I Watched Facebook Again!!

Seriously, the movie... i'm growing fond of it, don't really like the site though.. just logging in.. doing nothing.. bored.. but the movie however, probably the best movie i've seen all year.. watch it at 4 am last night, or today.. that was when i was woken up for no apparent reason.. still enjoy it.. just wished that there's more movie like that coming out later..

So, after watching it for the second time.. i found out that, they did mention Roy Raymond's death in the movie, only they say he jumped, i didn't know that people instantly died after jumping The Golden Gate Bridge.. heck, i didn't even know The Golden Gate Bridge before i saw The Social Network... and Victoria Secrets went up 500 Million, not 200 Million.. my bad, after he sold it for only 4 Million.. guest watching it more made it a little clearer, and i still laughed at the chicken joke..

Something interesting... experiencing faster internet connection after my laptop was formatted.. it's friggin fast, but only when i'm surfing, it barely downloads anything now.. damn..

Victoria Secrets Turned Depressing..

Crap.. that's what i think of this ad.. they say it's 58 bucks but really that's only for the internet services monthly charges.. to own the phone you have to pay like 2K++.. thought i was gonna own one..

Anyway.. i was watching The Social Network the other day, and they spoke bout Victoria Secrets story, so i dig in deeper.. on the movie they spoke of how Victoria Secrets started, it's a pretty funny actually, there's this guy named Roy Raymond >> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roy_Raymond_(businessman)

He's the creator of Victoria Secret.. initially he wanted to buy lingerie for his wife in a store, but he felt embarrassed, who knew humiliation can make you rich.. and he created Victoria Secret, which supposedly help men buy lingerie for their wife or girlfriend, come to think of it, i bet lots of pervert goes to that store.. haha.. damn.. anyway, he created that so that man can feel comfortable buying lingerie for their wife or girl friend without feeling shame... so he made money... according to The Social Network, he sold it for 4Million but Victoria Secret is actually doing well, and got to 200 Million or so.. but here's what The Social Network didn't tell you.. i've looked up at wikipedia, cause The Social Network reminded me of Victoria Secret, so i checked it out, not cause i'm a pervert or anything.. then i dig deeper, and found out that Roy Raymond died, he took his own life on the Golden Gate Bridge on August 26 1993, after his business didn't go so well, i mean that's sad, his store went bankrupt in 1986, and turns out that the Golden Gate Bridge is a famous place for suicide.. see depressing..

I've Been Writing

So yeah.. i've been writing.. and it's not blog writing.. blog is just what i do on my spare time.. this one is writing in books and stuff.. kinda like diary.. but diaries is purely for chicks.. and they do it on the fancy book which looks expensive.. i'm just using a regular exercise book by Write-ON, can't remember how much it cost.. but surely it's cheaper than a diary..

I've been writing in it since..14 November 2007, so it's been 3 years that i've written in this book.. but, i only write it occasionally when i get back from Mukah.. and i've written half of the book now.. mostly i've write stuff that i bought and my thoughts on it.. and stuff like my ideas.. know that it's not gonna be real now..

It's really great to write again.. feeling like i'm reconnecting with my old self.. i find it funny on how i used to write.. i was convince that my english was good at that time.. now looking back.. wow.. that's how i've write back in the days.. i mean it's weird.. i'm not sure how i'm doing now.. but it's getting better.. i think so..

Writing in book is really different to me than blogging.. cause writing is more personal and emotional.. and you can't do that in blogs.. i mean you can, but it's not encourage.. plus how many people wanna read you yapping on how your life sucks.. sure i do that sometimes.. but it's only out of boredom.. i don't know how much this book will sell, sure it's not gonna worth anything.. but it's really worth something for me.. i don't know how a journal is.. but i think i'm doing it.. i just don't know am i doing it right.. anyway.. gonna continue writing now..

A Whole Month

Wow a whole month and i've only did 13 post?? that's sad.. wish i could do more.. here's a shorter one.. cause i did some pretty long ones before..

November.. what happened?

-My uncle got married

-Got my results and it's not great

-Still into music..

-Watched Facebook and it's pretty great

-Got into my first catering business.. and i think it went well

-Oh yeah.. there's the Mac thing i went to.. gonna post it later..

-Went to Dream World Resort to set up a Karaoke Machine...

-Met a friend name Timothy.. Hey Tim!

-Found out that Smallville is on their last season!! WTH... It's gonna end soon..

yeah.. that's what happened to my November..

History Re-Occurring

So today the results came out.. i was feeling nervous.. who isn't, i'm not feeling nervous because it's the first time i'm getting a result.. no, but it's just that i didn't do quite well in this semester.. as i posted, i may have failed most of my test.. depressing... and i have a new quote..

