Goodbye - My Last Post

This is probably gonna be my last post here on blogspot, it's not that i'm stopping blogging, just that i'm moving, if you still don't know my new blog site, it's http://august6th.defloix.com/, it's only been a few days since i've started writing on my new blog, so far i feel okay, just that i have problem with the customization of the wordpress, i guess i need some time to learn, so this is gonna be my last post in blog spot, and i just wanna talk i guess, talk about the years i've spent writing on this blog, this blog is where i go to share my sorrow, joy, pain, happiness, almost everything i guess, it's where i go when i'm bored, it's where i go when i wanted to put my feelings into words, i guess i pretty much do everything in my blog.

I'm trying to gather my feelings here, but it's kinda hard, cause there's actually people in my room, so, i can't really do my best here.

Anyway, let's start, actually my blog will be 2 years old this september on the 28th, but i guess i'll never do the anniversary blog, it's a little bit sad i guess, but i'm turning a new leaf, so i guess it's a good thing, i've written roughly about 400 post in this blog, but i don't know if it's all posted or just drafts, okay, i've counted, it's about 370 post, that's plenty i guess for 2 years, and i managed to get a page rank, it's not much, but it's a start, i didn't even know about page rank, i mean i just blog because, i guess i love to write i guess, i mean i kinda wish i'm one of those people who write stories, but i'm writing blog, writing stories are much more interesting i guess, but i don't have that much experience and i don't have much interesting stories to write, but i guess it's another plan for another time.

I feel like writing a long post, but to be honest, i don't really have the energy, my eyes are blurry, i'm losing focus with people talking, but i'm gonna hold on, so i'm gonna stick for a little longer.

I guess i just wanna thank blogspot for giving me this opportunity to write and let me explore my writing skills, of course it isn't much, but it's taking me somewhere, and i'm really thankful for that, i'm thankful that what i feel like i'm doing the least is actually what i could do the most, but it's time i guess.

I know this isn't much of a goodbye post, but words can't describe the sadness that i'm feeling as i'm leaving this blog behind, but for another future in my other blog, i guess all i wanna do right know is thank you all for giving me the support for these years, thank you for reading my blog, it really mean so much knowing that other people out there are actually reading what i've write, but i know i'm not at my top right now, so i'm just gonna continue writing to get to that place, and hopefully being a quality writer one day, and last of all, i wanna thank my friend tim for helping me out, thank my cousin, my friends, and my parents, actually i don't know if they actually know about this blog, i really doubt that they know my blog.

Haha, yeah, great times, so i'll end this post with a poem. i'll try to write it.

For two years you've been there,

letting me write everywhere,

a spot where i write about what i care,

and now it's ending, i know it isn't fair.

Okay, thanks y'all. It has been a pleasure writing for you.

Having Two Blogs

Actually i have more, but i'm just gonna focus on these two right here, or am i?

See, it's a little bit confusing because sometimes, i don't know where am i gonna blog, is it here, or the other one, cause if i don't update regularly here, my page rank might be gone, but on the other hand, if i don't update on my new blog, it would be a total waste, and getting that page rank might not be possible.

So yeah, i think i'm gonna just, yeah my head's spinning right now, i just think this would be appropriate for a personal blog, and the other one is more like public, i guess i could do that, i just don't know how to split my thoughts into thinking which goes where, and also, i'm not that type of person who can think instantly of what to blog about, though i may have over 300 blog post, i don't know because in my dashboard it say 430, but i know a lot of them are draft, that i haven't actually finished, kinda like my unfinished story..

Anyway, gimme some time to figure it out, in the mean time, keep a look out i guess, i don't know, it's just too overwhelming, should i keep a regular post on my old blog, or should i just focus on my new blog, or should i just do both? i don't know, okay this might be a first, and i don't know if i could actually get a response or not, but i'm gonna try it, leave a comment on the comment section and let me know if i should:

a)Keep writing on my old blog

b)Keep writing on my new blog

c)Keep Writing on both of my blog

Okay thanks.

A New Blog

Just stopping by to say that i have a new blog, but this time i'm using my own domain so the site is a little strange, so if you're free and feel like stopping by, go ahead to http://august6th.defloix.com/, nothing has changed, just the defloix.com i guess, instead of blogspot.com

This is actually an idea from my friend, he convinced me to buy my own domain so that i could actually make some money off my blog, he says i'm good at writing, but i don't know how much of that is true, cause i don't even believe in myself that much.

