mistaken it by Subway, cause subway is actually pretty awesome, so they kinda wanted to try i guess, anyway this sushi place is actually in Brunei, see a guy like me don't usually eat sushi, cause sushi mostly contain raw fish, i don't know i'm just saying, cause those are all the thing i've seen from television, raw fish and ridiculously spicy green paste.

Anyway, yeah, the first time we didn't actually buy it, but after some experience with japanese food, i mean it's okay, it's not that horrible, the only thing i'm worried is getting a stomach ache, and with the disaster, it's kinda scary, i mean maybe the food would be contaminated or something, but i don't think that it would be easy, i mean just because it originated from Japan, doesn't mean they actually brought the food from Japan, maybe it just means that they used the style from japan but use the resource from local products.. err don't really know what they mean, raw meat?..

So with we we're with my uncle when my parents wanted to send my to college, so yeah, they ordered Sushi, don't really know what they were called but there were plenty, i think it was like 60 bucks, which of course is kinda expensive, but then again, it's not usual for us to eat Sushi, i only remember eating Japanese food that my dad bought from a cold storage cause it looks delicious to eat, but my dad didn't actually finish his, and i kinda ate one, it was this like pulut with chicken and seaweeds on top, it was cold, but it was okay i guess, it wasn't that bad, so that was kinda my first experience, but a long time ago, i actually eat Sashimi, it was a salmon if i'm not mistaken, it's kinda raw, it wasn't actually cooked, but i was surprised, it was soft, i mean usually fish would be hard to eat, that's actually why they prefer to cook or steam a fish rather than eating it raw.

And my other uncle kinda dared me to put on some sauce, i didn't really care at that time, he just wanted to see my reaction, so i put on the sashimi to the sauce, it was this black sauce, i really didn't know what's in it, i just wanted to prove him wrong, so i ate it, sure it tasted kinda weird, kinda make me wanted to pinch my eyes, but i stayed cool, i can see from they're face that they were disappointed, but yeah that was one weird sauce.. kinda spicy too..

So after buying Sushi, we went to my Aunt house in Miri, and for the first time i had dinner with my family there, i actually had a dinner there once before but my parents weren't there, so on the table it was me, my parents, my uncle and his wife, and my aunt little sister.

I was kinda being awkward, cause i'm not good with new people, by that i mean my aunt little sister, i met her several of times, but i didn't actually talk to her, i don't know why, i mean i'm.. okay.. maybe i do like her, but it's not like i could do anything, which explain why i'm awkward around her, but more strangely is that, i seriously can't stop staring at her, is she beautiful? i guess so, so yeah.. i kinda do like her, but every after time i would sort of forget her, but every time i see her back, it's kinda hard for me to forget her, oh hey, why am i talking about a girl?

Anyway it was dinner, and we kinda have a shortage on plates, so we used the styrofoam tray and divided it, i divided mine with hers, still i was awkward giving it to her.. and i was kinda scared to talk at the table. Okay sushi.. this is really making me uncomfortable.

Sushi turned out to be a surprise, man sushi actually taste great, like for the first time of my life, i tasted the real taste of sushi, and they weren't bad, in fact they're actually great, there were this like rice rolls, there were tempuras, and lots of other things i don't really know what i'm eating..

Actually i don't really have anything much to talk about sushi, just that i feel weird around girls i kinda like, i guess we're all like that sometimes aren't we? when we see that girl that we like, and we feel so powerless, and there's not a thing that we could actually do because of.. well for me, i don't actually know how to approach girls, even if it was a simple hello, man i have issues..

Yeah but i have a plan, if i'm not a CEO or working in a big company making a good living, or married, or being in prison, or making my dreams come true, or making music, or making movies, or being a popular blogger, being a vlogger, or anything that i wanna do by the time i reach 30 years old, i think i'm gonna go like backpacking or somewhere for 2 years, i mean that sounds like something that would be fun, going into a remote place, like learning all over again, that is if i'm totally free and not doing anything, that's like Plan B, Plan A is what ever life throws at me.

Err.. maybe not so much of a plan.. anyways..

My First Jailbreak

A long time ago.. my dad bought an iPad.. not much to tell..

But for the longest time, me and him have been downloading free apps from the app store which is some what okay, but not totally satisfied, and for the longest time, people have been talking about jaibreaking their i devices such as iPad, iPhone, iPod touch... and honestly it seems great..

