The iPad Misery Backfire

So, if you've read the last post, you'll know what's this about.

With 2 more days for the unveil of the new iPad 2, there's lots of speculation of what's the next iPad gonna be, trust me, i've read it all, trying to cope with waiting, waiting hurts, and what hurts more than waiting? waiting more, cause even when they unveil the new iPad at San Francisco, it's not like you're gonna get it right away, you have to wait more? how much longer? i don't know how much, but the last iPad takes 2 months to arrive on our shore.

*This Event Occured 2 Days Ago.

After failing to get an iPad on the Authorized Reseller store, we went to search for some more, so we went to Centre Point where my dad says he saw em' selling, well for the first moment, there was none, well there was but they don't have stock, same story as the so called Authorized Reseller, how can you be an Authorized Reseller when you don't even have the stuff? you should be called Authorized Liar, wow, i sound mad.. haha..

There were no stock in store, okay maybe there is, but it's a 3G model which is friggin expensive to begin with, we we're actually only looking for the starter model, but they all sold out, can you believe that? with all the pads,slate,tablet,netbook, the iPad sold out, i'm not trying to brag here, but what the hell?

Looking around while i lost track of my mother, my dad's always complaining about her cellphone not having batteries to call, so yeah at that misfortunate event, we lost track of her, it's not really her problem, but my dad walks so friggin fast it's like he's being chased by a ghost or maybe someone running in a marathon. Jokes aside, we went on the ground floor, surprisingly, even Cellphones shop sells iPad, but the first shop we went to only sells iPad 3G, and he made this joke about when people were searching for the 3G model it sold out and only left the wi-fi model, and when we search for it, the wi-fi model was sold out and only the 3G model was left for selling, hmm ironic.. NOT.

Then we went to the other store which kinda struck my eye for a little bit and also the sales woman was pretty i guess, but she doesn't really know anything, can't blame her, she's selling mobiles, not iPads, but she has a pretty face, i can still remember it, so white, kinda powdery, i guess she wears make up, and her hair, push back so long, and she wears this dress that over coats her white shirt, wow i just describe a woman, anyway, we asked her lots of question about the iPad but she doesn't seem to get it and only says yeah, yeah, yeah, the thing about strucking my eyes were the model and the price of the iPad, it was a 64GB model which originally cost like RM 2149, yeah i remembered the price, it's actually easy to remember the price okay bare with me here.

the iPad 16GB wi-fi model cost for RM 1549, to know the 32GB price, you have to add exactly RM 300

so it's RM 1549

+RM 300

-----------

RM 1849 = iPad 32GB

so it makes sense that the 64GB price would be RM 2149, but it sells for RM1999, then finally, kinda like the store manager came in and finally, someone who actually knows something about the stuff, but kinda prefer the girl, cause i like looking at her, EHEMmm... okay enough about girls, so talking bout the iPad, my dad was trying to get discounts, so the final price was RM1950 which is still pretty cheap compare to the original price, but a lil bit expensive compared to the smallest capacity available, but still at RM1950 my dad was still asking for discount, okay let's do math more.

RM2149

-RM1950

_______

RM 199 = total my dad save from buying the iPad

yeah, but even that cheap, i was still raising questions, is it fake?, is it faulty?, is it used? i don't know, but so far i tried it, and it connects to iTunes, it's working perfectly, Used? i'm not sure if you can restore to how it first operates, cause when you turned on the iPad in the beginning, it can't really work cause you have to connect to iTunes to activate it, which is what i saw when he turned on the iPad, in all words, it's perfect, but i don't know why they're selling it that cheap and it's killing me, for the longest time that i have lived, this is what i learned from Apple stuff, their stuff is friggin expensive, maybe good, annually they will release a new model of the product and the old product would cost less than before.

Everything was okay and my dad was ready to pay for the iPad, gladly handing the guy his credit card, then just a few moments later the guy said, "I'm sorry Sir, but your card has been declined, do you have any other cards?, okay i'm not trying to embarrassed my dad or anything, then the guy called the bank to ask bout the card and have a really long conversation to my dad about his card, at first i thought he was using a HTC phone, cause the back was all black and there's no Apple logo, but then, i looked at the bottom of the phone which was actually the iPhone 4, cause i can recognize the troubled surrounding antenna. And my dad knew that his card was insufficient to make the purchase, but not to worry, i was actually worried, are we not gonna buy the iPad now?, are we gonna get our ass kicked? cause he already put on the screen protector which cost for 30 bucks which he gives us free, then my dad out of nowhere whip out a load of cash from his lower pocket.