Well, i would never imagine that i would actually have my own domain, i look through everyone blog and it's kinda cool seeing that they have their own domain rather than having a blogspot as their blogging spot, having your own domain is kinda like having more freedom towards how you want to shape your website, but blogspot is kinda like a beginner like me i guess, it's really good if you wanna start out on blogging, but if you're getting serious on blogging or actually kinda good at it, i guess you could get your own domain cause it could actually benefit you in the future.

I was kinda fussy for getting my own domain, cause first, i'm kinda cheap, getting your own domain is not cheap, so i'm kinda skeptical deciding to buy or not, but i still owe my friend for helping me out haha, second of all, i don't really know how the process works, so i'm really grateful to have a friend to guide me.

And now, i'm kinda torn, should i just blog on the new blog or write on both these blog, the other one is actually helping me in the future, on the other hand, this is sort of the foundation of my blogging days, this is where it all started, i'm getting all nostalgic for no reason, i guess it's a good thing to get your own domain, showing how serious you are about it, not that i'm a serious blogger, but i see it as pushing me to my limit, this is my safe spot, and that's my danger zone, yeah i feel awkward writing at that blog, cause the interface is different, but over time, i guess it will be okay, i still feel comfortable writing over here, why wouldn't you? you've been writing here for almost 2 years, and now, it's like you're saying goodbye to it, well, i'm not sure how much is true, but i kinda have to focus on that blog so that i could get a page rank.

So yeah, just wanna drop by and tell about the new domain, though it's not quite ready yet, it's still in the process, till then.

16th Of September P/S

I just found that on this very day is actually the anniversary of my parents wedding day, so i'm writing this on my blog in honor of their wedding and also to remind me that today is the day my parents got married, cause i forgot to wish them that, i know it's pathetic, but hey, at least i'm trying now.

Also i might be getting my own domain today, *Fingers Crossed.

Today is a bit crazy, i'm going crazy on lelong, it's like i wanna buy everything i saw, but the problem is i don't have money, actually i do have money, just that i can't really use it for my aim on having 100k by the time my age is 25, i mean seriously, i can't stop wanting things, i wish i can kill this desire to always want to have things everytime i saw one.

Yeah things got a little crazy, anyway, just want to remind me of that next year, to wish my parents happy anniversary.

16th Of September

So if you're a borneon who lives in Sabah and Sarawak, you would know today is in fact Malaysia Day, actually i think they kinda changed it, cause i used to remember it being, actually i don't know, but for Sabahan it's a little bit special, cause it's also the birthday of the T.Y.T which stands for Tuan Yang Terutama which means, the first master? actually that's the direct translation, but i don't know if it's still him who is still T.Y.T, actually i don't know who's the Sabah T.Y.T to be honest, i just know it's his birthday, or the current Sabahan T.Y.T, i have no clue.

Okay, so today, actually i thought that they were gonna have a spot check for the whole building, cause my friend warn me yesterday, so i kinda hide my stuff, but there wasn't actually any spot check and here's how the story goes.

So it was morning, i slept early last night, about 11PM, guess i was tired, so there was a person announcing on the megaphone, which is really irritating sometimes, but today he announce that we would have a Gotong-Royong, which means like cleaning or something, but it was actually just tidying up our own room, so there was a lecturer notifying us all that we have to clean up our room, but he was sporting, lots of people say he is, so i'm just following, so he says after you clean up your room, and checked that it's all clean, he'll give us a free coupon for a meal.

So we did, clean up the room, rearrange the table position, actually not much was done, i can't sweep the floor cause i have an allergic reaction, so i left that to my room mate, and after few minutes, it was done, and we did a little bit surfing, and i played the 5 Gum Mystery Hunt on facebook, and i got number 18 on the 7th checkpoint, yeah, i wasn't really hoping to get number one, but i would be really greatful cause the prize was an iPod Nano, but i had a little tough time finding the clue cause before this my friend kinda tell me where the checkpoint is, but this time, i was on my own, it was a little hard, but i succeed in the end, thank to google map, although i think everyone is kinda using google map.