*It's easier to blame people for their mistakes, but it's hard to blame yourself for yours..

Yeah, it's not fancy or anything.. just pointing out what i see.. like my dad always blames my mother for everything that went wrong, and the weird thing that even if it's his mistakes.. he still blames my mother.. yeah sometimes it's funny how people just won't admit their mistakes.. chill man..

And, yeah as usual i got to my laptop and started typing these words.. PMU.EDU.MY..

actually it's not really that usual, i just meant usual as in when i get my result i would actually typed those words.. and so i input my personal information.. then.. there's three option listed, of course there is.. i've been studying for 3 semester now.. and it's only been a year and a half...

so i clicked the latest result which is Jun 2010.. seriously.. what came next is my greatest thanks to god and probably the most depressing thing i've ever seen in my education...

I passed all my results.. sadly not with flying colors.. guess the colors flew far away from me... i do thank god for the results that i passed.. but i'm not happy cause it dropped a lot.. like a lot... and what's weird is that i actually set to be better for the third semester and ended up being worser....

Cool thing i learned today... i was cleaning my nose today and there was something stuck in there, so i pulled it out.. and like tears come out of my eye man.. i know that pulling your nose hair can be painful, but i didn't know that it could make you cry.. seriously.. now come to think of it.. i think that's how the actors do it when they do an emotional scene.. just pull your nose hair.. and it'll look real.. try it out.. who knows, maybe you'll be one of the greatest emotional actors.. of course there's the alternative.. real crying and Eye mo.. is that what it's called??

Okay back to the title... so i have a feeling like de ja vu here.. and honestly it scares me.. back when i was in primary school i used to be great at school, i used to bring good results to my parents and they always smile... that was in the 1st and 2nd year... then it all changed on the 3rd year.. i was doing well in the lowest class of all when i was in the 1st and 2nd year.. then when i was in the 3rd year.. i jumped into the best class.. weird thing is that i'm doing poorer in the best class and i'm doing so well in the low class. And that's not it.. i was actually the last one on the class when the results came in...

So yeah.. i do feel a little de ja vu here.. cause i was doing so great in the first and second semester.. but now.. the third semester.. i'm not failing or anything.. but i do see a decrement in terms of my results.. and the sad part is that.. i actually cared.. i mean i never cared before when i was in primary school.. my parents didn't push me or anything.. but this time.. i actually wanted this.. to be good.. and i did tried.. i barely tried when i was in primary school..

Then my dad came to my room and ask me about my results.. i told him it wasn't great.. and i could see the sadness in his face.. last two semester, he was happy when i got my results.. and now.. he just told me that it's okay.. and ask me to work harder...

And for this.. i'm thinking that wouldn't it better if i could go past and the futures... here's why..

I wish i could go to the past to learn.. not to change the past for a better future.. but to learn from my past mistakes so that i'll avoid it in the presents leading to a better future.. changing it would be cheating i guess.. i mean seriously.. how many mistakes have i done.. and i can barely remember all of them.. so the going to the past might resolve my problem.. but it might not.. damn.. time to build a time machine..

And as going to the future.. just wanna see how am i doing.. what the outcome is.. am i doing it right.. if i'm not, i can still change in the present.. i guess the only thing we can change is the present.. no matter how hard we try, we can't change the past.. and we can't know what the future holds..all we have is present.. so don't take it for granted...

Piano Rock Bands

I've always like piano.. probably cause i've learned it all by myself.. should be proud of things that you've learned by yourself.. probably.. learned it when my father was in the hospital.. and i was alone in the house.. i was bored.. then i grabbed an old casio i got when i was a kid.. it was green, small, needed batteries.. it sounded okay though.. but i can't really play that thing now.. but it was a start.. i remember the first chord i played in that keyboard was C, probably the most easiest chord to play.. and i did a song.. but not a full song, just playing around.. and turns out.. i could play.. soon... my parents noticed and decided to buy me a real keyboard.. just better and bigger on my birthday that is.. and i played more.. and now.. i got a bigger keyboard with more keys and better sound and the keys does looked like a real piano but the keys are not just as hard as a real piano.. but i do wish one day i could own a real grand piano.. last time i looked it cost bout 50K, well that's 40k more to collect.. sure i may not be a pro at playing the piano.. but i tried.. i wish i could go on.. but a higher calling has been spoken, which led to me leaving piano.. but i still play occasionally, just hope that by playing i could get better, but seems like i'm still average..

Oh well, if you can't play it decently, just listen to bands that can actually play the piano.. and here are few of my favorite band that use Piano as their main instrument.. they're called Piano rock, not sure if they all are, but it's noticeable that they do use them plenty.. anyway first of is..

