Addicted..

No.. i'm not addicted to anything bad.. or is? i don't know.. i'm not really addicted to bad stuff like alcohols, drugs or anything bad.. seriously.. it's nothing like that.. it's just that i'm addicted to an online Game call Maple Story.. and the weird thing is that it's not even that fun.. sure i was addicted to it when i first play it.. but now... there's nothing that i feel like i'm addicted to it.. last time i was addicted to it was because i was chasing my cousins level.. didn't even sleep.. and whenever he didn't play, that was likely my happiest time.. knowing that he would left behind.. but still, right now.. he's not even playing.. but there's still something that's reeling me in to the game..

Okay.. for the past couple of days.. i have been playing the game till 7am.. usually the longest i've last was till 4 am and that was from watching series.. yeah.. it's obvious that i'm addicted.. well, i'm planning to stop anyway.. but then again, there's not so much i can do.. it's not like i'm working.. eventhough i should.. hmm, funny thing.. even if i wanna work, the office is pretty much closed since it's christmas.. i didn't even know that they can do that.. so i'm not working till next year.. for the mean time, i'm busting my brains out what to write on my report.. mostly lies.. let's face it.... i can't write crap on that book.. i have no experience what-so-ever on working.. the only time i worked was probably when i was watching after my uncle cyber cafe which is closed now.. and that wasn't much of a working experience.. there's the waiting in the chair waiting for customer buying coupons for the computers..

But seriously.. there's something i've said in the past that it's really haunting me right now.. is it coincidence or just pure crap.. but it is weird.. like this working thing for example.. i remember i swore to myself that i will never work.. just planning to get rich... yeah.. it's seriously haunting me right now.. i'm not working eventhough i'm suppose to be working... then there's the other thing where i say i didn't want a girlfriend... who knew that would be a good thing... well i didn't, back then, i'm just scared that my money would be gone.. most people spend their money on their girlfriends.. hence.. their broke.. well.. i don't know whether to regret that or be thankful.. still thinking..

On my free time.. well.. let's face it.. i can't do crap.. just watching series al over again.. and for the third time.. i'm watchin Friends again.. the whole 10 season... i've watch the whole 10 season 2 times before.. and yeah, it's a very funny show.. even though it's over... well at least there's How I Met Your Mother.. the resemblence of the show is uncanny.. seriously.. i think most of the things in HIMYM is mostly taken from Friends.. i mean it's there, it's obvious.. only there are differents.. but not so many..

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