After all is done, the lecturer finally came and glance around and gave us our free coupon, wee free meal, after few hours, me and my room mate finally went to the kafe to get our free meal, but it was raining, so i borrowed my friend umbrella, it was kinda awkward when 2 people are sharing one umbrella, and i got wet even though there's an umbrella, so arrived at the kafe, it's not actually that far, but it was raining so it's a little bit hard to reach there, so we got the coupon for a free meal at the cost of 3 bucks, that's pretty generous, and i don't eat that much, but today i kinda have to, usually i would eat a buck fifty to 2, but today, i kinda have to choose more food to get an even 3 bucks, so i had rice, cabbage and a chicken, usually it would be just rice and cabbage, but it's paid for anyway, so i figure why not.

So, last week i bough a watch from lelong, it's actually a replica of Adidas Nyc, but in Lelong it says Macys, but it's similar, actually, i'm kinda interested at first when i saw the watch in Miri, but i didn't actually know the name of the watch, so i did a little surfing, at first i though it was the Adidas Seoul, cause it's a little similar, but the Seoul is plain, the NYC actually have pattern which is kinda amazing, so after few days, i finally know the name of the watch and decided to look for it on Lelong, and i found it, may not be the real stuff, but i might actually buy the real stuff at the end of the year if i complete my bet with myself, but for the time being, this will have to do, so the watch actually arrived yesterday but i didn't know that, so i tried to took it today, but with no such luck, at first the office was open but i didn't wear a collar shirt and bought my matrix card, i didn't know that i have to, cause usually i would just search for my stuff and sign, today was different, and i went 2 more times, but it was closed, i guess i have to take it on monday, my watch is broken, not really, just that it resets by itself, which is kinda annoying, i bet it's resetting right now as we speak, hold on lemme check, fortunately it didn't, oh well, i'm gonna have a new watch on monday anyway, but that's it, i'm not buying anymore stuff, i'm done with buying stuff, i end up spending even though i didn't want to at the first place, but it was a pleasant experience to buy stuff online, i mean with all the worries people been giving you such as losing stuff, getting scammed by the seller, well i was fortunate enough to not go through that, all my stuff arrived safe and functional, so, it may not be the best i've ever bought, but it's okay, cause most of them are cheap anyway, i can't really expect much from them, actually what i really wanna do is do a review, i bet that would make me work more on blogging, i mean i have so much new stuff, but i still haven't blog yet, i need sometimes, maybe after i take my watch i'll do a post.

Till then.

Random Update 15/9/2011

Yeah, it's been kinda long since i've done any post, to be honest, i kinda feel like i don't know what i'm doing right now, but i won't let that bother me, i'm just gonna continue writing, i'm not gonna write about specific stuff, in fact, i'm probably gonna toss what comes across my mind at any time.

So, it's been a week since i'm back, now i'm in Mukah, the holiday is over, it's kinda dreadful, but at least i get to attend my niece 1st birthday, it's kinda weird calling her my niece, cause she's actually my cousin daughter, i mean i wouldn't have any problem if she's actually my sister daughter, but the thing is, i'm an only child, so the chances of me becoming an uncle is pretty slim, i don't even know why i wanna become an uncle, i guess it's kinda cool to be an uncle, cause my uncle show me that, i guess i just wanna return the favor, but doesn't seem like i could do that.

Okay, enough about not being able to be an uncle, at least i still have a chance on becoming a father right?

So, back, yeah, really excited, cause i'm really looking forward in losing more weight, hopefully i succeed, maybe even more successfully than the last time, so the last time i was here, i lost 10kg, from 140kg to 130kg (yeah i know i'm heavy), and my goal is to lose 25-30kg by the end of the semester, so that makes me almost or an even 100kg, and if i succeed, i will continue next year on pursuing my ideal weight, which is 80kg, so that's about 20kg i have to lose if i succeed in losing 25-30kg by the end of the semester, and if i do succeed in losing those weight, i plan to lose 10 more kilograms just for fun, so that makes me 70kg, actually not just for fun, i'm just scared that if i do succeed in losing half my weight, that it would easily gain back, so if i can get 70kg, i can be more cautious.

Okay, enough about my weight, actually i'm planning to do daily basis weight lost, but i figure it's best for the first week to be a week first, cause i'm not on track right now.