This is actually the second time i saw my dad whip out that much cash in his hands, the first time was when he was buying a Canon projector, i remembered it like it was yesterday, my dad brings me to this place, i seriously didn't know that he was gonna buy a projector, but he bought a laptop and a CD, then he talked to the guy, i can't really remember what he said to the guy, but then the guy bought in a projector and set it up in a desk, then he plugged in my dad's laptop as he put in the CD, the CD was a movie entitled The Matrix:Reloaded, yeah, but then my dad liked it and he bought it, whipping 5 grand to the guy, what the hell? how you get that much money? you're jobless, again not trying to embarrassed my dad, but he was actually recently departed from his job, he tooked the VSS cause the place he worked in was trying to cut people off, so there were two choices, either he took the VSS or continue working but unknown to where he would be put, like it could be all the was in the west, so i guess he was just trying to enjoy his life a little bit, he worked for 20 years and stop for 7 years, and his trying to find a job now, hope he gets it, with his problem with uncontrollable buying, hey i stopped buying, kinda like a sacrifice but i don't really mind.

Then we bought the iPad, holding it in a Nokia Bag, told ya' it was a cellphone shop, then we went back, but just outside, my dad called my uncle to tell him bout the recent purchase, but ironically, he told us that my mother was waiting at the car, you know, bout we losing track of her.

And we went back, oh wait we went to Mint restaurant, which is Peppermint which i used to remembered it, it's a Vietnamese Chicken Rice Restaurant, yeah, but i was actually full that day so i only drank Iced Milo.

That was a lot of things, and a lot of sub stories, so i'm gonna stop now, so tune in next post for "Before You Get An iPad", i learned the hard way that owning an iPad is a pain, so i'm gonna talk bout that next time.

Thanks for reading!

The iPad Misery

Yesterday was a crazy day for me and my dad, we went frantically all over KK to find the iPad, I know, what were we're thinking, the new iPad is just days away, but my dad is kinda stubborn, so I say things like "it's better if you wait for the new iPad, it's gonna come out next week" , so we went to Karamunsing complex cause they have an Authorized Reseller for Apple product, so we came in and the iPad was nowhere to be seen, so my dad asked the sales woman, she said there is no stock, I know right? An Apple store that has no iPad, but you can't really blame it on the shop, cause my dad realize that he wanted an iPad at the last minute, when everyone had already tasted how well the iPad is, my dad has only started to realize that he want one. After the lady said there's no stock, she also said about the new iPad coming in next week, it's ironic cause I've said the same thing to my dad earlier, so I was laughing a little bit, it's like I'm saying "I told you so". Then we went to Technocrats at 1Borneo which is also another Apple Authorized Reseller, but that shop has an iPad on display which the Macborneo failed to show, yeah but it's the same old thing, the don't have stock, which kinda make my Dad pissed off, like isn't enough that his son pissed him off by trying to make him wait for the new iPad.

Yeah, but I was also into the iPad when I was in KL at Ikano where you can test the iPad, it's actually fun to used, it's seriously slim and you can surf the web, one thing bout the iPad that catches my eye is the word "You can literally touch the web" because it's a touch screen.
And they pre-installed apps like Drums which is pretty cool, you can play drums on the iPad with your fingers!

But I'm still on my five year plan which is to not buy anything expensive for five year, it's kinda like long fasting for not buying any gadgets, yeah but I'm still intrigued to buy one.. But for the moment I guess my Dad's iPad is enough, yeah I'm writing this on my Dad's iPad.

Tune in for the next post entitled The iPad Misery Backfire which was today, the misery was yesterday which I didn't post cause the story ain't over.

So yeah.

Lullabies

*Not a real post yet

Since i'm having my regular sleeping time back again, i think it would be great that i have a night time lullabies, have my mp3 player fully charge, put on a pair of good earphones, and just wait as the night slowly takes me away.

