Stuck

So.. i've always been saying that i'm doing something lame.. cause that's i am.. and writing a post seems to be harder than usual.. this is like my third time trying to write.. the last two seem a little bit lame so i decided to write a new one..

And.. my plan for these few months didn't exactly go as plan.. and yeah i am stuck.. i don't know what i'm suppose to do.. everyone is out there working.. and i'm here sitting on my chair facing my laptop 24 hours.. okay that's not possible cause i also watch televesion so give or take 12 hours? yeah most probably..

But here's the thing.. it's not like i wanna be stuck.. i just have no idea what to do.. my uncle said he's gonna give me a task but still.. i'm stuck..

I think being stuck is really bad for me.. cause i can't really write.. think my post has been decreasing eversince i got back.. i can't even write crap nowadays..

Okay.. so what's new?
err... seems that people has been using Windows Phone 7 on shows.. like Hawaii Five-0 and Smallville..
It's great isn't it.. i mean they've been gone for quite some time now.. there was time when Windows rule the Smart Phone operating system.. but back then.. Windows opponet was Palm and.. it wasn't really big at that time.. but now.. Wow can you say?
It's a little obvious that people has been using the iPhone for quite some time.. and it does sicken me.. well mostly cause i can't have it.. well let's diversify..
There's also Android.. which has been the iPhone competitor for quite some time and it's also known for being the fastest rising Operating System.. and it has also replaced the Windows Mobile platform which has now been renamed Windows Phone.. WinMo or WinPho.. Still stuck with Symbian.. oh wait.. i stop using that now.. actually using a crappy phone.. don't think i need all those fancy gadgets.. but it's nice to know you own them..

Well Christmas is coming and there's not much in it for me.. here's what i'm up to 7 days to Christmas..

I got no..
-Christmas tree
-Christmas Presesnts
-Christmas Wish
-Christmas Plans..
and last but not least..
-Christmas Spirit..

I think it's gone..well i can't search for it can i? but i did try to revive it by listening to Christmas songs.. but doesn't seem like working.. still feels the same..

Remember when you we're a kid and Christmas was coming and you we're so friggin happy cause you know it's gonna be good.. well it's gone for me right now..
I don't even know where i'm gonna be this Christmas.. how sad is that.. most people know where they're gonna be on Christmas.. with their love ones.. their families.. friends..

Well.. look on the bright side.. i made it through the year.. though it has been a sucky year.. but.. nah.. all my hopes is dead.. just have to look forward..

Life used to be more simpler than this isn't it?.. like when i was a kid.. all i want is grow up and go to work and not be stuck at school with bullies and teacher.. but now growing up.. it's the other way around.. you wish you're stuck at school.. you wish you hadn't grown and give yourself a hard time with work and all that..

Yeah... Growing up sucks.. especially when you don't know what to do.. seriously i do prefer being in school.. cause you know what's gonna happen.. you stay bored and you go home bored.. okay not so much.. but it's better than now.. i don't know what forward is gonna bring to me.. well i don't wanna know.. all the good stuff has been taken anyway..

Happy Holidays!