I remember the first time i heard them on the radio, and it was their first single called Over My Head (Cable Car), at first i thought that it was Keane singing the song, turns out it was The Fray, of course i never heard of them at that time.. but i've search them, and they're song are actually pretty awesome.. other than Over My Head, they are also know for their song How To Save A Life which is featured in Greys Anatomy.. not my favorite song of their album, but i did played it with my cousin on that song, he was playing the guitar, and obviously, i played the piano part.. and he sings.. i'm not a good singer.. i tried, still not good at it..

Band Members from The Fray.. The guy on the left is Joe King, He has a soft voice and he sang one song in each album, on How To Save A Life, He sang Heaven Forbid.. i did a little research and i think it's about her sister on making choice on men.. i don't know.. probably.. and on the second album which is self titled, he sang.. Ungodly Hour.. i have no idea what the song is about.. but i think it's related with Heaven Forbid.. God and Heaven.. and he's featured on Timbaland Song Undertow.. he sang the chorus on that song.. and i think.. Isaac played the piano on that song.. it's a pretty awesome song.. with piano sounds and nice beats..

And the guy looking straight at you with few hair is Isaac Slade.. he's the lead singer and Pianist.. and he has one hell of a voice.. and he used to have his brother in his band.. don't know what happened. And the song Over My Head (Cable Car) is based on his brother.. probably..

Don't know the other 2 guys name.. but the guy with the curly hair plays the drum.. and the guy with the glasses is their lead guitarist.. here's what i don't understand.. with Joe King playing the rhythm guitar, who plays the bass guitar?? well doesn't matter..

Songs i liked from their first album called How To Save A Life

- Over My Head (Cable Car) .. obviously.. who doesn't like a band first single..

- Fall Away .. i think that's the best song of their album.. it's just means something to me..

- Look After You .. didn't liked it at first, actually i prefer Fall Away over it, but my cousin seemed to liked it, and i played it on the piano and come to liking it as well..

- Vienna .. my thoughts were just on the sweet melody of the piano.. don't really get the song though but like the song a lot.. try listening to Dashboard Confessional and tell me you understand all of their songs..

After few years and waiting patiently, they came with a new album which is self-titled..

Of course before they actually came out.. they had an acoustic recording of their song which is an EP, and one of the songs that i like and really hoping to listen to the original was Never Say Never, the song is a really wonderful song, and i think it's a bout not giving up on relationship.. don't know much in that department though..

So.. songs that i liked on their second album

-Syndicate .. it's their opening track on the album..

-Absolute .. i think it's a little similar to Syndicate.. but both are great songs..

- You Found Me .. their single off the album

- Never Say Never .. i actually prefer the EP version cause it sounded more original than the studio version..

- Happiness .. yeah it's a good song.. i like the choir part the most where the choir sang Yeah..

And

Other than The Fray, one of my favorite Piano based Bands are OneRepublic

Yeah, this band is awesome.. first time i listened to Stop and Stare, i thought that it was The Fray singing.. somehow, i think there's a connection here.. i like them both.. i mean their voice is similar.. well to me, of course Ryan Tedder has the higher voice and Isaac Slade has a more rocky voice.. speaking of Isaac Slade, i notice a lil bit that he sounds like Taylor Hanson.. coincidently Taylor has a brother name Isaac, well he doesn't sound really like him but every time i listened to Never Say Never, i imagine Taylor Hanson singing, i don't know why i just do..

Songs i like from their first album Dreaming Out Loud...

Actually i pretty much like all the songs in the album they're all awesome.. but have to admit there are some of em' is my favorite.. like

-Say

-Stop And Stare

-All Falls Down

-Prodigal

-All We Are

-Come Home

-Dreaming Out Loud

That's a lot of favorites in one album..

---- I'm making a piano band collection.. seems to be the only thing to do..

The second album is entitled..Waking Up

The second album is actually different from the first one, i prefer the first one over the second album, but they do have cool songs in here, they're just experimenting with their music... probably.. lot's of people are doing it.. probably..

There's a few good songs, you may have heard Secrets.. like in the movie The Sorcerer's Apprentice..

Well.. i'm just gonna list my favorites..

-Good Life

-All This Time.. Kinda sounds like Jet's The King Horses

-Marching On, it's on my collection which is called moaning song.. basically it's a collection of songs that has moaning in them.. sound like oaoaoaoa, i can't spell it out loud..

And.. I'm not done yet..

Hey where's my picture? crap..