It's not only that i've been sleeping like a baby lately, but i've been youtubing as well as Facebooking, i don't really know how much fun it would be to use Facebook, well mostly i type something and people liked it, i don't know either they really liked it or they just being polite, either way i'm thankful to have friends on Facebook, at least i can still get in touch with the outside world.

So i'm on facebook right, and my cousin post something about some song being her lullaby, it's actually a cover songs sang by a girl in the Philippines, so yeah i've searched for it, but it's not really my kinda music, cause it sounds folky, so then i search for some more, and i did downloaded it, but i didn't listen to it right away, but i am listening to it right now, it's a band i think, they're called Allred and they do cover songs as well, but they're acoustic cover, which i kinda liked, cause it does sound like something that could get me to sleep, slow, serenading, and smooth? i don't know something like that, so i'm putting it in my mp3 player as we're speaking.

Speaking of Mp3 player, my dad just bought his own mp3 player, which is from sony, i kinda got it earlier, like a year earlier, so his is kinda new, not only new new, but a whole different from mine, but it's not really that much different, plus his capacity is less than mine and mine is more. haha.. i kinda win there, anyway, it's sort of been a crazy week, i don't know why, but suddenly it's like being infected with iPad syndrome, ever since i layed my hands on those iPad at Harvey Norman at Ikano, KL, i seriously can't stop thinking bout it, i've been youtubing bout it, googling bout it, yeah but the price is still intact, i think Apple is being stuck-up about their prices, but i don't blame them, you can sell your stuff expensive as long as it is worth it. So there i was, standing against between 3 iPads, of course the other 2 are being occupied, but i'll stick for this one for the moment, and wow just strike in my head, this thing is slim, it's nice to look at, the screen is bright, crisp, responsive, Apple weren't kidding when they're making stuff, like most of the other thing, it's like i'm slowly being sucked into this whirl pool as well, like a zombie you might say. I guess we're all doom to fall under the influence of Apple sooner or later, like seriously, i kinda feel like the whole world is waiting for Apple to make things so that they can follow, it's not that they're being poser and following Apple, like iPad, before iPad, there's actually UMPC which kinda acts like iPad, but really bad, but then the iPad was released, when it was released, i didn't really have any thoughts on it, wow new product, what haven't they made, but then months later, all the friggin world are following Apple making tablets, i guess by seeing the success of the iPad they think it would be a good move to follow. I can't really blame them, it's a good thing, well the Netbook age has live shortly, but it's still available, but a tablet is more fun, you can do stuff on a tablet that you can't do in netbook..

Yeah, i'm getting off topic again, i don't know why i do that.

Lullabies

So here's a short description of what i know bout lullabies, well firstly it's what you do to your baby, you sing a song for your baby so they can sleep soundly and you can stare at them so cutely sleeping, but in a wider genre or human being, i think we all need lullabies, cause it's not easy to sleep these days, unless you're really tired, i'm tired all the time, in fact, no i'm just lazy.. well i'm starting listening to lullabies right now to help me sleep a little better, well it's not for anybody, in fact a couple of times i actually got dizzy from listening to music while i'm sleeping, but i'm not gonna let that get in the way with me sleeping with songs on, in fact one time when i was sleeping, i actually imagine the singer in my dream which is pretty cool, but i can't really remembered it well..

Oh yeah last words i promised, which i'm having tough time remembering, it has to do with some advice, nah i forgot it. Anyway, have a great night.

It's Hard To Do Things When You Stop Doing It For A While

I don't know why, but it's like impossible for me to get back on my feet and do the things i used to do normally, like blogging, it's been a while since i blog, i know, and those last post aren't really post, they're just update, and i think this would be an update too, but it's gonna be a little longer, but i will still post my trip, hmm sounds boring, okay, My Misfit Adventures The Highlands and the land where furniture lives, IKEA.

Yeah, i really had a great time even though it started feeling like it doesn't really matter, but from now on, i would seriously think of doing that annually, like sitting here at home is fine, but there's nothing, i kinda like thrill right now, like riding the airplane, if you're scared of riding the airplane, i would suggest you ride a roller coaster, cause i did and it was thrilling and at the same time friggin scary, and here's the thing, i never scream at riding a roller coaster before because i don't wanna get my voice out there, or simply lazy, but when i was at genting, and going the ride called Corkscrew, i was just playing screaming, like it wasn't seriously screaming, but then it's kinda like involuntary action that i just scream, cause it was scary man, you we're going up and you're head is tilted automatically, then you just dropped from one point to the bottom, i think the part that i screamed the most was when it looped, that was heart-dropping, i kinda wish i got the photo when i was looping though, might look nice since my hair is longer now and upside down.