But today.. i finally jailbreak my dad iPad, it actually sounds easier than it sounds, and people are actually making money of this jailbreaking stuff... seriously, hundred bucks per jaibreak i saw people offering their services in mobile phone shops, but honestly, i'm a newbie right here, after some searching on the web, i did it like less than 15 minutes, and honestly, it's kinda easy, i mean it's not even medium.. i just thought that it would be hard, that's why it took me this long.. i'm even considering Android because of this, cause with android, you could actually search from google and then transfer it to your android device and install it..

But with jailbreak, i just found out right this moment, all you have to do is install few applications, and after that you could download it from that applications for free, how it works, even though there's a price stated, but actually after you tap download, they would give you a bunch of links which is all free to download, and you can search practically anything over there and it's free, i mean i have only download like 6 applications so far, but i know i want to download more than that.

But i still believe that these are just for product testing, not meant for piracy or anything, but honestly, applications are expensive, but i can understand why, people spent countless hours, months, years perfecting their games, applications, err something that goes along the way, and honestly they probably can't put a price on those long hours, so a little bit of price comes, but still people refuse to pay, but honestly, i'm not paying because i actually don't know how to, cause they're using the US currency.

But yeah, it's kinda like testing the product before actually buying it to see if it's actually worth buying, cause sometimes when you're not testing stuff, you could find yourself filled with regret after spending a lot of money on things you might not actually like.

Okay yeah, i guess i'm kinda proud of myself, cause i did it by myself, without my uncle, nor my cousin, or anyone else, i'm a successor yeah!...

Kinda pumped up there, but i guess it's good, cause i'm a little bit sick right now, and it's good to have a positive energy, and i'm typing as fast as a dog chasing after a cat right now, but i think i'm gonna take a nap, cause after a short day at home, i mean working.. i should rest to celebrate this momentous afternoon.. see ya

I'm Feeling A Lot Better!

I know that my blog post lately has been.. oh how should i put this delicately.. weird.. yeah it's kinda like i'm on mood swings lately.. but seriously though.. i'm feeling a lot better.. thanks to the drugs.. not that i'm taking any drugs that are illegal.. by drugs i mean medicine.. but i bet you all know that... i'm on painkillers and antibiotics... panadol (paracetamol) has no effects on me anymore..

Just hope that i won't addicted to it.. kinda like Dr.House is addicted to Vicodin.. i'm losing sense of what i should be talking about.. i got something.. but maybe i'll save it for later.. for now.. let me savor this moment where i'm feeling less pain.

Other than that.. not much to say.

I Can Barely Speak

Yes.. i am very much indeed.. still sick, well... now it's becoming harder for me to speak since my upper jaw is kinda numb, not really numb, just that i chose not to move it, cause whenever i move it, it hurts, so the movement i made is less till it kinda became numb, so i can't really speak.. i'm only talking with my lower half of jaw..

Good thing though.. what? there's no good that can come from this.. seriously though... i have nothing good to tell you.. except maybe tomorrow i'm gonna see a doctor!, i mean finally.. i don't know.. my parents are kinda weird..

Other than that.. seriously nothing!.. can't really think of anything right now.. usually i would make stuff up or find something on the internet to talk about.. i guess the pain on my teeth is preventing me from doing exactly that.

Oh yeah.. just found out that my dad was kinda unsupportive of me getting a new monitor.. like i told him that i wanna buy a monitor.. and he say "For what??" .. you already have a monitor.. something like that.. and i'm like "My laptop screen is small, and all the kids are making fun of me cause i'm big but i own a small laptop".. screw.. oops.. i didn't finish that sentence.. but seriously though.. i think it would be an advantage for me to have a 21.5" full Hd Monitor!

Like seriously.. i could enjoy surfing,watching movies, doing my work, on a 21.5" monitor..

Okay.. here's how the whole thing happened..

So.. there's a lot of seniors at our campus using a PC instead of laptops.. and it's kinda demeaning even though they don't really mean to do it..and like most of us.. we feel like noobs only using a laptop when it's really backwards.. when a really long time ago.. people could afford a PC but don't have the luxury to afford a laptop.. but now.. everyone has a laptop.. but no one choose a PC because it's big.. and a little bit hard.. i mean you could do a lot of stuff with a pc.. mostly customizing..

And a lot of my friends are dreaming.. drooling of making a PC of their own.. so i kinda tease about buying an iMac.. i mean if you really wanna show off.. why not buy an iMac.. cause that's something that i haven't seen around campus.. so a little bit more.. the thing caught on me.. cause if you're gonna spend thousand of dollars on a PC.. why not buy an iMac? i mean iMac are awesome.. i've only used it once.. actually i don't really know why they're awesome.. maybe i'm kinda deceived by people over the US.. cause they're all using it.. then after realizing that it's expensive.. i kinda cut it down.. instead of buying an iMac.. why not a Mac Mini.. i mean all you have to do is buy a Monitor.. it's simple enough.. furthermore.. Mac Mini is actually small.. it's even smaller than my laptop.. but founding out more.. it's actually doesn't really.. err.. powerful enough.. i mean not on the processors.. it looked pretty decent enough.. but the graphic card.. ergh..