There it is.. anyway.. this is Parachute, i heard them on one late night when i couldn't sleep, i was lying there, with my eyes wide open in darkness that i can't see, i felt bored.. so in darkness i've search for my earphones.. cause i wanted to hear the radio.. and i didn't wanna wake anyone up..

so i put it on to the holes of 3.5mm on my phone.. then i listen to this radio station.. i think it's called traxx.fm so.. there's this song, it's pretty decent.. an acoustic guitar plucking away with a serenading voice was playing in both my ears.. it was the song She Is Love by Parachute playing on that late night.. then i just found out more about this band and their album is amazing.. still.. i like most of their songs.. it's a pretty awesome album..

likewise.. here's some of the music i like from their album

-All That I Am.. serious high notes going on here..

- She (For Liz) don't really know what for Liz meant on the song.. didn't hear any Liz being sang in it..

- The Mess I Made.. love the lyrics.. it's very meaningful..

- Ghost.. who knew ghost could be a pervert..

- Under Control.. probably one of the best song in this album

- Blame It On Me.. like the rhythm of the song.. kinda makes you wanna dance.. almost..

- She Is Love.. one of the greatest love songs i heard so far..

Extra facts..

-There 2 other bands with the name Parachute out there.. of course they have more on the back of Parachute.. how ever this one is just Parachute.. anyway they are

i) Parachute Band, a nice christian band from New Zealand i think.. only heard one of their songs called Glorified..

ii) Parachute Musical.. it's actually a pretty decent band, but their songs are just weird, though the melody is okay.. the hell.. this band is awesome too.. songs like Drop Me A Line and No Comfort.. one of the best line is "And I Know I Don't Write Good Love Songs But I Tried" from No Comfort.. then there's just lalalalal dadada..

Last But Not Least..

Here's one of my favorite band and they are called..

I guess the picture already told you that.. but seriously though.. this band is friggin awesome.. and the story goes like this..

I was watching The Vampire Diaries.. it's a pretty okay series.. still bout love like Twilight.. but different i guess. Then there's this part on the ending.. don't remember what it's about though.. but then a song appear.. and it's one of my moaning song collection.. it's called Come Back When You Can.. it directly caught my ears attention.. this band is friggin awesome.. and i search out as well and heard their whole album.. and long story short.. it's a fantastic album.. most of their song are weird i don't really get it.. there's one song where the lyrics goes "Will You Have Me Inspite Of Her" now that's pretty confusing.. when he refers to You.. You is a he or she.. cause the Her part is pretty confusing.. he likes guys or the girl that he liked likes girls..

Anyway.. they're anything but short of a great band..

so here's a few songs i like from their album..

-Falling Out Of Trees, opening track of the album..

-It's About Time, there's a mean piano playing in it..

-Lesser Things, the most confusing song i've ever heard, and i'm still confuse today..

-Come Back When You Can, heard it on Vampire Diaries, it's a pretty sad song.. bout a guy who lost a girl and wish nothing but for her to come back to him.. wow i should write a story based on this song..

-Response, i've just heard this song.. and app apparently, i like it, in fact i liked it alot..

Yeah so those are my favorite Piano Rock Bands... this is probably the longest time i spent on blogging.. it's been hours.. and felt like seconds..

Other than that.. these music has also been my under my radar and i can't stop listening to it..

Neon Trees

-Sins Of My Youth

-Animal

-Your Surrender

Linkin Park

-Waiting For The End

The Script

-Nothing, the song is literally titled nothing.. it's a damn good song..

yeah more to it.. but i'll stick to these for now..

It's Weird

Okay i was bored today.. i thought i was gonna help my mother on the catering thing, turns out she didn't need my help, makes me wonder why she needs my help yesterday.. yeah i'm a little bit bum cause there's a possibility that i won't be paid.. who knows, maybe my mother has a good heart and pays me even though i didn't do anything.. it's not like i'm using it to buy stuff anyway.. sure i buy stuff that's expensive.. but i also keep them, and i'm having lots now, and i'm a little bit proud that i got this far, and it's a long way.. but it's getting nearer..

So today.. didn't do much.. tomorrows the big day though.. result day.. don't know what my results gonna be, i failed every test i've done.. hope it turns out well.. *praying..

Yeah.. today.. i watch Facebook.. or know as The Social Network.. i think it's a pretty decent movie.. it's not boring or too compelling to watch, it's a drama.. and it's pretty good.. at least that's what i think.. and i didn't know that Mark Zuckerberg has OCD, like the starting, i find him annoying where he talks a lot to the girl.. but then it makes sense.. and i found out the guy who play mark Jesse Einsberg.. something like that has the same last syllable from their last name.. berg.. Zuckerberg.. Einsberg.. they're both berg..

Also.. i don't know how many jokes there are in the movie, but the one with the chicken was hilarious.. it's not LMAO hilarious.. but it is in understanding mode.. like it's wrong to feed chicken to a live chicken, and it's consider animal cruelty.. i didn't know that...

And.. i'm getting to my title here..