I don't know when i'm gonna start blogging bout My Misfit Adventures, i don't even know what Misfit means.. okay now i know, it means doesn't fit? i don't know still sounds cool, but totally sooner, it's like the exercising thing, i exercise 2 weeks in a row, i was doing great i have to say, i was doing more, but then my parents called me up to follow them to pick up a new fridge, then i stopped, i haven't dropped a swear for almost a month now, i just hope that i don't do the same thing with blogging, cause i seriously wanna pursue this thing, and it's like the only thing that i feel like i could do better and more better after the other.

And last but not least, i wasn't really a Facebook addict, i log in everyday seeing what people had to say, but then i started slowly, but it's like catching on, and since then it's like pulling me in to this warp pool, well i think i need to take it slow, and i did some mistakes, but it's minor, no big deal, yeah, even with my strong will, they're still able to break this thick wall.. and that's one of the reason i haven't been blogging, cause of facebook, i kinda get it a little bit now, you say some things and people comment it, and it's kinda fun to see what people have to say about your comment and i think i'm turning an OCD right now, i mean, i notice it for a while, since i started chatting which i don't do anymore, cause when i was chatting, i was so eager to see what people had to say, and right after they say things, i don't really think of what i was saying, i just go ahead and typed it without caution of what i'm about to say, but i kinda feel like, i'm the only one talking, cause my words would normally fill the whole space and theirs would probably just be one line.. okay, maybe i need to find who talks just as much as me, i think that would be really great cause we could really share a lot, not saying that most people are interesting, i think there's something in that exterior wall, just like me, if you see me right now, straight away you would think that i'm life less, boring, but looks at this, i'm writing so much right now i don't even know where i found the strength to say his much..

So yeah, i'm gonna start blogging in two or three days and i'm gonna set a link in my Facebook, i think i'm ready for people to read my stuff now, i mean who knows, maybe i'm good maybe i'm not, i just need to hear it from other people, cause i don't know how good i am, or maybe i'm terrible, you know, like test, i kinda understand why they do test, cause test actually helps you to understand where you are at your academic level but the thing is we hate test, cause we don't really know what test are about, to us, test is this evil thing that force us to learn all the things that we have learned for the past month and trying to kill us for trying to remember it in like what? 2 or 3 weeks, but we failed to realize that it's actually for us to know where we are, and instead of knowing these thing, people just don't really care, like if you got a good result, well good for you, you must be learning all day long, but if you failed, you're like "Aww, never mind there's gonna be a next one" but we don't really do anything do we? i don't know bout you guys, but all i did when i knew i failed my test was, "Crap", never really blamed my self and just think that i'm not good at these thing..

Yeah i'm getting off topic now, so i better stop before i go too far.

I'm Back And I Feel Tired

I had a blast, and times went fast, it all just past me by and becoming a memory that was.

Yeah, i seriously wanna write a lot right now bout my trip, but i'm way too tired, i'm barely awake, my feet hurts, and it was just great, looking forward for another one, if there will be another one.

So be prepared, these next few days or weeks, i'm gonna write so much, and it's not just writing, i took photos, and i think they're great, so yeah, see you next time.

I'm Leaving, I Think I'm Getting Addicted To Facebook..

Yeah i'm not gonna say much, i think the title says it all, don't worry, i'm not leaving this blog, just leaving for a flight, wee i'm gonna fly.

Packing

Yeah i'm packing now, oh wait, i've already packed, i didn't really take long packing my stuff, well i'm not going anywhere far, just for a few days, packed shirts, shorts, oo i haven't packed my shampoo..