Back, not really much has change, i'm still not eating at night, but it's really hard not to eat at all, but i did succeed in 2 days, although not in a row.

Yeah, i'm getting a little bit rusty here, pardon me, but i promise that i will get back on my feet as soon as possible, it's like practice, if you haven't done something in a long time, you'll feel strange, that's what i'm experiencing now, but i've been lazy, and i'm only blogging now because i'm actually free, all these time that i was lazy is actually because i was busy and got tired which kinda make me lazy, for one week i took 3 test! my brain is overheat, actually not really, i don't study that often, so it's kinda good for me to actually study for a test, and there's one more test coming up next week!

Studies, i guess it's all good, nothing bad happened.. yet.. i sure hope not, yeah not so much.

Stuff!

Okay, i guess i'm a little energetic to write about this, so counting now, i've been buying 5 stuff online, i bought 2 Gigabyte Mouse, a China Monster Beat Replica Earphone, a Chine Android Phone, and recently an Adidas Watch which actually have arrived, i haven't take it yet. So total, i've spent about 369 bucks on all these stuff, that's pretty hefty, i also bought a Samsung Monitor, but that's on my dad expenses, yeah i'm really lucky.

About the watch, so till recently, i've been looking over my old stuff, and i remember how much i used to love collect watch, i must have thousand of watches when i was a kid, i really like to collect stuff, i remember collecting cards, toys, watches, games, phones, and all other things, but now i'm shifting to virtual things, cause physical things is just so hard to keep, collecting stuff like songs, movies, pictures (not yet, but soon), and other stuff.

But honestly, i just feel weird, i know this probably will be my worst blog post ever, but at least i'm updating right? okay guess that's no excuse, yeah just been busy, i'll try to post something tomorrow, although i think i might be stuck in square one, seeing nothing and having nothing to blog about, but i'm totally wrong, there's totally so much stuff to blog about, not just stuff, but experience, i had a lot of experience, though, i don't really know how to write them cause i don't remember them, oo i do have a great tip for contact lens, so i've been wearing Contact lens for about a month now, but recently i don't wear them cause they make my eyes red, i think i need to change them, but i'm gonna try them again someday, and if it's still gonna make my eye red, i'm gonna change it, anyway for those of you who are wearing contact lens, i don't know if you already know this, but i found it out by myself, anyway the tip is, sometimes when you wearing your contact lens, even when it's already bathed in solution, your eye sometimes still gonna be red, the chances of you putting your lens properly for the first time is okay, but not that high, so sometimes it's frustrating to take out and put on your contact lens over and over again, but i'm pretty sure this tip work, so what you do at first is you take your contact lens, flip push it backwards and swirl it on your contact lens case, then push it back, after you push it back, put it on the tip of your finger like you normally would, after it's like the bowl shape, take your solution, either you have the small solution with the small hole or buy a small bottle that has a small hole on the top, anyway, put a little bit of the solution on the contact lens, about 1 or 2 drops, and put it on your eye, it will actually makes it easy and you will feel cold from the lens which is a little comfortable, so that's pretty much my tip.

So yeah, that's my awful post, but thanks for reading, and i'm out.

Pavlova

So yesterday a relative sent out kinda strange looking food to our house, i mean my dad told me it was pretzels so i was okay, i've had that before, so then when the actual thing arrive, it's actually strange, i thought it was some kind of big biscuit or something, but it's not, it's actually called Pavlova, it's kinda like a cake, but it's actually a big sized meringue with cream and fruits on top of it.

Pavlova turned out to be a surprising taste of a cake, i've never actually had a pavlova before, it's actually named after a Russian ballet dancer named Anna Pavlova which i think is awesome, so how does pavlova taste? it's kinda like wafer my mom describe it, but it's actually kinda crispy, and when it's inside your mouth, it sort of melt away, and it's really sweet because of the fruits, there's actually lots of fruits, but only strawberry, blueberry and grapes, it's actually delicious, now i'm not a cake eating type of guy, but Pavlova might seem like a cake, but it's different, it doesn't have that soft texture you normally got from a cake, and the cream sort of mixed with the meringue once you got it inside of your mouth, and the sweetness comes naturally from the fruit, i sound like a fruit critic i know..