So i was bored.. and i did one of the thing i'm best at.. probably, which is typing.. first i did a crappy job... my average was 70++ words per minute.. then i tried something different.. and what's weird is this.. when i type fast, i get 70++ words per minute and a lot of errors.. but here's the weird part.. if i type slower, i get better result like 80++ and i barely get errors.. so yeah it's weird.. kinda felt like the turtle and the rabbit story here.. where fast is bad and slow is good.. slow and steady wins the race.. i don't know exactly who got and what's the fastest word per minute out there.. but i think i did fine.. at least in my level.. i'm not even using the proper typing skills.. just typed.. so here's some proof..

Here's when i type slow.. i think it's really slow, but i'm able to get the keys just right faster though.. and it's really silent.. and i'm proud that i did 83.. that's like the highest i got.. and i did it by typing slow.. so i did a little experiment.. so i typed faster and this is what i got..

75 Words per minute is what i got when i type faster... sure there's no error shown.. but there's a lot of backspacing going in the process.

And as i typed.. i've reach something i've never reach before.. behold.. at least for me.. i'm making a big fuss about it.. cause i've never reach this...

The highest i got so far is eighty-friggin-eight!!, that's almost 90 words per minute.. and i got 3 wrong as it seems, i was in the zone.. but crap.. i could've gotten 90.. oh well, i'm gonna try more and more till i get 90... who knows, maybe i'll get a hundred.. but one thing though.. i didn't realize what method i did on this.. was it slow or fast.. maybe it's a hybrid.. well just gonna try some more...

END

Busy

Wow, never actually thought i'd say that, yeah, but it does feel different.. i've never been this busy before..

So what happened??

I went to Miri that's what happened.. i've been there, but i haven't actually been there.. what i mean is that i always go there, but i never got the chance to look around to actually know the roads which led getting lost every time, like every single time we went out, we got lost in some corner... yeah it's depressing, but it's kinda fun, still figuring out the fun part..

What's In Miri

My uncle got married, congrats by the way, i'll congrats you personally on facebook, but it's kinda hard to find you.. Ate lots of food like crazy and finding food in the middle of the night and got lost..

Bought really weird food in new store in Merdeka Mall called Ta Kiong and it's really expensive.. but it looks friggin good..

Saw Nokia N8 selling for RM1488 on AVAXX set.. Cheap man!! here sell bout RM1650.. depressing..

Went to 2 shopping malls before going back to KK, Imperial Mall and Bintang Plaza..

Bintang Plaza...

Back in KK..

Exhausted but forced to go to a course.. it's pretty interesting though.. and you can actually make money.. and i've heard this many times.. but i'll say it again.. you need money to make some money..

Today is interesting.. i'm in the catering business... mostly what i do is carry the food, and nag at my mother for waking me up when i'm tired.. but i get money though.. i'm happy at that..

Snap, i have to wake up early tomorrow..

R.E.M

What is R.E.M, if you're old, you'll probably think of a band that used to sing Everybody Hurts... probably.. actually, R.E.M is a pretty cool thing.. it's this type of feeling that make short moment felt longer.. probably not... okay so i'm gonna do it fast cause my mom is nagging i supposed...

R.E.M stands for Rapid Eye Movement, and i just found out this yesterday, it is where when we slept for a while and felt like hours... personally i've been through it and it's honestly like the best feeling in the world, who doesn't wanna sleep for a moment and felt like it's been hours.. and there's actually a way you can do it every single night.. but you have to train for that..

There's more.. have you ever been to a dream where you wake up it's still a dream.. i haven't actually, but it does exist, especially in the movie Inception, where there is up to 7 layers of dream.. but my mom told me there's up to 8 but, that's the road to Nirvana... meaning you die.. but it rarely happens... so yeah.. i'm gonna train for R.E.M... and sleep for hours on a minute...

I Don't Know...

Hmm, today.. i slept till noon.. haha, funny thing happen tonight... i was on my way back from dinner with my parents, and on the way home, there's this group of people, probably 4, they looked like they were fighting, and there was this 2 guys that was air kicking each other, and i don't know how, but one of them fell into the sewer.. and it wasn't just that, he fell into the sewer with his 2 legs floating up as he goes down... i just cracked myself up, i know it's wrong to laugh.. but i just hope he's okay..

So.. my favorite song right now is Animal by Neon Trees.. i know i said that i'm getting sick of new songs, but just can't say no to Animal can't ya.. seriously, that song is.. how should i put this delicately.. friggin awesome.. yeah i have no other words.. but seriously, i like the verse, i like the chorus.. and i liked the bridge.. he's voice is superb, especially when he's screaming.. it's not like metal screaming or something, it's like someone who's trying to convince you that he's hurt, now that's okay to me, i just don't like that thrash screaming in a song which you can't seem to make words out of it and always giving you headache when you hear it..