I don't even know why i'm going there, i got no purpose going there, maybe sight seeing, maybe things change over there, last time i went there, it was pretty okay i guess, not a lot of things but there's a lot of shopping complex and a lot of walking, i don't really mind walking, but there was that time when i was a kid where i feel like my parents torture me by making me walk with them the whole friggin day going round places, and it's not that i hate it, but it was tiring, i know we're not gonna be there for a long time, and whenever i complain about being tired, here's what my dad said to me, "Do you think we come here to rest?" what? i mean it's been a long flight and i haven't even laid on the bed yet, and it's for a whole day, and i'm surprise i didn't faint, but at least i'm not going with my parents anymore, can't imagine if i went with them, but i think they'll be all right, cause they're getting older, i doubt that they will walk around the whole place and drag me.

And my flight is gonna be at night time, i'm not really fond of flying at night, kinda scare me a little bit, i mean it's dark out there, you don't see anything, isn't it a little bit scary not being able to see where you are, i know what you're thinking, it's the same thing when you're flying during the day, all you see is blue sky and some tiny island, but at least you can still see something, and if it's dark, you can't see anything, well at least out side, you can still pretty much see everything inside..

And the last time, well maybe not the last time, but a few times before the last time i fly back home, of course fly with a plane, and who says it's impossible for human to fly, well it's still literally impossible because we don't have wings, but still we can improvise, anyway there was a turbulence near the end of the flight, we were just a few moments to landing and suddenly the whole plane shake, and all the people was screaming worrying, well it's not the hysterical type of screaming, just the right amount of screaming, and there was a girl sitting beside me, and i was scared, i'm not scared to admit that i'm scared, the flight is shaking, aren't you scared, yeah but i tried to stay calm as i could as i grab the arm of the chair for some comfort, but the girl beside me was grabbing my arm, i was a little bit surprise, but i guess, she's more scared than i am, but the plane landed safely and all the people get out safely as well..

Well i'm still looking forward to Teleportation, at least with teleportation we don't have to wait a long time to go to our destination, we can just go towards the door and be there, but making it possible that's a mind breaker.

Procrastinators

I think i know why i'm such a lazy human being, i think it's from my parents, my parents are always procrastinating, well, it's not as much as procrastinating but it's more like asking you to do stuff, sure i'm fine in doing stuff for them, but every single thing, they even fight each other about it, it's not really a war between husband and wife, but it's just procrastination, one who don't do it ask another person to do it, and what's worse, it's like a chain reaction, my dad would ask my mom to do something, then my mom would ask me to do the thing that my dad ask her to do, now the thing is, i'm an only child, i get no one to ask to do the thing that my dad ask my mother to do and gave it to me to do, see, that's one of the high and lows of being and only child...

Okay, being an only child doesn't totally sucks, but it does get lonely, and i barely speak to anyone, and if i actually got a brother or a sister i think i would be more talkative than i am right now.

What's the difference of one who is an only child and having a siblings

Only Child

i.Get's all the attention *who else would get that attention, it's not like i have siblings..

ii.Some say they're spoiled *But i'm not, i'm not a brat.

iii.Probably get all the thing that he or she wanted *But i don't, and sometimes i even have to work for it, but since i'm a failure, i don't get anything anymore, i think the stuff that my parents gave to me are like sympathy gifts, but i'm still thankful for them, it's just that now i have to buy things on my own, and i have to use my own money which ironically my parents did gave, but i'm not like any other child, while most people might splurge on buying things like clothes and other stuff, i actually keep my money, and i don't want it to part from me, one time when i was a kid, i actually cried because my mom took my money to put it in a bank, but she didn't tell me she was taking it, i come home one day and found out my wallet is missing, and finally i found it on the drawer of my car *Empty*..

Yeah that was a sad day for me..

iv.Probably envy all those people who actually have a siblings

v.Actually can be a good adopted brother or a sister, because they don't have any brothers or sisters, every friends that they have, they will think of them like they're brothers and sisters instead of friends.

Having a siblings

i.Could actually be hectic for parents, cause there's lots of them to focus on, and some might not get the attention that one craves and might do something to get their parents attention

ii.They're not spoil, but there's a syndrome called first born or second born, i don't know which of it, but it means that they will be the most stubborn of them all..

iii.Probably would be hard to get the things they really wanted, but actually might get the things that they actually needed.

iv.Probably envy all those only child for not having to deal with siblings being nosy and a brat and might actually complain a lot about how their siblings don't give them privacy, like most melodramatic kids would say, "you're ruining my life."

v.Already have siblings and mostly would think of friends as just friends.