So i've done a little bit of research of myself by searching on youtube and googling it, at first i thought it was a trifle cake, due to it's cream and fruits, but i was wrong, come on, don't tell me you've never been wrong before, but anyways, turns out it's called pavlova, and the strange thing is, after talking to my cousin, actually more of listening, i don't do much talking, she really got my parents interested in baking a pavlova, because apparently there is no pavlova selling here, reason? it's astonishingly expensive, it's kinda like a cake, without the price of a cake, coming in to secret recipe and finding out 7 bucks for a slice of cake kinda makes my head pop a little bit, and 80 bucks for a cake? i mean seriously? we used to spend like 50 bucks on cakes, and that's only for birthdays, yeah it's strange i know, so Pavlova is sold for a hundred and fifty bucks, and if you can't read that the numeral is 150 bucks, i mean seriously?

But it's kinda hard, but not really to make, i mean i saw youtube videos, and i kinda feel like i actually wanna make pavlova, and i've gotta be honest, it's really good, and if you have a chance to go to KL, you should look for Pavlova, and i'll guarantee you that you won't be disappointed, but if you can't spare a hundred and fifty bucks, you can always log on to youtube and learn how to bake it yourself, i mean a hundred and fifty bucks is a lot of money, but i guess it's kinda worth it sort of, well we got it for free, so i can't really brag about it, but i don't really have much time to bake a pavlova, actually i never bake anything in my life, actually i did, but i failed, i remember trying to bake orange cookies, yeah i have no idea what i'm doing, i kinda like mash up some cookies and put some orange juice in it, i seriously forgot how it taste like, but i'm pretty sure that it's not even hard, yeah i'm not a baker, but this Pavlova thing really got me hook, kinda remember like the time i was hook on buying Speedstacking, but that was kinda disappointing, but anyway, life goes on, and i'm trying this Pavlova, maybe not now, but later in december, and maybe i could serve it as a christmas dish, and maybe actually make a profit by baking pavlova, cause seriously, last night was some kind of awakening, i mean there's no pavlova selling in KK, so that's kind of an opportunity, so yeah, maybe i'll become a pavlova baker, or maybe i just make the little one, the meringue, cause i'm not totally confident with myself in making stuff that big, so yeah, pavlova, even the name it self contain the word Love without the E, you get what i mean..

1402

Yeah, weird title right? It's the number that i got for waiting for the doctor, yeah, mentioned it at my last post.

Anywaysssssssssss

Wow, actually,

Probably,

Maybe,

Just a little,

No but seriously though, it went well, like there was supposed to be 3 procedure, but i only had 2, cause i'm on a time sensitive position, but i'm thankful that it could be done early.

Not a lot done, they just took the last temporary fillings, so they could filled in a permanent fillings, but the strange thing is that, when he drilled my teeth, i didn't feel a thing, i didn't even realize that the dentist was drilling, yeah the dentist changed, though he did mentioned it the last time, but strangely, the same doctor was still there, only he was assisting, anywaysssssssss..

Like seriously though, i didn't feel a thing, like the only thing that's telling me that my teeth is being drilled, is the fact that there's a burst of water and white over my face, like i didn't feel anything in my teeth, which was strange, but okay i guess, i didn't even use anesthetic, so yeah that was strange.

So after they drilled my teeth, getting rid of the temporary fillings, they did something strange, they put like a lot of little sticks, much more little than a toothpick, i think they were trying to use it to get rid of the excess i guess, they put in so many and take it out after a while, it was seriously strange, and they didn't really explain to me what they were doing, so i was like, okay you're a doctor, so i trust you.

So after several sticks in my mouth, they finally pull all of it, but then, the use something like a metal, that has this long iron but really slim, slim as the mini stick, but then he like burned it and quickly put it on my teeth, i have no idea what he was doing, it was really weird, but other than that, i took an X-ray to see if the sticks were connected?

But the bad news is that in 2-3 years, my teeth will be.. err.. how should i say this... i don't know, it will not be good, and they ask me to put in a crown so that it would hold to the teeth, but my mom says it's expensive... so i don't know, maybe i should just wait for a genetic research that could rapidly grow a brand new teeth! yeah sounds awesome..