Here we go again, i kinda wanna be more than friends, so take it easy on me, i'm afraid you'll never satisfied..
Here we go again, we're sick like animals we play pretend, yeah that's as far as i remember, but there's some line with cannibal in it.. can't remember it..

And.. i don't know why, but i'm remembering a thing occured

Getting Harder To Breathe

Well, i'm back from my Dream World, getting there, it was cold, i mean i saw lots of clouds, and they we're friggin beautiful, sadly i didn't bring any camera to take shots, must have been awesome to take those shots, i mean at one point, we we're all covered in clouds, and there's the near Mount Kinabalu, which i think that's the coolest place to be, the clouds just went up, it's like you're in heaven, the thick clouds just ascended to the sky, it was just phenomenal..

Though of taking pictures of the trip for the blog, but i made a mistakes, i sort of decided not to bring anything.. except for clothes and MP3 Player, in case i got bored.. big mistake... i didn't realize that i needed to take picture.

And, upon arriving there, i had the serious need to pee.. that place was friggin cold, in my aunt car, it shows, 20 degree Celsius, that's friggin cold man.. and i just can't wait to arrive at the resort just to unleash... i'm still scared of the myth that if you don't pee you're private parts turn into stone...

Anyway, the last time i went there the place was undone, and this time, it is done, in fact, i missed on the opening.. yeah, i was sad, but i'm not anymore, cause i've there.. Thanks Aunt..

And, yeah, the place was beautiful, and cold.. at one time, when i was with my father out side the veranda, a couple of minutes ago, there was lights, then suddenly, the light just vanished, the clouds were actually covering it.. the cloud is so thick, and it's started to rain a little bit, man that place is cold...

So we had dinner, i think the food is great.. see another reason to bring a camera... i didn't take photos... it's depressing.. oh well, i'm gonna be there again on Christmas, and this time, hopefully i'll remember to bring a camera...

So the food. i was actually stuffed... first, i've ordered the Nasi Goreng Pattaya, which is one of my favorite food to it.. it's this fried rice fried together with mix vege and chicken, and covered by an omelet and a tomato sauce that rounds on top of the eggs, The Dream World PFR was a lil different, there's chicken wings.. and we also had Barbecue.. there's shrimp, cuttlefish, chicken, lamb and beef..

And last i've ordered the, Ham Choi Soup, i like Ham Choi Soup for a reason, it's sour, i like sour, yeah but the Ham Choi Soup at the resort wasn't actually sour, it's sweet, and there's Mee Hoon, that was unexpected, and the bowl was friggin big.. i can barely finish it.. not to mention the other food i was being pushed to.. yeah.. i was full... so it was time to see the villa..

We stayed at the Rosa 3 which has a Jacuzzi, yeah, but i didn't used it, cause i don't know how.. the room we stayed at was great, there's 2 room, a little television, and there's a sink.. and a mini fridge..

And as i slept on the bed, it was actually hard for me to breathe, cause it was cold.. and i had to breathe from my mouth, cause my nose was blocked.. and it actually got hotter because of the light, it was yellow and it really burns a little.. and the last thing i remember was falling asleep.

I really had a though time waking up today, my uncle, my grandma, my parents probably woke me up a lot, but i just ignored it, sleeping is actually a great feeling.. there's the numbness. there's the not care in the world.. there's the resting.. it's really great to sleep, i wish i could do it more often, oh wait, it's almost 12 am, it's time for me to sleep.. Boo Yeah.. is that how it goes.. i can't remember..

Going To Dream World..

No, it's not a made up place i just made, it's actually a resort by my aunt, it's up there in Kundasang, now.. Kundasang is a cold place, probably one of the coldest place in Sabah, the other one is Tambunan, although i didn't feel the difference while i was there...

So Kundasang.. i think it's been a while since i've been there, the last time i've been there was actually to the Resort progress, of course at that time, the resort wasn't done, and now it is, and i'm finally the last one to see the resort done, cause all my family did it before me, well i was away, so how could i see it with them... well, we're not there to have fun anyway.. okay partly..
But i'm actually there to set up a Karaoke Machine with my dad,.. and for days, okay so, it's not like we didn't sleep, but it was tiring, finding free software that actually works on the machine.. currently, the software is unregistered and there's the annoying flag floating around the screen reminding you that it's not registered...

Well, so much for.. i've been trying and honestly, it's not that easy, most of it uses money, and in American dollar, i don't even have money to begin with... well i think i did the best i could.. sure, i could have done better, but i'm not that better...i'm not sure i'm great.. i'm just okay.. yeah we'll see how it goes..