Hey, how the hell did i end up talking about siblings and only child.. anyway, i tried to get my parents to change and do things by their own instead of asking other people to do it for them, cause it's sickly contagious and it's really affecting me.

Food Taking

For the past couple of weeks, i've been indulging myself in foods that my parents cook to sell to students in Asiana College, and i'm like their official food taster, can't complaint with that.

I don't really know what it is about food, but i don't really like eating much, and most of the time i'm eating much is because i was sort of being forced to eat, and by forced i mean my parents are always eating a lil bit during dinner but they cooked so friggin much, okay it's not really that much, but when they've done eating, they left all the food to me, i don't know whether i should be thankful or feel remorse, cause on one hand, i'm lucky to be able to eat more than i should, but on the other hand, i ate more than i should which succumb to being big, yeah i'm a big guy.

I've noticed that my blog is kinda dull cause it's mostly words, and i like writing rather than posting, wait, i don't understand that, but i have like all these planned to post about Chinese New Year, Foods, Other things, yeah, i just have to start bringing my Dad's camera to everywhere i go, it might not be much but it's still good, and i like taking close range photos, something about the focus really captivates my eyes, still dreaming for a DSLR, but i'm gonna wait 5 years, for the time being i guess i have to live with a Canon Compact, but it's still look gorgeous.

So, let's see if i can remember the type of foods my parents cooked. All the photos are all from google

1. Fried Noodle (Mee Goreng)

2. Fried Thin Noodle (Mee Hoon Goreng)

3. Fried Rice (Nasi Goreng)

4. Fat Rice (Nasi Lemak) *I don't know what's the actual name in English but that's a direct translation

5. Chicken Burger

6. Hot Dog Buns

But i kinda wish that it would be like this

Except this ones

The Latest One - Yellow Rice (Nasi Kuning)

*It's pretty famous in Lahad Datu and it's only available in the morning.

*It's actually cooked by my uncle or my aunty, i don't know, they kinda collaborated.

Ice-Cream

I don't know what's wrong with my dad lately, but he bought tons of ice-cream, and i'm just enjoying it, don't usually eat ice-cream, so it's been kind of a weird week eating ice-cream, especially when it's raining 24-7..

But ice-cream are great, it's not the type of ice-cream that's in a container, but the one on a stick, the individually wrap sweet coated many flavors kinda ice-cream, lemme see what i've ate lately.

1.Red Bean

2.Solero Split (Currently my favorite, it's this vanilla ice-cream coated with lime)

3.The Potong Box (The potong box is actually a box filled with ice-cream that has many variety of tropical fruits flavors such as Durian, Avocado, Red Bean, Cempak* I have absolutely no idea what it's called in English but it taste great, and lots of other fruits that i don't recall.

4.And my dad bought one of those ice-cream in a circular shape container instead of those in an oval shape containers.

So that's bout it, i've actually put an effort in this post, hope it's worth it.

See ya

Back To Writing

Okay, again.. i'm actually explaining this on my other blog which i haven't post up yet.. anyway.. few days ago i may have said that i would be taking a break from blogging, well scratch that.. i'm going deeper than i have ever been before, i'm not writing anymore and i meant that in a good way, i don't mean i'm not writing literally, i mean i'm gonna do more than writing, don't be confuse okay?

So recently i got dragged by my uncle to follow one of those Free ICT course at AMC and yeah i was quite hesitant but i didn't say no and i did learn a few things from that course and i think it's pretty great and it really did open my eyes what i could really do, anyway the course i took was Web Page design by using Dreamweaver, i could do something and i seriously wanna do more, anyway if you wanna take a look at what i did for my course go to http://aaron.conciseta.com/Index.html, That's what i got, it might not be the coolest web page, but it's a start, mock my words, i will get better, not great..

Atleast with that i have something else to do with my computer rather than downloading, surfing, chat.. yeah i'm gonna do so much more and i seriously wanna customize my blog.. i think i'm ready for more people to read my blog, i think so i'm not sure, like most of the blog that i read that actually quite a lot of people read customize their blog really good, and i'm just taking skins from this site.