I'm Hungry

Mainly because i can't sleep, i kinda realize this a while back, whenever i sleep really late, almost in the morning, i will feel some kind of hunger, which automatically makes me look for food, but i actually already ate, in fact, i did look for food just a couple of hours, can't believe i ate chocolate, for the longest time i've been staying away from chocolate, it comes to me in this dark night, but seriously though, i tried to sleep early, like lots of time, but i can't seem to sleep, even when i turned of my computer, i got my phone by my side, then realizing surfing on my phone is annoying because it's slow automatically makes me wanna turn on my computer.

I really wish my writing means more than just for me, don't get me wrong, i started writing because, err what was the reason again? actually i don't recall, yeah, but now after reading so many articles from many websites, i wish i could be one of them, the one writing those articles, yeah.. i've had some ideas, but don't think that it would be coming out soon very much enough, mostly the feeling of scared, i'm not a risk taker i'll admit that, but i believe, doesn't seem convincing does it.

Just a late night blogging, can't find anything interesting on the internet, youtube seems to be dull right now, all my subscription - Watched!

Anyway, i think youtube is like my third generation of television, it used to be astro as the first generation, and then i evolve into internet, but wasn't into youtube back then, after a while, after having a proper internet that could load youtube videos really fast, i finally get the hang of subscribing, i used to thought that having to subscribe to other people channels meaning you have to pay, and the fact is that i just found out recently, well not like just now, but couple of years ago, actually, maybe few months ago, after KevJumba, then i really get the hang of subscribing to other people channels, ironically not a lot of people subscribe to me, well that's a terrible joke, cause i'm not a vlogger, actually i don't have to be a vlogger, i could just make skits, but that would require me to actually act, the truth is.. i don't know how to act.

Ironically, i always imaging when i was a kid that i would be in a scene, nah.. hopeless child shenanigans, but now it's a bit easier, a bit, not a lot, i mean sure you don't have to act for a television, i mean youtube is pretty good enough, i bet there's more people watching youtube more than they watch television, but the truth is, television is still mainstream, and youtube is.. only when people have proper connection.. you see my point.

Not that i haven't tried the vlogging thing, aargh.. saying this just makes me frustrated, i can't even lift myself up, yeah, i'm having doubts, but i'm getting better, i'll get there in a while, i did it with my presentation, not the best, but i'm getting better, i'm getting good, i probably even start a trend, before i actually present properly, people were like reading off the projectors which seems kinda boring, but i was more shallow compare to them before, but then i decided to change, i need to change, it's for the benefit for me in the future anyway, so then i started presenting properly, not being scared and all, and i have to say, it kinda payed off, i'm not scared anymore when i'm presenting, i'm not shaking, and i'm actually talking in front of the class, and for all of my presentation that i did this year, i haven't heard from a single lecturer that asked me to speak up, cause before the fifth semester, lecturer always asking my to speak up, see i'm.. err what's the word, generating? no, i'm evolving?, something better, i'm progressing, yeah..

Wow.. late night blog, well i'm just.. err.. yeah i guess that's just much about it, i still wanna eat? don't think my parents approve of me eating instant noodles in 3 in the morning.

Oh yeah, that reminds me, i have a doctor appointment tomorrow, in 9 in the morning? i still can't sleep, oh why can't i sleep in this hollow place? should i continue? i shouldn't, i should probably sleep, maybe i need to take a pill or something, i remember when i was sick and my mom make me eat medicine and that i would fall asleep right away, maybe i should fake being sick in order to get medicine so i could finally fall asleep without trying, cause i'm err..

okay i'm done, trying to sleep here people, which doesn't explain why i'm still typing, okay STOP!

The End Of August

Well, August is pretty much dead, yeah.. and so am i.. inside..

Anyways, August, has August been a great month for me? i kinda have to say yes just because it's my birthday, but nothing really happens on my birthday, but the thing is, nothing can ever bring you down if it's your birthday, i mean it's the day you were born, and you're getting older each year, and by the year you happen to age one more year, you made a mark, a passing for another year of your life, you should be thankful, appreciate, err.. what other words that is connected to being gracefully thankful for giving us life each and every day.

