Anyway habits, what are habits really, it's like some annoying thing that sticks with you whether you want it or not, some people like to smoke, some people like to torture people, some just.. i don't know..
I don't really have a bad habits, i don't smoke, i don't drink alcohols, i don't drink and drive, i don't go late at night and come back i the middle of .. err almost sunrise.
But i do have a habit, which is eating, i mean it's not wrong or anything, i mean every one eats, tell me one person on this living earth who doesn't eat, and i'll do nothing really, cause that's an interesting fact, how, i mean seriously how, do you survive without eating? i mean i've tried it, but even i have to eat a little bit, i can't not eat nothing at all for a day, actually i succeed, but that's not important.
So going back home, err.. man it's a little bit hard, so i'm happy that i'm losing weight, but i'm also worried that i'm gonna gain it back, cause most of my weight comes from my home, i mean not literally, but you know what i mean, i mean it's just that i can't really control myself here, if i was in Mukah, kinda like less strict, not that i can do anything i want, just that my mom can't force me to eat, yeah i like to use the term "Shove it through my throat", yeah i'm being over-dramatic, my parents never shove anything through my throat, if anything, my mom took a toothbrush and poke it through my throat for me to puke, it's not as it seems, she actually gave me a wrong medicine, which is actually for adults, but at that time, i was still a kid, so she need me to puke it out, i mean what is she suppose to do? make me imagine disgusting stuff so that i would do the puking all by myself without any toothbrushes?
So yeah, i have this problem, cause i seriously think i'm gaining weight without even trying, i mean i have to eat, i can't not eat, i have to say i've been eating regularly, and healthier, no not really, last night i almost finish a plate of fried noodle, and it was oailay (Oily) i just wanna pronounce like it's disgusting or something, and i have like two chickens, but i can't really eat chickens now can i with my teeth hurting, oh yeah, that was yesterday, then i'm still right!
Yeah, but today, i ate nothing but vege, but that was for dinner, but i didn't wanna eat dinner in the first place, but i'm taking medication so i can't not have an empty stomach, i don't know why, does having an empty stomach while on medication makes you better faster, you know because you stomach absorb all the medicine more quickly, i don't know, no one ever clarify me about that. But i did ate like porridge for breakfast and lunch, it was McD porridge, i don't think i have a choice, they provide the fastest porridge you can find in less than 15 minutes, seriously man, porridge takes some time to cook.
And i'm just eating it cause i'm sick, after i'm done being sick, i'm gonna eat nothing but vege, speaking of vege, my mom cook like this cabbage added with eggs, and man they were delicious, i might even say it surpasses egg plants, i mean seriously, i feel like i can't get enough of it, and now it's raining..
but yeah, i ate nothing but vege for dinner, and i have to be honest, i think i'm getting a little hungry, but i'll just drink water afterwards.
So yeah, was that short enough? don't think so, so i'ma take a bath, and i'll see you later, have a good one, good night, and have a pleasant.. err anything that you're currently doing.
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