And i think this can expand my skills as a writer and a Web Page designer, wahahaha, i don't know why i laugh, maybe the same reason why the sun rises every single day.

And the second.. i'm not only gonna continue writing on this blog, remember my last few post i said i wanna continue writing on my two other blog, well watch me do that or not.. i just have to up some link in my blog, i don't know how long it would take and i can't really do it now cause my laptop has been turned on for one whole day, one whole friggin day so i'm gonna turn it off right now and play some music while i put my self in shame by trying to sing.. i seriously can't..

The American Music Awards 2010

I don't know what it is about this show, but it really made me feel excited watching it, i've seen music awards like MTV Video Music Awards, but it didn't get me as excited as watching the AMA's, it's not so much as excited but more to feeling, it's like i'm happy watching it that it makes watching the whole thing exciting, seriously, even songs that i don't normally like kinda sounds good in the show, yeah i know it's like pretty old, it's last year awards, but i'm waiting to watch the 2011 this year and maybe i'll still get the vibes i'm feeling right now.

And i finally get my internet, after a week waiting. And it's 4mbps, okay maybe not totally, but it's close.. but the difference i've observed while using Streamyx and Digi Broadband is that, Streamyx is fast no doubt, but you have to wait a while for it to become fast, it doesn't become fast instantly, but if you are waiting for a big download i guess it's okay, you're waiting all the way anyway, but for Digi, that thing download fast straight away and you don't have to wait a while before it actually becomes fast, like the few seconds to minutes, it would actually be fast and for Streamyx, it does takes a while but it's way faster than Digi, and Digi has some issues with Quota that i seriously hate, i want freedom..

But still, with fast internet, my heart is still not satisfied.. wait heart? i don't know something like that, you know when a guy wants something so bad, before he got the thing he was like mad, crazy, then he got the stuff and it's like it doesn't really changes anything, yeah something like that.. like i'm pretty satisfied with a fast internet connection, but i kinda like the future, i wish i'm in the future so that i don't have to wait, what future i'm talking about? the future where i don't have to download, where i don't have to wait for something to get it and i just can get it instantly without waiting, yeah but for the time being i just have to live with it..

Okay.. back to more AMA's

I'm

not doing anything right now, feel like i wanna put a hold on blogging for a while, but i don't know, it's like the only thing that keeps me going and actually the thing that i don't mind doing, so Chinese New Year just ended, well not really, there's like 15 days after Chinese New Year which is called Chap Goh Mei if i'm not mistaken which marks the end of the Chinese New Year and sadly i'm not gonna be able to go to that dinner at my Grandma's place cause i was going to KL,weeeeee.

Yeah, but seriously, i'm not writing lots now but there's like tons of thing i wanna write, kinda feel like blogging is the only thing that i get to collect that doesn't really cost money, but it's mostly words and i don't really know what i'm doing..

Maybe i'll update my blog once in a while maybe i won't, but it's only for this month cause there's this thing going, i don't know.. life doesn't really treat me good these days, seriously procrastination why won't you die! i wish they make pills that make you work hard, cause i seriously think lazy is a sickness, oh yeah i am sick, like real sick, on Chinese New Year i had this terrible sore throat that the green things comes out, by green things i mean mucus.. yeah.. sorry for that disturbing image.

But yeah, tons of things, but i seriously have to get started on my report, man why won't you start why? how do you call for desperation? i don't really know how.. i.. feel.. like.. i'm.. aaaa stupid report, why do you drag me into your hell?

I kinda wish writing report is like sleeping, that way i would only sleep so that my report would be done, and speaking of sleeping, i slept like a baby on Chinese New Year, seriously, i think the cure to my insomnia is 4 days of pure nature.. i don't really know how to say "My mom home town" in a word, village sound so wrong.. like there's seriously nothing to do there, but i had a blast eating, and not just dinner, at home i would usually eat at night, but there, i ate like 3-4 times in a day, kinda feel like i'm at camp, kinda makes me wonder if doing nothing actually helps you sleep at night, the atmosphere there is really nice, oh yeah, and it rained like 4 friggin days non-stop, what's that about? i mean i'm not against rain or anything, but 4 days, kinda wish i stood on that rain if only the ground wasn't so sticky..

