After Class And Sleeping Late

Class was.. uh.. okay i have to be honest, it's boring, not because of what made class usually boring, but it's the way that the lecturer teaches us which is not really provoking us to learn, but he's kinda new, so i guess it would take some time to get used to to actually teach us the right way, but we're in the fifth semester, and if a lecturer failed to teach us the right way, he's gonna be the source of one or maybe more of use extending our semester. But lecturer's not to blame, students at the class we're noisy, i couldn't even concentrate even if i wanted to, and it's like the lecturer doesn't even care that we're not paying attention, but the stuff that we learned tonight was kinda what we've already learned already last week.

Sleeping late, i don't know why, but even when i'm here, i'm still sleeping late, i wish i could sleep as early as i possibly could, but knowing that class tomorrow doesn't start in early morning, straight away i'll be setting myself to sleep late, but i don't really wanna sleep that late, to be honest, i'm already sleepy, after playing games, now i'm about to take my bath which i failed to do, and it's not good to take bath in the middle of the night.

Anyway, without noticing, it's 2 more days till the 6th of august, that means, tomorrow is the last time of my life that i'm gonna be 19! after that i'm 20!, oh man, i wish, nah, it's a part of life, we all go through it, i don't even know why i'm friggin out, maybe my life would turn around when i turned 20, maybe they'll be more opportunity, but what i really want is myself to not be scared all the friggin time, i don't know why, but i'm like this coward that can't really face anything, but i think i'm just lazy, i make excuses that i'm afraid, but really i'm lazy, also i'm sensitive, like i could imagine how things are already going before it actually happen. It's not like i could read the future, but i don't know.

Going back, i don't know if i want to go back during the holidays, i mean it's only for a week, but i don't think it's fair, cause usually it's suppose to be 2 weeks, cause usually they would combine the holiday for our middle semester break, i guess there's gonna be another week of break happening in september, i'm not sure, but it's a possibility, cause middle semester break usually happened after we take our test. But the bad news is that it's only gonna be a week of holiday, and a lot of people aren't going back cause they say it's not worth it paying 500 bucks just for a week at home, i don't know about me, but my parents are always asking me when i'm gonna come back, well i haven't decided yet if i actually wanna go back home or not, but there's like lots of unfinished business that needs to be done, like applying a new broadband, bring my lame speaker cause everyone is buying a new speaker, i'm just afraid to bring mine cause i'm afraid that my roommates gonna borrow it.

But it's all in the past now, so yeah i'm gonna take a bath and sleep right now. See ya