But seriously no, near to the end of August, i had a painful experience, my teeth, my teeth actually hurts and it's scared me to.. well not death, but that would make it more dramatic, i'm just scared that my teeth will be pull out, and my front teeth is missing, i don't care much about looks, but i don't wanna lose my teeth, i mean you were born with that, i don't wanna lose something that i was born having, well except for hairs, i mean hair grows back eventually, even though it hurts having to cut it each 2-3 months, but it's something that's mandatory as a student studying in government college, but i heard my lecturer saying if you're going on a private college, they don't really care, you can go to class wearing normal t-shirts, you can go with long hairs, you can not go to class if you're feeling lazy, all i'm saying is that you have more freedom if you're in a private college, i mean i grow up watching movies that just happens to have a private college, cause i don't see anybody having to wear shirts with collars, cause most of them actually wanna wear them.

But most of those movies include drinking, fornicating, drugs, i guess it's not all good.

Oh yeah.. i'm out of topic, was suppose to talk about my month of August, not really much happened, just bought tons of stuff, even though i didn't want to, but it's just cheap stuff, i'm just thinking if i'm going to make it not buying expensive stuff for 5 years, i'm gonna have to buy small things, but i have another rule, to accommodate me not buying expensive stuff for 5 years, here's the rules:

1.It can't be expensive

2.The price range is below 500

3.actually, i haven't thought it out, i just made that rule like 5 seconds ago.

Anyway, yeah stuffs, i bought an earphone, mouse, and a phone that is yet still have not arrived, i mean seriously?

But no, August was a great month, i get the hang of a new eating habits, i actually could lose weight in times where i didn't believe in myself, just that i may gain my weight since i'm back home, but not worries, in a few days, i'll be back to my usual routine, not eating and stuff, i mean not literally, just not eating bad stuff, like eating too many, stuff that has blood, i have to be honest, i wanna try being a vegetarian, but, i mean i made it like almost 4 days without eating meat, but i guess it's kinda hard, i mean you get the signs when you're feeling weak, but the other thing is that i'm just starting, so i guess it needs time to get used to.

My plan for going back, to lose 20-30 Kilos, i manage to lose 10 Kilos in a month, i'll be there for another 3-4 months, so i guess i'm good, i'm just scared that if i do manage to lose that weight and when i come back home, i'm gonna gain it back...

So i have another plan, in December, hopefully it's the time for semester end break, i have 3 destination that i might be going, as it has been far too long since i last travel for my own benefits, i mean the last time i travel was to Kuching i guess, but that barely counts as travel, that's like a field trip, but it's fine, at least i get to reminisce the moment i used to have in Kuching, well not really.. but i do plan to go somewhere i'm familiar this December, cause last December was just awe-so..ful, see what i did there..

Anyway my top three choices is and reason for is:

1.Lahad Datu

-Mainly cause i do miss it a lot, i mean it's my favorite childhood place, and i do miss eating Nasi Kuning and Sotong, but other than that, really looking forward spending Christmas there again, and maybe even New Years

2.Kuching

-I mean the first time i went there, i made a promise that i have to go there again, cause my first time going to Kuching was an amazing experience, i mean never would i thought there existed a place like this, actually it was fine, but it's really a momentous moment for me, after ending my exam, my mom have like a training there, so we stayed for 2 whole weeks in Kuching, exploring the city, buying stuff, eating, it was just an enjoyable time, and i'm looking forward for that history to happen again.

3.Kuala Lumpur

-Probably my first time riding the Airplane, who could forget their first time riding and Airplane, all clueless, To me KL is like to see how great our nation has evolve through these times by seeing their buildings, their cultures, innovation, and mostly, shopping i guess.

The first time i went to KL, we stayed at our relatives house, i mean i had a great time, it was a small place, but it did just fine, i don't really remember a lot, but we went to a lot of places like the Petronas Twin Tower, The Menara KL, going to Genting, i hope i'm not wrong..

but we went to KL like lots of other times so the memories is kinda mixed..

I still remember walking down the streets, and there's lots of hawkers selling barbecued chicken, it was kinda odd, cause you don't see stuff like that in KK during that time, and there's the first mall that i've been to, which is Sogo, but probably the biggest mall at that time i've been to is Mid Valley, i mean at that time, it was just so huge, i remember buying like a coloring pack by Faber-Castell, not really lots of memories..

So yeah, that's my plan for December..