Okay, i've said a lot and Chinese New Year wasn't that bad, but it's not the best i've had and i've finally registered a proper internet, i hope broadband dies! or make improvements by not having a quota that slows everything down like hell! why does everyone use hell as a metaphor to everything bad.. well i don't know

And, Inception just became one of my favorite movie and Christopher Nolan is one of my favorite director! yeah i would like to talk bout.

So later

Quick Chinese New Year Update

Yeah.. i can't really talk right now cause i'm in a hurry so.. here's what basically happen..

-Can't sleep in my grandma place

-It's actually cold there

-And kinda scary

-I may be old but i still got Ang Pao!

-I manage to get back my dad money he lost from gambling

-My aunt got caught in an Accident on CHINESE NEW YEAR!

-But she's safe and i'm glad

-The food still rocks

-I still got my gambling power.. though i lost 12 Bucks

Okay i got to go.. my mom is looking at me right now and i'm about to go back to my grandma place.. okay buh bye..

The Vampire Diaries Sucks And A Little Bout Chinese New Year

The Vampire Diaries is like Twilight, only it's a TV series, no i'm not comparing them straight on, they do have differences, and i'm not gonna talk bout it, i'm just stating the fact that i hate it a little bit, not a lot, but just the appropriate amount of hate.

So the reason i hate it is because, wow i sound like a girl.. lame, anyway, like everyone dies, seriously, what the hell? i mean you start to grow interest on some person in the show and next thing you know, BAM! they die, and i'm starting to lose interest, knowing that if i continue watching it more people will die!, wow i'm like a serial killer, only i don't do it physically, i do it visually..

I'm pretty sure there are more visual serial killer out there who are watching The Vampire Diaries, Okay.. it's not a bad show, but can they like once in a while don't kill people? it kinda hurts me a little, even though it's a show.

But, this is gonna be a short thing comparing Twilight and TVD, okay first of all, both has boys and girls, and both girls are pretty much useless but they got tangled into this mystical dilemma between a Vampire and a Werewolf, but TVD has a twist, the Werewolf doesn't matter that much, but the useless girl has a Vampiric Doppelganger and adds a twist on the show cause she looks exactly like her and she likes killing.. and it's not the same as Twilight, Twilight is like way into how people looks, anyway.. they both about vampire and i don't feel comfortable talking bout them any longer..

So Chinese New Year.. i think it's safe to say that Chinese New Year is upon us, i wonder if there's like Japanese New Year of Korean New Year, cause i realize that Chinese New Year is only for Chinese People, and Japanese and Korean aren't Chinese, they're asian and i wonder..

Anyway Chinese New Year isn't just about the Feast of Food, Ang Pao's, Shark Fin.. there's more to it.. like the most incredible thing that a child has ever laid eye on.. Lion Dance!

Yeah, i was really into Lion Dances back when i was a kid, even bought the VCD, now growing up, i don't really get why i even liked them, but they are pretty cool.. in fact, i was so scared but at the same time so psyched that a Lion Dancer was coming near the house, i could hear the Drums beating and the Gongs and the Cymbal coming nearer, i was scared because, well you're a kid and those Lion Dance are way bigger than you, at some point i thought they're gonna eat me..

But then i realize that they weren't real, just like Santa Claus, wait.. is it safe for me to say that? I don't know if he's real or not, but it's been 20 years and i've never seen him or his flying reindeer, maybe he's hiding in one of the fakes Santa Claus.. but believing in him wouldn't be the worst thing at all, he may not be there to give you presents or take your cookies and drink your milk but he is what people remember Christmas by, okay maybe not all but only the kids.. cause Christmas is Jesus birthday..

So yeah.. somehow i manage to tangled both Chinese New Year and Christmas under one Blog..

Happy Chinese New Year!

Finally It's February

So.. i'm not gonna write a lot here cause i just write a lot on my other blog.. feel free to check it out, the long unupdated blog of mine which is called Cashmiera.blogspot.com is getting revived, kinda felt guilty cause i made that blog for a reason, and leaving it alone like that is not my intention.

Anyway.. oh wait.. i used Anyway too many times..

However i'm gonna say nice things right now like Have a good weekend, oh yeah.. i always forgot to do this but i always do it during Christmas so..

Happy Chinese New Year!