So then.. i saw a friend of mine using a Monitor.. which achieved to fool me to actually thinking that it was a PC.. so yeah.. not really a new idea.. kinda like me stealing.. but still cool..

But now.. i don't really know if i'm gonna buy a monitor in these 2 weeks.. but hey.. even stranger things had happened..

I'm Getting Lazy!!.. And It's Only The First Day

Huarggggghhhhh!!!, man i seriously can't stand being lazy.. i just wanna do stuff, i mean i feel so good going to class and doing presentation, but now i'm sick.. laying in my bed.. listening to music.. and mostly watching youtube like... i can't say bad words.. Huuuaaarrrgghhh!!! but seriously though.. i've been missing a lot of updates from youtube especially from Wong Fu, KevJumba, Community Channel, Ryan Higa, there's lots more.. but those are my favorites!

Anyway.. we're suppose to have an assignment anytime now, and tomorrow will be my second time skipping class, i don't know if it counts as skipping class when you can't physically attend that class when you're thousands of kilometer away in another state, can you? i mean seriously not that fair, and this friday happened was unintentionally, i was sick and can't sleep, i wanted to go to class, but my teeth started hurting that night before friday, Huuaaarrghhhhhh!!! (In case you don't know what that means, that's my letting my depression out, cause i can't say bad words) anyway.. yeah.. i kinda missed school already.. the good thing is that i don't feel bored during class.. usually i used to look forward going back to my dorm room before the class even started, or thinking about what food would taste good in my mouth, but now.. not so much, i kinda like class right now, especially when there's only 5 class so it's a lot easier for me to focus on stuff..

But seriously though, i came here for a reason..to resolved unfinished business!!, no.. but i just wanna look around town, maybe a stuff or two, seriously need to find a monitor.. may not be able to afford a PC, but may be able to fool some people.. haha, at least i was fooled.. I feel like i need to buy a lot of stuff.. not expensive stuff anyway.. no.. i'm done with useless expensive cra... oops.. got you there didn't i? yeah.. but i'm a little worried about my usb ports cause i only have like 3.. but i found an alternative, there's actually a 7 USB ports selling in Lelong, might wanna buy that, but there's a more awesome than that, a belkin stick or something, it's a stick that has 7 USB ports that's kinda looks cool, but it cost like 120 bucks, why i need 7 USB Ports?

1.Mouse

2.Broadband

3.External Hard Disk

4.USB Speaker

5.Cooler

6.USB Fan (Not the same as cooler)

7.Other stuff that i can't name right now..

I guess i need to take another look at my list.. i seriously can't wait for my phone!! Huaaarrrghhh... when are you gonna arrive?? well it's suppose arrive this week, to bad i'm not at campus to take it, well after holidays then, i mean qwerty keyboard, i've been wanting one since i was like.. i don't know.. few years ago i guess.. but i did tried a qwerty keyboard on my friend phone, it was the Nokia e71, it's kinda difficult cause the keys were so small, and i had to look at it for the most part cause i am not used to it yet, but my phone that has a qwerty keyboard looks a little bit bigger, and it's round.. hope that i could do some blogging, facebooking, maybe even start twittering on that phone, but i don't think that it supports 3G network.. cause i bought it for 200 bucks.. and guess what? it's a china phone..

But the good thing is that it use.. Android.. i've been wanting one for quite a long time i guess.. i nearly bought the Xperia X8.. but i didn't.. i guess a cheap phone is better than expensive useless "The C Word"..

Okay.. that's about it..

Okay.. i got some ideas to do.. well for one.. i wanna have one idea a day.. and kinda like implement it, and do like a percentage to see it's progress.

Other than that.. i wanna do like a foundation, it's called Make A Move Foundation, but i don't really know the first thing to make a Foundation.. okay maybe not a foundation.. cause i just found out that foundation is actually a charitable organization.. i kinda wanna make like a seminar for people on how to start doing something.. thus Make A Move!, i mean seriously.. entrepreneurship, but i don't consider myself as a successful entrepreneur, i'm not even an entrepreneur, but i wanna help people, cause i think that's what i do best, and i wanna raise the number of rich people in Malaysia so that we can eliminate poverty.. is that a good enough reason.. okay maybe not rich.. just a good living.. cause life is too short to live in poverty.. kinda feel sad..okay bbyezz