The Working Experience

Today was the first day that i started working.. or so i thought... yeah.. so much for working.. all i did was wait for hours in the lobby.. waiting for hours hoping to get some kind of insertion of teaching or at least do something.. but nope.. all i did was sat on my ass for hours waiting for something to happen.. well, i didn't did it alone... my uncle was there.. actually, we we're waiting for him to do a presentation on SES.. don't recall what it stands for.. anyway hours went by... at one time i was bored.. i hold my breath and use my phone stop watch to see how long i can hold my breathe... i remembered bout the lungs expanding.. so i started with 30 seconds.. then i longest i last is 45 seconds.. normally i would burst to get some air after holding a breathe that long.. but i didn't guess it's not practical to burst getting air.. yeah i was bored....

And the sad thing is that i was actually pretty excited to go to this presentation.. only be let down and disappointed.. i learned nothing.. well at least there's something.. i let the sun burn me in the morning.. and i woke early today.. considering that for these few weeks my waking time was 2PM, well i haven't been sleeping well for the last few weeks.. usually sleep at 4am.. i can't even sleep even if i wanted to.. i wish i could sleep just by sleeping.. but no.. you have to wait to sleep.. seriously.. i don't know bout you.. but i have this routine before i actually go to sleep.. i would turn around and find a comfort spot... feeling that soft side on your bed.. then i turn around some more.. after that then i get to sleep.. i don't why i can't sleep like normal people do... and the other weird thing i did is put my hands on my back.. like physically stopping my blood from flowing.. that's the only way i could sleep... i did try not doing that.. but i can't sleep, and my feet started getting numb..

Yeah so much for a first day..