Sick Of New Songs

I'm literally sick of hearing new songs, can't say why, but i'm preferring old songs right now, currently i'm just hearing this few moments ago, it's called Don't Dream It's Over by Crowded House, it's an old song considerably.. and, you know, it's a pretty good song, and just makes you feel that new songs just aren't as good as old songs.. sure there are few, but music is changing fast.. i mean in 10 years, what will the new face of music would be, who knows, currently i think it's trance, dance.. yeah, rock is almost dead... there were times...

But seriously though, i like old songs for a reason, there always be memories.. probably when you were a kid, and you hear these music that your dad always plays in the car and it sticks in your head for a while.. i bet your dad never played The Black Eyed Peas when you were a kid...

So, i think i'm done with new music, and i'm gonna search for all the old great music.... i kinda understand my cousin now... mostly i was surprise that he never actually listens to new music, always playing old music.. but i think i'm beginning to understand it now.. probably..

New Blog Is ON

So yeah, new blog is on, this time it's gonna be different, it's gonna be so different, cause i add another person to write in it... and i'm thinking of adding another one...

So yeah.. nothing much.. oh yeah.. there's a new song i've been listening by this band called Clarkkent.. called I Will Wait.. i think it's an endearing song.. anyway have a listen and a good night..

New Blog

I'm thinking of making a new blog... currently i have two blogs, this and the other one, i've used this one the most, this one has been bout what my life had been through.. and most of it is boring... i don't know if any of it is funny or not, maybe it's just sad...

And the other is for my interest, which is technology, sadly, i didn't make any invention or innovation of my own, but i did speak of my idea, don't know where's that gonna get me...

So i think it's time for a new month.. i haven't decided what i'm gonna call it yet.. but it's gonna be about stuff that i see everyday, it might be interesting, and it might be boring, the only reason i wanna make this is because, i think it's easy, and it's plogging.. what is the correct term for photo blogging anyway?, i thought plogging has something to do with a cow... *Googling photo blogging term..*

wow this is interesting.. i found a site for all there is to know for blogging terms.. interesting..
--->>http://www.quickonlinetips.com/archives/2006/06/the-giant-blogging-terms-glossary/

so i don't see any photo blogging term there, so i'm just gonna make my term, and it's plogging, why? since, blogging is actually web logging, then it's shorten to blog.. and if you use it, you're blogging, and a video mode of it is called vlogging, so photo blogging is plogging, and there's another one, i thought about it, but i don't think i'm ready, it has something to do about voice, since i'm not a great talker, but i do talk alot, just not that great... it's called sound blogging, or in my term, slogging.. sounds like what a lazy person does, hey, i'm slogging...
i don't know, slogging is a recording of your voice, similar to vlogging, only you don't have to show your face.. if you're that shy.. like me, and you can add music to it so that your listener don't get bored i guess.. wait maybe i'm too late, there's already a term for sound blogging, i think it's called podcasting, or maybe the radio? but i don't know, sound blogging is personal, so as every type of blog out there that i know.. the only reason i don't know what podcasting actually is because i never use it...

So here's to my new blog.... and the best part of it is that, i can do it every single day, how hard is it to take picture about things and post it in the internet and talk about it... plus, there's probably a gazillion stuff in the world, wow gazillion is actually a word, i was expecting a red line underneath gazillion, but nope, there's not a red line there, not even a line.. surprised..

Something To Say

Still can't say it enough.. It's Over, okay last time, seriously .. It's OVER....

Sadly it's not the end, it might be the end, but later on, it's the beginning of something, i guess that's the funny thing about life, when another things end, another one begins, just like life, when an old person dies, a new baby is born, i guess that's the simplest thought i could make..

But seriously though, i seriously don't have anything to do.. so i'll make a list of thing i hope i can do without holding on to them...
- finally clean up my room and making it spotless
- do something meaningful and useful in my life, lately i feel useless.. yeah it's not just a feeling..
- money seems to be the question, i wonder where i can get my hands on those.. still don't wanna be a money freak, but can't help it, need to buy stuff. I wish there's another thing to use to buy stuff instead of money, wait didn't they had that already? it's called credit card.. oh yeah, but you still need money to pay your credit card dumb ass... yeah but it's not straight from your wallet money.. Nevermind...
- just bought new strings for my acoustic guitar, only thing is that, it sucks, the strings are friggin hard, i can barely play a chord properly....
- Piano, i'm not getting better, but i am doing something different, trying to make songs that isn't great, still need to work on my melodies, and write a lyric.... still can't sing though, guess i'll just whistle for now....
- buy some stuff, i know that i blew a thousand bucks for six months, but i still need storage, and i'm gonna buy a bigger one, 2TB, woohoo, try that in a depressing way... still friggin expensive, but i think it would be worth, think of all the movies you can store..

