Yeah, i really had a great time even though it started feeling like it doesn't really matter, but from now on, i would seriously think of doing that annually, like sitting here at home is fine, but there's nothing, i kinda like thrill right now, like riding the airplane, if you're scared of riding the airplane, i would suggest you ride a roller coaster, cause i did and it was thrilling and at the same time friggin scary, and here's the thing, i never scream at riding a roller coaster before because i don't wanna get my voice out there, or simply lazy, but when i was at genting, and going the ride called Corkscrew, i was just playing screaming, like it wasn't seriously screaming, but then it's kinda like involuntary action that i just scream, cause it was scary man, you we're going up and you're head is tilted automatically, then you just dropped from one point to the bottom, i think the part that i screamed the most was when it looped, that was heart-dropping, i kinda wish i got the photo when i was looping though, might look nice since my hair is longer now and upside down.
I don't know when i'm gonna start blogging bout My Misfit Adventures, i don't even know what Misfit means.. okay now i know, it means doesn't fit? i don't know still sounds cool, but totally sooner, it's like the exercising thing, i exercise 2 weeks in a row, i was doing great i have to say, i was doing more, but then my parents called me up to follow them to pick up a new fridge, then i stopped, i haven't dropped a swear for almost a month now, i just hope that i don't do the same thing with blogging, cause i seriously wanna pursue this thing, and it's like the only thing that i feel like i could do better and more better after the other.
And last but not least, i wasn't really a Facebook addict, i log in everyday seeing what people had to say, but then i started slowly, but it's like catching on, and since then it's like pulling me in to this warp pool, well i think i need to take it slow, and i did some mistakes, but it's minor, no big deal, yeah, even with my strong will, they're still able to break this thick wall.. and that's one of the reason i haven't been blogging, cause of facebook, i kinda get it a little bit now, you say some things and people comment it, and it's kinda fun to see what people have to say about your comment and i think i'm turning an OCD right now, i mean, i notice it for a while, since i started chatting which i don't do anymore, cause when i was chatting, i was so eager to see what people had to say, and right after they say things, i don't really think of what i was saying, i just go ahead and typed it without caution of what i'm about to say, but i kinda feel like, i'm the only one talking, cause my words would normally fill the whole space and theirs would probably just be one line.. okay, maybe i need to find who talks just as much as me, i think that would be really great cause we could really share a lot, not saying that most people are interesting, i think there's something in that exterior wall, just like me, if you see me right now, straight away you would think that i'm life less, boring, but looks at this, i'm writing so much right now i don't even know where i found the strength to say his much..
So yeah, i'm gonna start blogging in two or three days and i'm gonna set a link in my Facebook, i think i'm ready for people to read my stuff now, i mean who knows, maybe i'm good maybe i'm not, i just need to hear it from other people, cause i don't know how good i am, or maybe i'm terrible, you know, like test, i kinda understand why they do test, cause test actually helps you to understand where you are at your academic level but the thing is we hate test, cause we don't really know what test are about, to us, test is this evil thing that force us to learn all the things that we have learned for the past month and trying to kill us for trying to remember it in like what? 2 or 3 weeks, but we failed to realize that it's actually for us to know where we are, and instead of knowing these thing, people just don't really care, like if you got a good result, well good for you, you must be learning all day long, but if you failed, you're like "Aww, never mind there's gonna be a next one" but we don't really do anything do we? i don't know bout you guys, but all i did when i knew i failed my test was, "Crap", never really blamed my self and just think that i'm not good at these thing..
Yeah i'm getting off topic now, so i better stop before i go too far.
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