What i've been doing with my life lately.. okay let's see..
On saturday, that's the day i came back, oh yeah, i haven't done anything to say anything bout that trip, i don't know if it's important, but because of the desire to save money by buying a cheap ticket, i almost miss my flight, here how the story goes..

Saturday mornin'
Woke up at 6, took a bath, brush my teeth, same old same old.. put on my clothes.. packed up my remaining stuff, brought all my bags to a lower floor, and it's friggin heavy not to mention..
waited around for friends to go down together, but took so friggin long i decided to go by myself, cause i was scared that i would miss my bus, plainly i hate waiting, and in that bus, it was already packed... with people and luggage.
Arrived at the bus terminal around 7.30 am, looked around see no sign of bus, went to the counter to check the bus ticket to see what bus i'm on, a little later, other people arrive, turns out they we're on the other bus, i was alone, and friggin alone, i was the only one in my class in that bus, i didn't know anyone... the bus took off a little bit later than expected... all hopes and dreams beginning to shatter...

The other bus that was filled with my class mate had already gone, and i'm still in the bus looking down on the people trying to fix the bus, still feeling down at that moment... shortly after we began taking off, shortly after, the air conditioning broke, what the hell, we haven't even start to the gravel road yet... depressed, but still had a little bit hope...
But there was the roof, it was opened so the air would come in, there's a bit cold, and i'm fine with that, as long as i can breathe, i can't complain...

In Bintulu after several hours without air conditioning, hoping for them not to change the bus, but they did, stupid move.. the bus had air conditioning, but it's not working properly, and it's friggin old, there's dust particle all over the bus, thankfully i can still breathe...

Though there was working air conditioning, but the bus was, thinking of a word for sucky.. i think i'm just gonna use terrible.. The bus was terrible, cause every it slows down, the engine won't start... till one point, the bus had to move on it self to start the engine, cause we can't push the bus like a car, so the bus just move forward like a car being pushed...

But the sucky thing bout it is that, even though the driver know the bus is a failure to use, he still stops at Batu Niah, which is a stopping location for passengers to piss and eat.. okay not at the same time cause it would be weird if you're peeing while you're eating, actually it sounds gross..

yeah, so we're stuck there for an hour and a half, and that was the time all my hopes was broken to a million pieces, at that time it was 4.30 pm, and my flight was at 8.20, and there's a 2 hour check in time.. so i was feeling a little worried, i nearly gave up, cause there's nothing else i could do, even if there was a bus that arrive.. i didn't think i would make it, cause i would take 2 hours to get to Miri.. then nearly at 5, there was a bus, so a little of my hope lived again.. but it wasn't big to hope for, the worst of it was probably, thinking that i won't probably make it home, won't see my parents on that night, my parents would probably be devastated that i missed my flight..

Long story short, i made it, i arrived at the airport 7.10 PM, so i really had to thank god alot for letting me go home on that day, even though it was hard, and i gave up hope.. faith is still there for me, i'm making this all mushy so that i could remember what a terrible day i had and at the end, i made it...

well that's one hell of a trip, suspense, feeling crappy, sweating, loneliness, the whole nine yards..
yeah i'm running out of words to say..

It's Over!!

Finally it's over, Finally it's friggin over, i'm talking bout my final exam, it's friggin over, i know i should be happy, but i'm kinda pissed at the first paper, but i'm too happy to be depressed, as Ne-Yo says in his song Go On Girl, or was it I'm too proud to be depresssed.. can't remember..

So for 4 days that started with every war we fought with pencils and pens against paper, time was the only thing between us... yeah, so much for wars....

So it's over, it's over? can't believe it, it's been six months, feels like weeks, if everything goes well, i'll be done in one and a half year, seems too soon...

Wow, this is really, sad... i have this words in my head and when i want to put it in here, it just disappear..

Well anyway, i'm going back tomorrow, hmmm, home sweet home, there's nothing sweeter than home, wait, isn't money sweeter? or revenge maybe? no that's revenge is best served cold...

I don't know why, but i'm using this short sentences, maybe i got hooked on the studying skills...

like make everything short so it's easier to understand and memorize..

Seriously i can't stop it, nothing goes more than two lines here.. but seriously though, i think this is the hardest i ever studied, although it's probably my hardest, it wasn't the best though...

but i don't recall studying like this before, getting my pen and write notes on a piece of paper, that's the only way i know how, i tried reading on the computer but it burns my eyes...

I want to read notes that's already on paper, but sadly, we weren't provided one with..

So, for the next couple of weeks, i'm not sure what's gonna happen, but i can only guess something good, it's been a while since i've encounter something good, lately it's been back and forth..

i know this isn't the end, but i'm gonna end it, cause anything comes after this is just gonna be pointless..